"Auntie, you, have you ever really liked me in your heart?" Jiang Jingxuan looked at his wife, whose face was as calm as water, and he couldn't see the slightest mood swing on his face, he only felt that his heart was cold and painful, he lowered his eyelids, turned around, and was silent for half a cup of tea, and only after the surging emotions in his chest calmed down a little before he spoke in a dumb voice. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Xiao Nan's words don't have any problems, not only is there no problem, but they seem very reasonable, it can be said that she is wholeheartedly good for him, but as a wife, if she doesn't have feelings for her husband at all, how can she use such a calm attitude to persuade her husband to stay away from home, so that he doesn't have to take care of his wife and children at home, and just follow his own heart to pursue the life he wants?

Of course I like it, if I don't like it, how can I marry you? Xiao Nan said silently in her heart, but she looked at Jiang Jingxuan's lonely and sad back, this sentence stuck in her throat, she couldn't spit it out, the man in front of her should be the fearless eagle flying freely in the sky, but he became so hesitant and unconfident because of himself.

Looking at Jiang Jingxuan's Liao Luo's back, Xiao Nan's heart was bitter and astringent, she gently lowered her eyelids, silently walked behind Jiang Jingxuan, reached out and gently hugged his waist, put her head on his back, and slowly said: "I'm sorry, Jingxuan, it's really hard for you to be my husband." ”

Jiang Jingxuan's body stiffened slightly, he slowly turned around, stretched out his hand and hugged Xiao Nan tightly, he wanted to say: Auntie, whether you are with me, it doesn't matter if you are moved or habitual, as long as I can hold your hand for the rest of my life, I will be satisfied, his heart is full of emotions, but his throat is hard, his throat is hoarse, and he can't even spit out a word.

Because he knows very well in his heart that what he wants is not only to be able to hold her hand and move forward together, he also needs to prove the dignity and value of a man, he used to think that he could stand behind his wife without regrets for the rest of his life, silently accompanying her forward, but now, he understands, he can't do it, when he sees his wife's aura becoming more and more dazzling day by day, and he is becoming more and more mediocre day by day, his mentality can no longer maintain balance, inferiority complex and jealousy take root in his heart like weeds, no matter how he stops it......

In front of Xiao Nan, he had no way to say words against his will, and he also couldn't let go of this woman who had already penetrated into the depths of his soul, the only thing he could do was to hug his wife tightly with all his might, and two lines of tears in his closed eyes overflowed unconsciously, down his cheeks, and into Xiao Nan's neck without knowing it......

Xiao Nan felt the warm liquid that slid into her skin, her heart was burned and trembled slightly, and the arm holding Jiang Jing's hand involuntarily tightened a little, she wanted to say: Jing Xuan, if you don't want to go, don't go, stay, our life is very good now, we have no worries about food and clothing, and we have a good child, when you want to work, you can work for a while, when you don't want to work, our family can go around and around......

But she couldn't say this, men and women have different choices in many things, Jiang Jingxuan, who has passed the age of establishment, is no longer a seventeen or eighteen-year-old young man, and emotions are no longer all he has, a man with ability, feelings and ambitions, if he has no chance to realize his ideals in his life, his state of mind will become more and more unbalanced, and when the time comes, the emotions of their husband and wife will gradually be completely wiped out in this imbalance......

When they came back from outside, the estrangement between husband and wife seemed to have completely dissolved, Jiang Jingxuan moved back to the bedroom, after the Lantern Festival, Jiang Jingxuan lived at home for another half a month, this half month, he spent most of his time with his son, the eldest son has been sensible and obedient since he was a child, and Xiao Nan is responsible for his homework, so he doesn't need to worry about it at all, the younger son is more stubborn, which makes people have a headache.

For the first few days, he would take out one or two hours every day to come out, play with his youngest son, and reason with him, but this little demon star really couldn't listen to any big truths, every time you tried to teach him a lesson, he either played with himself or rubbed into your arms to fall asleep, so after a few times, Jiang Jingxuan could only give up.

Later, he simply didn't think about anything, completely let go of his happiness, and enjoyed going crazy with his children, making trouble together, and when he was tired of playing, he told his sons the story of practicing martial arts in the Xiao family when he was a child, and the two sons liked to listen to him tell these stories. ”

"Later, I'll talk about it next time." Facing the expectant eyes of his sons, Jiang Jingxuan slowly pulled his sleeves back from his sons' hands, got up, and Shi Shiran turned around and left......

On the first day of the second lunar month, Jiang Jingxuan carried a simple burden, led the horse, and was about to go out. ”

"Don't worry, father, we will listen to my mother." The two children spoke in unison, Jiang Jingxuan touched their heads, his eyes turned to his wife standing behind the children, he suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and his eyes turned red unconsciously, he quickly lowered his eyelids, turned around and led the horse, and strode forward.

Mo San didn't know if it was his own delusion, he found that the owner's departure from home this time was very different from the past, he looked at this home, and looked at the eyes of Xiao Nan's mother and son, as if it was a life and death parting, giving people a very strange feeling, bah, bah, the owner and the housewife, how could they part with life and death, this thought together, Mo San couldn't help but secretly snort himself a few times, driving this thought away.

The two children walked outside the courtyard with Xiao Nan, watching Jiang Jingxuan leave, seven-year-old Huaiyu looked at his father walking farther and farther, and somehow felt a little uneasy in his heart, he broke away from his mother's hand, and ran forward, shouting to his father while running, Jiang Jingxuan heard his voice and stood still.

Huaiyu ran all the way to his father, looked up at him and said, "Father, you remember to come back early, my brother and I, and my mother, will be waiting for you at home." ”

"Father knows that Father will return as soon as possible." Jiang Jingxuan's eyes were hot, he squatted down, stretched out his arms, hugged his son tightly into his arms, and was silent for a moment before he was dumbfounded.

"Mother, father, where is he going this time?" When Jiang Jingxuan let go of himself, jumped on the horse, and disappeared at the end of his sight, Huai Yu raised his eyes to look at Xiao Nan, who had taken his brother's hand and walked to his side, and asked.

"Your father, he went to do what he wanted to do, go, Huaiyu, let's go back, it's time for you to practice calligraphy." Xiao Nan reached out and stroked his head, then his palm slid down from his head, took his hand, turned around, and the mother and son, one big and two small, walked towards their own house.