However, I have to say that Shi Hui's thoughts are quite chaotic now. In fact, since she had that relationship with Chen Chun, she has been wandering between desire and emotion, and she hopes that it will always be such a living atmosphere.www.biquge.info Now, apparently, this balance has been upset, and she has to face the harsh situation of chickens and eggs, and she doesn't know where to go. The relationship with Meifang is stiff, and I don't know what Qiao Li's current situation is, and she languishes in the office all day long. She and Liyun are big-eyed and small-eyed, and they are a pair of resentful daughters.

Of course, Liyun didn't know what she was doing, and she didn't ask her what was going on, maybe she was too busy to take care of herself. She suddenly understood Liyun's dedication, and at the same time understood Dacheng's emotions. If you can't help Liyun, it's understandable, but you can't forgive yourself for ignoring Dacheng. Because, she really felt the preciousness of this emotion. Now, where can I find such a good man, alas, there is no regret medicine in the world. She knew that she was no longer worthy of Dacheng, and when she thought of her brokenness, she was even more shameless to look back. She stared at Liyun who was close at hand, her face was pure, her face was plain, just like her former self, she felt that only such a girl could be worthy of Dacheng. How she wanted to go back to the old days, to the time on campus, to the frolic on the riverside. Even when the two of them were swimming in the river, the situation was much better than now, and there was room for maneuver, and now, she had long been mercilessly slapped on the beach by the passing waves, and she had long since stepped aside.

"Sister Shihui, why do you say that women have to find men," looking at the dull Shihui, Liyun suddenly raised her head and asked, "I still don't appreciate him when I find him, and I leave you there in pain, without any pity." ”

"Ah," Shihui paused, and then quickly thought about how to respond, "Oh, yes, how many women have been trapped by love throughout the ages, and it is a knot that can never be untied. There is a saying, 'The world is thin, people are evil, and the rain sends the dusk flowers to fall.' The wind is dry, and the tears are left. If you want to write about your heart, you will be oblique in your monologue. 'How well written wow, alas, it's incomprehensible. Liyun, you, didn't you just mean something. Shihui suddenly wondered if Liyun was alluding to herself, and whether this little girl had noticed something.

"I don't understand what. Alas, I just thought, how can Brother Dacheng's mind always be tied to you and loyal, how can I not grab his heart, I don't understand, and I can't extricate myself. You say, isn't this deliberately finding fault with me! Sister Shihui, don't you really have a little feeling for Brother Dacheng! ”

"This ......," Shihui was obviously asked, this question, if it was left in the past, she would not hesitate to answer in the affirmative, without feeling a little, but now, at this juncture, she really can't speak. If nothing else, just because of his dedication to herself, she couldn't bear to say something like that again. She now feels that this emotion is incomparably heavy, incomparably weighty, and a little trance-like, and it is suspected of being rash and sluggish. "Liyun, I tell you, Dacheng is indeed a good man, a rare good man in the world, this man, no matter who he belongs to, is a blessing, a priceless treasure more precious than gold. Liyun, you must seize this opportunity, everyone must seize this opportunity. ”

"Don't you have nostalgia ......," Liyun seemed to be tempting, "Hey, you see I asked a fool's question, of course you are not nostalgic, you have such a good man waiting for you in your hands, they are all unhappy women who are waiting to be married, how can you take care of this piece of trouble." Liyun hurriedly said it for Shihui, as if she was afraid that she would be snatched away by Shihui if she said it slowly.

Shihui didn't take her words, and she fell into deep thought. She knew this girl's thoughts, and Liyun was indeed worried that other women would rob the man she wanted. Although this man is actually 108,000 miles away from her, he can't change her mind, and her heart has already taken this man into her arms. Shihui knew that there would definitely be no way out for talking about this topic with a girl with this kind of mentality. How did she know that her mind was changing subtly, and her situation was in tatters.

"Sister Shihui, why do I think you have a mind, you are depressed all day long. You're not like me, you're about to be a bride, what's not to be happy about. ”

"Alas, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, and it is not immutable." Shihui was silent for a long time and said, "Okay, don't talk about it, little girl, if you have true love, you should boldly pursue it, life is composed of countless sites, grasp each site, don't delay." ”

"Sister Shihui, what are you talking about, riddles, I don't understand!"

"If you want to understand, you just need to take every step of your own, which is more important than anything else."

"I know what you mean, don't worry, I'll be careful to take every step of my life." Liyun replied seriously, "Sister Shihui, what about me, I still want to ask you to do me a favor, it's a little difficult for you." ”

"You said it, as long as I can do it, there's nothing to be embarrassed about." Shihui fully understands and sympathizes with Liyun's feelings.

"I don't want to hide my thoughts from you. You know, Brother Dacheng's mind is completely on you. As long as he is completely dead to you, and feels that there is no hope at all, I have hope. Liyun said earnestly.

"Didn't he know that I had a marriage contract, didn't he die now?" Shihui asked cautiously at Liyun.

"No, I ran to him, and more than once, but he just admitted a dead reason, he said, one day I don't see you wearing a wedding dress, one day I don't give up. What do you think I can do? ”

Hearing Liyun say this, there was a reproach in her tone, and resentment in her eyes, and her mood became more and more entangled. She didn't cry for Liyun, but cried for Dacheng and cried for herself. I gave up such a good man with dignity, and now, because of my choice, I fell into such pain and helplessness, which is really self-inflicted. What can she do, she can only be speechless. It is impossible for her to take the initiative to go to Dacheng to show off or have something to confess in this situation. Even if Dacheng doesn't have anything, she can't stand herself, and she can't give an explanation to her conscience. A woman like her should be punished by God, and she should be alerted with a whipping rod.

"Then what do you want me to do!" Shihui seemed to ask Liyun, and seemed to be talking to herself, "But, how can I have such a face to say such hurtful words." I'm ......, I'm a bastard, I'm not human! When Shihui said this, she couldn't cry for a long time.

"Sister Shihui, you, what's wrong with you!" It was Liyun's turn to be shocked.

Shihui's emotions are reasonable, but they are not expected by Liyun. It's completely understandable, but it's unacceptable to Liyun. Shihui definitely didn't have the face to say anything in front of Dacheng that would continue to hurt him. Not only does she not have this face, she even desperately wants to repent in front of Dacheng, and wants to vent all the "sins" against him over the years like a flood, so that her soul can be completely released. Otherwise, it would be too much to bear, and she would have collapsed entirely.

Liyun handed over the napkin, and continued to look confused. She couldn't understand Shihui's emotions, and in her opinion, this kind of emotions at this time would only be associated with mental illness. Ke Shihui is obviously not a mentally problematic person, and she vaguely senses some kind of change. She has no way of knowing what kind of change this is, but she still hopes that there will be a good situation for her to get her wish.

"It's not much, just now, I suddenly thought of the sad things I used to have." Shi Hui forcibly endured her sadness and hidden, "Otherwise, another day, I will accompany you to find him." I'm going to talk to him face to face and ask him to give you an explanation. You have to be in person, to make it clear, to be clear. I envy you, really. ”

"Ah," Liyun was very surprised, staring at Shihui and couldn't close her mouth, "I have nowhere to tell my suffering, where does envy come from." ”