Your hand is the warmth of the city that I can't touch, my heart is a war you don't know, none of us wants to believe that our pain is caused by ourselves, we all think that the world owes us so that we can't get happiness, and when we don't get happiness, we blame the person closest to us. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

When she opened her eyes and saw Twilight's eyes red and swollen in front of her hospital bed, she smiled bitterly, "How long have I been sleeping?" ”

"Zhou Miao." Twilight's small voice, as cautious as she seemed to be afraid of waking her up, "How I wish you could come out and walk out of this memory that worries you, and if you can, I even want to bear it with you." ”

Zhou Miao took Twilight Xue's hand, her hand was warm like a spring breeze, Twilight Xue's character was arrogant, but in this seemingly ordinary friendship, she accounted for such a large proportion, "I know, I will." ”

The two of them looked at each other silently, and for a moment, Zhou Miao and Twilight Xue's tears flowed down at the same time, "Just for the last time, let me draw a break for this relationship and this story for the last time, so that everything can return to the original point, so that we can continue to work hard for life." ”

"Okay." Twilight nodded, she smiled, laughing from the bottom of her heart, Twilight took Zhou Miao's hand, harder, as if in her endless energy, and finally the two of them hugged each other.

It was raining again and again, it had been raining for several days, Duxue was packing up things for Zhou Miao, and the hospital was full of pure white, which was a sting that made people's eyes see it, "It's been raining outside?" You see you're all wet. ”

Twilight turned her head and smiled, "It's okay." She put down her luggage and said, "It's all packed, let's go." ”

Lin Xiao's driver had been waiting for a long time, and when he saw them coming out, he activated the wipers in time, and when Zhou Miao and Dusk Xue got into the car, they said, "Thank you for your hard work, master, for making you wait so long." ”

"It's okay, let's go."

Twilight Xue took several days off in a row, and Lin Xiao also specially instructed her, hoping that she could take good care of Zhou Miao, and she also watched Zhou Miao take cold medicine at regular intervals for three meals a day, Li Lin's work has been starting recently, so she is busy, and the time for the three of them to get together often is getting less and less.

"Twilight, let's go out for a walk." Zhou Miao had already dressed up and was waiting for Duxue, but Duxue glanced at the weather outside, and said, "The weather outside is a little gloomy today, which is not suitable for traveling, so let's change the day." ”

Zhou Miao said with a disappointed face: "Just go out for a walk, you see that you look at me every day, just like looking at prisoners, I am about to get moldy." ”

"Then do you know that your body is very weak, when was the last time you were sick and hospitalized, and you don't know what the doctor said, so let's be at home obediently, and talk about it when your body is better." Twilight walked back to the kitchen with a bowl of porridge, and Twilight's voice was heard, "What kind of porridge are we going to eat at noon today?" Red dates or mung beans? ”

Twilight Xue really drove Zhou Miao crazy, she has taken care of Zhou Miao very well recently, and even Twilight Xue's own craftsmanship is getting better, listening to Zhou Miao's voice, she walked out: "I heard that there is a new porridge shop in Shijin Zhai opposite, let's go and have a look." ”

When Zhou Miao heard this, she hurriedly rushed to the kitchen, nodding her head and waist like something, God knows how Zhou Miao spent the past few days, but Twilight Xue was also careful every day, for fear of touching Zhou Miao's wound that had slowly healed, she knew that even if the wound healed, but the scar was still there, she would always have a faint pain.

After eating, Zhou Miao was still walking outside, Twilight Xue couldn't resist her, so she simply gave up her life to accompany the gentleman, now is the time for the change of seasons, so there are inevitably a lot of strangely dressed people on the road, originally the two of them were still talking and laughing, but slowly Twilight Xue's whole heart was no longer in Zhou Miao's words.

He was still clean and refreshing, as if the vicissitudes carved by the years on his face could not hide the paleness that flowed out, Zhou Miao looked at Du Xue, her whole person stood in place so stupidly, her gaze was even deep and then hesitant.

In the end, Tang Xu ran over, hugging Duxue tightly, Zhou Miao was really happy for her beside her, how long did she wait, it seemed that she had almost forgotten that there was still Tang Xu's existence, was the foreign doctor cured? Has his body recovered? Zhou Miao wanted to ask a series of questions, but she knew even more that the most important thing now was to give them time.

Zhou Miao left acquaintance, Twilight Xue's tears had long been broken, and the strength that had been hidden for a long time fell apart at this moment, she cried desperately, and then hit Tang Xu's back hard, she could feel Tang Xu's thinness, how long had he been asleep? Does he still have a place for her in his memory? What about Li Lin? What about his favorite? Is it your turn to hesitate in your decision? Who can understand such gains and losses, such an unspeakable mood, who can understand.

"Tang Xu." Twilight whispered, "Are you back?" ”

"Yes".

"Is your body recovering?"

"Yes".

"Really?"

"Yes."

"Don't you plan to leave?"

"I'm not leaving."

"Are you sure? Have you chosen? ”

"Forgive me." Tang Xu's answer made Twilight Xue stunned, she was afraid of what Tang Xu said next, and for a moment she wanted to hide.

But Tang Xu continued: "Forgive me for waking up so late, forgive me for making you wait so long...... Twilight, do you still want me? ”

Twilight burst into tears: "Tang Xu, I'm so glad you can wake up." ”

"Actually, I've always been awake, you whisper in my ear, I can recite it backwards, I want to tell you, I can hear what you say, your low crying, how distressed I am, forgive me for being so kind to you."

Twilight should wait until what she wants, experience so many things happening, life and death, she feels that the trajectory of life should be happy, not because of any gratitude or guilt.

She just bowed her head and said nothing, calming down her excitement, and said, "When did you come back?" ”

"I just got off the plane."

"What about my uncle and aunt? You should go back to see the second elder first, you should know how much they love you. ”

"You come with me." Tang Xu pulled Twilight Snow, and suddenly, Twilight Snow's hand let go of him, Tang Xu's heart seemed to skip a beat, and he looked at Twilight Snow, "What do you mean?" ”

Twilight smiled inadvertently: "You see that you just came back, and you ran to me, Uncle Tang and Aunt Tang know, and I always feel sad in my heart, you go back first, anyway, you are all right, what do you say about the time?" ”

Tang Xu looked at Twilight Xue's dodging eyes seriously, which one in his heart was not sure what scared him, but he still nodded and said that he would not embarrass Twilight Xue and would do things according to her ideas.

Zhou Miao was cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks in the kitchen, and tidying up the porridge that was packed back, Twilight Xue also shouted that this porridge was delicious, and she wanted to come back to study and study, and learn to try it, but when she heard the door ring, Zhou Miao hurriedly put down the things in her hand, walked out, and saw Twilight coming back.

Zhou Miao stepped forward and said with a smile: "I thought you would stay with Tang Xu for a long time, why did you come back so soon?" ”

Twilight said thoughtfully, "Maybe I should wake up." ”

Zhou Miao was puzzled and asked, "What do you mean?" ”

"Tang Xu was able to save Li Lin as soon as possible without thinking about it, although I don't hate Li Lin anymore, and I can also let go of the anger at that time, but I can't let go, Tang Xu obviously still loves Li Lin, I should leave him with a good acquaintance, that's right."

"Don't you love Tang Xu?" Zhou Miao asked.

"How is that possible? Knowing that he is sick or alive, I plan to accompany him like this for the rest of my life, but my mind and responsibility are different, my love for Tang Xu has never changed, but Tang Xu's feelings for Li Lin have never disappeared, he used to be so painful, I am always in the purpose, now it is all good, I have been relieved, in fact, Tang Xu doesn't have to be like this, I can face them very bravely. ”

Zhou Miao walked over and hugged Twilight: "If you think it's right, I will always support you, but please follow your heart, don't break the promise we have always made at the beginning, Tang Xu loves Li Lin Yes, but don't you also love Tang Xu?" You know better than anyone else that you don't know why, but will you be willing to bear this struggle? ”

"That's it, I'm tired and want to rest early." Twilight turned around and left alone, and Zhou Miao saw it in her eyes, and she was very distressed.

Tang Xu's return undoubtedly added a kind of rendering agent to this tranquility, Duxue was restless all day long, and Li Lin's work was always frequent, Zhou Miao couldn't say anything in it, but she hoped that such an endless protracted battle could end as soon as possible and return to the original tranquility.

Twilight's vacation is coming, she has returned to Boya to work, and when she sees Li Lin, she will also take the initiative to greet her very warmly, and when she sees Tang Xu's phone, she will also pretend to hang up inadvertently, maybe the broken contact can continue to pretend that nothing happened.

Passing by the café, Tang Xu was anxiously waiting for the person he wanted to see, but it was Li Lin who was waiting, when she saw Tang Xu, she first stopped her pace, and then walked over, the crazy thoughts in the past suddenly came to her, and she quickened her pace and walked in front of Tang Xu.

"Are you waiting for someone?" Li Lin is such a high-ranking person, and he is actually using such an uncertain tone, today Twilight Xue said that she wanted to drink coffee from a coffee shop passing by, and Li Lin happened to pass by, but when she saw Tang Xu, how long has it been, and the scenes in front of her have been floating in front of her.

Tang Xu pushed Li Lin away at the last moment, her white wedding dress was Tang Xu's blood on it, Tang Xu was still defending Li Lin with the last persistence in her life, the shock in her heart was far more than that, how could Li Lin not be moved? If it weren't for their mother, they would have been together a long time ago.