"Why is the sky still gray and gloomy," Zhao Xiaocui opened the curtains and looked out the window and muttered to herself, and after a while, she found that the ground was already wet, "Oh, it turned out to be raining." Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info" took advantage of the situation and stretched and looked at the phone, the time was just 7 o'clock, it was still early, she lay back on the bed and rolled herself up with the quilt, especially under the neck, it must be tightly stuffed to make her feel safe, probably because she woke up and lay down again, she didn't feel sleepy at all, she buried her head and thought about last night.

Yesterday was originally a happy day, although the weather was gray and depressing all week, but the smooth work made Zhao Xiaocui feel very good, in the evening she was excited to call her mother to report the situation, saying that it was called a cheerful, but her mother's reaction was bland, she was a little unhappy and complained casually, but her mother said something that Zhao Xiaocui didn't expect at all: "When people who work hard outside have bitterness and joy, don't go too far, be careful of falling miserably behind, And it's not easy for you to be alone in this world, don't always be discouraged when something bad happens, as if the whole world owes you, and get carried away with a little good thing, thinking that everyone should revolve around you. After saying 'pop', she hung up the phone, leaving Zhao Xiaocui confused here, she was unwilling to call back directly, her mother picked up the phone and said coldly: "I'm going to sleep" and hung up the phone again, she called her father again, and her father just said lightly: "Your mother should be in menopause, so you should be more considerate, you should rest early, good night." Dad hung up the phone after speaking, leaving Zhao Xiaocui alone looking at the phone in a daze.

Suddenly, she was sad, it was a kind of sadness that rose from the soles of her feet and climbed all the way up, from her limbs to her torso to her brain, and her whole person seemed to stiffen, and even her heart stiffened with it. In the five years of working outside, I have never felt like this, why is it so sad, so sad that I am stiff Zhao Xiaocui doesn't know, her mind is blank, she only remembers what her mother said, "It's not easy for you to be alone in this world." She understood it, but she didn't understand why her mother would say that. Lying on the bed, she remembered what happened last night and couldn't help but hold the cup tighter again, and the tears were not obedient and consciously stayed, leaving a bitter taste in the mouth full of taste buds, Zhao Xiaocui subconsciously pulled the pillow towel over to wipe the tears and continued to bury her head and close her eyes, she wanted to force herself to sleep.

The rain seemed to be falling heavily, and you could hear them falling through the windows. The alarm rang at 7:30 just now, Zhao Xiaocui pressed it with her backhand and continued to lie down without moving, this is her habit, but today in addition to the habit is not to move, about 20 minutes later, she forced herself to crawl out of the bed, change her clothes and go to the bathroom to wash only to find that her eyes were swollen, and the bags under her eyes ran out, and even her face seemed to be swollen. She doesn't like her current state, she looks so listless and sick when she is affected by emotions, she rinses her face with cold water, and through such stimulation to regain her consciousness, the stimulation for a while finally has an effect, the face in the mirror has become familiar and does not seem to be swollen anymore, her Niuniu turned her neck and stretched her waist again and began to wash officially.

In order to make herself look the same as usual, she deliberately put on some light makeup, although the technique was unprofessional, but she could cover up her ugliness a little, looking at herself in the mirror, Zhao Xiaocui secretly said to herself: "No matter what others say, don't pity yourself, just live decently." Then he strode out of the bathroom, packed up his things, put on his bag, and brought an umbrella to join the morning rush hour.

The subway station has long been crowded, I can't see the head of the team when I raise my eyes, I see a bunch of umbrellas above my head, Zhao Xiaocui is squeezed on the outermost side, the biggest advantage of standing here is that you can buy breakfast, she bought an egg scramble while queuing, and ate it while moving forward with the flow of people, although the mouth is still bitter and astringent, but the taste of the sauce in the cake is still full of taste buds, making people feel a touch of life in this humid and gloomy morning. Finally walked into the shed with the flow of people, everyone closed the umbrella, Zhao Xiaocui glanced back and found that the team behind was longer than when she came, and the umbrella was more dense, with everyone's pace into the subway station, only to find that there was also a large team lined up inside, and the entire platform was crowded tightly, only to see the staff holding the walkie-talkie and shouting loudly: Don't release people anymore, the inside is about to be crowded, and I will put it in when I give you a signal. The other end of the intercom also shouted "Okay, okay." "It's hard to get on the train, the car is also overcrowded, everyone is desperately squeezed in order to get on the bus, the security guards and the staff on duty act as pushers to stuff the people outside, Zhao Xiaocui is a little shocked, she has never been to the subway station so early, usually when she goes to work, it is past 9 o'clock, there are not many people in the subway, I didn't expect the subway at 8 o'clock to be so terrifying. She waited for three trains before being squeezed in, she didn't move, just stood there and the people behind her sent her into the subway smoothly like a tide, and there were people in this end and there, as long as there was still a place to stand, it was a blessing, everyone remained silent, breathing carefully, even then I could feel the thin air in the carriage, and in this crowded carriage, Zhao Xiaocui's head suddenly appeared in her mother's words: "It's not easy for you to be alone in this world." She reluctantly stood on tiptoe and looked up at the men and women around her, even pregnant women with big bellies, all of them were silent and bowed their heads in the rickety carriage looking forward to their end, seeing such a scene, the resentment in her heart disappeared half, 'Yes, I usually work by myself is so happy, I didn't expect everyone to live so hard.' Thinking of this, she actually had the urge to call her mother, and subconsciously touched the mobile phone in her bag and was still lying quietly waiting for her call, she touched it and let go of her hand.

After 5 minutes of suffering, I finally arrived at the next stop, as soon as the car door was opened, the people in the car rushed out, Zhao Xiaocui hurriedly grabbed the sidebar, although the body was rushed by the crowd, but fortunately was not squeezed out of the car. Before this group of people finished hula, a new crowd poured in, and Zhao Xiaocui struggled to maintain a balance in this crowd, "Fortunately, there is still a stop to arrive." She brushed her sweat-soaked hair from her ears and continued to hold on to the railing, ready to rush out of the carriage in three minutes to breathe in the free, fresh air.

After such a squeeze in the morning, the gloom in Zhao Xiaocui's heart was swept away, looking up at the still rainy day at the subway entrance, and then looking at the slippery ground and passing people and cars, she felt that she was standing alive again between heaven and earth, she shrugged her shoulders and sighed with a smile and hurriedly ran into the company, put the umbrella and saw Lao Liu as soon as she turned around, and before she could speak, Lao Liu said: "Yo, you are very early today, why are your eyes still swollen, who bullied you?" ”

"What's the matter with you," Zhao Xiaocui replied, turned around and walked up to the second floor towards her workstation to start the day's work.