Shihui's mind was drowsy like a headless fly that couldn't find its landing point, and her whole body was floating. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info said that she was tricked by Dongfang Yu behind her back, and when she was shot, she was hit hard and hated to the bone, but she was still addicted to the bits and pieces of the past of the two and couldn't extricate herself. I always feel that there is a psychological hint that I must continue to redeem something, and I can't get rid of the pain of falling out of love. She knew that Dongfang Yu had obvious flaws and was not perfect, and she should not continue to be nostalgic in such a situation, but she just couldn't make up her mind, like a spring that couldn't be stepped on to the end. Over the years, she has indeed been too affectionate, leaving indelible traces, a feeling that only people who have truly loved can experience. A woman who has experienced true love, once she loses her true love, even if she uses the emotions of all men in the world as a filling, all the women's pain as a foreshadowing, and all wealth as a support, I am afraid that she will not be able to heal and calm the wounded heart.

She hated herself for being irrational, not calm, unable to grasp herself properly at a critical time, knowing that this man was unreliable and not worthy of nostalgia, but she couldn't get rid of it. Today, she looks pure, clean and spotless, but in essence, she has long been in tattered copper and iron, although she is not married, she has become a body that is actually almost a second or third marriage, and has become the plaything of two men. If there is another relationship in the future, how to face all this, she really doesn't know how to face all this, how to grasp the long years ahead. Alas, everything is at a glance, everything is clearly understood, everything is irretrievable, everything is too late.

However, the tragedy did not end abruptly, her body was like a side effect after taking the drug, and her physiology changed significantly. After the alternating excavation and development of two big men, the body is no longer at peace, the mind is no longer at peace, and it is full of impetuousness, restlessness, and impatience, just like the man-eating flowers in the deep mountains, and the vines on the ancient trees, always instinctively looking for all possible prey. Whenever you lie on your back in bed alone in the dead of night, the psychological attachment and physiological dependence are particularly obvious, and you can't get rid of them, and you subconsciously compare the two men, and constantly pick up all kinds of erotic bits and pieces in love, like taking drugs, and you never get tired of it.

Dongfang Yu, this man, for Shihui, is almost all the memories of her childhood, and it is the emotional sustenance of her love when she first opened, which is quite innocent and very precious, it is this man who makes her understand what true love is, and she has experienced the incomparable sweetness of ** for the first time. Because of this man, she has many firsts in this life, and it is this man who led her life to the beginning, allowing her to move forward step by step along the right path of life; It was this man who gave her a wealth of personal emotions, so that she really knew how to enjoy and grasp the emotions of life; It was this man who laid her solid foundation in the language, which cultivated her interest in literature and enabled her to swim in the ocean of literature; It was this man's consistent encouragement that allowed her to successfully enter the university hall and receive systematic education and training, so as to master the ability to grasp the destiny of life; It was also this man who made her end the girlhood willingly, thus starting her career as a woman, she tasted the joy and enjoyment that a woman should have, sleeping with him, endless aftertaste, hearty, is her unforgettable first love. All of this is not something she can forget if she says she forgets. For this reason, even if you go up to the knife mountain and go down to the sea of fire, you will never regret it. It is with such a belief that she throws herself into Chen Chun's arms, and she wants to do something for her beloved man with her own strength, without reservation.

Comparatively speaking, the relationship between Shihui and Chen Chun can be said to be driven by interests, and to put it in a high-sounding way, it is a prepared sacrifice. For Dongfang Yu, his world is Chen Chun, and if he conquers Chen Chun, he will have a bright future, otherwise, there will be many ups and downs. For Dongfang Yu, Shihui must assist him in conquering Chen Chun, let his man get what he gets, promote his success, and give him a sense of accomplishment and superiority.

Men conquer women by conquering the world, and women directly conquer men conquering the world.

However, what she didn't expect was that in the process of self-sacrifice, she had an unprecedented new physical and mental experience, which was completely different from the previous feelings in Dongfang Yu, which gave her a further and more comprehensive understanding of the world of men, and made her fall into the quagmire and unable to extricate herself. If Dongfang Yu is a gentle drizzle, then Chen Chun is a storm. The drizzle, moisturizing things silently, the storm and the rain, destroying the withering and decaying, give people a feeling of nirvana rebirth; If Dongfang Yu follows the rules, then Chen Chun is jumping and jumping. Conformity can certainly give a sense of security, but jumping and jumping often makes people feel refreshed; If Dongfang Yu is a lotus, then Chen Chun is a rose, and the lotus has a quiet and elegant beauty, but the rose can give her enough stimulation. She now found herself in need of such a thrilling, almost devastating impact. Therefore, it can be said that playing with Chen Chun is really playing, he treats her body as a work of art in his hands and plays with tricks, so that your body is always in the process and state of boiling and flipping. If it is flour, it has already been kneaded into tendons, if it is a radish, it has already kneaded out the juice, if it is a vegetable seed, it has already squeezed out the oil and water, and if it is a peanut, it has already stripped off the red clothes. It was in such a process, in such a situation, that Shihui was gradually melted and attached. He will touch the sensitive parts of your body without you being wary and inadvertently, make you tremble, he will boldly and directly hug your arms and waists, please admire the treasures in his office, grab your hand and talk endlessly, without the slightest hint of life, you have to be close to him and accept him, and there is no feeling of being cheapened. The first time Chen Chun stretched out his hand to Shihui was the time Dongfang Yu found it in the office. At that time, Shihui was lying in front of Chen Chun's boss's desk, admiring a beautiful ornament that had just been introduced, which was said to have an automatic video recording function and was 360-degree in all-round. When Shi Hui was worried about whether she would record all her words and deeds, Chen Chun's hand stretched out from her chest, and the back of her hand scraped her **, she trembled unconsciously, and instinctively sighed. Chen Chun just reached over and grabbed the teacup lid on the other side. It seemed to be inadvertent, but it made her think about it, and her face turned red uncontrollably. Chen Chun obviously did it on purpose, but Shihui couldn't say anything. What's more, she didn't have much disgust, but it made her look confused, thinking about what was wrong, a kind of indescribable pleasure.

There are several layers of things between men and women that are clear, and I have never cried on Chen Chun's arm.

"For whom the lotus canopy is red, the grapes are misty. If the sister has the heart to sing, the brother crosses the hill and harmonizes the sound. Chen Chun stared at her unblinking, completely mature man's gaze.

Shi Hui stared at it, how could there be anyone who didn't understand, her face was redder, her complexion was brighter, her heart was surging, and she didn't know where to put her beautiful eyes. Originally, she came to Chen Chun, so she had a good impression, a kind of indescribable trust, a sense of obedience, so everything was like being in a mountain col and quietly listening to the beautiful sound of the piano, letting her heart rush. It can really be said that the garden is full of spring and can't be closed, and a branch of red apricot comes out of the wall. She knew that her emotional fragility in front of Chen Chun was generally task-oriented, and she was a little weak. The trip to Binhu Villa, she completely confessed.

Binhu Villa, as the name suggests, is a group building with mountains and rivers, and is a service place for training, recuperation, vacation and leisure built by community organizations in scenic spots for employees within the system. Although it is limited to internal services, it is actually an external service, and now, the external connection capacity is increasing year by year. In fact, a number of internal services have been outsourced, which greatly reduces operating costs and enlivens the internal atmosphere.

Shihui's thoughts before leaving were complex, her actions were hesitant, and she had a more complex psychological trajectory. Knowing that Dongfang Yu was no longer by his side, he was waiting for the vacancy, which was in response to his expectations, as if he was relieved; decided to go out with Chen Chun, his heart was surging, and he was like a deer; The premonition was inevitably invading, and the mind was cloudy and forgetful; It felt like it was about to invade her body, a complete release of the inner slag. Shihui has always been attached to him, not so much because of affection, but rather of physical dependence, which is close to poppy-like infatuation. In the luxurious standard room of Binhu Villa, the two performed a fierce battle. Needless to say, her body was torn apart, and she lost her shape, and she truly experienced the "ten" signs of male and female sexuality.

Chen Chun is indeed a master of inspiring women's physiological instincts, and if he is expressed in a lewd way, he is a hooligan among hooligans, a composite of hooligans and ruffians. In the process of Shihui's whole bed game, she felt extremely happy. She suddenly realized that what she needed was this kind of experience, and she instantly understood that women must have the habits of hooligans and must rely on hooligan-style development. She is a conservative appearance, a self-contained illusion, but she is a dissolute in her bones, a poor and extravagant nature, and she longs for thousands of men to trample, ravage and destroy in order to release the accumulation in her heart. Here's how she describes the whole experience in her diary:

I have written about the feelings and experiences of ** countless times, but in fact, in addition to the real feelings of a few times, most of them are all kinds of conjectures in my heart. Whether it is a gentle breeze, or a mountain water, a storm, or ups and downs, it is mixed with infinite imagination. In all ways, women are weak, I think that's just literal, I must say, women are incomparably strong in their bones. Because, women are insatiable in the pursuit of **, and the pursuit of **enjoyment is endless, what is the standard for measuring strength and weakness, and there are other things! This is the touchstone of men, men are born for women, the value of men is fully reflected in the degree of satisfying women, no matter how strong the physique is, no matter how capable the appearance of the man, no matter how articulate the man, the woman is the touchstone to measure a good man.

Chen Chun is undoubtedly a good man in this sense, just like ** must rely on the atomic bomb, he used his own powerful weapons and unique ** skills to thoroughly explore my body, let me truly experience the indescribable pleasure, stimulate my own potential, and induce the beauty of women. Women need men, but also need good men, if a woman can't meet a good man in her life, it will be in vain for life, a good man is a puzzle book, making women more women. Chen Chun is the ancestor who discovered the hidden functions of women's physiology and physical and mental feelings.