Because of the Internet, I don't know what the senior's expression was after I said this, but in the days that followed, I could feel a subtle change in the senior's attitude. In this way, I slowly changed my image in his mind, and finally with my unremitting efforts, the relationship between me and him took a small step, from a warm girlfriend to his friend.www.biquge.info

Warm girlfriend, his friend, these two identities made me his emotional listener, but this is painful for me, every time I hear the warm name from his mouth, my heart is like pouring lead, extremely heavy, why in his eyes there is only warmth, why he never sees my existence.

In this way, I silently stayed by his side, watching his infatuation, watching his heartache, and watching his efforts again and again being rejected by warmth. I can't understand what a good man the senior is, he can pay for free for warmth, he can not care about his own gains and losses, in the face of such a good man, how can warmth be ignored, how can he be disdainful of the senior's love. I recognize warmth, I know her very well, what's so strange about her? What's so special about her? What's better about her than me? Why is it not me who meets such an innocent and beautiful love? Why should the person I love be ignored by her, why should the person I love bear her ruthlessness?

I found that my heart was slowly changing, I began to favor the seniors, I began to complain for the seniors, but even if there were more grievances, I could only hide in my heart, even if the heart was like a knife, I still had to smile at the seniors and warmth, I also tried to persuade the warmth, let her accept the seniors, but she just shook her head, saying that she didn't want to fall in love before college.

Excuses are excuses, and I know she can't look down on the seniors. I remember once in a game, there was a friction between classmates and others, and the senior stood up for the first time to avenge the classmates. The students all praised the seniors for their righteousness and courage. And in order to teach each other a lesson, the senior killed them many times until they did not dare to go out of the safe zone again. Even the senior still said in the world that if anyone dares to bully him again in the future, he will kill him once he sees it, and he will always kill out of the district.

After this incident, many classmates admired the senior and felt that he was man and attractive enough. Whether it's in the game or in reality, many girls revolve around him, and some girls even want to get in touch with seniors through me.

At this time, even I feel honored, but Wen Wen feels that the seniors are too flamboyant, and they must be more generous.

"Those people apologized in private, or on the world channel, and the senior also killed them once, and this matter can be over, but the senior still does not forgive, relying on his high level and good equipment, they can't get out of the safe zone if they are killed, and there are some seniors who say that kind of thing in the world, which is inevitably a bit flamboyant, and in the eyes of outsiders, it is too arrogant and will leave a bad impression. As the saying goes, there are people outside the people, and there are mountains outside the mountains, so it is better to be modest and low-key. ”

I listened to her words and scoffed, I should not forgive those who have hurt me, teach them a lesson, make them afraid, and dare not bully themselves again. There are also weak people who choose to keep a low profile, because they do not have high-profile capital. I really feel unworthy for my seniors, how can seniors like her who is timid and afraid.

In this way, the relationship between the three of us was maintained until the senior graduated from high school.

I've been following the senior's dynamics, so I know he didn't do well in this exam and didn't achieve the score of the major university he wanted to go to.

And the reason why it looks like this is entirely because of warmth, the senior once confessed to Warmth before the big exam, but was ruthlessly rejected by Warmth. As a result, the seniors were emotionally unstable and failed the examination room.

Looking at the lonely figure and depressed mood of the senior, my heart was like a knife, such an excellent man didn't even get admitted to his favorite university for warmth, but warmth disdained it.

I thought that the senior was completely dead to Wennan, but I didn't expect the senior to find me and tell me that he wanted to repeat his studies and wanted to go to the same university with Wennan. After listening to the words of my senior, I suppressed my jealousy for a semester like a volcano erupting.

Jealousy devoured my reason, and I said to my senior that the tender offensive was no longer working, so it was better to give it a go.

So at my suggestion, the senior made a warm confession in front of hundreds of people.

As a result, it is conceivable that the senior, who lost face in front of everyone, finally gave up the pursuit of warmth, and warmth was also grounded by her parents.

Except for the teacher and me, no one knows that Warmth's parents are teachers at school, which is why I instigated the seniors to confess in public, which can not only make the seniors die, but also let Warmth learn a lesson.

After the departure of the senior, although I still get along with Wen Wen as usual, in my heart she is no longer my friend, but a woman who hurt my beloved. Because I was well disguised, she didn't notice anything, so we passed the third year of high school and were admitted to different universities.

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The next time I met my senior was in college, and I was surprised and delighted to see him, and the first thing I did after meeting him was to confess to him. The senior was stunned, I thought he would refuse, but he told me that he needed to think about it, and there was a song title that could describe my mood at that time, and that was "My Heart is Flying".

It seemed that God heard my prayers, and my senior became my boyfriend, and that time was the happiest time I had in college. But the good times didn't last long, and my senior's classmates inadvertently discovered my true personality and told my seniors to face my explanation. The senior didn't listen at all, and in his opinion, no matter what my disguise was, it was wrong, and he refused to forgive me, and even broke up with me.

It was a really gloomy time, because I was afraid that the seniors would rekindle the old feelings of warmth, so during this period of dating, I deliberately reduced the contact with the warmth, and I didn't tell her about the seniors, and now I broke up with the seniors, and I definitely couldn't tell her, so I sent all my emotions to the game. In the game, I wandered among the male netizens, coaxing these people with a disguise that the seniors didn't look down on, so as to get what I wanted. But as if Heaven was against me, I was hunted down in that area and forced to leave, and came to the Valley of Forgotten Sorrows, where the warmth was. To this day, I don't know if it was right or wrong to go to the Valley of Forgotten Worries in the first place.

The closure is a pain in my heart, the warmth is a hate in my heart, and framing the warmth to separate her from the sword spirit is the vent point of my pain and hatred.

I thought that I would never meet Warmth again in my life, but I didn't expect that one day three years later, I met Warmth again in Forgotten Valley, and one day not long after, I flew back to S City from my hometown, and I saw Warmth when I was at the airport.

She seemed to have just finished sending off, I followed her back to waitingforyou, and the moment I saw him put on his work clothes, I had a plan, picked up my phone and took a picture of her at work, and went to explore her words in the form of a chance encounter.

It's just that I didn't expect to be dissolved by them at the beginning of my plan.

Just before I could come up with a second plan, I was slapped in the face by warmth, because she and I missed the opportunity to become famous.

The combination of new hatred and old hatred devoured my heart and reason, so I made a desperate bet to pull her down the abyss in the final of the altar, but in the end, I still failed, and even the closure was like a stranger to me.

When I was lying in the hospital bed, my hatred for warmth was still undiminished, and I knew that my parents had gone behind my back to ask for warmth, and I thought that with my warm personality, I would definitely agree to my parents' request, but I found out that I was wrong. Warmth is no longer the her I know, or in her heart she has treated me as a stranger who has hurt her.

When I realized this, I dared to suffocate in my heart, as if I had lost something important.

I quickly reacted, I was sad and warm that there was no place for me, and when I figured it out, I laughed, laughed out loud, laughed and laughed tears came out.

So many things have happened, I realized that my hatred is so ridiculous, I always thought that it was because of my seniors, because of the closure that I would have such a strong hatred for warmth, but it was not until this moment that I really understood that my hatred came from inferiority.

I'm too different from warmth.,Family background.、Appearance.、Personality everything I'm not as good as her.,I've had low self-esteem since I met her.,This inferiority complex evolved into jealousy in the matter of seniors.,Jealousy turned into hatred in the matter of sealing down.。

This hatred that evolved from inferiority complex was entrenched in my heart until this moment, and it was not until this moment that I realized that there was a warm place in the corner of my heart from beginning to end, but jealousy, inferiority, and hatred blinded my reason, and it was not until I had nothing that I saw my heart clearly.

It's just that all this is irretrievable, and I have no intention of reversing it, and I and warmth have become two parallel lines under my paranoia, never intersecting. (To be continued.) )