Chapter Eighty-Nine: Breaking the Tongue is in vain
At that time, I took the opportunity to ask, "Can't you sleep?" It's easy to get out of bed in a new place, so if you have something to say, I'll talk to you,"
So, I opened the door to dialogue with you again, the purpose is to shorten the distance between us from the beginning, through the way of talking and chatting, slowly soothe the lonely heart formed after being intimidated, and arouse the desire to arouse **affection**. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Who knows, but you can't go to the banquet with dog meat, you prevaricate with reasons, don't admit that you can't sleep, and make up a set of nonsense to deceive me.
What is the reason; "No, I can't sleep, I've already slept for a while, just because I drank too much water at night, and it was convenient to get up and go to the bathroom, and I accidentally knocked down the chair."
Hey! The nonsense is tightly knitted, can you deceive me! I know everything you do.
However, I still pretended not to know and replied, "I see." "The purpose is to try to make your own movements, as well as your personality and temper in harmony with you, so that it will help you and me to be psychologically compatible, so as to make a good relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend.
However, the most basic conditions for psychological compatibility are the similarity and consistency of ideology and outlook on life values, the so-called "like-mindedness". This is the psychological basis for developing cooperation and consolidating friendship.
You don't feel it, and immediately admit your mistake: "Sorry to wake you up." ”
"Nothing!" I replied, knowing in my heart that even if I made up nonsense, I had to make it up! You may not know, but last night, I checked two thermos, and they were empty, not even a drop of water.
Since we arrived at the hotel late, which one will bring you water in the middle of the night?
The thermos is not boiling, where do you drink water at night? These nonsense are exposed without self-confession.
Oh, yes! I still forgive you, if you talk nonsense, if you are deceived, if you are deceived, as long as the starting point is not bad. Because, the first contact with feelings is unfamiliar, it needs to be cultivated slowly, and the temperament and character need to be understood.
Even the person who once loved and missed him deeply easily became a stranger he once was familiar with. Once innocent, once beautiful dreams, slowly dissipated with the cycle of the four seasons.
This is my infatuated woman, to her beloved man, looking for memories to say the best words, in order to try to take the initiative to give you all kinds of help in the conversation. It helps to exchange hearts for hearts, and to achieve the restoration of trust and friendship.
Especially in times of difficulty, that is, in the current onset, we should help each other even more, as the saying goes: "Know the truth in adversity." Only in this way can we gain trust and strengthen friendship between you and me.
I continue to help reminiscences, knowing that you are talking nonsense, why do I forgive you, because I love you and miss you in my heart.
When I miss you, I can't have you. Obviously you have parted, you go to work, I go to study, but we meet in the courtroom again.
When we meet again, you become a mad psycho who has to talk so much about healing.
Alas! I cried sadly, feeling that I was always living in a muddy nightmare, sometimes happy, sometimes very sad, just like the sky outside, maybe because of the cloudy sky.
At this time, the mood was a little sad, as if I was isolated by the world, lonely and helpless. If you want to catch your beloved, even if you say a word of confidant, it is also a kind of psychological comfort.
However, where did the confidant come from, what I was waiting for was the cursed words: "She died, and I killed her." "It doesn't hurt people's hearts!
I was afraid of that sentence, and I felt sad when I thought about it, and the passion that had just sprouted, the thought of opening the door and letting you in was gone.
I had to suppress my emotions and think elsewhere, thinking about the picture of the North Lake, thinking about the fields, the vegetables I wanted to grow, and the clear reeds separated by the vertical and horizontal ditches, and the ...... of those small areas of water.
I know that these no longer exist, because, in order to speed up the construction of the city, the North Lake scenic spots need to be developed, and the pace of beautification and decoration has been accelerated.
You have deceived me, though dishonest. Although it has no intention of doing so.
Why should I have more affection, I had to answer with cold tears in my heart, "It's nothing." ”
Then, generously arranged, "Hurry up and go to sleep, and talk again in the morning, otherwise you won't have the energy to visit the beautiful scenery." ”
It can be seen that I arrange it in my mouth, but it is not a taste in my heart, why do I say things against my will.
After saying something against my heart, I immediately regretted it.
Hate yourself, why do you say that, what do you arrange blindly?
Why don't you pour out all the words in your heart to your boyfriend?
"Okay!" At this time, you are very obedient, and you actually lie down in bed and sleep.
You are asleep, you know, what is the feeling in my heart, full of grievances and nowhere to appeal. I wonder how this night came about?
The dark night, so that I finally tasted the taste of loneliness, loneliness continues to sublimate and bloom in the dark night, feelings are suppressed in my heart, filling the whole heart, bitter, but with pain, silent thoughts, faint thoughts.
What do you know! You know an infatuated woman who silently misses you in bed, waiting for your caresses.
Waiting and waiting, but it was empty, and I don't know what you think.
I know that you are not asleep, in fact, we both know that the other is not asleep, but neither of us took the initiative to say the words "I love you".
Why bother with love or not? If you want to love, you can love, and if you don't love, you can leave.
Why don't you do what other people say? Do what is right, and don't do what is wrong.
Why do you have to get a license to get married? If you have love, you will naturally get married, so why do you want to come if you don't love? If you're a friend, you know me, but if you're not a friend, who cares about you? There are only two words to be happy: "free and easy", the world is so complicated, who is it simply for?
However, we only loved each other in our hearts, and none of us proposed to speak. It is said that both sides are not small, you are twenty-four, and I am twenty-two, don't you understand the things between men and women?
What exactly is the reason? Is it timidity, or shyness?
I've never been able to figure it out. I suspect that you don't like me and dislike me.
Since I lived in the same room that night, I still haven't figured it out, what is love? What is love?
What is a relationship really like?
Those who are married actually treat marriage as a child's play, they can freeze it at any time, overdraft their love at will, and sell their love at a good price.
Maybe we don't want to follow them. This is the night life of me and Soaring Eagle in this dark night, and the two of them live in the same room. It may be autumn, and the nights are neither hot nor cold, and they do not need to be warm, so both parties prefer to sleep alone. Well, even in winter, desolation does not replace warmth.
By the next morning, we didn't wake up until nine o'clock. Let the innkeeper see it, a man and a woman, living in the same room, and thought we slept in the same bed! Because, when we left the guest room, we immediately held hands, as if we were glue, and we were reluctant to give up.
Actually, that's it, this kind of love in the heart of each other, to keep the eternal mystery, this kind of love, is eternal love, even if the two parties are temporarily separated, they will not doubt each other. At this time, we came to the shore of the white lake arm in arm, and saw all kinds of birds that people could not name, many of which could only be seen in books and picture books. You can see it here.
Some of them forage for food on the surface of the lake, and some come to the North Lake for the winter to breed.
Speaking of "reproduction ......", I was really scared, because the soaring eagle was sick, and it was said that he could not get married. So I'm afraid that I'll open the door like this, what if you come in and propose to get married?
"If you get married, you get married, you can't care so much, it's important to heal."
So, I immediately told him, shouting: "The door of the inner chamber of the soaring eagle is open, come in quickly, as long as it can cure your lovesickness, you can do whatever you want!" ”
However, after I shouted, I was really afraid of the consequences.
"Pain!" It is what a woman fears the most; When she has a physical relationship with the man she loves, she naturally sees it as a kind of eternity.
However, men are different, but they feel that they have taken advantage, which is another interpretation of satisfying ** or survival methods. This is also the reason why women do not agree to live together before they get married.
As everyone recognizes: between men and women, before entering the palace of marriage, it is better to keep a certain distance and a simple relationship, otherwise, there is really no time to look back.
I've even taken all of this into account, so what are you waiting for?
"Come on in! Come on in! Come on in! ”
Why don't you answer? We are looking for memories, I have a heart-to-heart conversation, I have talked all night, and my mouth is dry, why don't you answer? Why don't you ignore it? I had to shout again; "Soar the eagle! Did you hear that? I'm waiting for your love, waiting for your kiss, waiting for your hug......" But, despite my screams, no one answered.
At this time, my heart was cold and I wanted to cry, but when the woman opened her heart and greeted the bee with dewdrops of flowers, I did not see the bee coming.
Even if the flowers are blooming, it is in vain without bee pollination.
Love, too, is so hard!
I felt aggrieved and shed sad tears, and Douda's tears involuntarily slid down the pillow .......
I doubt it again, do you think that this is an accident, an unexpected warmth, an unexpected touch, an unexpected understanding, an unexpected appreciation, an unexpected cherishment, and an unexpected beauty.
It can be seen that accidents can be temporary; Accidents can't last forever. I will face you with a warm smile, I will hug you with tenderness like water, and I will accompany you with a simple heart.
I thought to myself, I just want to leave a flawless beauty, leave a good memory. As long as I can cure your illness, no matter how the days to come will change, I will think of you quietly and let go quietly.
You don't come when you shout like this, what the hell is going on?
I had to get up with tears in my eyes and go outside to see this man I hated and loved, "What are you doing, you can't shout, why don't you even snort." ”
When I came to the outer world, I stared and watched; I was so surprised that I didn't even have a figure.
"Where did the soaring eagle go? What time did you go out? ”
Why didn't there even move at all!
So, my true feelings, my hopes, I have tried a thousand words to find memories. You didn't even listen to a word, and ran away quietly, is this retribution for me?
I cried sadly again, crying that my life was miserable, crying this night in vain, even though there are thousands of words of memory, it is equivalent to confiding in the sky .......