Chapter 9: Confession
The meeting with Liu Zishu is undoubtedly pleasant, so such a meeting happens every day, and the relationship between them is better and better day by day. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Every day, Liu Zishu would come to pick up Qin Zijin from work, and then the two of them would go to dinner together, and then press the road.
Pressing the road is naturally based on chatting.
The chat between the two is still witty and funny, but it is inevitable that there will be unhappy times.
Qin Zijin didn't know if it was a good thing to be too frank, especially for people who were discovering a relationship.
Many people want their partner to be loyal to them, sincere, and able to be honest with them, but obviously everyone has secrets that cannot be told, so there are white lies.
But there are some things that the diaphragm should respond to when you don't know, and the diaphragm should be more when you know.
The predecessor is such a being.
Qin Zijin is a man with a wide heart and a fat body, and he doesn't care about his ex and the past.
Everyone has a past, everyone has a time when they are young and frivolous, whether it is campus love or social romance, since there is love, it is a beautiful thing.
Good things are meant to be remembered, not to be compared and judged.
What's more, the past cannot be traced, and it is useless to think about it.
Without the experience of the past, how could he and her be today.
However, Liu Zishu's honesty made Qin Zijin's heart feel like he had knocked over a five-flavor bottle, sweet and sour, all available.
"Speaking of which, it's fate that the two of us know each other, and I just logged in to this website not long ago, and it happened that some time ago there was a member registration discount, with a six-percent discount, so I signed up as a member, and I met you." Liu Zishu's eyebrows fluttered when he talked about it, and he really felt that the world was wonderful.
Qin Zijin smiled: "Yes, I also happened to log in to the website during this time, if there is a difference in time, maybe it is someone else who is pressing the road with you now." ”
Speaking of this, Qin Zijin thought of Alex again, and jokingly asked, "Then before me, did you ever date other girls on the website?" ”
Liu Zishu patted his thigh: "Yes, I have been in contact with it for a while, and then I feel that it is not suitable." ”
Pointing to a bench on the side of the road, the two sat down.
"I still remember picking her up from work at nine o'clock every night......"
"Leave work at nine o'clock?" Qin Zijin couldn't help but speak, "What do you do when you get off work so late?" ”
"Similar to online customer service." Liu Zishu replied, "But she's ...... Well, it's more materialistic, we didn't know each other for long at that time, she told me that her phone was old and asked me to buy her a new one, and we couldn't go together, so we didn't continue. ”
"Uh..."Qin Zijin didn't have any intuitive feelings about this kind of thing, "I don't have such a person around me, and I haven't seen it." ”
Liu Zishu nodded, not everyone is like this: "But before her, I also saw another girl, who was very beautiful, I chased her for a long time, but she didn't agree." ”
This time, Qin Zijin really didn't know how to speak.
Picking up work, eating together, pressing the road, it's not the first time I've done such a thing, it's just that the object is different.
Now that he heard him talk in such detail about chasing girls in the past, Qin Zijin really didn't know how he should feel at this moment.
Everyone wants to be treated gently, everyone wants to be unique in the other person's heart, but they find that this kind of treatment is just repeating the past of others.
Everyone has vanity and self-esteem, hearing Liu Zishu say this, Qin Zijin was naturally unhappy in her heart, but she was not a hypocritical person.
What about repeating other people's experiences, what if it's not his only one, except for the feelings of childhood sweethearts, and the feelings of entering the marriage hall for the first time in love, who is not repeating other people's experiences?
Repeating the tenderness and sweetness enjoyed by his predecessor, and experiencing the routines experienced by his predecessor, both men and women.
The feelings that can't be asked for are really worrying, but in today's society, the pace is fast, the pressure is high, and everyone is very busy, and no one will really waste time and energy for such an ethereal feeling that can't be sought.
Unless you really love, but if you love very much, you won't easily give up looking for someone else.
Therefore, after being depressed for a while, Qin Zijin regained his vitality.
When you fall in love, don't you just have to talk about it, so that you know whether you love or not.
Qin Zijin felt that Liu Zishu was still a relatively honest person in essence, and he was not very good at rhetoric emotionally.
Therefore, he didn't understand why Qin Zijin was suddenly unhappy, and why he was suddenly fine.
Qin Zijin thought in his heart, maybe Liu Zishu thought in his heart, sure enough, a woman's heart is a needle, not something you can figure out if you want to.
"So, you're rejected!" Qin Zijin smiled and raised his eyebrows, indescribably cute.
"yes, rejected."
"Tut-tut, it's usually my sister who rejects others, look, that's the difference." Qin Zijin deliberately snorted twice, laughing like a cunning fox.
Liu Zishu pursed his lips: "Tut, look at what you can, in the end, it didn't fall into my hands!" ”
Qin Zijin rolled his eyes, but did not deny it.
"Can I smoke a cigarette?" Liu Zishu said suddenly.
Qin Zijin was stunned for a moment and nodded: "Yes." After a pause, I couldn't help but say: "I've known each other for almost half a month, and I haven't seen you smoke when we usually meet, so I thought you didn't smoke." ”
Qin Zijin is very sensitive to the smell of smoke, so he has never smelled tobacco on Liu Zishu, so he should not smoke much.
"I smoke too, but not much."
In fact, things have developed to this day, and the relationship between Qin Zijin and Liu Zishu is more natural, they are not particularly particular about being boyfriend and girlfriend, but the way they get along with each other has changed towards a couple.
So Qin Zijin was also very direct, she looked at Liu Zishu: "Then if we are together in the future, can you quit smoking, I don't like the smell of tobacco." ”
Liu Zishu is also very direct: "I try to smoke as little as possible, okay?" ”
Qin Zijin smiled: "I thought you would say yes." ”
Liu Zishu's expression was very serious: "This is not good, if I say yes, I must be lying to you, then when you secretly smoke and you find out, how bad it is." So I can only smoke as little as possible. ”
Seeing that Qin Zijin didn't speak, Liu Zishu explained: "You also know that I am in sales, and I am bound to deal with many customers, even if I don't smoke myself, I have to carry cigarettes in my pocket. ”
At this moment, Qin Zijin's feeling in his heart was very subtle.
At the end of the night, she felt that Liu Zishu was very sincere and frank, although his frankness and sincerity made people feel uncomfortable, but Qin Zijin knew in her heart that this was the truth.
In the face of lies, she prefers the other party to be honest and frank.
This also gave her a deeper understanding of the boy in front of her.
Many girls will be entangled with their ex and the past, but Qin Zijin values the present and the future more.
So when Liu Zishu confessed the past to her, she knew that he, like herself, was not a person who liked to be careful.
It's good to associate with people like that.
"Are you free on the weekend?" Qin Zijin asked.
Liu Zishu nodded: "I was just about to tell you about this, I want to ask you out on the weekend, are you free?" ”
"Yes, where are you going?"
"Let's go to Sheshan, there's a little church there."
"Okay." Qin Zijin nodded, suddenly remembered something, and looked up at Liu Zishu's eyes, "You know my job, right?" ”
Liu Zishu was a little confused: "I know!" ”
"Then you don't mind."
Now Liu Zishu didn't understand even more: "Don't mind, what's there to mind about this." ”
Qin Zijin smiled silently.
Actually, it's herself who minds.
It is said that there is no distinction between high and low occupations, but it is about high and low.
Since Qin Zijin left school for internship, it can be said that he has been engaged in clerical work, and only the internship work has the nature of sales.
So when she first came to Shanghai, she was still very confused, and when she first arrived, everything was uncertain, so she chose the administrative front desk in a hurry.
However, no one is willing to leave their homeland and come to this metropolis to do a simple front desk job.
However, Qin Zijin also clearly knows that his current self, in layman's terms, is that his ability does not match his dream.
Moreover, she is still a little confused about the direction of the future.
But there are also some boys who will have career requirements for their partners, or decent, or high salaries.
Qin Zijin only felt that he had nothing.
"You know my job, you don't mind!" Liu Zishu teased.
Qin Zijin was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "What do I have to mind, doing pos machine sales is also sales, and sales are mainly based on performance, I don't mind such hard work and hard work." ”
Liu Zishu smiled, like a sixteen-year-old boy, sunny and proud.
Seeing such a smile, Qin Zijin was a little distracted, and he didn't know why he remembered his friend's admonition in his mind.
"Now there are many scammers on the Internet, you must be careful, being deceived by money is a small matter, being deceived is a big deal, you must pay attention, well, it is best to look at the other party's ID card to see if it is a fraud."
This is the concern and opinion of friends about Qin Zijin after knowing that Qin Zijin met and met netizens on a blind date website.
Although Qin Zijin didn't think Liu Zishu was that kind of person, she still wanted to confirm it.
"Uh... If you don't mind, can you show me your ID? ”
"Yes." Liu Zishu was very generous, took out his ID card and handed it over.
Qin Zijin never knew that someone's ID card could look so good.
In her impression, the ID card has always been the ugliest photo taken, not only expressionless, without any beauty at all, but also ugly to a new level.
However, Liu Zishu's ID card is a different feeling.
The clean and refreshing hairstyle, the slightly youthful facial features, and the youthful and sunny face all show that youthful time like a pine and cypress.
"Your ID is the best I've ever seen." Qin Zijin told the truth.
Liu Zishu began to climb down the pole again: "How is it, handsome!" ”
Qin Zijin originally wanted to praise the words, but disappeared in an instant, thought about his ID card for a while, hesitated for a moment, and still asked, "Do you want to take a look at my ID card?" ”
"No need." Liu Zishu shook her head, and Qin Zijin was not reluctant, after all, her ID card really couldn't be compared with Liu Zishu's.
Seeing the light die, this is Qin Zijin's evaluation of his ID card.
"My friends all say to be careful, in case you meet a scammer or childcare is not good, so look at your ID."
"Yes, I've seen it before, saying that there is a childcare who brings netizens who meet up to the bar and consumes a lot of alcohol. Sales are all there is to be done now, but don't worry, I'm not like that. ”
Qin Zijin laughed out loud.
"Okay, it's not early, let's go home, don't forget what you promised, go out on the weekend."
"Don't worry, you won't forget."