Chapter XXXIV
Lu Xiao's appearance Zhou Miao didn't know what kind of mood to use to receive him, but now she only had tears flowing down her cheeks, as if the faucet had been broken, Lu Xiao looked at Zhou Miao and said in a low voice: "When did it start?" You're serious, aren't you? ”
Zhou Miao raised his head and looked at Lu Xiao, he seemed to be so strange, the resemblance was not for a long time, but Lu Xiao was indeed the one who knew Zhou Miao best, all her thoughts, all her careful thoughts, he knew that at the critical moment, he could pretend that nothing had happened and accompany her to pretend to be stupid, but now Lu Xiao exposed this matter to the stinging air, making everything seem so pale, so empty, and so painful, but Zhou Miao didn't know how to tell him, just shook his head. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Lu Xiao opened a bottle of beer at his feet, raised his head and took a sip, "Then what are you going to do?" ”
Zhou Miao looked at the bottle of wine, and also wanted to drink it, Lu Xiao snatched it over, "You have a bad stomach, don't drink it." ”
"I want to get drunk now more than anyone else."
"But no matter how much you drink, you must be more sober than anyone else, and in the end you are the only one who is sad, and there will be others who are more sad than you."
"Why? Why is it so good for me? Is it worth it? ”
Lu Xiao smiled stupidly, "What scene should this joke appear in?" How should I tell you better? Let's talk to you like this, many people will ask, what are you doing so well to me, helping me so much, and being able to stand behind me no matter what. In fact, the answer is not so colorful, complicated and cumbersome. When a person can treat you like this for a long time, he wants to use his whole to change a path to your heart. ”
Zhou Miao looked at him and suddenly smiled, and said, "I know that you are writing an article, but you don't need to say that it hurts so much, is it?" The person who was really injured was me, it was me Zhou Miao. ”
"Then do you know, seeing you sad, I ****** hurt a hundred times more than you."
The lights of the world are brilliant, and the majestic grandeur shines the eyes of the world, is it just to pour out the pain of the moment, and then the tearful goodbye, from now on to draw an end without an ending.
When a person is strongest, it is not when he persists, but when he lets go. When you choose to free your hands, who else can take anything away from you! How many people lament that fate is helpless, but they forget that the three most powerful words in the world are: I don't care.
Lu Xiao picked up the already dirty bento box at Zhou Miao's feet and played with it in his hand, which was once loaded with a bento that Zhou Miao made very seriously, just for Gu Feifei's words, "The bento is for the most beloved person to eat." Now this sentence seems to be the most ridiculous joke in the world.
Lu Xiao stood up and looked at the brightly lit Deng Hai not far away, which was extremely close to Houhai, as if it was close at hand, where the faint water vapor seemed to be at both ends of your nose, and the smell was so clear, "Since it hurts so much, why don't you forget it?" ”
"What do you mean?" Zhou Miao suspected that Lu Xiao seemed to have drunk too much, although she didn't know how much Lu Xiao had drunk, but he seemed to be extremely tired today, Lu Xiao appeared with a big suitcase next to him, and his cyan beard was on his face, as if Lu Xiao's delicate face had an uncoordinated mature and corrupt breath, but when he saw that he left tears, he panicked, rushed over, and hugged Zhou Miao tightly, as if he could hear the creaking of bones.
I didn't have time to ask when Lu Xiao came, and I didn't have time to think about whether there was anything important about him appearing so suddenly, but after hearing Lu Xiao say, "It's good to see you," her heart seemed to be hanging in the air, and at that moment she really felt sorry for him.
But now what Lu Xiao said made Zhou Miao really incomprehensible, watching Lu Xiao stumble towards the front, the lunch box in his hand was thrown forward hard, and an arc completely disappeared from people's sight. The bento box that once carried all Zhou Miao's happiness and dreams has disappeared at this moment, is this what Lu Xiao said Since it is so hurtful, why not forget it? Is forgetting to do it abandonment and renunciation?
All the dullness in my heart seems to have disappeared at this moment, even if I am so helpless after knowing the truth, it seems that I really think that everything said in the story is just a joke, but only I am serious in the story.
"It's not early, I can't take you in, you can find a hotel to stay in." Zhou Miao knew that she was not a brave person to be a deserter, but she really had no way to face Lu Xiao's confession now, she walked down the steps step by step, the road seemed to be incomparably long, Zhou Miao's tears had already been dried by the wind, and the surging traffic at night seemed to arouse people's sadness no matter what angle it looked at.
The dialogue between Gu Feifei and Ji Boya, their conversation was undoubtedly a knife, ruthlessly and simply stabbed Zhou Miao in the heart, unable to hide, unable to escape, and not even qualified to choose not to listen. It turned out that everything was a misunderstanding, it turned out that Gu Feifei had never loved himself, and the purpose of approaching himself was just to keep himself away from Lin Xiao, what a ridiculous and ridiculous reason, he could choose a person who was hated and disgusted by people ...... so wonderfully.
None of the people in the family have come back, so I guess Twilight hasn't come back yet, right? Zhou Miao looked at the empty room, she didn't want to stay alone in such an empty place, so she simply closed the door again and walked out, everything outside was the place to heal, and the inside of the house was just to make you cry in a low voice under the quilt.
When Zhou Miao walked out of the community, Gu Feifei lowered his head, a pile of cigarette butts at his feet, and when he saw Zhou Miao appear, the joy in his eyes suddenly disappeared in an instant.
Gu Feifei looked at Zhou Miao with such disgust when he looked at him, this was something he had never seen during the time he had known Zhou Miao, but now that Zhou Miao showed such a look at himself, his heart was like a piece of paper being crumpled, and he was powerless to parry.
"Zhou Miao," Gu Feifei called her.
Zhou Miao walked towards his side, like a stranger he didn't know. Gu Feifei grabbed Zhou Miao's arm, Zhou Miao felt weak even when he shook off his hand, and just said in a low voice: "Gu Feifei, please let go, don't make me hate you even more." ”
Gu Feifei's hand let go weakly, the moment he said the word hatred in Zhou Miao's mouth, he knew that she would not listen to all the explanations, maybe now is really not the best time to explain, it is really the best choice to let each other calm down.
Zhou Miao walked towards the front with a brisk pace, and finally the steps were messy and turned into a wild run, and the front of the brothers' bar was as lively as ever, but Zhou Miao saw a pair that he didn't want to see, Li Lin and Tang Xu, they were laughing and playing, but a more dramatic scene was also quietly staged, and people seemed to be adding another dose of fierce material in a tireless state, making the story that had become an absurd bureau even more absurd.
Twilight Xue walked towards the two, Tang Xu's hands instantly became stiff, Li Lin sensed that Twilight Xue with frightened eyes when she looked back, she looked at her eyes so strange, Zhou Miao also walked over quickly, and said, "Twilight Snow." ”
Twilight Xue looked back and saw Zhou Miao, Zhou Miao was Twilight's strongest backing, and any of her grievances could not be hidden in front of Zhou Miao, but such a thing made Zhou Miao feel it so clearly, her tears slipped quietly, and she asked Tang Xu, "She is the reason why you want to leave me, right?" ”
Tang Xu said softly: "Twilight Snow is not the place to talk, let's change places." ”
"Tang Xu, you owe me an explanation." Twilight almost roared, Zhou Miao's breathing felt weak, and she went to pull Twilight Xue and said, "Let's go back." ”
"Zhou Miao, have you seen it? They're together, it's her? What a joke? Ridiculous. ”
Zhou Miao shook her head and said, "Let's go, let's go." ”
Li Lin seemed to be the most calm among these people, and she said in a low voice: "Zhou Miao, let go of Duxue, I don't want to hide it like this." ”
Twilight Snow stepped back, looked back at Zhou Miao and asked, "Zhou Miao, you already know, right?" Then he walked up to Zhou Miao and asked, "You already knew, didn't you?" ”
Zhou Miao nodded, her tears flowing endlessly. She couldn't say anything to defend herself.
"So you're in league with them, you watch me cry hysterically, you watch me sleep all night, you watch me numb myself with alcohol, you don't say anything, you know how much I want to know who I lost to? You Zhou Miao obviously know. ”
"I'm sorry, Twilight I can't do it and sprinkle a handful of salt on your wounds, I'm sorry I can't, I really can't." Zhou Miao was crying as if she was about to turn her back on it.
"Slap" alarmed Li Lin and Tang Xu, Zhou Miao's face was hot and painful, but the pain at the moment was not worth one of the tens of millions of pain in Twilight's heart, Zhou Miao turned her face away, the hot, hot burning sensation on her face made Zhou Miao the most sober at the moment.
"Do you know how much I hate you right now? How much I hate you. Twilight shook her head and stepped back.
Zhou Miao pulled Twilight Xue and said, "You listen to my explanation, really, give me some time, let me tell from the beginning." Zhou Miao was making the last resistance, she didn't want to let herself really fall like this.
"Give me a little self-esteem, really, I'm out of body now, don't let me be listening to any nonsense. Don't let me hurt so much. Twilight Snow shook off Zhou Miao's hand and turned to leave, the moment Twilight Snow shook off Zhou Miao, Zhou Miao felt as if her heart had been hollowed out.
Li Lin looked at Zhou Miao and asked, "Are you okay?" ”
"Didn't you already anticipate today's ending, doesn't it matter if I'm okay?" Zhou Miao turned to look at Tang Xu and said, "Tang Xu, you have to remember, you are the one who is most sorry for Twilight. After speaking, Zhou Miao also turned around and left. There's no way she can leave Twilight alone, so she doesn't want Twilight to experience it again.
Twilight's things in the house have also been emptied, and she is struggling to put things in her suitcase, out of order, Zhou Miao walked over, "Won't you give me a time to explain?" ”
Twilight turned around and asked, "Does it make sense?" ”
"I'm sorry I wasn't you, I didn't tell you the truth and I didn't want you to be sad, don't you realize this, Twilight, when did you become so stupid?"
Twilight smiled and said, "Yes, I'm stupid, stupid and ridiculous, but Zhou Miao, you know me best, you know everything about me, but what?" What did you do, didn't say anything, and then watched me shed tears all night long and you were happy, right? Are you satisfied? ”
"Twilight!" Zhou Miao roared at her, "The person who wants you to be happy the most here is me, how can I let you experience the pain again." ”
"But now I'm hurting more." Twilight Xue left the house with her luggage, this room suddenly became extremely empty, Zhou Miao stood alone in the middle of the living room, on this sofa, two people used to sit together to watch TV, grab the remote control, and now this sofa has also become a ridiculous joke, as if she is laughing at Zhou Miao Everything is self-inflicted, everything is to blame, she squatted down, as if it was raining in the whole world for a while, and there was nowhere to hide.