Before I knew it, Chunming and I had been married for more than three years. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoOne day not long after Li Fenglan fell ill, I suddenly started nausea and vomiting, and when I went to the hospital for a checkup, I turned out to be pregnant. I can't tell if I'm surprised or delighted? Or are you still worried? lived a quiet life, and didn't seem to think about the arrival of the child at all.

My family is in the countryside of Xinmin City, because there are many sisters, in the countryside where boys are popular, an ordinary girl can no longer be ordinary, and she is not outstanding at home, and few people will pay attention to my existence, or my existence, and I am not loved and welcomed by my family and the people around me. I am like a small tree growing in the wilderness, free from the wind and rain, left to fend for itself, but also free.

My mother's beating and scolding seemed to add a dose of condiment to my gray life. The feeling of being discriminated against and humiliated gave me a strong desire to escape. Especially watching my sisters go out of the countryside one after another, I redoubled my efforts to be alone and unknown on weekdays, counting on the fate of getting rid of the loess with my face facing the sky and at the same time staying away from people and places I don't like.

Maybe it was a certain number in the dark, maybe it was God who saw that I was really helpless and desperate, but at the same time, he really paid his heart and soul to pity my misery and helplessness, and finally let me get what I wanted and get out of the countryside smoothly.

I studied in school for four years, and then I was naturally assigned to a large state-run unit. I went to school and chose a school on my own initiative, I never thought of asking for anyone's opinion or asking for help, let alone relying on anyone, I was so stubborn to do what I wanted to do.

Perhaps his fate is luck, from a rural baby to an enviable state-owned enterprise, holding an iron rice bowl, which can not help but make people jealous when laid-off has become a general trend.

My husband is a miner in the mountains, although he is very ordinary, that is, he has no tall stature, no outstanding appearance, that is, no proud assets, and no coveted diploma, he is just 1.7 meters tall, yellow complexion, slender eyes, thick lips, thin and small people are worried that a gust of wind can be blown away.

We met at a grand wedding of the younger brother of a classmate in the countryside. Eighteen or nineteen-year-old girls are in the season of flowers, and even if they don't have famous clothes, that priceless youth is enough to dazzle.

I look very ordinary, the kind that is hard to find in a pile of people: medium build, plump and not curvaceous. With a round face, small eyes, a small nose, a small mouth, thin lips, and the only thing to be proud of: fair and healthy skin. In any case, it is difficult to make up for the lack of dullness in my personality.

My husband is also an inconspicuous one in the flock, and he can't say that the chickens are in the flock, but he is really ordinary and can't be described in words. The reason why he was able to attract my attention was only because he had never known anything in his life, and he actually said something that sounded particularly warm to me, like a pot of charcoal fire in the ice and snow, which made my mood difficult to calm down for a long time.

I'm probably a freak, in normal times, acquaintances give me a smile or a stranger a very ordinary kind hint or something, I will be moved (not to the point of gratitude) warm in my heart, and even for a long time can not forget. Probably because of the lack of love since childhood, and the sensitivity to those kind things, so I am grateful? Perhaps, as people say: "A good word is warm in three winters", right?

Just like the ugly Quasimodo in "Notre Dame de Paris", because when he was tortured and thirsty and was about to become dehydrated, the kind and beautiful Esmeralda brought water to his mouth, he was moved to tears, he fell in love with the fairy-like Esmeralda, in order to save Esmeralda, he was the enemy of the whole society, and he was the enemy of his savior, and pushed the vicar downstairs for Esmeralda, and then he died silently together. I guess it's not just because everyone loves beauty, right? It's more because he feels respected for the first time, and it's more memorable because of the charcoal in the snow, right?

I actually had a lot of good feelings for him for his words, and I would never have thought that it was because of his words of concern, and later my impression of him was only one "good", and I resolutely chose him to be my lifelong partner. Is it possible that you are really mentally abnormal or mentally disturbed?

Because he has developed a taciturn personality since he was a child, coupled with his introverted, muna, and low self-esteem, he rarely speaks in front of others, and the more people there are, the more uncomfortable he feels. At that time, the countryside was still very conservative, and when I went to school, my male and female classmates didn't even speak, and I would blush when I met boys who were shy, and I didn't know where to hide or hide. It's like a frog at the bottom of a well who has never seen anything in the world.

I hid in a sparsely populated area, but was eventually spotted by my classmate, the daughter of the attentive master, who called a few people of a similar age to climb the mountain, and I escaped from the crowd and began to enjoy the free and fresh air.

Among the companions is my current husband Chunming, his thin figure, a narrow face, pointed jaw, thick eyebrows, a pair of small eyes are particularly sharp, I even suspect that his eyes have the function of X-ray, just such a casual glance, can see through your internal organs, which makes people panic and awe.

Although he looks ordinary, he has an affinity and a special temperament, and he looks a little similar to Qi Qin, the prince of love songs who was popular at the time. And he likes to sing Qi Qin's songs, and the way he holds the guitar and uses love really makes me worship infinitely. I even believed in his words, and felt so intimate and attractive to his every move.

He speaks with humor and humor, is calm and dignified, and has sophistication and tactfulness that does not match his age. His words and deeds attract my attention from time to time, he is delicate, thoughtful, and more positive, inadvertently radiating to the surroundings through his words and deeds. There is not the slightest artificiality or indecency, it is always so natural and so convincing.

We began to realize that dating can be regarded as love, right? However, my love does not have the wind and snow of normal people, there is no flower before the moon, and there is no me, we are just fish and geese passing books, letters are shuttling back and forth like snowflakes, telling our lovesickness, imagining our yearning for the future.

In fact, we only met on a special occasion, and the two of us lacked real understanding, let alone the family situation of both parties. Of course, we can hide something in the letter that we don't want the other person to know. And I don't know the world, pure and innocent is like a blank piece of paper, I feel that as long as I like someone, other external conditions are insignificant and not worth mentioning.

It wasn't until I graduated from school and worked for less than half a year that I sent a letter: "Come and get married, or you will bear the consequences!" Then he magically appeared, and the two registered their marriage, of course, just registered to become a legal husband and wife. There was no wedding ceremony, I didn't even wear the wedding dress I dreamed of when I was a girl, and I didn't even have the money to take a wedding photo as a souvenir, so I went from my house to his house to complete the wedding ceremony.

With the girl's enthusiasm and carelessness, she married herself out in such a daze. In retrospect, I felt like a daring gambler who used myself as collateral for a bet.

After getting married, I slowly learned that his family situation was very bad, not ordinary. An embarrassing incident I experienced at his house illustrates his family's embarrassment. At that time, we had just finished registering and went to his house, just in time for his family to set up a lawsuit.

On that occasion, because it was a public trial, I helped my mother-in-law to the defendant's position. I was wearing a black dress, white nurse high-heeled cloth shoes, short ear-length hair, snow-white skin, and the whole person looked graceful and graceful.

Facing everyone's attention, it is strange to say, on the occasion of so many people, I am not timid and shy, because my husband took out his record book, I believe in his personality, and his character makes it impossible for him to deceive the family of his dead friend with his conscience, so I feel that I have not done a shameful thing, and I should be justified!

It was a neighbor of his family who died in a car accident while riding a motorcycle, and his wife saw an IOU from his mother-in-law, saying that he had borrowed 3,000 yuan from their family to build a house.

But my husband said: "My family did borrow money from him to build a house, but I have already repaid it." Later, the deceased bought a motorcycle from me, but the money was never paid, and there are records at the time to prove it. ”

It turned out that my husband once bought some motorcycles, and then repaired and modified them himself, and a broken motorcycle that was not in shape or close to scrapping became a brand new car through his hands, and then sold it. His notebook clearly records that the neighbor who was in the car accident had bought a motorcycle in his own hands. So the two families insisted on their own opinions, and finally the other party sued the court.

My husband's family has a very knowledgeable and knowledgeable best friend, who once served as the principal of a middle school, although he is already in the second line, but he is very righteous and outspoken, and he is quite relied on by people in ten miles and eight towns, and is quite prestigious in the near and far. He began to come forward to deal with the matter, first spending a lot of money to find a famous lawyer in Shenyang, who was his former classmate.

The lawyer has been there a few times, but people really can't be real, not only collect money but also goods, but also smoke and alcohol, and give everyone a dose of tranquilizer or take a reassuring pill every time: "This case is a piece of cake, I promise to let the truth be revealed, and you will be fine!" ”

As a result, on the first day of the trial, when he was notified to be there, his phone was unanswered and he lost contact. The next day, the absence of the lawyer, coupled with the misery and pity of the other party's orphans and widows, the result of the lawsuit can be imagined.

I really didn't expect his family to be in such a difficult situation, as can be seen from the testimonies of my neighbors. Wang's sister-in-law in the East Courtyard said: "His family often asks me to borrow money, and it takes a long time to pay it back, and they all live in neighbors, so it's not good if they don't borrow it." ”

Your aunt in the West Courtyard said: "His family built a house and caused a lot of famine, and he borrowed a few hundred from me at that time, and it took more than a year to pay it back." ”

Aunt Yang on the other side of the door: "His family is really difficult, and he once borrowed money from my house, and then caught up with me to ask him for money urgently, and he went to the neighbor's house to borrow money, blocking my debts." ”

The little daughter-in-law at the back door said more specifically: "His family not only borrowed money from me, I have a washing machine that is not very easy to use, his family heard, and I discussed with me to sell it to him for 100 yuan, and then said that the money will be given later, after he carried the washing machine away, he cleaned it up and used it for more than a year and did not say to give me the money, and then I came to the door to ask for two trips before giving me the money." His family really can't seem to come up with money. ”

Now that I know about his family's unsatisfactory economic situation, I can't bear to ask for any more bride price, and the two of them don't even have money to buy a new dress, only wearing the old clothes, saying that they don't care, but they really don't have the money to buy it. We all firmly believe that we can support ourselves with a job, hands and feet, so why add to the burden on his family? In this way, the two began to work hard with their bare hands.