There was a short silence, and suddenly I remembered why the child didn't cry? Is there no breath anymore? Has all my suffering and suffering been in vain? Frightened and desperate, I looked over to the doctor and saw a red baby in the palm of her hand. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

She said, "The amniotic fluid is choking in my throat," and slapped the baby's back twice vigorously, and with a "wow" sound, the child turned out to be alive! At this time, the doctor came up to me, asked me to see the gender of the child, and said, "Girl, exactly seven pounds, born at 7:25." ”

I went limp all of a sudden, and it didn't seem to matter so much that the child had a genetic disease. I was pushed out of the delivery room, and my husband and mother-in-law were waiting outside the delivery room, and they looked at the baby, and then the child was taken away.

After various examinations, my daughter not only did not have congenital heart disease, but also all organs and indicators of her body were completely normal. The initial fear was only a small psychological experience, but it turned out to be a false alarm! The dark clouds in the hearts of several people vanished.

Only then did I have the time and energy to look at my daughter, who had just escaped from her mother's womb. The skin around her body is flushed, a dry layer of skin is wrapped in bones, seventy centimeters long, only seven pounds in weight, obviously not too much nutrition, if it weren't for my good age and good physique, I'm afraid my daughter will be sick and crooked.

Lying on the hospital bed and finally waiting for the meal time, the mother's meal is nutritious millet porridge, my husband made a copy, and then the mother and son stood in front of me, watching me drink porridge, it felt as if I was a hungry wolf, it was easy to eat in my mouth, and two hungry wolves on the side were also hungry looking at it......

I couldn't swallow it, and I took a few bites: "I'm full, don't eat!" ”

I have been lacking in my brain since I was a child, probably born with a lack of heart and eyes, right? When I was a child, my parents gave food to several children, but I never ate it, but kept it, and when my brothers and sisters finished eating, I took out my share for them to eat to please them. My sisters often say that I am short because I was malnourished when I was a child and didn't eat anything, so I didn't grow up!

When I grew up, I not only didn't grow smarter, but I became more and more stupid, and when there was something delicious at home, I always pretended not to like to eat, or when I didn't eat enough good things, I always pretended to say, "I'm full!" Then I watched people eat on the side, and I secretly swallowed my saliva, I really don't know what I was thinking?

When it came to giving birth, I shouldn't have thought about it so much, after all, how I ate directly affected my daughter's growth and development, but I was so stupid at the time, and not knowing anything was one thing.

The mother and son took my leftover porridge to the side to eat, and I felt uncomfortable and angry: Why wait for me to eat leftovers? Can't I buy two more servings to eat together, and I can eat a full meal? After one meal or two meals, I was really going to collapse, I didn't want to eat a full meal, and I naturally didn't have milk.

At that time, it was just in time for the mother and child to share the same bed, and the child slept in the small bed next to the big bed, because he couldn't eat enough milk, and he was not allowed to eat auxiliary food, the little guy was so hungry that he didn't panth, he just cried desperately, the sound was heartbreaking, and the adults and babies in the whole ward were shocked by her crying, where did they still sleep?

The husband was anxious and angry, and helplessly shouted to his daughter who could probably hear the voice: "I really want to strangle her, where is there such a crying child?" I glared at him dissatisfied, feeling really uncomfortable.

I don't know how to survive the night, my daughter's small mouth is like pliers, sucking RU head cracked, Yun gave up after a while, she really couldn't eat a little sweetness, she began to cry non-stop. There is no way for my husband to prescribe lactation medicine, although I took the medicine, I understand better why there is no milk.

The pregnant woman who was close to the hospital bed made catfish soup at home, and the woman made some fish and soup for my mother-in-law to bring it to me, holding the fish, my tears almost fell, although it was not considered a sigh of food, but I felt that there was an indescribable humiliation, in fact, it was not my own gluttony, I couldn't eat enough at every meal, and the taste of hunger was really uncomfortable!

I wanted to tell my husband to buy him more food, but I couldn't stand the way they looked at me eating. But there were always so many people in the ward, I couldn't speak. Finally, after three days, I can go home, not to mention, at least I can eat enough, and when I am full, I will have milk, and my daughter will not have to be hungry all day long!

When I got home, my husband first went to my mother's house in the countryside to report the good news to my family. Soon my husband came back, and he rolled his eyes and said, "I really don't understand what your mother means?" ”

I was very strange, I didn't know what was going on, and I hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?" ”

My husband said dissatisfiedly: "As soon as I entered your house, I saw a room full of people playing mahjong. I'll tell your mother: The wild goose gave birth to a girl. Your mother cried in front of so many people, and said: I gave birth to another girl! She's just so annoying? ”

Finally, my husband told me, "Your mother is useless now, and she will come back after a while." "Of course I understand why it didn't work? Because I'm busy playing mahjong. All of this seems to be expected, I didn't expect to borrow any light from my mother, and if I don't have hope, I can't talk about disappointment!

Of course, I can imagine my mother's expression at that time. A few months ago, the eldest sister gave birth to a second daughter, a month ago Baojuan gave birth to a girl, and now I gave birth to another girl, giving birth to three girls in a row, she is unhappy because she does not have the capital to show off to the neighborhood. I'm too lazy to care about my mother's attitude.

The husband continued: "I will directly give your sister-in-law 300 yuan as the money for her child's milk." ”

I gave him a vicious look: "I also gave birth to a child, and she also gave birth to a child, how can you give her back the money?" She's not a courteous person, she's only allowed to go in and out a day, and she can't wait to count it into your bones! Look, your three hundred dollars are designated for nothing! Not only does she not return the gift, but she also does not appreciate it or thank you, it would be good not to treat you as a fool. ”

My husband has been at home all the time, mainly washing the children's feces and urine, and the cooking is handed over to his mother-in-law, my mother-in-law. The first meal, my mother-in-law brought me a bowl of white rice, which I had never eaten so hard, and my stomach would be upset when I ate it. I have heard that the body organs of people who have been confined have not yet recovered, especially the stomach, and it is easy to fall into sequelae if you don't pay attention to eating.

Seeing such a hard meal, I was worried that I would get sick from eating it - leaving sequelae and affecting my health in the future, which is a thing for the rest of my life! I thought: My mother-in-law is serving the eldest daughter-in-law's confinement and the eldest daughter's second month, is it just eating these things? I was in a surprisingly bad mood and said angrily, "I don't eat it!" ”

The mother-in-law had bad teeth, and it was not good to eat hard rice and chew it, which affected digestion, so they took the liquefied gas and burned it again, and then ate it with their son. The more I thought about it, the more annoyed I became, how could my mother-in-law make this kind of meal for me when she was so old and had served so many confinement people?

Seeing that I didn't eat, my mother-in-law was very worried: "What's the point of not eating?" Eat to have milk! She loves noodles, so I'll roll noodles for her. ”

Sure enough, the mother-in-law and the noodles, and then rolled the noodles with a sigh, and soon, the noodles with the thickness of her little finger came out, and she went to the kitchen to cook the noodles.

My kitchen is also half of the original house in front of the house, the original window in the middle did not move, only hung another curtain, open the curtain to see the kitchen cut again. This time I was bored on the kang all day, so I lifted the curtains and looked into the kitchen.

It didn't matter if I looked at it, my appetite was all lost because of this look. I saw my mother-in-law using her hand that had made the stove and grabbed the, grabbed a piece of noodles that had fallen on the stove and threw it into the noodle bowl, and the half-length black nails were all soaked in the soup in the bowl, and I suddenly wanted to vomit.

She came in with noodles in one hand and a small half bowl of soy sauce in the other, and said to me kindly, "I don't think there is any salt sauce to mix with some soy sauce." "I'm doing confinement! I heard that people eat more than a dozen eggs at a time during confinement, but I didn't even see an egg skin during the whole confinement.

Probably because when my husband first picked up my mother-in-law, she took a few boiled eggs and asked me to eat them, and my husband said, "She doesn't like eggs." "Even if I don't like eggs, doesn't that mean I don't eat eggs? I can't eat anything in confinement, the only egg that can be eaten, and she is completely deprived of it if she doesn't like to eat, and I don't know how to fight for it, I'm always embarrassed, it's in my own home! Sometimes I really feel that I am not an ordinary lack of heart.

At that time, I was always embarrassed, I don't know what to be embarrassed about? Am I not indebted to anyone? I didn't eat anyone, so why didn't I dare to speak? I'm not a complete fool, but also a complete lack of heart.

My husband heard that if he drank more soup, he would have milk, so he went to the market and bought a chicken skeleton, which should have cost two yuan a chicken skeleton at that time. I watched through the window pane as my mother-in-law cooked the chicken rack, then put the leftover noodles in it and boiled it, and brought me the soup with the noodles, and I felt that the water for washing the chicken rack was no different from the water for brushing the pot. I endured hunger and refused to eat normally.

I couldn't help but lose my temper with my husband and asked him to do something he specified. Sometimes I really don't understand, why does my husband still need my mother-in-law to serve my confinement at home? Is this necessary?

The children are arranged in a kang with an electric mattress underneath and several small mattresses on top to keep the temperature constant. I also blame myself for my ignorance, at that time, there was no information developed now, I couldn't hear anything, I couldn't see anything, I didn't understand anything, how could a child use something like an electric mattress? Thinking about the ignorance at that time now, I am really afraid.

My daughter sleeps most of the time, because she has been taking lactation drugs, and she can't keep up with her diet, and the milk will be enough for her daughter to eat. I was really bored on the kang all day, and one day I walked into the kitchen and casually opened the rice cooker to take a look, which was not ordinary uncomfortable. There is a lot of leftover rice soaked in water in the pot, and it is estimated that it is about to be poured out!

At that time, the rice had just risen from more than five cents a pound to one yuan and seven or eight corners a pound, and my mother-in-law's family was so embarrassed, how could she waste food so badly? I've never wasted a grain of grain since I got married, and it's really distressing to see it. I didn't say anything, I felt that my mother-in-law and I were two different levels of people, they were young ladies from big families, and I was a poor and sour little family from a poor family.

On the twelfth day of the child, my two sisters, the whole family and my eldest brother-in-law came.