Chapter 87: Lust Struggles

Qiao Li called, but Shihui didn't answer immediately, let the bell keep ringing, and in the end, she still answered very reluctantly, but she really didn't have much mood and was weak. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 info face thing, how to do it must be done.

Jory said she was going to the South soon, and she wasn't going to wait for the damn guy anymore.

Shihui knew that she was referring to Mei Fang.

Qiao Li on the other end of the phone was only concerned about venting her inner emotions, and she didn't notice the change in her mood at all. It seems that Qiao Li was indeed angry with Mei Fang, "Damn guy, he doesn't keep his word at all, and he doesn't stop even for the New Year, and he gets into the eyes of money." Qiao Li only cared about venting the dissatisfaction in her heart, and it was completely a reckoning tone, "In business, how can there be no debt, people don't die, debts don't rot, this kind of thing, what does it matter a few days earlier or a few days later." This guy is a master who sees money when he is young, and now, he is even better. ā€

"You," Shihui listened for a long time, a little impatient, and quickly interrupted her, but still restrained herself, and forcibly enlightened her, "Don't just talk about others, if you come, you will be safe, and wait patiently for her." ā€

"What's the point of waiting, waiting." Qiao Li shouted on the phone, "Who is she, Tianwang Laozi, or something, I'm not used to her bad habits!" I said go and go, and talk counts. ā€

Shihui listened, but she didn't answer, she was silent, and she really didn't have much energy to take care of other people's emotions and feelings. I want to cry without tears, and I hope that others will understand and sympathize. Besides, one of them is pampered, and the other is a muffled fortune, who has considered her feelings and situation. Let's go, there is no feast in the world that will not be dispersed, and the right is her own doing, and she digests it well, so why pass it on to others. "Oh," Shihui thought so, and turned to speak, "Yes, let's not say it's you, we are in the same county, and it's difficult to see each other on weekdays. ā€

She is all outside, but she can't take this step. Perhaps literati have this temperament, strong self-esteem, want to save face, look up to themselves, and like to be looked up to by others, often with high eyes and low hands. Really speaking, she is a bird literati, and she has not seen half a piece of lead so far.

Although she doesn't see half of the pencil words, she has always liked to put her thoughts into words and treasure them.

"Fate is really bumpy, I didn't have a good life after graduating from college, love is so ethereal, I have been mixed for so many years, and I have achieved nothing so far, God is really unfair to me. Could it be that there was a wrongful deed in the previous life, and it is punished in this life? What did I do in my previous life, if there is really an afterlife, I am willing to give up the time of this life to travel through the time and space tunnel in exchange for the beauty of the next life. This is what she thinks in writing.

"If you are allowed to choose, I don't pray for career success, I only choose beautiful love." She really wished she was the one who only loved her.

"What is love, isn't it happiness, life, and spirit, but how is it pain, sorrow, and suffering? Poor thing, my blank emotional world. I'm dry, I'm dry, I'm **, I long for beautiful love, I need the nourishment of love, I want to turn to ashes in the flame of love, I want to melt in the ocean of love, I want to ....... Dongfang Yu, the most important man in my life, is also the only one I have so far. This man used to belong to someone else, and now, although he is free, we are together, but I don't know what he thinks, whether he really belongs to me. Does he know the loneliness and loneliness in my heart, does he know that I am like a drowning person grasping a life-saving straw, how much he hopes for his help, longing for his real look back and smile at me. Do you know that I truly love you and look forward to a better future? "She longs for a beautiful and flawless pure love.

"Alas, where to go, there is no daylight."

"Or just resign and follow Qiao Li to the south. Out of sight, out of mind, trying to break free from the fence. ā€

"But, I'm really reluctant, reluctant."

Shihui believes in the reins of a person's world, allowing her thoughts to wander, gallop and stir in the pen.

Shihui put down the pen and gasped for a while, as if to calm the depression and troubles in her heart, however, her heart was still like an intestinal obstruction. Thinking that there was nothing to go in the middle of the night, and I didn't plan to turn on the TV again, I simply turned off the lights, took off my clothes, lay on my back on the bed, and thought freely, calmed down the chaotic mood alone, and went to bed early.

Unexpectedly, after going to bed, my mind was boiling, and it was not a posture of falling asleep at all. Because of the darkness, because she was alone, it stimulated the primitive feelings hidden in her heart and was more fantastical. As her thoughts raced, she felt that her whole body was restless and uncontrollable. Yes, since Dongfang Yu gave her the first ** in her life, she has truly experienced the infinitely wonderful physical and mental feelings that this has brought her, and her whole person has been activated. She can't forget the unforgettable thrilling experience, she needs to release, she needs to imagine, she needs to be free and free to love and caress as she wants. She desperately took off all the ** curled up in the dark bedding, her hands constantly caressed and rubbed her sensitive parts, flown the wings of her imagination from the surface to the inside, experienced and grasped the vitality of life, imagined and wantonly the surprise and surprise of the masculine ergy, felt and indulged in the inherent turmoil of the body and mind. Only at this time is she the most real, the most basic, the most naked, and the real her. She really felt and felt the pulsation of her body. Yes, this is a young woman's mature and plump carcass, it is uneven, full of hot land, there are hills, there are ravines, there are caves, there are lines, there are forests, there are swamps, here is the origin of life, here is the source of happiness, here is still the place of right and wrong, here is the whole meaning of life. Shihui was so unscrupulous in her reverie and manipulation, she thought of Dongfang Yu, thought of Dacheng, and even thought of Chen Chun, and thought of all the men who had had intimate contact. But the most I think about is Dongfang Yu, after all, she has real physical contact with Dongfang Yu, and has specific and real feelings and experiences, which can better meet her inner feelings and needs, and feel more relieved and peaceful. She hoped that the romantic charm of Dongfang Yu's gentle wind and drizzle, and even the impact and tyranny of breaking through the window, she became more and more uncontrollable, this swamp became more and more humid, the forest became denser, the mountain peaks felt more steep, and her mood was more unrestrained.