Chapter 113 Private feelings are difficult to control
Twenty-five years ago, Li Suqin was a beautiful young woman in her twenties and the mother of a three-year-old boy. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info In the summer of that year, her husband Guo Tai was arranged to study at the provincial party school as a training object for young cadres. Only Li Suqin and three-year-old Xiao Haodong are left in the family.
Since Li Suqin is also a public official. So their son was taken care of by Guo Tai's country mother temporarily. Guo Tai's mother was a country woman over 50 years old at the time, and she naturally took good care of her princess-like daughter-in-law in the city. However, Li Suqin always felt that something was missing in her life, even when Guo Tai was at home, she felt the same way. After reflection, she finally understood that there was still a man in her heart who couldn't let go.
The man Li Suqin couldn't let go of in her heart was naturally her former university teacher and Yang Chongqi, who is currently the deputy county magistrate of Sucheng. At that time, Yang Chongqi was in his early forties, and he was at the most mature stage of a man. His manly charm makes Li Suqin, as a fan, reluctant all the time.
It's a pity that when Li Suqin was in college, Yang Chongqi was already married. This is also understandable, for a successful man, he will not become a 'leftover man' at any time. Although Yang Chongqi also loved Li Suqin at that time, he chose to be a responsible husband at that time, and did not go beyond Lei Chi on the bottom line of morality and ethics, so he introduced the girl he admired to Guo Tai. Perhaps, it is Yang Chongqi's idol-like aura that has never been able to be annihilated in her heart. Therefore, Li Suqin always feels that she lives in a life of regret.
One weekend, Li Suqin suddenly had the idea of visiting her idol, and immediately told her mother-in-law that she wanted to take her son to her best friend's house as a guest. The country woman naturally didn't dare to have the slightest objection, and watched her daughter-in-law pamper herself, and then took her grandson away.
In the middle of summer, Li Suqin of course wore a set of clothes that only needed to wrap the hidden parts of her body, and tried her best to show off the beautiful body lines that she could show off, which made her mother-in-law who watched her go out a little dumbfounded.
Li Suqin hugged her son Xiao Haodong, took a taxi and did not go to the so-called best friend's house, but went straight to Yang Chongqi's house. Because, she has learned that Yang Chongqi is also at home for the weekend.
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As she rang the doorbell of the Yang family, the door was quickly opened-
Yang Chongqi's image of a jade tree facing the wind appeared in front of her. When they looked at each other a few times, each other's eyes lit up.
"Suqin, why are you here? Come in! Yang Chongqi was the first to speak.
He immediately went over and picked up Xiao Haodong in Li Suqin's arms and invited Li Suqin into the house.
Yang Chongqi closed the door, and then looked back at Li Suqin, who entered the living room, and his blood was boiling even more - he saw that the woman in front of him was full of youthful vitality and novel beauty, like a wave of fine wine in a cup. Her dress, her ornamentation, her posture, the swing of her hands and the turn of her neck, her flickering gait, the jingle of her anklets and bracelets, and her seductive and amorous glances. All of this is overflowing, showing her exuberant youth and beauty.
When Li Suqin saw that Yang Chongqi looked at him a little straight, she couldn't help but feel a little flustered, and quickly shifted her attention elsewhere. However, there are only the two of them and a lively and lovely little Haodong in this room.
"Teacher Yang, why are you home alone? What about my wife? Li Suqin couldn't help asking.
After a short gaffe, Yang Chongqi quickly came to his senses. After all, he had already learned Li Suqin's beauty, and he had already developed some kind of immunity in his heart.
"My wife has gone to Maolin."
When Li Suqin heard that Yang Chongqi was alone at home, she was not restrained. As soon as she saw Yang Chongqi holding her son and not letting go, she went over to pick up her son and wanted him to play on the floor by himself.
However, Yang Chongqi obviously had some love for Xiao Haodong, so he smiled at Li Suqin and said, "Girl, let me hold your son for a while." You see, he doesn't look down on me at all, which means that our two fathers are fated. β
Li Suqin saw that it was indeed the case, his son was very lively, and he had a feeling of familiarity at first sight for the middle-aged man who hugged him.
Li Suqin had no choice but to hug his son for a while, and reached out to wipe the beads of sweat on his forehead: "It's really hot today." What did my wife do in Maolin? β
Yang Chongqi's face sank slightly: "She went to a relative's house there for treatment." β
Li Suqin suddenly glared at her in surprise: "Teacher Yang, what is wrong with my master?" Maolin is just a small place, how can there be any big hospital? β
Yang Chongqi smiled indifferently: "Actually, she went there to try home remedies for her infertility." β
Li Suqin immediately understood, but then she was puzzled: "Teacher Yang, you have been married for almost 20 years, and you have never had children. My wife is now over forty years old, can she still have children? β
Yang Chongqi said gloomily: "I actually accepted my fate a long time ago. But she is still insisting on treatment. I understood her good intentions, so I had to follow her temperament. β
When Li Suqin heard this, her heart couldn't help but sink. She looked up again at her idol, a calm and capable man, was he about to die?
Yang Chongqi, who has always longed to have a child, was obviously attracted to Xiao Haodong. While holding Xiao Haodong and not letting go, he said to Li Suqin: "It's rare for you to come to my house today, so let's eat at my house." I'm going to take Haodong out now to buy something to eat. You help me look after the house first. β
Li Suqin was already sitting on the sofa, but when she heard Yang Chongqi's words, she stood up uneasily: "Teacher Yang... It's a nuisance for you..."
Yang Chongqi smiled kindly: "Are you still polite to me?" Make this your home. β
Li Suqin's cheeks were crimson, and she didn't stop Yang Chongqi from going out with Xiao Haodong in her arms.
When she waited for Yang Chongqi to come back with Xiao Haodong to buy things, she found that Yang Chongqi's home was a little messy, and it seemed that the hostess had been gone for a long time. She took the initiative to help clean it upβ
After she 'cleaned up' the Yang family from the inside out, Yang Chongqi had already brought Xiao Haodong back.
At this time, they were all full of loads. It turned out that the son was holding several toys in his arms, while Yang Chongqi was carrying various cooking ingredients and a lot of children's food.
They were touched by each other almost at the same time. Li Suqin's emotion stemmed from the fact that the other party spent too much money on his son. Yang Chongqi was moved by Li Suqin to give his home a new look. She is like the housewife of the family.
Li Suqin couldn't help but be polite to Yang Chongqi again: "Teacher Yang, you are really too wasteful, why do you spend so much money?" β
Yang Chongqi laughed: "Didn't I say that I have a fate with Haodong?" These toys are all his favorites. β
Three-year-old Xiao Haodong can already say anything, and he nodded to his mother: "Mom, I like the toys that Uncle Yang bought me." β
Yang Chongqi looked at his home at this time, and couldn't help but sigh: "Suqin, you are really a diligent girl." Xiao Guo married you, it's really his blessing. β
When Li Suqin heard him say these words, she couldn't help but feel a little sour in her heart.
Yang Chongqi told her at this time: "You are now playing with Haodong in the living room." The cooking is all up to me. β
Li Suqin was a little reluctant to go, and wanted to insist on going to the kitchen to help Yang Chongqi, but she was worried that her son would make trouble in others when no one was taking care of her. So, she had no choice but to accept his arrangement.
After Yang Chongqi prepared a rich lunch, they sat around the table like a family of three.
During the meal, Yang Chongqi had a warm interaction with Li Suqin's mother and son-
Li Suqin savored the food that Yang Chongqi almost fed to her mouth, and she couldn't help but feel a ripple in her heart.
After lunch, Li Suqin had no intention of leaving. She had planned to take her son out for a day.
Since Li Suqin did not propose to leave, Yang Chongqi couldn't ask for it. Because of the arrival of Li Suqin's mother and son, it brought a touch of vitality to his originally boring weekend and made him feel extremely happy.
However, Xiao Haodong was a little sleepy, and at this time he was hiding in Li Suqin's arms, and his eyes could hardly be opened.
Li Suqin had no choice but to hold her son while continuing to chat with Yang Chongqi. She communicates with her idols, as if she has returned to the old days. When the conversation was finished, her blood boiled.
Xiao Haodong slowly fell asleep while chatting with his mother and Uncle Yang. Moreover, his little hands habitually probed into his mother's breasts...
Because Li Suqin was wearing a set of light gauze-like sexy @sensual skirts, the opening of her chest was very large, and when she was stirred up by her son's little hand, the spring light on her chest was suddenly broadcast live in front of Yang Chongqi's eyes-
Yang Chongqi's face was hot, and he quickly glanced at the bedroom inside: "Suqin, the child is asleep, let me carry him to the bedroom bed to sleep." β
"Hmm." Li Suqin immediately briskly handed the sleeping little Haodong into Yang Chongqi's hands.
When Yang Chongqi took Xiao Haodong, his eyes no longer had the courage to glance at Li Suqin's chest.
When he walked into the bedroom with Xiao Haodong in his arms, he felt Li Suqin behind him following the bedroom. His heart moved, and he didn't look back.
When he put the sleeping little Hao Dongping in the corner of the big bed, and turned around to walk out of the bedroom, he couldn't help but be stunned by the scene in front of him - Li Suqin had already faded a few tulle-like fig leafs on her body, and stood in front of him like a complete portrait!
"Suqin..."
"Teacher Yang... Want me..."
Yang Chongqi couldn't restrain himself anymore, and exploded in an instant-
On the other side of the bed where Xiao Haodong slept, there was a scene where the earth shook like a mountain...
When Li Suqin took Xiao Haodong back to her home, it was already evening.
The mother-in-law, who had been waiting for their mother and son to come home, breathed a sigh of relief. However, the attentive country woman soon noticed that something was wrongβthe daughter-in-law's expression was strange, and sometimes there was a hint of blush.
When she noticed that their mother and son had brought back a large number of children's toys and food, she couldn't help but secretly question, what kind of girlfriends are willing to give such a big 'blood'?
"Suqin, did your friend buy these toys and food for Haodong?" The mother-in-law asked tentatively.
"Oh." Li Suqin usually never spends money on her son, in order to make her mother-in-law believe, she can only nod her head in approval of her mother-in-law's words.
Unexpectedly, the mother-in-law's suspicious eyes caught the daughter-in-law's weak eyes again.
The mother-in-law did not dare to ask her daughter-in-law anything. But she talked to Xiao Haodong in the future. As a result, Xiao Haodong told his grandmother the real situation. It's just that what happened when he slept was no longer something he could describe to his grandmother.
When the mother-in-law learned about the real situation, she anxiously waited for her son to return.
Two months later, Guo Tai finished his studies at the provincial party school and finally returned to his home in Sucheng.
His mother immediately made a 1510 report to her son about the situation she had.
Guo Tai immediately understood that the man his wife visited was Deputy County Magistrate Yang and his superior.
He didn't care what he thought in his heart, but he quietly comforted his mother: "Mom, you think too much." That man was a mutual friend of me and Suqin. Moreover, he is also the 'matchmaker' of the two of us. They're going to be fine. Besides, Suqin also took the child with her. Don't worry about it. β
Because Guo's mother had no other favorable evidence, she could only agree with her son's words. A few days later, she returned to her hometown in the countryside.
However, less than two months after Guo Tai returned home, he found a series of abnormalities - his wife's abdomen was 'fat', and she was vomiting nonstop.
"Suqin, are you sick?" Guo Tai asked uneasily.
Li Suqin couldn't hide it at this time, so she blushed and said, "I... I might be pregnant..."
Guo Tai was taken aback: "How is this possible?" We've taken steps every time..."
Li Suqin said angrily: "Alas, every time you do that kind of thing, you are always so impulsive, it is difficult to ensure that you will not be negligent once." β
Guo Taihu's suspicious eyes blinked, and he asked tentatively, "How long have you been pregnant?" β
Li Suqin shook her head a little flustered: "I can't remember it either." β
Guo Tai pondered for a while, and then suddenly said, "I'll accompany you to the hospital tomorrow and get rid of the child." β
Li Suqin was stunned: "For... Why? β
Guo Tai smiled bitterly: "We already have a son, is it necessary to have a second child?" In order not to affect our career, it is better not to be born. β
Li Suqin's big eyes also rolled, and then stubbornly said, "No." I'm going to make a decision. β
Guo Tai was puzzled: "We are both state cadres, how can we take the lead in violating the country's family planning policy?" β
Li Suqin was unreasonable, but she still said willfully: "I don't care about those, even if I am removed, I have to give birth to this child!" β
Guo Tai frowned, and it was not good to choke his wife to speak. However, his suspicious eyes silently pondered something.
Li Suqin's belly was getting bigger and bigger, and she finally had to take sick leave to raise the baby at home. However, she soon realized that the atmosphere in her home was not right. Her husband no longer has the warm care he used to take care of her, but a cold look, and his eyes seem to be a little murderous.
Li Suqin was asleep in the middle of the night a few times, and felt that her husband suddenly turned over and fell in front of her, and stretched out his big hands to strangle her white neck.
She suddenly felt suffocation and panic, and suddenly opened her eyes, and found that her husband was really crouching on her side, and staring at her with a pair of tigerish eyes. His hand seemed to subconsciously withdraw when he opened his eyes.
"You... What are you going to do? Li Suqin faced her husband in a panic, and trembled timidly.
Guo Tai's eyes first flashed a little cold light in the darkness, and then regained softness: "Don't be nervous. I noticed that your breathing was a little short, so I didn't worry about you, so I leaned over and observed you. β
"I... I'm fine... Breathing is normal..." Li Suqin said incoherently.
"That's good. You sleep on the ground. Guo Tai reached out and tucked the quilt for her, then turned around and lay down.
However, Li Suqin couldn't sleep anymore, and vaguely felt that Guo Tai's psychology was like his hands, and he wanted his life at any time. After a few such tosses, my spirit was almost broken.
She suddenly felt that this warm home was like purgatory on earth, even if Guo Tai was not at home at night, a chill came to her heart, as if there were people on the other side of the curtain, and there were many shadows, so she stared at the curtains, and her heartbeat became faster and faster. It's all half-lit and half-dark, and it's terrifying. She became hairy, and the slightest sound sounded like a ghost. She curled up on the bed in fright, pulled the quilt over her head, and her eyes were dark, but she felt more and more frightened and lonely.
When Guo Tai returned home, she sat up from the bed in horror, staring at her husband's eyes with panic, as if from her husband's eyes, she could decide whether she was alive or dead.
Guo Tai looked at her with a pair of treacherous eyes at this time, and shot out a cold light like her bulging abdomen-