Maybe it's the eyes of the people around me that make me feel very uncomfortable; Or maybe Chen Musen's excessively twisted attitude made me feel very angry, causing the nameless anger in my heart to ignite. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

I turned sideways, glanced around with glaring eyes, and then roared, "Look, I haven't seen a man!" What's there to see! ”

"This man has a nervous disorder."

"I guess it's a relationship breakdown."

"Two big men, hehe!"

"Don't look at it, wait a minute, someone will come and beat you."

……

Under my roar, the crowd that had been watching us muttered quietly as they looked away from us.

I turned around and looked at Chen Musen, who was sitting opposite.

He seemed to be struck by my roar and looked at me with some consternation.

I didn't pay much attention to him, just glared at him, and at the same time picked up my own drink, but didn't drink it, just picked it up to a certain height, and then put it down heavily.

"Bang~" The moment the cup touched the tabletop, it made a very dull sound.

"How long are you going to play silence? I don't have that much time to spend with you! ”

"Hold... Apologies..."Chen Musen said apologetically.

"As I said, I'm disgusted with meaningless polite words, it's a pure waste of my time!"

"I ......"

Chen Musen put back the words that had just come to his mouth, then picked up his cup of drink and drank a big sip.

He did take a big sip, and when he took this sip, most of the drink in the cup had been removed, and he saw that he was about to bottom out.

He put down the cup, exhaled a long breath, and then spoke: "I do like summer, I like her for a long time, as for when I liked her, because the time is really too long, I can't remember." ”

It took half a day, this Chen Musen finally said the words that he was holding in his heart, looking at the relieved look after he finished speaking, it seems that he likes the matter of summer, he should never mention it to anyone, and has been silently hiding it in his heart.

I finally heard the answer I wanted to hear, but I couldn't help but feel some hostility in my heart, but this hostility was too small to shake my will, let alone control my reason.

So the hostility was only in my mind for a moment, and then I was thrown out of the clouds.

"Does she know what you want?"

While asking this question, I took a fourth sip of my drink. Now that I'm like Chen Musen, the drink in my cup is almost at the bottom.

"Should... Know. Chen Musen hesitated for a moment, then shook his head, "No, no, it should... I don't know. ”

"Do you know, or don't you know?"

"No... I don't know... bar. ”

"Hehe, good... Decisive... Reply. "I deliberately learned the way Chen Musen spoke.

After this round of conversations, there were too many boring things and a lot of time wasted, but it was not completely useless, at least two things made me understand.

The first thing, Chen Musen really likes summer, and he likes it very much, although it makes me a little unhappy, but this is indeed a fact.

The second thing, Chen Musen's performance in love is like a retard. Childhood sweetheart, close to the water, I don't know how to make good use of such good favorable conditions, and I deserve to be a single dog.

Although he was scolded for being mentally retarded, it seemed that I was not much better, and he and I were at most 50 steps and 100 steps of laughter.

"Since Summer doesn't know you like her, why don't you confess to her?"

"I wanted to go over and confess to her, but I just ......"

"It's just that you don't know how to open up to her, do you?"

Chen Musen nodded.

"Want to hear what I think?"

"Please."

"I don't think you know how to open up to her, but you don't dare to speak, you're afraid, afraid that she will reject you."

"No... No. Chen Musen hurriedly said no, "I'm not afraid of being rejected by her, I just want to find ......"

"You're just trying to find a way to confess that won't be rejected by her, and you're trying to say that, right?"

Chen Musen nodded again.

"I don't want to be rejected, it's not a fear, so what?"

"This ......"

"Don't make any more excuses, you don't dare to confess, you are full of fear of love, it's all your proud self-esteem."

Chen Musen's expression became a little blank, and at this moment he looked at me with a look in his eyes, as if he was seeking something from me.

"Do you want me to continue?" I paused, "The next words may be a little ugly. ”

"It's okay, please continue."

"From what I've seen of you, you're probably the kind of person who's been very good in all aspects since you grew up, not standing at the top of the pyramid, but at least at the top of the list, right?"

"Okay." Chen Musen replied very modestly, but while answering, there was a pride in his eyes.

"It's because you've always been in the ranks of the best that you're enjoying success and praise, and your pride is getting higher and higher, right?"

Chen Musen didn't answer, just looked at me silently.

"If your self-esteem is held too high, it is easy to break. But the good thing is that you're smarter and know how to protect your fragile pride. ”

Chen Musen was still silent.

"Because you are afraid of failure, you only do what you are sure of, and you try to stay away from things that you are not sure of, or have little chance of winning, and don't dare to try, right?"

Chen Musen still didn't answer, and his eyes avoided me.

"You're protecting your self-esteem like this, and you're taking this conservative approach to protecting yourself even when you like summer, aren't you?"

Chen Musen still didn't answer, he just closed his eyes and lowered his head, as if he was contemplating.

I ignored him and continued: "Feelings are such a thing, full of unknowns, you can't control it at all, you will be afraid of it, this is a normal thing, it is like this for anyone. It's just that you are different from others in that you are afraid of failure, and you don't dare to try this kind of uncontrollable thing at all. ”

I stopped to look at Chen Musen, who was still silent.

"Your pathetic self-esteem prevents you from doing anything risky, which is why you're acting so badly in the summer, like a coward."

After finishing speaking, I glanced at Chen Musen again, then picked up my drink and drank the last sip.

"You can continue to be silent and play dead, whether it's with me or in front of Summer, but do you think you're really happy like this?"