Chapter 212: Extra: Song Peng (2)
Later, when I went to junior high school, we were in the same school, in the same class, and I became the envy of my classmates because my best friend was the first in the class and the third in the whole grade. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
Everyone is envious of me, thinking that I am particularly lucky to have such a friend, but for me it is an invisible pressure, from the first time my parents compared me with warmth, our family has formed a kind of normality, parents compare us with the number of times like a rushing river, endless.
Slowly I was a little resistant to warmth, but she didn't notice it, she still wanted to be good to me, she would help me analyze the mistakes on each of my papers, explain to me slowly, and still bring me the new things at home for the first time.
And while I resisted her, I couldn't bear to refuse her kindness, not because I coveted her, but because there was always a voice in my heart that kept saying to me, comparing you with her is not what she meant, you can't be angry with her.
In this contradictory mood, my parents were laid off, and the originally well-off family suddenly became poor.
I'm back to wearing old clothes and using old stationery. And at this time, many people began to point fingers behind my back, in today's words, the gossip atmosphere is getting stronger and stronger, white lotus, green tea suddenly appeared, they began to say that the reason why I hold on to the warmth is because the warm family is good, and the reason why I am friends with the warmth is because she has a plan.
These gossips soon reached warm ears, and she spoke for me in front of the class, and angrily warned the female classmates who were spreading the word not to say that about me.
Warmth maintained me so much, it was false to say that I was not moved, and during the time when my parents were laid off and gossip was flying all over the sky, it was Warmth and Firmness who stood in front of me and made me feel that I was not alone.
Later, I said to Wen Wen very sincerely and from the bottom of my heart, thank you for being by my side when I was most helpless.
At that time, I thought that I had untied the knot in my heart, and I was no longer obsessed with being compared to warmth, but things would never be predicted by the world, and my sophomore year of high school was finally out of my control.
Not long after the winter vacation of the second year of high school, an online game called "Getaway" swept the country, and almost all the classmates around me were playing.
Because it was introduced to this game by my classmates, when I entered the game, I was surrounded by alumni from the same school, but I felt alone. I always felt out of place with these people, so I started encouraging Warmth to play games with me.
Finally, after spending countless hours and talking to each other, Warmth finally created an account.
This game seems to have magic.,Never touched the warmth of the Internet.,Only played for half a day and completely fell in love with this game.。
In the future, in the game, we will be together just like in reality. It was at this time that we met the senior of the third year of high school, who was a top student, gentle and elegant, and a humble gentleman.
In the game, the three of us and the other two classmates often do tasks together, and every time the senior gets rare materials, they will give us dividends, and even when there are extra rare materials, they will give them to us for free.
But everyone thinks that the senior is a generous person, and they are happy to accept the gifts of the seniors. Only the warmth has never accepted the free gift from the senior.
I didn't understand, I asked her why she didn't accept what she gave for free? She smiled and said, "No merit will be lost."
I am noncommittal about her answer, why don't you give it for nothing, and the other party doesn't ask for anything in return, don't want it in vain.
After getting along with each other, I found that I had a good impression of my seniors. But I also found that he was not interested in me, but in warmth.
The senior knew that I was very good friends with Warmth, so he asked me to be the microphone to give Warmth a note.
The first time I received the paper with a faint fragrance from my senior, my heart was filled with loss.
After I left the senior's sight, I threw it in the trash.
Looking at the dirt-stained note, I felt a sense of guilt in my heart, this guilt came from warmth, in order not to let the guilt torture my heart, I kept comforting myself, I told myself not to feel guilty, even if you gave this note to warmth, she would not agree, rather than let her be entangled, it is better to be out of sight and out of mind.
But just as I was about to turn away, I took the piece of paper out of the trash can.
I took the paper to Nuan and told him what the senior thought, and as I expected, Nuan simply refused.
"Peng Peng, you go and tell the senior that the third year of high school should focus on studying, and I don't have the intention of falling in love, so let him stop bothering me in the future."
After listening to the warm words, I frowned, if the senior really didn't come to disturb the warmth in the future, then what reason did she have to approach the senior?
"It's too heartless for you to say this, after all, you're an alumnus, you can't look up and look down, let's be tactful, just say, 'You don't have the intention of falling in love now, I hope he won't talk about it again in the future, I don't want everyone to even have friends.'" How do you say that? ”
I tried my best to discourage warmth, not wanting to lose the close communication with my seniors because of him.
Finally, under my persuasion, I warmly accepted my statement. The day after I lost the paper, I went to see my senior and told him that Wen Wen said that he wanted to focus on his studies now and had no intention of falling in love, and asked him not to talk about it in the future, otherwise they might not even have to be friends.
I saw disappointment, depression and sadness on the senior's face, and at that time my heart suddenly tugged, how much I wish the senior liked me was me, and I would never let this emotion appear on his face.
Although I told the senior that the warmth was unintentional, the senior still did not give up, and I took this opportunity to have more contact with the senior.
Under the intensive contact, I finally knew where the seniors liked warmth.
It turned out that the first thing that attracted seniors was the so-called uselessness of warmth.
I hooked the corners of my stiff mouth, it turned out that it was because of this, but I don't know if it was because of the difference between warmth and other people, which attracted the attention of the senior? Or is it because seniors like independent women?
With this question, I walked into the private life of the senior as a warm girlfriend, met a group of friends around him, and learned from them that the senior likes independent girls.
It's just independent, I can too, I slowly stop accepting gifts from my seniors, and from time to time I give him some rare materials he needs.
Finally, my behavior attracted the attention of the senior, and in his inquiry, I said lightly: "As the so-called merit is not rewarded, in the past, I took so many things from the seniors, but I can't take them in vain, and I don't have many rare materials in my hands, so I can only pay back as much as I want, I hope the seniors don't mind." (To be continued.) )