A year later -

"Your Majesty, Weichen has found the Shangguan girl, but the girl seems to be asleep. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"

"Bring it in."

"Yes."

Song Yan, who was sitting on the dragon chair, flashed a fleeting pain in his calm eyes, and his resentful eyebrows had never been relieved in a year.

This year, he has been asking people to find Shangguan Yao's whereabouts, and now she is in front of his eyes, but he is suddenly afraid.

Song Yan resolutely sat up and walked slowly to the face that he had been thinking about day and night, and his palm, which sounded between his fingers, was coldly attached to the dragon robe, but he didn't dare to touch her cheek, and those fears buried deep in his mind became his lingering shadow.

"I've been seeing you in my dreams for two years, and you say, what are you that deserve me to treat you like this?" A faint sadness flashed in his eyes, "This time, I ...... Won't let you go again! The words revealed a strong toughness and helplessness.

There was an emptiness and silence in his heart, and after a while, his tone became sharp again: "Shangguan Yao, open your eyes!" Look at me! ”

The imperial doctor beside him couldn't help but be stunned, and said carefully: "Your Majesty, the Shangguan girl fell into a deep sleep due to exhaustion, and it will take a few days to wake up." ”

"Haha......" Song Yan laughed, "I can't imagine that you have such a day." After speaking, he yelled at the imperial doctor, "I want her to wake up now!" Otherwise, trade your life. ”

As if he had survived a thousand years, he watched the imperial doctor take the pulse and acupuncture on Shangguan Yao's body, and unexpectedly, one hour, two hours, three hours...... The more time passed, the more tense the atmosphere became.

"Ah Yan? Is that you? Was there anything wrong with you that night? Shangguan Yao opened her eyes gently, and the familiar voice seemed to pass through the space and resounded in Song Yan's ears again.

Ah Yan?

It turned out that she remembered him.

It turned out that she still remembered the teenager who was casually discarded by her on the road.

It turned out that she still remembered the boy who always loved her, always missed her, who was willing to be the enemy of everyone for her, and who was willing to have blood on his hands for her.

It's just that, Shangguan Yao, we have all changed.

Shangguan Yao's figure became more and more transparent in front of his eyes......

His fist slowly loosened and lowered, if life must go through sour and bitter hardships, then what consequences is he afraid of. The pain he went through, he wanted her to pay for for the rest of her life.

His eyes met her pale and beautiful face, and a mad love mixed with hatred tossed and turned. He ripped off her clothes almost frantically and roughly, regardless of her shrill screams. He had only one thought, and he wanted her.

He's going to hurt her!

He just wants her to suffer!

The more painful she is, the more excited he gets!

But in the end, it is self-deception after all.

After that day, he abandoned her in the cold palace and ignored her, thinking that only by hating her could his heart be well. In the past three months, he has not set foot in the cold palace in the restraint again and again, he does not dare to see her, and he does not even dare to face her again. He was afraid that she would hate him, and he was afraid of her dead eyes.

Waiting tortured him to the point of exhaustion, and in the bitter patience and anxious thoughts, let loneliness tear him apart.

Until the eunuch told the queen to take Shangguan Yao away, he desperately told himself that he shouldn't care, but he couldn't stop being afraid that the queen would deal with her. Someone once said that longing can kill people invisibly, and at this moment he has already been deeply trapped in it, and he has experienced the hesitation and helplessness between them little by little. Inch by inch, his heart, his pride, and his hardness were slowly worn out, and finally he became weak and timid.

He rushed to Chaofeng Palace like crazy, but when he reached the door, he retreated again.

What is he doing here?

Shangguan Yao deserves it, doesn't it?

He wanted her to experience all the pain he had endured, to taste all the pain he had suffered. He wanted her to know that everything he was doing now was caused by her.

He wanted her to know that he would never fall in love with anyone like this without hesitation, and that the promise he made was a drop of trampled blood, and that he would not be hurt and scarred like this again.

However, when he saw her bloodstained hands, saw that her face was swollen and shapeless, and saw the wounds on her body, he could no longer hold back, and somehow suddenly burst into tears.

He hurried over to her and took her in his arms. Looking at her death-like eyes, dull and without a trace of brilliance, his heart trembled suddenly, and he suddenly felt unprecedented fear. In his life, he has never been afraid, but at this moment, he trembled.

He has lost everything, his mother, his kindness, his self-esteem, his love, he doesn't want to lose her, he cried: "A-Yao, I'll take you back, let's go back." ”

As long as she nodded, he would definitely listen to her, give up the throne, give up the country, and then continue to live their free life.

But she did not speak, and it seemed that an atmosphere called sadness was spreading, flowing through the hearts of the two men, and then gradually dissipating.

He took her back to the Meditation Palace, and a few days later, a fire broke out in the Chaofeng Palace, because it was midnight, the palace people did not put out the fire in time, and the queen died in the fire. A few days later, Song Yan married Shangguan Yao, and made her the queen, and ordered someone to build a thatched house in the palace, and the thatched house was surrounded by asters.

He also asked Shangguan Yao to be carried into the thatched house, and then said with great flattery: "A-Yao, you see, this is built according to the thatched hut we lived in, you see, this is our home." ”

He kept saying something, from saying that he liked her at first sight, to today he realized that he was wrong, and asked her if she could forgive him.

But Shangguan Yao still stared blankly into the distance, but his body became more and more fragile. She began to cough up blood every day, and when she coughed up, it was a large patch, and it was a dazzling red. In the end, I couldn't wake up.

The imperial doctors were all helpless, and even though Song Yan beheaded more than a dozen imperial doctors, their replies were still the same: "Miss Shangguan is terminally ill and has no medicine to treat." Moreover, the mother is already pregnant. ”

He couldn't smile on his face that should have been happy.

He trembled and walked to Shangguan Yao's bed, her complexion became more and more pale, her body was as thin as firewood, his heart hurt for a while, Song Yan thought, that woman as delicate and bright as a pearl would leave him after all.

Obviously such a kind woman, obviously such a beloved girl.

The two of them have come to this point?

He looked at the rain flowers fluttering under the vast sky, falling in the corners of his eyes, so cold.

He didn't understand why he wasn't the one God favored!

He didn't want to live the shackles of purgatory, and he couldn't mention the wounds that hurt his heart and lungs, but why couldn't she stay. The most terrible thing finally happened, he could bear her to abandon him and lie to him, but he could never bear her to leave again.

He was afraid, yes, very afraid. He has been deceiving himself, the reason why he wants to take the most ruthless revenge on Shangguan Yao is because he hates her, because he wants her to know that he can't live without her. However, he only realized now that he loved her, had always loved her, and even though he had suffered from years of lovesickness with several injuries, he still loved her.

So, he must not let her go.

She is his, and will be for the rest of her life.