I had to say dissatisfied, "You...... Let's go in and rinse it, it's much more comfortable to wash your body. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

"Okay," you were very obedient and cheerful, and without any discount, you happily went into the bathroom to take a shower.

At this time, you may not know how sad I feel in my heart, a sense of loss, the fire rising in my heart, the excitement of love and desire, and the hope is extinguished.

I thought about it, and when I thought about it, I felt very uncomfortable.

I am full of resentment, I hate you for being too nerdy, I hate that you are not a man, and I hate that you can't grasp the opportunity at a critical moment. As the saying goes: There is no cat that does not wake up, I am so active, I am indifferent, and I live up to the girl's affection.

I suspect it, maybe you don't really love me, and it's just words.

I am a big girl, and I finally understand a truth, feelings can't be forced, what is needed is time, the cold water has not yet boiled, and it has not reached the boiling point, so the passion is not impulsive.

I have to delay the time, let the boiling water reach churning, continue to churn, so that the boiling point reaches 300 degrees, so that the excitement heats up to the highest point, and then it will .......

As the saying goes: the iron rod sharpens the embroidery needle, and the work is natural.

Yes, I secretly made up my mind to make you rush until it came naturally.

No, if I think about it the other way around, maybe you are deliberately looking for awkwardness, deliberately looking for trouble, and deliberately making me ugly.

Deliberately is deliberate, you deliberate and I deliberate, let's see who doesn't beat whom?

I'm not afraid, because it's the first time I've accepted a man's love, not that people don't often say; Is a girl's first love shy!

Although I am not a girl, I am a young woman, but I am my first love! I've never talked to anyone. Therefore, they are shy about the contact between men and women, embarrassed to speak, and will not take the initiative. Are you also passive?

If both of us are passive, then even if we get married in the future, I am afraid that it will be difficult to have children.

For a long time like this, talk about how love develops .......

The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and in a fit of rage, I closed the door of the inner room and fell asleep on the bed alone.

However, where can I sleep, tossing and turning, love and hate are intertwined in my heart, and tears of sadness secretly flow.

I cried for a while, but there was no one to comfort me, so I had to sit up alone and comfort myself; Forget about the things that upset people.

At this time, I looked out of the window and shifted my mind; You can see the North Lake at a glance.

I reversed my thinking and forced myself not to think about the feelings between men and women, and to think about the formation of the Great Lake. Think about how Erlang God regulates the bully, and think about how he drowned the bad guys.

At that time, the city was inhabited by a mixture of fish and eyes, and in order to let the good people leave and the bad people stay, he thought of a brilliant way to tell the good people in code words.

Then he became an old man, carrying a burden, selling dates and peaches, and persuading good people to leave the city early, so he shouted as he walked; "Jujube peach! Jujube peach! ”

However, where do good people understand that an old man sells dates and peaches, which is too ordinary.

Erlang God had no choice but to let the Howling Sky Dog find another way to persuade him, and the Howling Sky Dog immediately turned into an old man. Walking out of the Jinji Temple on the shore of the lake, still holding a Jinji.

People were curious and asked, "These days, the rooster crows in the middle of the night, and the sound is very strange, Zhe!" Wise! Wise! Still dragging that long note. ”

When the whistling dog asked, he didn't explain, but said; "Philosophy is philosophy, trapping is trapping, you can see a line between north and south."

It can be seen that this line is still preserved to this day, that is, the road in the middle of the Great Lake.

At this time, I looked at it for a while, continued to lie down, thinking that after thinking about the lake for a while, I would not miss you anymore.

However, you cough for a while outside, and turn over for a while, because the night is so quiet, you can hear the sound of an embroidery needle falling to the ground. Therefore, even the slightest sound can be heard clearly, and I still toss and turn, and I can't sleep.

You haven't thought about it, can a lonely man and a widow live in the same room?

I had to sit up again, but it was uncomfortable to sit up, so I had to lie down again, sit up and lie down, lie down and sit up, like an ant on a hot pot.

Because, I was holding my stomach, feeling of loss and resentment, coupled with anger, and scratching my heart with a hundred claws, so I was restless.

I had to get up again, go to the front ledge, and peer out through the window: at this moment, a white cloud was passing through the window, without blemish, perhaps with a blue sky, showing a peculiar purity and dignity, like a lady walking in the sky. Suddenly, his face turned red again, and he became so shy and charming.

After a while, the faucet stopped ringing, indicating that you had finished flushing, and you must have guessed that I was lying in bed waiting for you.

I continued to look out the window through the window, and at that moment, a mist rose in the North Lake. The secluded wild chrysanthemums, golden and golden, are in full bloom, immersed in the moonlight. All the wild chrysanthemums are wet with autumn dew, and they can be neatly divided from each other. Light and shadow mingle on the shore of the lake, as if they were not composed of trees and roads, but dangling transparent houses.

"Dream a sweet dream," I became nervous, because you, mental illness is not accepted by society, and the pressure from the outside world has caused the biggest obstacle to the recovery process of people with schizophrenia.

In fact, in the eyes of ordinary people, you are an out-and-out "madman".

Some people even hide far away from walking, and they have questions about your every word.

There are also people who have no reason to think that the soaring eagle has a violent tendency, and the eyes are terrifying.

Where do people believe that this madness is a stubborn disease and will never recover.

I don't think you can freely control your actions, and you won't trust anything that someone who is in the process of being sick says.

Therefore, the key to my treatment of the Soaring Eagle's mental illness lies in my own determination.

At this time, I looked out the window for a while, and continued to take psychotherapy, in order to get back the feeling, I must be soft and hard, speak loosely and tightly, and combine hardness and softness, that is, to say: "I want revenge, why am I indifferent when I see a beautiful woman?" You dislike me, tell you, how many good young people are in Zhugen City, they all like me and want to get me, but which one gets it, only you get it. Why not cherish it. ”

The purpose of my words is to take the method of agitation, and use words to stimulate super-strongly, if it is a normal young person, he will definitely react after listening to it.

However, for you, a mentally ill person, there is no response, which means that the treatment is not effective.

I had no choice but to find another solution, and then I raised my head and looked at the Jinji Temple in the North Lake through the window glass. Because, there is a large incense burner in front of the Jinji Temple, which is facing the hotel room.

I can see it clearly, a furnace of sandalwood is fiery red. In the dead of night, it is difficult for pilgrims to worship Buddha and pray to God, otherwise it will not burn so strongly.

Oh, I see, that's the villagers near Takene City, burning incense and worshiping the Buddha at night, praying for peace. It is said that worshipping the Buddha at night is the most beneficial. It can be seen that the pilgrims trust the gods.

I don't believe in superstition, and I see that most of the pilgrims in Luo Ze are old people and women, and there are also middle-aged people who are uneducated.

I really want to take the soaring eagle to burn incense and worship the Buddha to ask the gods to bless him, so that he can sober up and recover as soon as possible. If it were an ignorant and stupid villager, he would definitely do it, let the gods cast a spell to cure the schizophrenia caused by lovesickness. However, I am a cultured young man, and I am really embarrassed to burn incense and worship the Buddha to become a system.

Besides, the soaring eagle did not get sick because he had sinned against ghosts and gods, he was accused of killing his daughter because he offended his mother-in-law, and his lovesickness turned into schizophrenia after being frightened.

All the causes of the disease, except for the catkins flying, no second person is clear.

I don't need ghosts. You only need to get back your memory, because Dr. Wang said that heart disease also needs heart medicine, and the treatment of schizophrenia should start from the "heart" to help patients really open the heart knot and alleviate the treatment condition.

Psychotherapy is based on the individual's clinical situation, coping ability and personal wishes, using supportive psychotherapy techniques.

Psychotherapeutic interventions were given to reduce relapse, reduce social stress, and improve social and occupational functioning.

Besides: the soaring eagle is because it wants the catkins to fly excessively, and it becomes lovesickness, which is transformed into schizophrenia after intimidation.

Therefore, schizophrenia caused by lovesickness can only be treated through heart-to-heart communication.

However, the soaring eagle is shameless, and when he thinks of you, he is so ruthless and unrighteous.

At this time, I think that you are an insult to me and a contempt for me.

No, it's contempt, it seems that I've become a bunch of stinky shit, and no one smells it.

Since you despise me so much, I want to take revenge, so in a fit of rage, I shut you out. Then he lay down on the bed angrily.

It can be seen that I lay on the bed and shed sad tears, I cried that my life was miserable, and I cried that my boyfriend was so inconsiderate.

Suddenly, "Boom! Boom! Boom! There was a knock at the door.

I know you must be knocking on the door and trying to come in and make love.

Thinking about beautiful things at this time, I'm angry, will I open the door?

I was still angry, and immediately replied, "I'm sorry! Then he explained: "I thought you came all the way to go on a date, I was afraid of being lonely and living in the same room, we are just boyfriend and girlfriend, how can we sleep together before we are married." ”

The purpose of my refusal is to show you that although she is a rural woman with the same decent style, it is necessary to keep a certain distance before getting married.

Because, when you are first, when I think of you, I pretend to be serious. Clearly, you're testing me, are you a merry woman?

Tell you, although I am twenty-two years old, the first time I fell in love, the first time I contacted a man, not to mention living in the same room, you are the first, there is no need to hide outside the door to watch the scenery.

Now it's my turn to rule you. Immediate stern and firm answers; "You came from Zhongzhou to go on a blind date, the purpose of staying in the hotel, to express warm reception. Because of the difference between men and women, they can only be so enthusiastic,"

These are my angry words, and after saying it, I immediately regretted it, and my tears slipped down my pillow involuntarily like beads that had fallen off the thread......

I'm sad, wronged, and complaining about myself, why do you say that?

Let's be honest; I love you, I like you, but I hate your contempt, I hate that you look down on me, I hate being indifferent to me. Even if I'm not gentle, what if I'm not beautiful, what if I'm not in good shape, what if you're crazy, this is me, the unique catkins flying. Even if I am abandoned by the whole world, I am still myself, and I love myself. I love my boyfriend more, but if I don't understand you, I should treat you.

It can be seen that I am angry in my mouth, but I still like you in my heart.

I can't tell why, I say I love this thing, I can't tell why.

Therefore, some people compare love to a war of aggression, and after a long time, the habits of one party are the habits of the other; His ease is your laughter; His sorrow is your tears; His frustration is your decadence.

Did you choose for yourself? Can you resist? All evasion can only make you go from a comfortable captive to a down-and-out wounded soldier faster. So, when I think about this, it's uncomfortable to sit and lie down.

I had no choice but to get out of bed and listen through the door.

You lie in bed tossing and turning and can't sleep.

I'm secretly happy that I deserve it.

But I want to comfort myself, proud in my heart, growing up in this small city, not only the city, the land, the water, but also the people, the thoughts, the warmth: if you are interested, or passing by the Takene Castle, patronizing this ancient city is the first choice.

I continued to stand in front of the window and watch the North Lake, the scenery is so beautiful, the silver water and the golden chrysanthemums dot the beautiful scenery, you can make people spread the wings of imagination.

You're too nerdy, as if you've never been to the countryside at all, and you're curious everywhere, asking this and that, "What kind of flower is this?" What a diagram is that! ”

It can be seen that after four o'clock in the afternoon, the sky over the North Lake is shrouded in black clouds, and strong winds are blowing.

Looking for memories, I haven't finished talking yet.

Suddenly, there was a creak at the head of the bed.

What's going on? I was startled, why did it suddenly ring?

I immediately climbed to the crack in the door to see, and it turned out that you were sitting up again.

Then there was the sound of hurried footsteps, which alarmed me despite the tiptoeing.

Don't you know; In the middle of the night, the slightest noise can be heard far away, not to mention only a door.

Besides, girls have the most delicate hearts and the most sensitive ears.

I thought to myself, you will never be reconciled, you will peek through the crack in the door to see me sleep.

Sure enough, I was right, you came, the sound of touching the door.

Although slight, there was a loud sound.

You feel if there is a crack in the door, and you want to see through the crack in the door to see if I am sleeping, and I am thinking about each other like myself.

How can these actions escape my eyes?

I immediately looked at the stars in the sky outside the window and estimated the time by looking at the stars. It shows that the night at this time was already very deep, so deep that even the sky was a deep blue. The deep blue sky flickered with little stars, more and more, as if dancing on the blue carpet, and as if watching us play hide and seek with our eyes open.

No, I can't let you see your thoughts, let alone your actions.

So, quickly leave the window, go back to bed, lie down and close your eyes, pretend to be asleep, and deliberately let out a breath! The sound of even breathing, interspersed with the sound of sleepy breathing.......

Sure enough, I was right, and I heard you quietly moving the chair.

You have to stand on the chair and look through the gap between the doors to see where I am sleeping.

For I heard the sound of touching the door, although it was small, you know, the night is the purest, even if an embroidery needle fell to the ground, you could hear the sound, not to mention the rapid wheezing sound of the chest against the door panel, pressing the airways.

The sound came to my ears through the crack in the door, and I heard the gasp and heartbeat, and I could hear it clearly.

At this time, I deliberately made a pose, lying sideways, with a sweet smile on the corner of my mouth, and a watery bead hanging on my eyelids, just like the pen of an ancient poet; "Tenderness is like water, and the best period is like a dream."

How do you know that I am pretending, although my eyes are smiling, but there are tears in my heart, and I am sad in my smile; "Holding hands and looking at each other's teary eyes, I was speechless and choked."

Who knows, you see, and immediately shouted in surprise, "What a sleeping beauty in her sleep." ”

Who knows, what are your feelings at this time?

After a while, there was the sound of footsteps, like the sound of a door opening.

Hey, I see, you've finished watching, and you're bored when you see me asleep, so you have to go out of your room and watch the night sky.

That's self-inflicted, who made you despise me!

At this time, my anger has not subsided, and my determination to take revenge is still very strong.

No, I want to see what you're up to?

Will you go to another room to go on a date with a wild woman?

So, I immediately got out of bed and looked out through the window; Night, quietly. The deep blue sky was studded with countless small eyes, as if they were laughing at the two of us and playing tricks on each other.

I see, you're not going anywhere, you're not dating other wild women. I came out to relax because I couldn't sleep.

At this time, I relented and became sympathetic. Blame yourself, why did you shut your boyfriend out?

Don't you feel too much hatred, and come in with a shout.

Just as I opened my mouth, suddenly, a cricket cricket sounded, as if telling me, "The night is getting deeper, I feel a little cold, and I have nothing to do and meditate." I still remember that at the same time last year, the righteousness was long, and the intention was unprecedented. The vow is violated, the sky is getting cold, and there is no way to die. In the dead of night, look up, the city is full of frost! ”

No, I can't! What would he do if he shouted and asked to sleep in the same bed with him?

Although both parties love each other, we haven't gotten married yet, so how can we sleep together.

At this time, I clearly remembered that everyone would turn out those stories about family, friendship, and love in the dead of night. Those expressions that will not fade for a lifetime. Those who are reluctant always leave in the season of falling leaves.

When everything becomes the past, you come to the end that I can't see, and I will be alone in this vast expanse. Missing is the union of two hearts, and it must not be combined physically, this is the principle.

This principle must be adhered to, and at this moment, a flock of small birds passed by the window, sometimes flying tens of meters into the air, and sometimes burrowing into the low shade of the trees. It's as if everything around me is laughing at me,

The bird is talking; "Hurry up and open the door and let your boyfriend come in and sleep with you!"

So, I immediately went to the door and was ready to call for you to come in again.

Who knows, I just opened it and was about to go out, but the chair you put at the door blocked the way.

I'm angry again, it's really dog meat can't be at the banquet, since you peeked at me sleeping, why didn't you shout?

It seems that you don't really love me.

If you really love me, you won't be so sneaky and stuffy, and you will definitely impress me with sweet words and say something to please girls.

However, you don't have sweet words, some are just domineering and contemptuous, which is the most annoying behavior of girls.

"No!" How can I compromise with you, I must wait until you shout to open the door and beg me.

Immediately, the door was shut.

You don't know, at this time you are watching the night scene in the yard, because you can't sleep, you think about a lot of thoughts, thinking about the friends in the same bedroom, they have all entered that wonderful dreamland, and you are still thinking nonsense. Although I thought a lot, I just didn't think about it.

Eventually, you get bored and come back into the house, and I'm afraid to stand in your chair again and watch; So, taking advantage of the footsteps that came in the night, I quickly lay down on the bed again.

After a while, I stood up again and opened the window, and suddenly there was a "bang", that is, you moved the chair at the door back to its original place, afraid that I would be discovered by the dawn. So, tiptoe and be careful.

Even though you hold the chair high with both hands, the legs of the chair touch the ...... of the bed.

At this time, she was looking through the window into the distance. On the autumn night, although the bright moon was covered by a thick fog, the thatched hut in the distance could still be faintly seen.

However, the old people who lived in the huts on the shore of the lake and guarded the fish pond did not know whether they had not slept yet, or they had gotten up early.

At this time, he was stepping on the edge of the fish pond, holding a bamboo pole and net, singing Henan Opera while fishing for dead fish.

The dawn of night exudes the fragrance of wildflowers and weeds; The sound of nightingales in the woods is crisp and beautiful; Among the reeds and flowers, the chirping of water birds and wild ducks is pleasing to the ear. The sounds of autumn are wonderful.

I can hear it clearly, the old man sings while salvage, it is a fragment of the Henan opera Bao Qingtian's horse, and the voice is high-pitched and excited. From time to time, a few sparse frogs chirped nearby, as if to accompaniment.

I envy the dawn of this autumn night, but I don't want to appreciate it, I can't go to the shore to enjoy the beautiful scenery, so I have to accompany the soaring eagle to continue to find memories.

Heart disease also requires heart medicine, encourage initiative, talk and make friends, trust yourself, and eliminate anxiety. Sincerely meet each other and communicate with sincerity. Wake up the mentally ill.

First of all, I am sincere, with a heart-to-heart attitude, and actively love the soaring eagle. Convince him that catkins are friendly and trustworthy, and that he should not be wary of his girlfriend.

Especially myself, I can be said to be the most intimate girlfriend, how can there be prejudice and distrustful attitudes.

I want to find memories and use the way of conversation and speech to enlighten, so that the soaring eagle can overcome paranoia, seek friendship and help, exchange thoughts and feelings, and eliminate psychological barriers.

Therefore, readers and friends should not be too long-winded, in order to cure my boyfriend's psychiatrist's instructions to find memories, I must be verbose, I have a dry mouth or grit my teeth and insist on recalling.

What can I do, I can only continue with the sentence I just broke and help him remember the situation that night; Suddenly, there was a "bang", that is, he moved the chair placed at the door back to its original place, afraid that Tianming would be discovered by me. So, tiptoeing carefully, even though you lift the chair high with both hands, the legs of the chair still touch the bed. Maybe he was a thief at the time.