I put the empty cup back on the table, but instead of leaving the cup, I grabbed it and moved it gently on the table, a little to the left, then to the right, back and forth, back and forth, and so on. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

The purpose of my doing this is just to remind Chen Musen that I have run out of drinks, and if he continues to say nothing, I will get up and leave.

Thankfully, the guy didn't keep me waiting too long this time, and he finally spoke when my cup moved from left to right for the twelfth time.

"Maybe it's like you said, I didn't dare to confess to Summer because I was afraid of failure and fear that my self-esteem would be hit, maybe that's what it looks like." Chen Musen paused, "But I am afraid to confess to her, in addition to the factor of self-esteem, there is a more important reason." ”

This time it was my turn to stop talking, and I pretended to be indifferent and continued to move the cup back and forth.

Chen Musen saw that I didn't answer, so he picked up his cup of drink, drank the rest of it, and then sighed again, and continued: "I'm afraid that after failing to confess to her, there will be a gap between me and her, in that case, I may not even be able to be a friend, let alone stay by her side like now." ”

His remarks sound like a reason, but in the end, he is still looking for an excuse to mastify for his cowardice.

"What about staying with her? Would you be happy if you stayed like this? Satisfied? As I spoke, my hands were still mechanically moving the empty cup back and forth.

"I think as long as I can see her every day and see her happy, I'm very satisfied."

"!" I said dismissively.

"Really! I really think so! ”

"Huh!" I sneered, "Have you ever climbed a mountain, have you ever been to a mountain?" ”

"Climb... Crawl through. Chen Musen replied cautiously, looking at me with a puzzled expression, "Why did you suddenly ask this?" ”

"People who stand on a mountain often don't know the shape of the mountain; Only those who are outside the mountain can see the appearance of the mountain clearly. ”

"What does that mean?"

"It means that what you just said is just self-hypnosis that you used to escape, and in the eyes of an outsider, I don't see anything related to satisfaction."

"How... How can it be? It was really my heartfelt thoughts. ”

"Language can deceive people, you can deceive outsiders, you can deceive yourself, but your eyes and other body language are difficult to lie, just now when you said that, I noticed your eyes, which were full of disappointment and loneliness, and your left hand on the table, when the words just came to the end, you tugged hard, can you explain to me, what is the reason for this tightening?"

Chen Musen was silent again, I don't remember how many times he was silent tonight.

"Okay, I've finished what I want to say, you can do it yourself!"

As I spoke, I had already moved the cup in my hand to the middle of the table, which happened to form a straight line with Chen Musen's empty cup.

I let go of the hand that was holding the cup and got up from my seat, ready to leave.

"You're leaving?" Chen Musen raised his head and asked.

"I'm done with what I want to say, and I'm done with my drink, why don't you leave?"

"But... But I don't know what to do. ”

"What does that have to do with me?"

"Huh?" Chen Musen looked at me blankly.

"I've already told you what I want to say and what I can say, as for whether you can listen to it, whether you can understand it or not, whether you can do it, that's your business, and it has nothing to do with me, do you understand?"

Chen Musen nodded a little blankly, and then immediately shook his head again.

"Let's come to your senses here!" I dropped it, rolled my eyes, and walked briskly out of the bar.

But I had only walked out of the bar not far away, about a dozen steps away, when I heard Chen Musen's voice behind me.

"Please wait a minute!"

I stopped helplessly and turned back.

Chen Musen ran to me in a few big strides.

"No... Not good... Meaning, I... I have one more thing... I'm going to ask you. ”

He looked a little gasping when he spoke, and it seemed that he was a guy who didn't exercise much, just like me on weekdays.

"Tell me, what's the matter?"

"Why are you persuading me to take the initiative to chase summer tonight, it doesn't seem to have anything to do with you, right?"

"Because I'm full, because my brain is short-circuited, because it's cold today, because the wild cats in my neighborhood don't bark, because ......"

I said a dozen reasons in one breath, but none of them sounded like human words.

Chen Musen was very confused and depressed by me, so he could only say helplessly: "I'm sorry, you persuaded me out of good intentions, but I still doubt your motives." ”

"You're right, my motives are not for you."

"Huh?" Chen Musen looked at me dumbfounded.

"Don't, my kindness tonight is really not for you, but for summer."

"You're for the summer? Why is that? ”

"What, why? Where do you have so many questions. "I'm starting to get a little irritable," and someone asked me why, I might as well think about what I should do! ”

"Hold... I'm sorry. Chen Musen scratched his head embarrassedly, "Can I ask you another question?" ”

"Why is there a problem?"

"The last one."

"Okay, then you hurry up and ask."

"Will you help me chase the summer?"

"No, it won't." I replied decisively and crisply, and the thought time was definitely not more than 0.1 seconds.

"Why won't you help me? You were so enthusiastic about enlightening me just now. ”

"Friend, I'm just enlightening you, but I don't plan to be a matchmaker, as for how you're going to chase summer, that's your business, I won't help, and I won't interfere, understand?"

"But ......"

"Don't do it, let's stop here!" With that, I turned and left.

After taking two steps, he turned back to Chen Musen, who was still in place, and said, "If I were you, hurry back to the bar, so as not to elope with strangers in my suitcase." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, Chen Musen remembered that his suitcase was still in the bar, and hurriedly turned around and ran back towards the bar.

I could only smile helplessly at his back, then turn around and continue walking home.

What I just said to him was sincere, I really didn't plan to help him, enlighten him tonight, and it was purely for the summer.

After all, when the whale returns to the sea along the ditch I dug in the summer, it will be too difficult and too slow for her to adapt alone.

But if someone can be there for her and help her, maybe she will adapt a little faster.

But the premise of all this is that I have to dig that ditch.