CHAPTER XXXVI

"Is Mr. Li also the one who will personally come down to buy coffee to drink?" Tang Xu's cold words stung Li Lin deeply, she turned her head away, pretended to look at the scenery outside the window, walked to the opposite side of him, and sat down, "The waiter has a glass of ice." "www.biquge.info She stroked her long hair, this casual action made Tang Xu's heart ripple, this action he loved very much, and now he still feels indescribable pain when he looks at his mood.

"I didn't let you sit down." Tang Xu stirred the coffee in front of him and continued: "There is more than one seat in the café passing by, I don't think you have to sit next to me." ”

Li Lin smiled and said, "Tang Xu, can you and I only talk like this now?" She took a deep breath and said, "And Tang Xu, it's been so long, how long do you want to hate me." ”

Li Lin looked at him without speaking, and covered the back of his hand with the guts, the familiar touch made her eyes hot, as if tears were about to gush out, but she could only restrain it now. "Don't you have me in your heart?"

Tang Xu still didn't speak, but just inadvertently withdrew his hand, but this inadvertent action made Li Lin's strong tears gush out.

"I once read a book that said that even if a couple of lovers are in love, they are destined to lose to irrelevant people or things around them. At first, I thought it was nonsense, but now that I look at what the book says, it may not be unbelievable, Tang Xu, do you know? You on campus have always made my heart move, because of the affection of friends, I am like leaving you, but I am also suffering, you and Twilight Xue proposed to break up, threatened to be with me, my heart is sweet, I Li Lin is destined to be a person who will not be happy, every bit of it with you makes me nostalgic, my mother's obstruction makes my original unsatisfactory life, completely disintegrated, how ridiculous, brother and sister want to get engaged together. She wiped the tears from her face, "If you hadn't shown up in time to curb all this, how ridiculous my life would be, but I'd rather spend my life doing nothing than be hurt in any way." ”

Li Lin looked at him with her head down, she couldn't see her facial expression, she stood up and walked outside, "Tang Xu, you and I are destined to miss, and I don't want to leave regrets between you and me." ”

Suddenly feeling a familiar touch in the palm of his hand, Tang Xu suddenly grabbed Li Lin's hand, "Li Lin." As soon as her chest was hot, Li Lin hugged Tang Xu tightly, the warmth on her chest was so familiar, and her strong heartbeat conveyed the breath before her snort, "Don't say it, don't say it, I understand, as long as this moment, just this moment, it's a complete ......."

"Tang Xu"?

Li Lin's unspoken words were interrupted by a soft voice, Tang Xu suddenly pushed Li Lin away, Li Lin didn't expect him to suddenly push her away, so his body hurriedly stepped back and stroked, and he fell down in a daze, the shaking of the table spilled the ice storage, and a cup of ice storage was spilled on Li Lin's body.

The dark liquid was ugly on her fair face.

"Twilight, it's not what you see." Tang Xu now just wanted to try his best to clear up the ambiguous relationship between them, but Twilight Xue walked over, squatted down, and wiped the ice on Li Lin's face with a tissue, the dark liquid on his body could no longer be wiped clean, but Twilight Xue was still wiping it very hard.

Li Lin suddenly grabbed Twilight Xue's hand and said: "Twilight Xue, you have to believe me, I have nothing to do with Tang Xu, I admit that my love for Tang Xu has not stopped, but Tang Xu is just in love with you now, you have to believe me." ”

Twilight Xue looked up at Tang Xu, and then at Li Lin, she just smiled and said, "You see that Bingcun can't be wiped clean." Twilight Xue helped Li Lin get up, "Tang Xu asked me to say that I had something to say, I didn't expect to meet you." ”

"Twilight, you have to believe it, we really don't have anything."

"I know." Twilight replied sincerely, and Li Lin's tearful eyes still didn't show any expression on her face, and she panicked.

"Tang Xu, let's make an appointment another day, Li Lin's appearance should be sorted out first, and she will have a meeting in the afternoon." As he spoke, he smiled at Li Lin, helped her up and walked by.

Tang Xu had been stunned in place, the scene that had just happened made him unable to digest, and his whole person panicked when he thought of the decisive eyes of Duxue just now.

Zhou Miao watched Twilight come back listlessly, the whole person seemed to be stuck in the sofa, and her thin body suddenly fell into it, Zhou Miao walked over: "What happened?" Zhou Miao pulled Twilight Snow, just got up, it turned out that she was crying, the tears on her face were clearly visible, look at the time, she must not have just gotten off work, where did she just go?

"What's wrong?"

"Zhou Miao, my heart hurts so much." Twilight Xue lay on Zhou Miao's shoulder and sobbed.

She put her back on her back and said, "What's wrong?" ”

"I love Tang Xu, I've always loved him, I can't watch him say sorry to me again......" she sobbed lowly.

Zhou Miao probably figured out the ins and outs, but who can control emotional matters? Isn't it the same even to yourself?

"Tang Xu, I want to talk to you......" Zhou Miao put down the phone and looked at Twilight Xue who had fallen asleep on the bed and turned to leave.

The bar is always a good place to talk about personal feelings, the private room is completely isolated from the noise outside, Zhou Miao watched Li Lin pour wine to death one by one, her beautiful eye makeup has been spent, and the black one looks like she has put on smoky makeup.

Tang Xu has been smoking a cigarette next to him, one after another, Zhou Miao opened a bottle of soda, and the bubbles of the soda broke one by one, just like the pair of people in front of him who had fallen in love.

"Li Lin, we can't go back, let it go." Tang Xu's slightly hoarse voice remembered, breaking the original tranquility.

Li Lin raised her head, looked at him and smiled, the smile was very bitter, she nodded, but didn't say anything. After Tang Xu left, Li Lin stood up, looking drunk, and Zhou Miao looked very distressed.

"I asked Tang Xu to come out, why do you have to come along?" Zhou Miao asked.

"I just want to give myself a chance......"

"......" Zhou Miao looked puzzled, a chance? What chances? If you don't love it, you don't love it, will there be any twists and turns in the middle?

"I just want to give myself a chance to die." Li Lin looked at Zhou Miao drunkenly and said, "The moment I watched Tang Xu push me away today, I knew that it was over, everything was over." After saying that, she lay on the sofa, perhaps because of drunkenness, she actually fell asleep, and there were still undried tears on her slightly curled eyelashes.

Zhou Miao fell into silence, how similar it was, it was also such a scene a few years ago, there was Gu Feifei at that time, that's right, it was at that time, Gu Feifei broke into her life so grandiosely, disturbing her originally calm and waveless state of mind, but now? He could only watch silently from a distant place, separated by thousands of time and space .......

Zhou Miao dialed Lin Xiao's phone, the voice that came as scheduled, and his voice was a little happy after a few beeps, which made Zhou Miao feel a little sad to hear, it should not be contacted again, she already knew that it was impossible, and she didn't want to hurt him anymore, her voice was a little infarcted: "Li Lin is drunk, she is in the bar." ”

After Zhou Miao finished speaking briefly, he adjusted the air conditioning in the private room to a moderate temperature, then closed the door and left, maybe he didn't even see him.

The temperature at night is particularly comfortable, the breeze floats Zhou Miao's long hair, and people with blank feelings hope that love can come, but in the face of hurt people, they don't dare to talk about love anymore, she sighed, the phone rang at the right time, it was Duxue who called, she said that she woke up and didn't see Zhou Miao, and asked her where she went?

Zhou Miao just pretended to be thirsty, went downstairs to buy water, and asked her if she wanted to drink something, Zhou Miao bought beer and soda in the twenty-four hour supermarket downstairs, she knew Twilight's personality too well.

When she got home, Twilight Xue was already sitting in the living room, wearing a pink nightdress, looking at her in the school many years ago, and Zhou Miao seemed to be stunned for a moment, time turned back, to that young old era, replaced by a lot of hesitant nights.

At that time, there was the mysterious Li Lin, she was still the dream lover of many boys, she was charming and moving, every look was stirring her heart, her words and smiles were so classic, for this reason how many people had emulated her, but Li Lin just smiled slightly, Xie Ting, that nerve, she was a bit of a mistake, almost everyone's pistachio, Mo Fei's intervention added a lot of vitality to her life, because of Xie Ting's simple mind, she is not suitable for mixing in today's deteriorated circle of friends, because of that, She's only covered in bruises.

Twilight Xue, who loves his whimsical personality all day long, except that Tang Xu is still Tang Xu, during that time she often talked about Tang Xu, what Tang Xu wears looks good, Tang Xu asked her to go to the movie, thinking of this, Zhou Miao's heart throbbed slightly, originally Twilight Xue thought it was Tang Xu in the best time, at that time he liked Li Lin very much, what an ironic and laughable farce.

Zhou Miao continued to indulge in the boring imagination, Twilight Xue had already drunk a can of beer, smelling the smell of beer in the air, how much she missed, the feeling of beer soaking on the tip of her tongue, and the cold touch of drinking it made her nostalgic, she really wanted to take another sip, Zhou Miao did it, and as soon as she took a sip, the beer in her hand was taken away.

"You have a bad stomach and can't drink." Twilight Xue babbled.

Zhou Miao smiled and said, "Then why are you drinking?" Terrified? Or do you want to get drunk? ”

Twilight's misty eyes looked at Zhou Miao and smiled: "I'm thirsty, so I'll go to sleep after drinking." ”

"Twilight, your uncle, do you think this is a sleeping pill? If you have insomnia, you have to drink. ”

"Zhou Miao, be quiet, don't be noisy." Twilight Xue opened the last can of beer, raised her head and drank it, Zhou Miao clearly saw the tears in her eyelids, crystal clear, exuding the aroma of beer, she thought that the tears at the moment were probably because she drank too much beer, because they were all liquids, useless body fluids.