Home makes me feel like "chicken ribs", I want to go back but am afraid to go back, and I always can't help but go home. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info and every time I go home, the feeling is very different.

Once, when I went home, my mother was not feeling well, and I vomited after eating, so I found a barefoot doctor in the village to give an injection, and immediately my mother's face was pale, it was difficult to breathe, and even confused, the husband of the barefoot doctor immediately got a tricycle and carried my mother to the car to the hospital, I also wanted to follow me to the hospital, but a rich nephew of my mother was present, so how could I have the opportunity to show up?

Seeing my mother, who was in danger of her life, leaving in the car, I cried loudly, worried about my mother, hated for my powerlessness, and because I was not as good as an outsider at this time? Am I my mom's biological daughter? Or am I too unfilial and don't care about my mother's life or death? The only thing I could feel at the time was pain and discomfort. What else can I say? Because, when I get to the hospital, I can't come up with the money, so what if I go?

My husband was dull for a moment, pushed out the broken bicycle at home, and drove me to the township health center a few miles away, but fortunately, my mother just had an improper diet, and the barefoot doctor gave me the wrong medicine, and I was safe and sound after taking an antidote. My hanging heart finally let go. But my heart is still not a taste, I know that as long as I don't have money, I will always be discriminated against.

Sometimes things are really unimaginable, not long after I have my own "home", my mother is sick, she has rheumatoid, she can't even walk normally, and she can't take care of herself.

One day, my father brought my mother and eldest sister to my nest, which was specially for my mother and eldest sister to see a doctor, and there was really no place to stay. The eldest sister seems to be affected by the wind, and she also wants to see a doctor by the way. I was flattered and really sad.

At this time, my mother took out 2,000 yuan and said to me: "I gave you a dowry of 1,500 yuan when your sisters got married. ”

I really cried bitterly, and I never dreamed that my mother would give me a dowry. Of course, at that time, 2,000 yuan was not a dowry at all, at most it was just a red envelope. But I can't ask for money from my family no matter what: "I don't want it, you can keep it for yourself." I don't have a place to use the money either. ”

Under the persuasion of my parents and eldest sister, my mother insisted on giving me the money so undoubtedly, I took the money, and then handed it to my husband, so that my husband could accompany them to the hospital the next day.

My husband doesn't have too many expressions, as if the society has been mixed up for too long, and his mood is invisible. Maybe the question in his heart is not unreasonable, he seems to have seen through his parents' attitude towards him, and he can no longer believe that his parents will be kind to him?

The next night, a few people who went to the hospital came back, and my husband's thin body carried my mother on his back, which really moved my heart, and it wasn't until many years later that I heard my mother and others mention: "My old aunt is stronger than my son, and I was sick when I went to see a doctor behind my back, and my own son didn't do it." ”

My mother's illness requires overpayment of medicine, because my eldest sister's illness requires a few days of traditional Chinese medicine, and she boils medicine at my house every day, and she can only see the results after a few days, so she has to live with me. I just want to think about my family wholeheartedly, it seems that nothing is more important than my mother's illness at that time, I only hope that my mother's illness will be cured, I only think that my mother can live a long life!

A few days later, my parents and eldest sister came home, and my father gave my husband a task to go and grab medicine in a week, throwing down 300 yuan to buy medicine. Dad said in a commanding tone: "This is the money for a pair of medicines, anyway, you have nothing to do, you can just send it back after you buy it." My husband was still expressionless, and I knew he was a little resistant to his father.

When the day came, my husband went to the hospital to grab medicine, and it turned out that a pair of medicines was more than 400 yuan, and my husband bought the medicine and sent it home, and my father still took 300 yuan to buy the next medicine. Why buy one pair at a time? Isn't it too frustrating? I know that the medicine is not 300 yuan, and then I still take 300 yuan to buy the medicine, what does it mean? ”

I had no choice but to comfort: "Didn't my mother give me 2,000 yuan in dowry money?" I didn't want that money anyway, so I just used that money to buy medicine! ”

Although I was a little puzzled by what my parents did, I didn't dare to make decisions on my own, after all, I didn't understand what my father meant. Later, I asked my father, "Dad, can't you buy more than one pair at a time?" Save yourself from running back and forth? ”

Does Dad think I'm naïve, or does he think I'm too troublesome and bored? He glanced at me with his eyes, and said lukewarmly: "Maybe it's good to eat this pair, don't you spend that unjust money in vain if you buy too much?" "Speaking from the heart, I was extremely uncomfortable with my father's look, and even after many years, I still remember that glance clearly, which is very different from the loving and joyful eyes of my brothers and sisters.

Only then did I understand that ginger was still old and spicy! Dad heard that the price of the medicine was not 300 yuan, and he probably never read the invoice for buying the medicine? He said he didn't understand: "That's the price I paid for the medicine at the time?" ”

Of course, the husband can't do anything in this matter, and there are receipts as proof. I don't know if it's because the hospital has raised the price, or what's the reason?

Because I have to advance money every time, the two thousand yuan given by my mother is gone, so my husband runs home a few times a month to deliver medicine, and to the last time I buy medicine, my husband puts all the money on his body together, and finally there is a dime left, and the bus can only take a few stops, so the rest of the way can only walk home, until more than nine o'clock in the evening, my husband walked into the house exhausted, tired and hungry, there should be a stomach of gas?

He complained: "What unfortunate things have happened to me, the price of medicine has risen again, I am really penniless, and my feet are blistered when I walk back from the South Station, right?" While taking off his shoes and looking at his feet, he said very unhappily, "Why are your parents so calculating?" It's really in our bones, obviously giving you 2,000 yuan in dowry money, but now there is nothing left, and they have spent it back, plus the car foot travel fee, we have not missed it. I guess your mother's illness should be cured this time! ”

Sure enough, after my husband sent the last pair of medicines, my father said: "Your mother can walk now, basically it's okay, and you don't need to take any more medicine, you don't have to buy it in the future, and you don't have to go back to the runway." ”

My husband and I looked at each other, and it seemed that my husband was really prescient! My heart is really indescribably relaxed, to be honest, if I buy medicine again, I'm afraid I won't even be able to eat! Thank goodness really!

The most important thing is that my mother's illness is cured, and I feel like a bright window has opened in my heart, which is really bright and relaxed, and I don't have to worry about my mother's illness anymore. And this time we can live our own little life normally with my husband!

Next, my husband is still running for work. One day, he went out on his bike in the morning and didn't come home until it was completely dark, and I kept guessing and even fantasizing that he had successfully found a job and was going to work immediately.

While eating, he said: "Today, the pharmaceutical factory recruits contract workers, and those who pass the probation period are regular employees, with good salaries, and the most important thing is that there is no restriction on the location of the household registration." "My husband just followed me to Shenyang, and the hukou was still at home, and at that time it was a big deal to transfer the hukou, which required a lot of money, and we didn't dare to dream of transferring my husband's hukou.

I was pleasantly surprised: "Okay! It's a rare opportunity, and you're officially going to work today? "My brain is not slow to react, and I can judge the essence of the matter at once, otherwise he would not have come back so late, the pharmaceutical factory is not far from my residence, and it is not a ten minute bike ride.

But the husband replied, "No." I registered my name first, and the form was completed. When I think about such a big thing, I have to ask your parents what they think. Then I went straight to your house in the car. ”

As soon as I heard him say that he went to my house, my joy was swept away, and I was a little angry: "Who asked you to go to my house and ask my parents, why didn't you go home and discuss with me?" It's good, all the good things are in vain, right? ”

My husband was stunned at first, he didn't expect me to say such a thing, and he was also a little angry: "That's your parents, don't I trust them, thinking that they are old, and they have passed by and seen more?" Is this also wrong? ”

I knew that my tone was unacceptable, so I softened my tone and asked, "What did my parents say?" ”

My husband looked me in the eye and said, "Your dad said, "No." Not to mention the small amount of money, the pharmaceutical factory smells big and chokes on the throat. My family has relatives in Beiliguan, and that's not an ordinary person, getting a license, finding a shop or something, it's all a trivial matter. I'll take you to him, let's open a motorcycle repair department there, that's a lot of money! It's not a hundred times better than you go to work there! ”

Before my husband came to Shenyang, he rebuilt the motorcycle and resold it, a broken car without appearance, after passing through his hands, it would: a new look, a mention of the motorcycle repair department, my husband was naturally overjoyed, he was just that, it was also a kind of love, right?

My husband once said very yearning and satisfaction: "When a broken car that breaks down and has no shape, after being repaired and refurbished by your own hands, you don't need to make money, just look at it, not to mention how happy you are!" As long as the conditions allow, even if I earn less, I am willing to do it! "Dad must know: my husband has this specialty and preference to say so.

My husband continued: "As soon as I heard what your father said, I went to the pharmaceutical factory again after I came back, and everyone stopped recruiting and got off work, and I now beg them to withdraw the registration form." Why do you say that I went to your house and things were in vain? ”

Of course I knew, because I could feel it, and I comforted my husband and comforted myself: "Forget it, don't ask my family about anything in the future, and find something else when this job is lost." ”

On the third day, my father really came, and my husband drove him to a market in Beiliguan Village on his bicycle (at that time, traffic control was not so strict, and there was no surveillance video or anything like that), and he really found the relative.

It was my aunt's grandson, and he received my father warmly, and when my father told him what he meant, he was very embarrassed and said: "Uncle, I really want to help you, but I really don't have that much ability, what do you think I'm doing now?" ”