Saturday, October 15, 2011

Morning Lin downloads documentation on vagaa on how to get a girlfriend. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info found that if a single document is placed, the probability of success is higher, and if several documents are placed at the same time, the probability of success is lower. On the one hand, it can be explained by the limited network resources, and on the other hand, it also confirms the idea that single-mindedness can achieve things. But vagaa is obviously restricted, and many words have no search results, while TSearch is much better. From the restricted words, you can also see what everyone is concerned about. A lot of pirated VCRs should be released, and everyone is reluctant to pay this money if they buy genuine copies. Thanks to the Internet, everything is simpler. If you like to browse friends, you'll find that there are a lot of good and bad, and there will be some philosophical and educational documents in a pile of adult documents, so it's hard to tell what this person likes. Lin's way is to find the smallest document from a friend's profile, such as a ringtone, about 1M that he prefers, or a book. It's a bit similar to the feeling of making friends, in fact, you don't know who you're visiting, but through his collection of documents to make a spiritual sense of communication, basically after downloading the document, the two will not have contact, this is the characteristics of the network, fast sharing, virtual communication.

Lin found that online writers are lonely walkers by nature, spending hours in front of the computer, desperately typing and thinking of vocabulary, which is very boring. Unless there is such a person, who is born with a love of words, likes to express and communicate, such a person should be a writer. And Lin is a person with adventurous ideas, he likes new things, including text, pictures, videos, and he likes thoughtful things, such as some original works and authors. If he could choose, he would rather have the next novel or book, because he still has a little idea to draw on. Lin also found that the term "heaven and earth" was very popular, and even his colleagues would use this word intentionally or unintentionally, but in fact, it represented a kind of spiritual demand, that is, he felt that it was a kind of natural favor, and there was some contempt for him. But in reality, some of the titles are still very eye-catching and make you want to download and check them out. The Internet is a platform that gives you instant access to the information you want to know at little to no cost. So, the remaining question is how to interpret the documents you get, how you organize the relevant vocabulary, and how to improve the relevance and success of the search. Do you indulge in the enjoyment of your senses, or do you let go of some of the information you already have and focus on the improvement of your mind. As is the case in vagaa, both the thoughtful and the entertaining coexist.

Even if it is an erotic novel, it is reasonable to have a vulgar taste, but why should it attract readers to read it from beginning to end? And eroticism and love are separated by a piece of paper, just like a couple who are married, and they read adult novels as a common occurrence, as long as it is not too much. Therefore, theoretically, after a person reaches the age of 18, the so-called eroticism and adult culture are actually legal and reasonable, the key is his own choice, what kind of person he wants to become, and what type of girl he will choose as his partner. There is even a view that if a person has not seen this kind of document or video, it is somewhat worrying. As a friend of Lin once asked Lin, "You have lived alone for so many years, don't you worry about what others think?" Lin thought, what does it matter if I'm single to others? There's nothing to worry about here. So he laughed at it.

In the secular view, the meaning of conformity is very strong, and if you are greedy, no one will feel inappropriate, but on the contrary, it will feel normal. So, Lin felt that he was still a vulgar person, greedy for silver and beauty, not refusing ** at all, and making friends who were quite motivated, some chatting about small topics, some chatting about big topics, but Lin who had independent thoughts was willing to make friends.

9:32 Lin was blowing the air conditioner in his laboratory, he didn't sleep well all night last night, the noise was very painful for him, he preferred to communicate with people, it was more real and friendly. Outside the window, there is a pair of young people eating, and the girl is wearing a red top and a middle skirt. Lin thought of a friend of mine in '05 who also liked red. In the concept of color, Lin believes that red represents independence and is not afraid of conflict, and when girls use it, it has the meaning of attracting some attention.

Friend Sunshine sent a message from QQ, saying that he had sent the donated money to Lin's Alipay. The reason for the matter is that there was an activity to help children in difficulty last semester, Lin mobilized everyone to make donations, and Sunshine MM asked Lin to pay in advance, and then have the opportunity to give cash to Lin. Thinking of this activity, Lin has some feelings, a person's beauty is the most important thing inside, no matter how beautiful the outside is, it is only 50 kilograms of body, but the inner beauty is to take a lifetime to read. Therefore, Lin is often persuaded by friends to look less on the outside and more on the inside, and Lin knows this truth and is willing to implement it. Once I saw a MM, she did have a good personality and quality, but Lin just didn't like it, either that Lin didn't pick the problem, or she didn't feel it.

There is a set of solutions for "sitting, waiting, and leaning" about love Lin, based on a theory--- the law of attraction, that is, when everything Lin does is what he likes, and when he can be his true self, the girl he likes will naturally be attracted.

When you are real, others will not blame you, because maybe everyone thinks and does like that, but when you dare not be real, others look down on you, because you are weak and dare not take responsibility. is a person like Han Han who dares to speak, and there are still many fans. Not everyone understands and agrees with what he said, but what he said must be something that many people dare not say, which is refreshing and seems to make some sense. It is true that his thinking is mature, and it is also a comfort for the young students. Professor Zheng Qiang, who also dares to speak up, has a lack of confidence in his own congenital conditions, so he likes to laugh at himself for being short in stature. Self-deprecation has two meanings, one is that he was really troubled by inadequacies when he was younger, and the other is that he tried to make him more confident that he no longer cares about the eyes of others.

Compared with Han Han and Zheng Qiang, I actually like Han Han more, he is more frank, he thinks that he is good at everything, everything is right, this is his self-confidence. He won't be modest and say that I'm not handsome, I write averagely. But Mr. Zheng will do that. It also means that Lin began to appreciate mavericks and flamboyant people, and before that he was an introverted person.

10:10 Students came to test the samples, they were very diligent and seized the time to do research; He is a junior and is mentored by another teacher.

Lin sent an MM flower on QQ, but MM was silent. In Lin's concept, sending flowers is related to romance and has the same role as eating and dressing. If a man sees the presence of a beautiful MM and doesn't give flowers, it's out of place. If a MM doesn't reply after receiving the flowers, it's incomprehensible. A girl who doesn't understand the amorous mood only means that her wisdom has not yet been developed to that level, but she may have enough love and inner beauty, and this is where men need to develop.

Lin pulled the curtains up, because he always felt that the harsh sunlight affected the way he typed, and the light affected the cooling effect of the air conditioner, making it very hot inside. His parents were supportive of such a point of view, so at home his father would always be very active in closing the curtains. By the way, my father did something very happy to Lin today, he found a picture of a fish for Lin to make the cover of his masterpiece. Lin is very happy, it seems that he really needs a father and son to go into battle. In terms of scientific research, Lin is a little sorry for his father, because most of his energy is not in research. If he returns to chemistry one day, it must be because he is used to the intensity of writing, and it must be because he has found a better research direction.

Here I want to mention the role of haha for Lin, first of all, haha is true, so everything she says has reference meaning. Of course, Lin will not necessarily take it, but he will respect Haha's opinion. Second, when Lin first decided to write, he needed someone to encourage him, which was the second role of haha. When Lin took that step, he was thankful haha. Because such support can only come from friends, not from parents. Lin didn't even discuss it with his parents, what kind of concept is this? For example, if Lin wants to climb Mount Everest, his parents will definitely stop him, but his friends will encourage him to go and even appreciate his courage. That is to say, when a person reaches a certain stage of development, he must go beyond the control of his parents and must have more common language with his peers. If everything has to be done according to the will of the parents, Lin believes that people are not independent and painful. Parents will never agree with this.

10:28 The second student came to the laboratory to participate in the sample measurement, and the two cooperated tacitly.

Lin thought of Xia Xuanxuan, she was both Lin's leader and Lin's friend, and her position determined the asymmetry between the two, so this kind of friendship was a little pale. If Lin interacts from the perspective of assisting Xia's career, it will be easy for the two to get along. If Lin uses the position of a friend, such as Haha, to associate with Xia, it will not work. In one of Lin's blog posts, Xia's corresponding social role is mentioned, and he believes that Xia is a kind of intelligent woman who pursues personal success and is quantifiable, usually money. So Natsu will help him, but will certainly not approve of him doing things that have nothing to do with research. The summer meeting provides financial support, but it must be effective. Therefore, Lin is very cautious in the reimbursement of funds, and uses his own funds first, and then reaches out to Xia when it is really not enough. Once Lin tentatively hinted that there was a software that was more than 40,000 yuan more useful, Xia did not explicitly agree, which means that Xia's financial help to Lin was less than 40,000 yuan.

Therefore, Lin simply engaged in writing to generate income, and 1,200 yuan a month was about 14,000 yuan a year, which was higher than the bonus issued by the unit. Of course, what he writes has to be liked by someone, and he also relies on the support of his friends. Lin is not even optimistic about his work, thinking that the level is average, but as long as there are still people willing to click on him, he must write it. He wants to be worthy of everyone's tips and clicks. He thinks that the selling point is that a website needs different styles of work, and when a writing style is used to it, his style becomes an alternative for everyone, so this is his market, his reason for existence.

10:41 Students exchanged test ideas, and Lin continued to float the clouds. He found that the exhaust fan in the upper right corner of his head was turning badly, and he knew that the door was not closed properly, so he went to close the door because the wind would take away the air conditioner and consume the effect of the air conditioner. As an experiment management, it is necessary to pay attention to these at all times, and try to keep the instrument working in a relatively low temperature and dry environment as much as possible. Of course, drying has the effect that the light gate will not open, so that the instrument will have no signal at all.

When it comes to management, I want to mention a person --- Chen Anzhi, there are a lot of video materials on the Internet, Lin has downloaded and watched it, but he is not very suitable for and likes his style. Most of the so-called inspirational videos will exalt themselves and lower others, so as to show the level of their speeches, but Lin Hui feels that this is the most unsuccessful method of publicity. In fact, it is best to promote oneself on the basis of affirming others. This point is often introduced in the program of an old master, who goes to other people's dojos to macro the Fa, all of them say that other people's methods are good, and say the Dharma on the basis of affirming others. But the old master has a characteristic, he likes to tell jokes, and the disciples below laugh, and everyone's attention is not on the Fa, but on laughing. At this point, Lin felt that it was necessary to be vigilant, and to say a truth was to be humorous and enjoyable, but the Fa and wisdom are very profound, and it is difficult to obtain the true meaning between talking and laughing, so it is necessary to be consistent in learning.

Lin has a characteristic, he wants the other party to be satisfied with everything he does, so he will try to do what he should do, and even do what he should not do in his own job, the goal is to make others feel satisfied. And the so-called noise interference is actually because Lin is afraid that his actions will make the other party feel hopeless, or put the other party in great danger, or let the collective bear a bad influence, which is what often bothers him and makes him painful. If you put that aside, he's actually having a good time. Because the level of service he achieves is basically the best level that this service can do at the human level. He takes 10 days off a year, and the rest of the time is open for testing, including evenings. Just one sentence is already very rare. At such a level of work, if his leader still says that he is not satisfied, Lin thinks that it is not objective and discourages him.

Of course, one of the questions that arises is that Lin's detached dedication and enthusiasm for work are stressful to other colleagues, and students will say why Lin can do it, but other teachers can't. This is something that Lin can't solve, and he can either maintain this level of service or just work as normal. In fact, he believes that all his colleagues have that belly, to observe what he does with kindness, to affirm his efforts. But he thinks that the leader is unlikely, and the leader only looks at the money he spends on repairs, not the scientific research results obtained by the transformation of the services he provides. Therefore, Lin Hui feels that his future is sad, at least at the level of work, he has not been affirmed by the leadership.

Of course, there are not many people who work as hard as Lin, and some teachers often work overtime and stay at work, including Zheng Gong and Fang Hua. The deeds of all the hard-working people encourage Lin to do better and help students get the data they need, in fact, he is basically the same as the students, but he takes more care of the students in this group, for example, he will notify everyone to come to observe and study before the test, which can improve their familiarity with large instruments and provide convenience for finding jobs in the future. Students often don't have time to study, and the tasks given to them by teachers are too heavy. Perhaps it can also be understood that they are not working hard enough, which is two-fold. A person works hard and puts himself into it, but in fact, he can do what others cannot. If a person is lax, he will not want to do anything and achieve nothing. And hard work keeps Lin in a positive state, which is what he values. Because of the super intensity of dedication, his health is getting better and better, which makes him happy, and it is also what he wants to tell everyone.

The so-called everything is difficult at the beginning, when Lin did it for the first time, he also had difficulties, but after persevering, the effect is getting better and better, and it is easier to complete, since it is beneficial to himself and others, why not? So he came up with the concept of happy work. In Lin's view, being able to return to normal work is the ultimate happiness, and compared with the test of life and death, work is only pediatric, so work becomes a kind of relaxed enjoyment, a solo joy to return to the world, and a heavenly joy. Lin experienced that his energy continued to increase, he spent more and more time awake, his thoughts became clearer and clearer, and he handled everything more and more easily. He attributes this result to the idea of happy work.

In fact, he knew that if he left the center one day, it would not be difficult to find a second job. But the center has been very kind to him, that is, it is the collective strength of the center that helped him out of the predicament in his most difficult time, and the center has always paid him various wages and benefits. He can't forget this kind of support. Of course, in order for him to overcome the role of the dark forces in him, he needs to eliminate the guilt in his heart, strengthen his resistance to **, and promote the positive truth, goodness and beauty of the world, so that everyone can be happy and happy, and live under the warmth of the sun. This is also a positioning and interpretation of Lin's own work.

So for the interpretation of the past, Lin mainly still wants to be a true self, these things he really cared about back then, uncomfortable, and he needs to have an explanation for himself. In such an incident, what I gained and what I lost, whether others helped me or bullied me. He also needs to face the corresponding difficulties and decisions brought about by such a true self. Maybe he didn't have the courage to say what he thought back then, but now he has the courage to say it, he has the courage to face it, and he needs to cherish such an opportunity. In fact, the novel is just a virtual space, if in such a virtual environment, Lin has no way to say his true thoughts, and he does not have enough courage, Lin feels that he is cowardly, and he is not optimistic about himself.

Han Han once said: "Literature is just a very narcissistic person to satisfy some people with narcissistic tendencies." Lin thinks more or less is correct, but not entirely. Lin doesn't recognize himself as narcissistic, just as a golfer once commented that he is narcissistic. The difference between narcissism and self-confidence is whether you really have that strength to speak. Narcissists, mostly who don't do things well enough, but feel good out of thin air, including in terms of ability and appearance; Self-confidence is self-affirmation based on the fact that I know that I can do the same thing at a level that others can't do, that I can measure the same spectrum that others can't, and that I work a few hours more than others in the same day. If a person is narcissistic, it is psychological freedom; A person's self-confidence is the only way for him to succeed, and it is also the characteristic that most successful people have. But as a friend, if you can't tell whether the other party is narcissistic or confident, or even interpret self-confidence as narcissism, then you still don't understand Lin. And the person Lin is looking for must understand him. So Lin is not picky, but his personality determines that it is impossible for him to get along with people who don't know how to appreciate him. From Han Han's words, Lin knew what level he would write in the future.

At 12:08, Lin found that the instrument was not switched to the correct position when the students tested, and told the students, but fortunately, the students did not pour out the samples, and everyone made an appointment to test in the afternoon.