Song Yan told his past sentence by sentence, as if it was a story, and the clouds were light and light. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Even though it was May, I was unexpectedly cold.

Compassion comes from the heart.

In my words, I could feel a deep emotion.

I gazed at the bright yellow king in front of me, and it was not necessarily a blessing to have affection, but it was not necessarily a misfortune. He and Shangguan Yao went around and around under the arrangement of fate, but they never grabbed each other, and finally each suffered an injury in the madness. None of them are cold and ruthless people, but they let them misunderstand, and they got out of control in despair, going farther and farther.

"Don't you think I'm ridiculous?" There was too much helplessness in Song Yan's tone.

"I don't dare."

I understand that Su Chengjing is sincere.

Song Yan's voice was weak but resolute: "I hurt each other with her because of a misunderstanding, and in the end, it was a dream after all. ”

"Your Majesty—" I was about to speak, but he interrupted me.

"Her nightmare is indeed mine, and I will unravel it later. Stand down. ”

"Yes."

I wanted to say something, but when I saw Su Chengjing nodding at me, I didn't say anything anymore and followed him out.

"Why don't you let me continue?" I looked at Su Chengjing and said suspiciously, "You deliberately let us leave." ”

Su Chengjing was slightly stunned, he didn't expect me to say this, then he smiled and said, "If we don't leave for a long time, the emperor may change his mind." ”

"I see." Caring for oneself is like accompanying the tiger, and it seems that this truth is indeed deeply rooted in the hearts of the people.

Su Chengjing's eyes lit up, and he said with a smile: "The emperor is already very tolerant, and he can't be forced too much." ”

When I returned to Sufu, it was already the middle of the night, and I was so tired that I fell asleep on the bed.

However, to my frustration, I was woken up by a knock on the door before I had slept enough.

When I opened the door, I saw Su Chengjing with a tired look on his face, and I looked at him suspiciously, not understanding what made him so anxious.

"Bai Sang, someone in the palace came to spread the word just now, saying that the queen wants to see us."

I was slightly stunned, and then said affirmatively, "Okay, but is there an explanation why?" ”

"No, I just said that there are important things to discuss." He looked at me quietly, and suddenly his eyes moved down, his face flushed, and I couldn't help but be stunned, and when I looked down, the clothes on my right shoulder slipped down to half of my arm, and the white collarbone was like a shadow.

I quickly pulled up my clothes, and he turned away, but the heat in his eyes still made me see clearly.

"Bai Sang, I'm ......," he seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and then said for a long time, "I'll wait for you outside." ”

His words seemed to cinch my heart, and like him, it was all cold sweat of embarrassment.

The sun had just risen outside, and it seemed particularly sultry, and when the yellowish sunlight was on his shoulders, I could clearly see the unreceding red on the back of his ears.

"Okay." I paused, watching as he closed the door, his frowning brow furrowing again.

I touched my hand in the direction of my heart, and it seemed that there was a beating heart, like a restless beast, roaring to break free from the shackles of freedom. Suddenly, I just wanted to cry, if nothing else, as if I had another heart and stepped into the world. There was a person hidden there, someone I couldn't cross. Su Chengjing...... Chengjing ...... He's different from me after all!

Now, this is not the time to be sad and lonely. I put down my trembling hands, got dressed, opened the door, and said to him casually, "Chengjing, let's go." ”

Su Chengjing's body was obviously a little stunned, and he seemed to be about to say something, but I interrupted him.

I took a deep breath and looked at him with both eyes for a moment: "Chengjing, after this matter is over, I will go back." There may be some misunderstanding between us, but we probably won't see each other again. ”

There was a sound of birds chirping in the courtyard, Su Chengjing also looked at me, the look in his eyes was indiscernible, I only looked at it but didn't want to delve into the complexity, because I couldn't do it with him.

For a long time, Su Chengjing seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and slowly released his clenched fists, with a faint tenderness in his eyes: "Let's go...... The queen is still waiting. ”

I let out a long exhale, revealing a weak smile. The encounter with Su Chengjing has been ...... I was lucky. I can't go the way forward, but I'm satisfied...... Even if there is no intersection in the future.

"So," I smiled happily, as if all the problems had been solved, and my weak smile turned to a flat and calm one, and said lightly, "Let's go quickly, it's a big problem to keep the queen waiting for a long time." ”

When we arrived at Chaofeng Palace, there was a row of eunuchs and palace maids standing outside, and after seeing that it was us, a palace maid went in and passed the word, and after a while, the palace door opened, and a palace maid called us in.

Shangguan Yao had already woken up, and was leaning weakly on the bed at this time, one of the palace maids on both sides was holding tea, and the other was wary of us, and Su Chengjing and I knelt down and stood up after bowing down the palace salute.

I still had a humble look on my face and stood beside Su Chengjing, pursing my lips and saying nothing.

saw Shangguan Yao coldly instructed the two palace maids: "You go down first!" I'll tell you something! ”

The two palace maids glanced at each other, their faces embarrassed, but they still answered "yes".

After they walked out and closed the door, Shangguan Yao lowered her eyes, which formed a clear contrast with Fang Cai's sharp expression, making me, who was originally staring at her, frown tightly together.

Shangguan Yao stood up with difficulty, smiled without a trace, looked at me and said, "I know who you are, and I know that you have been to my dreams. ”

I was slightly stunned, and then nodded awkwardly. Looking at Su Chengjing again, he was also slightly surprised.

"Soul Attractor-" Shangguan Yao's expression was dark, looking deeply into my eyes, thin lips were lightly pursed, but he didn't continue to speak.

I lowered my eyelids and bowed respectfully: "What does the queen want to say?" ”

Shangguan Yao's eyes were shallow and rippling, and after a long time, there was a bit of begging in her gentle voice when she spoke: "Actually, I want to ask you for one thing, and I am willing to go with you after that......"

"Ah, what do you mean......" I was stunned for a moment, but I also guessed the meaning of her words, and then nodded and said: "Although the queen speaks, Chengjing and I will definitely help." ”

Su Chengjing glanced at me, nodded, and said to her: "Since the emperor asked Weichen to protect the queen, what the queen asked the ministers to do, just give orders to ......"

Before he finished speaking, Shangguan Yao interrupted him and looked at Su Chengjing with my gaze.

"What I want to ask you for, don't tell Ah Yan."

I jerked all over my body, as if I had a premonition of what she was going to say.

I looked up in amazement, but saw her smile again: "Girl, Su Gongzi, I thank you in advance!" ”

No matter how thick the smile on her lips was, she could feel a trace of bitterness and sadness.

――Even the heart that embraces all emotions is still too small, after all...... Hate takes over too much.

Shangguan Yao smiled slightly, and the expression on her face was soft, it was as pure and refreshing as spring rain and dew. She said lightly: "These days, I have figured out a lot. In fact, he can't blame him for many things, and fate is to blame. When I was younger, I didn't understand this, but now even if I don't believe it, I can't help it. I wanted to change everything, and in the end it was just a repetition, so this time...... I don't want to change. ”

Su Chengjing asked softly, "What does the queen mean...... Want to kill the emperor? ”

"What are you talking about!" My voice slammed, what a sin it is to assassinate the emperor, not to mention why make a big deal out of it! I gritted my teeth, tried to calm my mind, and my voice was hoarse: "Chengjing, you ...... You're going to help her...... Kill the emperor? ”

He nodded and smiled softly at me: "Bai Sang, I think the queen's original intention was to pretend to kill the emperor." ”

Make believe? What does he mean by that?

Shangguan Yao put the pillow behind him, smiled, stroked his lower abdomen, and said in a clear and steady voice: "The first time I grabbed his hand, I saw that I killed him, I think this is probably the final ending between me and him." ”

As she spoke, her voice condensed, and crystal tears flowed down her eyelashes, how bitter her heart should be, but she always tried her best to stop the tears, and then said again: "However, I understand my heart, from the moment I saw Ah Yan, I knew that he was the doom of my life." But I never had the courage, maybe not in my life, so I couldn't give up this time. ”

She was in the hazy vapor, talking sentence by sentence. But I could still see clearly the pain in her eyes that she was trying to hide. I could even hear her heart being poked deep by a needle, the sound of blood gurgling, cold and lonely.

"I promise you, what do you want?" I looked her in the eye and was resolute.

"Broken intestines." Her face was calm and calm, "This is my only chance, and it will only end if it is categorical." ”

I wanted to open my mouth so much, but I said no, saying I wouldn't allow it. That way, I'll be better.

But at this moment, under that gaze, under that painful pleading, I couldn't make a sound. Because she was so silent, yet so sad and pleading with me.

"Okay, I'll send it later." Su Chengjing nodded lightly.

Shangguan Yao looked at us quietly, but suddenly laughed when she looked at us, with a sad smile.

The laughter seemed to collapse in an instant at that moment even her persistence and patience for more than ten years, like a broken rope and a string of beads.

We left Chaofeng Palace amid her laughter.

The next time I learned about Shangguan Yao's news, it was in the middle of the night that a palace man hurriedly came to see us.

There was sadness on his face, and his voice was a little choppy: "Young Master Su...... Queen She ...... She's dead! ”