Chapter 51: Conversion
The girl in love is undoubtedly happy, but Shihui can't be happy. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoPerhaps, what this man said is indeed a reason, but, in her opinion, it is not necessary to be secret, and it is not okay to let everything be. Nowadays, there are many people who have changed from teachers and students to lovers, divorced and remarried, and even married twice, and the relationship between them is not so mysterious that it is so mysterious. However, since this man has already said so, and he cares about this relationship very much, why bother with him, it's better to watch while he is there. What's more, in her heart, she is still a little in awe of this man. Thinking like this, my mind gradually calmed down, and I no longer continued to play with the little girl's temperament.
"Teacher Dongfang, do you believe in the will of heaven?" Shihui's crimson face was not lacking in innocence, and she wanted to adjust the somewhat dull atmosphere.
"I do, and a lot of people do. There are many natural and social phenomena that cannot be explained, and there are too many mysteries to be solved in both the laws of nature and the development of society, and no one can say whether there are more difficult internal laws to speculate. If there really is only one world, whether there is another world that cannot be seen, whether there is really a supernatural phenomenon, in reality, why some people can always turn together in the end, some people can inadvertently experience strange natural and social phenomena, why we can turn together now, if it is really accidental, maybe it is inevitable in accident, and so on, it is really impossible to explain. Now, however, I would rather have the will of God, because it is providence that has brought us together. Dongfang Yu paused at this point, and suddenly, the topic changed and said, "Oh, don't continue to call me teacher in the future, it's a bit weird to call teacher again, I'll be uncomfortable, okay, and don't always call me 'you'." ”
"Then what do I call you, I can't call him by your first name." Shihui really didn't seem to know what to call it, and looked serious.
Dongfang Yu was asked, and he froze instantly, and he didn't seem to have figured out what to call it more appropriately. "Well, just call it by its name, Dongfang Yu, yes, it's called Dongfang Yu, it's good. Or, it's okay to call Dongfang, I'm a compound surname, and it is easy to shout, or I can call Dongfang, so it's more appropriate. ”
Shihui didn't respond, and although he said so, she still felt jealous.
It was the relationship between teachers and students in the past, who had been sitting up and down, one teaching on the podium, the other listening to the lecture under the podium, and having to stand up to answer questions, but now, they are sitting with each other, which can be understood as sitting on an equal footing, how can there not be a process of role reversal. Before, it wasn't that I didn't have the opportunity to be alone, but I didn't have the current state of mind, so clear. She didn't know how to handle the relationship between the two for a while, whether to continue to regard her as a teacher and a boyfriend, or a pure boyfriend, verbally, although she hadn't agreed yet, her heart seemed to have accepted it, and she hoped to be a pure boyfriend. Today, after such close contact, she suddenly noticed that he seemed to be a little old, no longer as young and handsome as he was back then. She sighed unconsciously that the years were simply a pig-killing knife, a throat-sealing sword, and all the good things were consumed. No, to be exact, this should be regarded as a kind of maturity, a man in his early thirties should have a sense of vicissitudes, should be what he sees now, he should raise his fingers calmly, and his demeanor is calm, so that he is more manly. Perhaps, the marriage change made him more mature. Perhaps, Shihui prefers the way he is now, and likes this mature man who has been sharpened by women. If it was not carved back then, now, it is a perfect finished product, and she harvests the finished jade.
Twenty-three or four-year-old girls are different from the past, and they should be becoming more and more mature. In the second year of junior high school, the love was at the beginning, really, I didn't understand the full meaning of love, at that time, I felt that the age gap between the two was still quite big, and now I look at this old man who is seven or eight years older than himself, it seems that there is not much age difference. Thinking like this, she gradually felt that the man in front of her was no longer a teacher, and could even be defined as a good man who could fully provide a woman's physical and mental needs, and she valued and respected this man very much. Since this man said not to disclose the relationship between the two for the time being, it is better to follow him, and he must not let his temperament spill and cry. If it is someone else, according to her nature, she will fight back, fight, and even take a bite. I have survived all these years, not to mention the rest. Think about it, such a large age span, life experience, cognition, mentality, temperament, there must be differences, it is my own willingness, to put it mildly, even if there are grievances, it is self-inflicted, and it is not capricious, coquettish and pretentious. It's just that she doesn't know, how can Dongfang Yu say that he will divorce after divorce? When she was in college, she heard the news of the discord between the two, but just understanding it as a small fight was not enough to divorce and part ways. She looked forward to it, but didn't expect it. After graduating from college, when she went to visit him, she asked about his wife, but at that time, he was hesitant and vague, refusing to say a word. Later, because he was busy with his own work and complicated affairs, he didn't continue to investigate. In general, she enjoys this feeling, and even, perhaps because of her emotional orientation over the years, she is used to this feeling, the emotion of a mature man, strong, down-to-earth, with him, is tantamount to enjoying the cool under a big tree, can shelter from the wind and rain, can make her soul rest, reliable. What's more, Dongfang Yu is not blindly serious, rigorous, and severe, but more often lively and vibrant. When the two were together, she felt that he was freed from a long-term depression, and from time to time he revealed his innocence. From his words and fingers, she recalled, felt, and experienced the good times of the year from time to time, as if she had returned to her girlhood.
After that, they asked for some champagne and a fruit bowl, and the faint aroma was mixed with strong affection, and there was a warm and tranquil atmosphere.
"Okay, it's better to be respectful than to obey your fate, from now on, I will simply call you Dongfang, little girl." Shihui was a little excited, "Oh, Teacher Dongfang, I want to know, what's wrong with you and your teacher?" ”
"Hey, hey, how do you say it, while talking, you commit it at the same time!" Dongfang Yu frowned slightly, "Don't be jealous." ”
"Oh yes, I'm used to it. Yes, call the East, change 'you' to 'you'. Shihui hurriedly changed it, "What are you and your sister ......?"
"She's cheap, hum, when I mention her, I won't be angry, I won't mention her." Dongfang Yu's expression was fierce, and his eyes burst with anger.
"Okay, I won't ask." Shihui was so frightened that she quickly stopped, "So, let's talk about something else." You, oh, you start first. ”