Chapter 52: That Year, That Month, That Love

Dongfang Yu asked about Shihui's life in college. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

This is Shihui's favorite topic, in her four-year college career, she has too many things to talk about, involving astronomy, geography, humanities, humanities and many other fields, talking openly and happily. Dongfang Yu listened quietly, except for reminding Shihui to pick up the dishes, or reminding the owner to add ingredients, he barely interjected a word. Shihui enjoyed it very much, such an atmosphere and such a feeling was what she dreamed of. After that, she changed the subject and talked about her experiences and feelings in middle school. Shihui couldn't help but be curious, and wanted to get out of Dongfang Yu's mouth what he thought of himself back then. This is what she has been thinking for years. I thought that when Dongfang Yu was asked about such a topic, he would make a choice and a strategy again and again, but unexpectedly, Dongfang Yu didn't think much about it, and said it in general terms.

"Then what else can I think, I am a teacher, you are a student, a teacher teaches and educates people, you should do a good job in this job, "Teacher Said" said, "Teacher, so preaching, receiving karma, and solving doubts" This is my code of conduct, as for others, you can think about it, you can also do it, but you can never do things that violate work discipline, things that violate social morality, and you can't break the law and commit crimes; In the same way, you can think about other aspects and do them, but you must not do things that should not be done at this age, you must not violate the discipline stipulated by the school, you must not fall in love, and you must not do illegal and criminal things. That's what we asked for back then. Dongfang Yu seems to have no mouth to hide, open his mouth, and have no city in his heart.

After hearing this, Shihui was silent, there was no doubt that such an answer made her disappointed. Her beautiful eyes stared at Dongfang Yu, crystal clear. Dongfang Yu stared, felt, and greedily enjoyed the youth and brightness in front of her, and understood what she wanted to know.

Of course, girls are more disturbed by themselves and the outside world than boys, they may be precocious, their inner world is more complex, they are less simple, and they are relatively easy to be troubled. At that stage of what I taught you, in general, boys are playful, on the contrary, girls are prone to thinking and being influenced by external factors. Seriously, I was worried that a top student like you would be affected, I still remember my advice to you when Mei Fang dropped out of school, and, in fact, I was against you getting close to Qiao Li, she was so reluctant to study, and you two were so good, for fear that it would bring you badly, so she dropped out of school is what I wanted. As for what you care about my opinion of you girls at that time, I said bluntly, at that time, I really didn't take it to heart. In fact, I was not allowed to think nonsense at that time, first of all, my identity did not allow it, and my moral concept did not allow it, besides, at that time, you were only a little older, how could I figure it out. Maybe you don't understand when I say this, but if you look back at the little girl who is the same size as you were now, you will be able to understand what I was thinking at the time. Besides, if you really used this brain, what would you think of me, I would have cursed behind my back. In the final analysis, it is despised by society, and it can even be said to be a kind of regression of human ethics. Of course, when I say this, I don't mean that this field is pure, without blemish, the forest is big, and there are all kinds of birds, in fact, disobedience and filth are also polluting and corroding the pure sky of the campus on different levels and to varying degrees. But this is an isolated phenomenon after all, and it is not enough to transform into a profession. Of course, I have to admit that human nature fluctuates, and I am no exception, I am not a saint, and from time to time there will be unhealthy and immoral idle thoughts above the physiology, which is too absolute, who believes it. When dealing with little girls, in addition to teaching, I also think about their thoughts, their mental activities, whether puberty has affected their learning, and so on. Actually, I also know that from the appearance alone, you did not change much at that time, and in my impression, except for Qiao Li, including you, there was not much change. Also, I had a girlfriend at the time, you know. ”

Dongfang Yu is worthy of teaching Chinese, and he said so much. Speaking of this, he turned to Shihui and suddenly asked, "I said so much, you can also tell me, what you were thinking at that time, and how much of your mind was invested in studying." “

Shi Hui listened, still staring at Dongfang Yu, she seemed to be contemplating, reverie, and screening the connotation. She is obviously not so simple, most of her thoughts are on Dongfang Yu. It is precisely because of Dongfang Yu's efforts that she has infinite motivation to learn. But when Dongfang Yu asked, she didn't know how to answer. She squinted a pair of beautiful eyes and smiled, laughing so much that he was overwhelmed, laughing so that his heart trembled, laughing so much that he couldn't help but think about it, he couldn't help but reach out and pull Shihui's smooth and round face out of control.

Shihui screamed. She seemed to have just come back to her senses, and instead scolded sharply, "Pinch it with all her might, it doesn't hurt." knew that people were only thinking about you at that time, and they were still pretending to be stupid. She said with a coquettish expression, "Seriously, if it weren't for the fact that you helped me from the beginning of your essay, lost no time in praising me and encouraging me, I would have made great progress since then, and I don't know what I would be like today." It is undeniable that the role you have played for me has been decisive and crucial. Your praise and encouragement made me have endless strength, at that time, I didn't know what was wrong with myself, the whole person was crazy in my heart, only you, in order to get close to you, leave a good impression on you, only work hard, study hard. For this, it also attracted a lot of jokes. You don't know if you have noticed, as long as it's your class, I'll be waiting in the classroom early. Your every move, every word and deed, is so attractive that I almost went crazy. Looking back now, I don't know how such a small person could have developed such a complex inner world. Girls do develop early, and because of their early development, it affects their mood. I remember that when Qiao Li was in junior high school, she took off with her classmates in the third year of junior high school, and the men in the same class were still a little younger. You should know that she is also your fan, and almost all the girls in the class are your fans, but there are very few who are as consistent and loyal as me, and I am afraid that I am the only one left. Hey, you're listening, now that you think about it, aren't you very proud? ”

Dongfang Yu pondered for a moment, and asked Shi Hui rhetorically, according to my situation at the time, do you say that I am proud, at that time, between us, in terms of relationship, we were teachers and students; In terms of age, it is an adult and a child, biologically, a man, and a little girl. To be honest, I didn't have much thought about the girl's mind and thoughts at that time, and I only thought about teaching well. But I'm not going to tell you the truth, after that, when you're about to graduate, especially when you're in high school or even college, I think about you from time to time. At that time, the ideas were not so simple, or not so pure. However, that's also a passing thought, after all, I have lovers and families, and at the same time, I don't know your situation, after all, I'm not together, I don't know what you think. The whole process is relatively scattered and messy, and it is impossible to explain clearly for a while.

"Hmph, I can't explain it clearly for a while, 'Well, then I have to make it clear." Shihui suddenly became hypocritical, ruthless, hateful, which made Dongfang Yu's heart tremble. She pestered Dongfang Yu, insisting that he make it clear.

Dongfang Yu smiled, this is a knowing smile. He thought, what is clear and unclear about this kind of thing. But he knows that this is a girl's habitual coquettishness, and it is an external manifestation of natural psychological activity without reason. So he replied, "Ha, ha, that's what I've been thinking about and thinking about all the time!" ”

"Really?!" Shihui was surprised, obviously excited. That look is really cute.

"Of course, yes...... Really! Dongfang Yu hesitated for a moment, then accentuated his tone.