Chapter 407, training sister
"Tianqi, are you trying to tell me in a vague way, is the relationship between the officials and your sister-in-law abnormal?" Jiang Jingxuan put away his self-deprecation when he heard this, turned his gaze to Jiang Tianqi, and looked at her quietly for a long time before he spoke. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
"Brother, I, Tianqi never meant that." Jiang Tianqi was taken aback, she suddenly raised her eyes and looked at Jiang Jingxuan with a worried face.
"Tianqi, you have lived in our family for so many years, why haven't you even learned half of your sister-in-law's straightforwardness, but you like to impress others with weakness and helplessness? I remember you weren't like that. Jiang Jingxuan looked at her appearance and shook his head in disappointment, Jiang Tianqi quietly clenched his fists when he heard this, and wanted to open his mouth to explain something, but he couldn't spit out a word.
"Tianqi, do you know, given that your life experience is similar to mine, I have always had an inexplicable pity and pity for you, as soon as I see you, I can't help but think of my childhood, you are good-looking, smart, and you have nothing to say about dealing with people and etiquette, just in terms of dealing with human relationships, your sister-in-law is not as good as yours."
"I had a dispute with your sister-in-law for the first time in my life, because she didn't take out all the money in the family to buy a dowry for you, I almost forgot at that time, the money in the family is not earned by me alone, your sister-in-law earns no less than me, and there is even a part of her dowry, at that time, there was only a total of 50,000 taels of silver in the family, and your sister-in-law spent 30,000 yuan to prepare a dowry for you, and I still think she is stingy and not good enough for you, and I didn't give you all the family wealth."
"Your sister-in-law was angry at the time, she lost her temper with me, and her words were also very heavy, I was both ashamed and embarrassed, that is, from that time on, I gradually had a knot in your sister-in-law's heart, after the Dragon Boat Festival last year, when I saw the edict of the current official family to enshrine your sister-in-law as a Qingxi layman, my mood was completely unbalanced, and I had an indescribable grievance and uncomfortable ...... in my heart."
"I can't even help but think about whether my marriage with your sister-in-law is right or wrong, but, Tianqi, no matter how unbalanced my state of mind is, I know very well in my heart, your sister-in-law, she didn't have the slightest bit of a rival to me, in order to be with her, it was my willing choice to give up my career, back then, if there was no master, without her, I could not live or not, how to talk about fame and career?"
"She doesn't have a place that can't live with me, and naturally she doesn't have a place that can't live with you, you have lived in our family for seven years, I love you well, but I have never interfered in life, your sister-in-law takes care of it for you, your food, clothing, housing and transportation in our family are completely compared to the same standard as the children in the family and herself, you want to learn literature and martial arts, and she will teach you without reservation."
"As a sister-in-law, she has done everything she can for you, and when you grow up, when you grow up, there is probably a bit of conflict with her in choosing a husband, which makes her have a bad impression of you, but she has never said anything about you in front of me from beginning to end, but Tianqi, I only heard jealousy and faint provocation from your evaluation of her, but there is no gratitude, can you tell me, is this why?" Jiang Jingxuan ignored Jiang Tianqi's expression, looked at her quietly for a while, and then looked away, he cast his gaze on a certain point in the void where there was no target, and slowly spoke.
"Brother, I, I'm ......" Jiang Tianqi was shocked and anxious when she heard it, she wanted to explain, but looking at Jiang Jingxuan's look, she opened her mouth, but she didn't know how to continue.
"No need to explain, Tianqi, I am from the bottom of my heart when you are a sister, in this case, you can just tell me once, don't let me hear it a second time." Jiang Jingxuan withdrew his gaze from the void, cast it on her again, shook his head, Jiang Tianqi lowered his gaze and stopped talking.
When Xiao Nan came in with the brewed tea and snacks, she found that the atmosphere between Jiang Tianqi and Jiang Jingxuan was quite strange, she didn't know what the brothers and sisters were talking about, but she didn't ask much, she only smiled and beckoned her to drink tea and snacks.
The letter king and his wife only lived in Xiao Nan's house for two days, two days later, they asked Xiao Nan and his wife to resign, set off to return to Bianjing, after they left, in view of the fact that there was nothing at home for a while, Xiao Nan was ready to teach his younger son to read and write, who knew that this kid listened, immediately retorted with words: "Mother, my brother was four years old and two months away from learning to read and write with you, I am only three and a half years old now, and I am only four years old for half a year, so you have to wait for two or three months to teach me." ”
Xiao Nan was refuted by the words of this demon star, and finally saw that this kid really didn't want to study, and he was not exempt from being strong, the child must be still young, and he was playful, Xiao Nan could understand, he wanted to play for two more months, let him play for two more months, Mrs. Xiao, has a high tolerance for children who are still in their early childhood.
Time is like flowing water, in a blink of an eye, it is the Lantern Festival, according to the usual, Jiang Jingxuan is going to leave home after the Lantern Festival, on the fifteenth day of the first month, after breakfast, Xiao Nan said to Jiang Jingxuan: "Jingxuan, how about we go out for a walk?" I have something to say to you. ”
"Okay." Jiang Jingxuan answered, and with his permission, Xiao Nan turned his head and said a few words to his eldest son, asking him to take care of his younger brother, and after the explanation, the husband and wife went out and walked towards the path on the edge of the garden of the house.
"Jing Xuan, for so many years, you and I have been together, it's very hard, right?" Walking on the forest path, Xiao Nan kicked the stones under his feet and spoke.
"Auntie, I ......" Jiang Jingxuan subconsciously wanted to deny it.
"Don't be in a hurry to deny it, Jing Xuan, listen to me first, you are a very talented and ambitious man, but because of me, you gave up your ideals and ambitions, when you are young, driven and influenced by strong emotions, there will be no problems, but over time, your mood will slowly appear."
"Man is a very complex intelligent creature, in the course of our life, in addition to family affection and the love of men and women, there is also a sense of recognition by the outside world and their own sense of self-worth, these are indispensable, when you were young, because of the strong feelings for me and gave up everything else, there will be no big feeling in your heart, but with the passage of time, confusion, pain, unwillingness and other negative emotions will continue to surface......" Xiao Nan waved his hand and intercepted his words.
"I knew something was wrong with my mentality." A trace of pain flashed in Jiang Jingxuan's eyes.
"Since we know what the problem is, we should seek a solution from the root, you are a capable person, this small mountain village can't trap you, your stage should be in the wider world outside, Jing Xuan, I mean, you can choose what you want to do according to your own mind, you don't need to put my wishes first." Xiao Nan quietly watched him speak.