Lime I'm an old white, in fact, many times I think Lao Bai is a self-deprecating statement, I remember when I first started reading novels, I was bored in junior high school, and I borrowed a girl's love magazine sitting in the front, which is some short romance novels, and the name of the magazine is "Starfire Beautiful Girl". Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 Most of the stories told in the info are romance novels such as "XX Garden",I read it with relish at that time,There were no e-books at that time.,Later, I went to various bookstores in the city and began to collect so novels.,I remember that my first novel was "Devil's Kiss", maybe it's because of the love novels in the pit.,At that time, I loved all kinds of campus novels.,Like writers such as Xiao Nizi、Guo Ni、Cher, etc.,Later, I slowly began to get in touch with crossing novels.,At first, I just started reading "Yue Ying Henglan", " It's very captivating to smile slightly.

In the blink of an eye, there are not many romances and novels that have passed, and the speed of new books in the bookstore is far from keeping up with the speed of my brushing, so I have no choice but to move to another bookshelf, and what I pulled out from the bookshelf on the side was my first urban underworld novel "The Underworld is Play", and then slowly began to read fantasy, now looking back, in my more than 20 years of life, novels have actually accompanied me through two-thirds of the days, as the time to read books is getting longer and longer, my "taste" is becoming more and more picky, At the beginning, it was to pick the subject matter and pick the content, and I thought the subject matter was novel, and then I picked the writing and rationality, which led to fewer and fewer books to read by myself, and after many years, I was surprised to find that I could no longer find the kind of dedication that I could read all night with a novel and could not feel the sense of time, I remember that I was chasing "The Best Daddy of the Other World" before the high school entrance examination in the third year of junior high school, not to say anything about the review, I was not in the mood, and even the last few days were originally the time of the sprint, I actually read the novel all night, There's no way back to that mentality, right? After all, Lao Bai is actually self-deprecating for himself who has "no book in his eyes".

The long-term book shortage made me have the idea of wanting to write a book by myself, but the reality was cruelly slapping in my face, and the novels I wrote were torn up one after another, and I couldn't fill in the outline after I finished writing. It wasn't until I said goodbye to the campus and had to face the society and come out to work, and I didn't have time to continue the activities I finished writing and tearing.

In fact, I am a very lazy person who often gives myself excuses, such as I am tired from work today, I can sleep on my mobile phone, today is Saturday, I don't write for a day off, etc.

In the blink of an eye, I have been employed for a few years, that is to say, I have been decadent for a few years, as if I have been assimilated by the majority of office workers who go to and from work, and I always want to do something, such as buying a guitar but not playing for a few days and encountering bottlenecks, no one asks for advice, and I don't want to touch it after a while. I bought a copy of "Introduction to C++ Programming" and wanted to learn, but there was no professional teacher, so I couldn't ask people when I encountered a problem, and then gave up. It's really easy to make excuses for yourself when you think about it now, isn't it? Just like the lyrics in the last song "10 million" in "2015 BILIBILI New Year's Festival", "I want to work hard but have no direction", it really sang to my heart.

I feel that I can't be so decadent anymore.,Go around and pick up the pen again and start writing a book.,In fact, I just started writing a fantasy.,This Lolita is actually purely my own boring and self-entertaining work.,I started writing again and corrected my attitude.,Began to study the novels of my predecessors.。

In the past, I read books very fast, faster than the feeling of ten lines at a glance, at that time I was often proud, a book as thick as a phone book "Mercenary World" I spent three days to finish, now in retrospect I have almost forgotten the content, I began to slow down the speed of reading books to "taste" each book, learn other people's expressions, learn other people's emotional descriptions, etc., so it is not difficult to see in my books that there are similar descriptions to other novels.

In fact, one of the big reasons why I write books is that I am a person who likes Amway, I like to share interesting novels, music, movies, etc. with my friends, and I have a special sense of satisfaction when I see others like it, which means that I like to be a storyteller.

Starting to write again means that my already very "fulfilling" life will become busier, as a novice, it is already very difficult for me to write 3,000 to 4,000 words a day, and it is not enough to subtract time for eating and bathing after work, let alone encountering a situation where I can't write. And I'm still in the double open, I'm mainly writing fantasy, and I often have to avoid the eyes of my "patrol" boss and secretly use my working time to code a paragraph on the computer.

At the beginning, writing 4000 words a day was the standard I set for myself.,The original plan was to write more than 300,000 words before sending up this Lolita text was only written when the fantasy was stuck.,But slowly I found myself starting to make excuses again.,What is too much work today.,It's too tired to work overtime.,Slowly it became a change every other day.,I know myself well that I'll give up again if I go on like this.,So I forced myself to send this Lolita text to the Internet.,Give yourself a little pressure., After all, after having readers, you have to be responsible for the readers who like your works, and you can't easily break off the changes and eunuchs.

But the end result is that this was originally just an improvised work that I had casually but many people could like it.,The response is good after a few days of continuous updates.,But I haven't updated that fantasy for a long time.,Fortunately, I haven't sent that book up yet.,Otherwise, readers will report missing persons even if they don't finish running, right?

Now my code word time is really "squeezed" out,Secretly code words during work hours,Immediately after getting off work, go home and eat after the code word,The original master of the fantasy has been thrown away for almost a week after writing 100,000 words,In other words, I've been "not doing business" for a week,Now the response of this book is getting better and better,Is this the rhythm that allows me to continue to "not do business"?