"What are you... When Li Suqin saw her husband's murderous gaze, she was immediately at a loss. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Helpless, she suddenly turned around and hugged Xiao Haodong, who was sleeping next to her, trying to use him as a shield to deal with her husband's disadvantage to her. In fact, she is just using the child to embolden herself. This time is also thanks to the company of children. Otherwise, her spirit would have collapsed with endless fear.

Guo Tai saw her hugging her son, the anger in his eyes suddenly subsided a little, and asked in a curious tone, "Suqin, what's wrong with you?" Put down the kid quickly. ”

"No..." Li Suqin was so panicked that she hugged Xiao Haodong tighter, and now her son is her lifeline.

Guo Tai stared at her with strange eyes: "Why are you like this?" ”

"Are you... are you going to kill me?" Li Suqin asked boldly.

Guo Tai blinked, and deliberately said unbelievably: "What nonsense are you talking about?" How could I kill my own wife? Are you sick? Why is there even a mental problem? ”

Li Suqin wished it was really her own illusion, but she really perceived all this. So, how can she recognize her husband's words? Especially when she thinks of her husband, who sleeps by her side every night, stretching out his hand to choke her neck, she is extremely afraid.

Guo Tai saw that his wife was speechless, so he continued: "I'll find you a psychiatrist tomorrow." ”

"I'm not sick. Don't come near me! As soon as Li Suqin saw that her husband was going to bed, she panicked and stopped.

Guo Tai frowned: "Since your mind is unstable, then I won't sleep with you for the time being." But you have to take care of our son. ”

Li Suqin saw her husband walk out of the bedroom, and her mind calmed down a little, so she slowly put down her son. Fortunately, Xiao Haodong was tossed by her and did not wake up.

The next day, as soon as Li Suqin waited for her husband to go out, she also walked out of the house with a big belly. She was physically inconvenient and did not take her son with her, but left him alone at home for the time being. Because she didn't want to be away for too long.

She then walked into a small store near her house, and used the public phone inside to make a call.

Her phone was made to the county government. Since she left Yang Chongqi's home last time, she has never contacted him again. Maybe because of what happened to him, they were a little weak in each other's hearts. But now that she feels her personal safety is at stake, she must find someone who can protect her. She is not a native of the city, but a college student assigned there from other places. After she graduated, she also applied to work in Sucheng because Yang Chongqi's work was transferred there. Therefore, she doesn't even have a relative in Sucheng.

The call finally came through. The phone was answered by a county government official. He told Li Suqin on the phone: "Deputy County Magistrate Yang has already gone to Beijing for further study, and it will take a few months to come back." ”

Li Suqin put down the microphone blankly, her expression completely stupid.

When she was most helpless, the person who could protect her the most was not here. What should she do?

She didn't dare to stay outside for too long, so she walked back to her home in a trance. Fortunately, his son was obediently fiddling with the toys that Yang Chongqi bought a few months ago, and he did not 'rebel' at home.

As soon as Li Suqin entered the door, she didn't pay attention to her son who pounced, but walked to the sofa in the living room in a daze, and sat down. Let the son scream to himself, but he was dumbfounded.

Guo Tai went home at noon and actually brought back a middle-aged man.

This made Li Suqin panic - could it be that he couldn't do anything to himself, so he would find another man instead?

Guo Tai saw her frightened appearance, and couldn't help but say to her kindly: "Suqin, don't be afraid. I asked the doctor to help you. ”

Li Suqin's panicked demeanor also attracted the attention of the middle-aged man. He stared at her with a kind gaze and a kind face, like a loving father facing his own daughter.

"Don't be afraid. I'm here to help you. The middle-aged man expressed to Li Suqin very kindly.

Li Suqin felt a trace of warmth and gradually settled down.

The middle-aged man smiled with relief as soon as he saw that her mood had stabilized. So he communicated with Li Suqin-

Under the other party's inquiry, Li Suqin slowly told the middle-aged man about his terrifying feelings recently.

The middle-aged man listened and listened, and exchanged glances with Guo Tai next to him from time to time. In Li Suqin's opinion, there was a hint of comfort in their eyes. Her expression suddenly became nervous!

The middle-aged man saw that her emotions were recurring, so he hurriedly comforted: "Don't be afraid. No one has any ill will towards you. You may be suffering from 'antenatal syndrome', which is causing high levels of mental stress. In the end, it led to all kinds of delusions of his own. I'll give you a prescription right now, and I'll ask Section Chief Guo to take the medicine according to the order. ”

"No, I don't take medicine!" Li Suqin objected with some nervousness.

The middle-aged man was stunned for a moment, and then reassured: "Don't worry about anything, as long as you take some medicine, it will stabilize your spirit." ”

Li Suqin saw that the other party was about to regard herself as a mental patient, so she said in a calm tone: "I'm pregnant with a child, so I can't take medicine indiscriminately." So, I'm not going to take any of the medications you prescribe. ”

The middle-aged man shrugged his shoulders and said helplessly: "Since this is the case, then you will continue to suffer from prenatal syndrome." I'm afraid it will be until the child is born. ”

The middle-aged man was finally sent out by Guo Tai. Li Suqin didn't move, but she kept thinking in her heart - did she really suffer from 'prenatal syndrome'?

In the days to come, she continued to watch out for her husband.

Shocking events continue to occur in her home. Guo Tai later picked up his mother from the countryside and called her 'sick' and not only needed to be taken care of, but it was also inconvenient for her to take care of her son.

In fact, Xiao Haodong was under the guardianship of his grandmother at that time, and Li Suqin felt even more lonely and terrifying. Although there is one more person in the family to be a companion. But she locks herself in her bedroom every day, hoping to reduce her sense of horror, but there are still horrible things happening every day. Especially at night, when she sleeps alone in her bedroom, she always hears strange movements outside the door, and there is a sound like the wind blowing on the door. She knew in her heart that outside the door of the room was the living room, how could there be wind? However, she just felt the swishing movement, which made her creepy.

By daytime, Guo Tai and his mother-in-law both denied hearing any movement in the house. The mother-in-law suddenly stared at her with a strange gaze and persuaded, "Since you feel scared to be alone in your room, then let my son sleep with you?" ”

"No!" Li Suqin flatly refused, "If you have pity on me, give my son back to me." ”

The mother-in-law said angrily: "How can this be done? You have a mental problem, what should you do if you do something that is not good for Haodong? ”

Since Li Suqin moved into the house again with her mother-in-law, she no longer feels that she is the mistress of the house, but like a female prisoner, she has no autonomy. can only be separated from his son by the eye.

Li Suqin, who felt that she was in a desperate situation, hoped that she really suffered from 'prenatal syndrome' at this time, and worked hard every day, hoping to give birth to a child as soon as possible and end such a nightmare.

However, where can she wait for a normal birth? She finally fell one day and felt her 'amniotic water' break...

She was in a semi-comatose state and was taken by ambulance to the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital.

What happened next was completely fragmented in her mind.

When she regained consciousness, she found herself lying in the ward of the obstetrics and gynecology department. She couldn't help but reach out and touch her belly, and couldn't help but change color: "What about my child?" ”

An elderly female nurse came up to her and told her with a smile, "You've given birth!" ”

Li Suqin blinked her eyes in astonishment, hesitated for a while, and then asked tentatively, "What about my child?" ”

"Sister, you gave birth to a girl. She's lovely. However, since you were born prematurely, she had to be kept in the incubator for a while. You can take care of your body now. ”

Li Suqin listened to the nurse's introduction and calmed down a little. At this time, she was most looking forward to Yang Chongqi appearing in front of her hospital bed. However, I couldn't reach him anymore.

However, Guo Tai soon appeared. He suddenly became as protective of her as before, and brought Xiao Haodong over to accompany her.

Li Suqin couldn't help but be stunned again - did she really suffer from 'prenatal syndrome' before? Now, all the nightmares are over.

During Li Suqin's hospitalization, the most concerned thing in her heart was naturally her newborn daughter. However, Guo Tai can fulfill her other wishes, but he can't let her see her newborn daughter.

The reason given by Guo Tai is very simple - the child is very weak and cannot do without the incubator for the time being.

She doesn't give up though. But the female nurse in the obstetrics and gynecology department said the same to her.

Her heart had to wait in agony...

When she was about to be discharged from the hospital, she still hadn't seen her child. She was already able to move freely on the ground, and she couldn't help but grab the arm of the elderly female nurse: "Sister, please take me to meet my child." ”

Unexpectedly, the female nurse's face changed: "Sister, you must hold on-your child is no longer there!" ”

The female nurse's words were like a thunderbolt from the sky, Li Suqin was stunned for a moment, and suddenly broke out - "You lied to people... ”

At this time, Li Suqin's spirit was really about to collapse.

Guo Tai appeared in time, hugged his wife, who was out of control, and said with tears in his eyes: "Xiaoqin... A few days after that child was put in the incubator, we were afraid that you wouldn't be able to bear it, so we deliberately hid it from you..."

"No, you lied to me, you are all liars..." Li Suqin finally lost her breath of grief.

When she opened her eyes again, her son, husband and mother-in-law were all around her. When she looked at the familiar surroundings, she immediately realized that she had been sent home.

"Mom?"

"Xiaoqin, are you awake?"

When her relatives all called out to her with concern, she was silent, but tears welled up in her eyes.

In the days that followed, her home was completely restored to its former peace. She no longer had the prenatal palpitations. My husband continues to love himself as before. In short, her pregnancy was like a nightmare.

Her body and mind were healed quickly and gradually recovered.

She was in good health, but she couldn't stay at home, so she ended her 'sick leave' and went back to work.

Later, she heard that Yang Chongqi had returned from studying in Beijing. Guo Tai also took the initiative to take her to Yang's house to visit Yang Chongqi. At this time, when Li Suqin saw her teacher Yang again, her mother was also at home.

She almost didn't have any interaction with Yang Chongqi, just like attending an ordinary entertainment. However, her heart is bitter, spicy and sweet.

More than a year passed. She heard that her wife was finally pregnant with Teacher Yang's child. This made her feel incredible, and she couldn't help but secretly say that she wanted to have a child for Teacher Yang, but unfortunately, the child died mysteriously before she could be looked at by herself. Can today's mothers give birth to their children smoothly?

She didn't tell Yang Chongqi what happened to her, because the matter had already passed. She didn't want her idol to feel sorry for it. Therefore, when I heard the news of my mother's pregnancy, I silently prayed for them.

However, what she didn't expect was that the idol's child was born without danger, but the master and wife were gone.

Li Suqin had a feeling of mixed joy and sorrow at this time, and immediately went to comfort Yang Chongqi.

When she saw her idol, she couldn't help but be shocked. It turned out that Yang Chongqi was not only mentally depressed, but even his original black hair was half white.

Li Suqin was extremely surprised--could it be that he had a deep affection for his wife?

Yang Chongqi, who was immersed in grief, did not put away his gloomy mood when he saw the woman he liked, and his attitude towards Li Suqin was lukewarm.

Of course, Li Suqin understands this, after all, people have just suffered the pain of losing their wives.

At this time, she took a look at Yang Chongqi's daughter, and at this time, the newborn baby girl was being held by a wet nurse. Since his daughter lost her mother shortly after she was born, the organization immediately arranged a wet nurse for her child.

Li Suqin looked at this baby girl, and couldn't help but think of the daughter she lost two or three years ago, and her eyes couldn't help but moisten. At this time, she sprouted a feeling of solidarity with the baby girl in her arms.

When she returned the baby girl to the wet nurse, she mustered up the courage to say to Yang Chongqi, who looked gloomy: "Teacher Yang, I want to be your daughter's mother... ”

She was still a woman in her thirties at the time, and it was not easy for her to have the courage to say this. She didn't wait for Yang Chongqi to make a statement, so she blushed first.

Unexpectedly, Yang Chongqi glanced at her fiercely, and when he saw her pious expression, he finally couldn't bear to be angry, but he also reproached: "Suqin, what nonsense are you talking about?" Although I lost my wife, if I find a new love, what does this make the organization think of me? And you are not only Xiao Guo's lover, but also a national cadre, how can you do such a ridiculous thing? ”

Li Suqin's enthusiasm was instantly poured with a basin of cold water, which made her quickly cool down from the inside out.

Her tears burst out of her eyes in an instant, and she choked up: "Teacher Yang... Do you care so much about your career?"

Yang Chongqi cried sadly when he saw his beloved girl, and he couldn't help but have mixed feelings in his heart. Even if he was a hard-hearted man, he couldn't bear to hurt her, so he walked over, held her face, and gently wiped the tears from her cheeks.

Li Suqin Muran didn't stop him, and let him behave towards him.

Yang Chongqi just wiped her tears and didn't make any more ambiguous behaviors. He then pressed her shoulders and sat her down.

Li Suqin had no choice but to sit down, but hung her head.

Yang Chongqi said to her earnestly at this time: "Suqin, we live in this world, not only to pursue happiness, but also to bear a lot of responsibilities. Therefore, we can't let the ideals in our hearts enter a desperate situation that is difficult to turn around because of one-sided love. I need you, but neither of us can be too selfish with each other. LoveFor some people, 'watching' is more meaningful than 'having'. ”

Li Suqin couldn't cry again: "Teacher Yang, it's you who is selfish, who values your career more than me, you don't want me, who else can you want..."

Unexpectedly, Yang Chongqi suddenly said solemnly: "Suqin, you are the girl I love." If I give up on you, it is equivalent to giving up on my love. I won't marry any more women. ”

Li Suqin was stunned for a moment, and immediately wiped her tears: "You can't do this." Even for the sake of children, a complete home should be maintained. Otherwise, you'll have to live the rest of your life alone. ”

Yang Chongqi said gloomily: "I, Yang Chongqi, am sorry for you, but the most sorry woman in my life is my wife." She gave everything she had, including her life, for our Yang family. When she died, she didn't feel sad that her life was about to stop, but she comforted me and said that she could use her own life to exchange for a descendant for our Yang family, and die a well-deserved death...

Yang Chongqi couldn't cry anymore.

Li Suqin was completely stunned-