45 The one who hurt me the most is gone

Approaching winter, I went back to my mother-in-law's house with my husband, and this time my daughter didn't know what was wrong, so she agreed to go back to Shenyang with us. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

I can't say the joy and pride in my heart, I didn't even think about it, in fact, if I think about it thoroughly, I should let my mother-in-law get familiar with it for a while, but I only think: I can finally let my daughter leave my mother-in-law, I really don't want to see her overly pampered children, I want to educate children in my own way!

We took the train home, there were no more and no less people on the train, and the husband found a seat and let the daughter sit, and we stood aside. At this time, the salesman passed by pushing the vending truck, and the husband asked flatteringly: "Niuniu, what are you eating?" ”

The daughter pointed to the bucket of noodles, the husband bought a bucket, the salesman poured hot water to soak it, and the daughter's small eyes stared at the noodles, for fear that someone would steal it, it was really funny. Then she started to eat noodles, and she glanced at her husband, who had always wanted to help, and asked, "Are you hungry?" I'm hungry for you! ”

My husband couldn't cry or laugh. Fortunately, nothing happened along the way, and I got home smoothly.

One night was fine, but the next morning it was different. Let her eat without eating, and play a temper at one meal. Worried that she would be hungry if she didn't eat, I brought her a cup of milk, and she knocked over the cup at once, and I was so angry that I scolded: "* Fuck you! Don't eat, get your legs on a discount! ”

This annoyed her, she cried loudly, and her husband hurriedly coaxed her, but she said that her ears hurt and her body hurt, and her husband was dumbfounded, worried that she would get sick because of the fire.

My husband said worriedly: "It's designated to be on fire, but it's really not okay to send my mother back, right?" Don't get sick again, let's delay. ”

My husband had no choice, and I was even more helpless, so I had to listen to my husband, and my husband sent my daughter back to my mother-in-law's house.

In the blink of an eye, in 1998, my father-in-law's birthday was the third day of the third month of the lunar calendar, and the solar calendar was on March 30. Thinking that he was unexpectedly seeing us, and that he was celebrating his birthday, and that he was so happy that he couldn't close his mouth, my heart really tasted as sweet as honey. Seriously, I wanted to surprise the old man so much. I've been excited about this plan for days.

However, my husband was embarrassed to ask for leave again, and he was a little stunned when he went alone, and he was adding that there was something wrong with the unit, thinking: Anyway, it's almost May Day, and I'll go back soon, and it will cost a lot of money to go back and forth, forget it, let's celebrate my father-in-law's birthday next year, it's not bad this year.

In this way, I finally gave up the plan to go home for my father-in-law's birthday. I never thought I wouldn't have taken that only opportunity! I never had the chance to celebrate the old man's birthday again, and this incident became my biggest regret! Sometimes I feel annoyed when I think about it, why can't I just do it when I think about it? Maybe when we go home, our father-in-law will be happy, and nothing will happen?

"This is what the son wants to raise but does not wait", I finally felt deeply: filial piety to the elderly really can't wait, otherwise it will be too late to regret it! After so many years, when I think of this, when I think of it, when it comes to my father-in-law's birthday, there is an indescribable hidden pain in my heart, or my father-in-law has a spirit in heaven, he knows the sincerity of his old daughter-in-law, and often patronizes my dreams, every time it is so clear, that when I wake up, my memory is still fresh, and my father-in-law's appearance is no different from when he was alive.

At noon on April 5, my husband came home with a solemn expression: "My dad is sick, hurry!" Go home right away. ”

Feeling that the situation was wrong, he hurriedly reminded his husband: "Did you bring money?" What if you use money or something? ”

"Bring it, I took a few thousand yuan from Tieshan, there is no car at this point, let's go back on a motorcycle!"

So the two rode the new 125 motorcycle that their husband specially borrowed from a friend, and the two set foot on the way home again. Along the way, my husband didn't speak, he must have been very anxious, he drove silently and steadily on National Highway 102, and my sleepiness was somehow completely gone, and the two of them fell into silence.

At the moment of nightfall, we hurriedly walked into Jinxi City Hospital. We followed a man whose husband called Uncle into the ward.

At a glance, I saw my father-in-law lying on his back on the hospital bed, with an oxygen mask on his mouth and his eyes closed. When we entered the house, my mother-in-law, who was at the bedside, said to my father-in-law, "Your old son and daughter-in-law are here!" Haven't you been waiting for them? Look at them! ”

The father-in-law seemed to be conscious, he seemed to be very excited, and there was a "cooing" sound in his throat, probably because the phlegm was stuck in the trachea, and then he opened his mouth wide and only gasped, and his complexion and skin were suffocated dark and blue.

"Call the doctor!" Soon the doctor began to rescue urgently, with an electric shock, a chest press, and several people were busy for a long time, and finally declared the rescue ineffective and died!

As soon as the doctor left, everyone was busy putting on the birthday clothes for my father-in-law, because the body of the person who had just left was not stiff, and it was easier to put on clothes, so I picked up one of my father-in-law's feet and put the shoes on the old man for the first and last time.

The heart is like a knife, there seems to be an endless undercurrent in the bottom of the heart, tears can't stop flowing, I knew that my father-in-law left us so early, I should accompany him more, do more filial piety! If you come back for the old man's birthday in the first few days, maybe the old man won't leave so early when he is happy? It's all my own fault, but it's too late to say anything now!

The mother-in-law insisted on bringing her father-in-law's body home: "At such an old age, I can't be an outsider, I don't care about anything, I have to take the old man home!" ”

So my husband found an ambulance (only pulling patients) and stuffed some money for the driver, but the driver turned a blind eye and sent my father-in-law back to my mother-in-law's house.

I still sit on the back seat of my husband's motorcycle, thinking about what happened yesterday, recalling every piece and detail of getting along with my father-in-law, and remembering the last time I went home, my father-in-law said to me with a smile on his face: "When your conditions are better, I will go to you, I will hand Xiao Ming to make dried tofu, and I have to pass on this craft to him before I die, and I can't take it to the coffin." ”

I nodded sincerely, from my heart I hope to see my father-in-law's kind face and loving eyes every day, I understand that my father-in-law has always treated me as his own daughter, and in his eyes there is no difference between a daughter and a daughter-in-law, he took out a loving and sincere heart! Seeing that he himself has a kind of warmth of being loved, I have long believed that he is my biological father in my heart!

My biological parents are still alive, but at the moment when my father-in-law died, I knew the grief of mourning, the kind of misery and helplessness, as if I had become a helpless orphan in the blink of an eye when I was caught off guard!

Lying on her husband's back, tears flowed endlessly......

The father-in-law had a cloth on his face and was dressed in a black longevity suit, parked in the house. I looked around from time to time, feeling that the old man was still breathing, and I wanted to touch his heartbeat again, but I couldn't believe that the old man was gone so quickly! Subconsciously I thought he would sit up suddenly, then look at me with a smile and ask, "The goose is back?" ”

My eyes widened a little, and the old man didn't get up at last, let alone say hello to me, he must have a lot to say to me?