Chapter 181: Angry Heart
"Are you afraid to cross the street? I see that no matter how anxious you are, you always walk across the overpass, aren't you afraid of the cars on the street? ”
"Uh...... You've found out! Frankly, there is a little, but it's not that I'm afraid, I'm not very good at crossing the street. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info I can't read several traffic lights on the cross street, I always feel like I'm on a rampage, if I don't cross the overpass, maybe some driver will have to be falsely accused by me. ”
"This ...... If you don't say it, who would have thought that a girl like you wouldn't be able to cross the street by herself! This news is so exciting, I must go back and tell everyone about it, so that everyone knows how confused you are! ”
"When I was in the mountains before, my master told me that as strategists, we must not let others know where our weaknesses are. For others, weakness may just be a weakness, but for us, weakness is a dead end. If you can't hide your weaknesses properly, then you can only find a way to make those who know never talk about it. ”
"Hey, why do I think you're threatening me?"
"I was discovered by you again, that's right, I'm just threatening you nakedly, what can you do!"
"I can't do anything, it's the first time I've been so blatantly threatened by someone so big. It seems that in order to protect myself, I can only be responsible for leading you across the road in the future, which can be regarded as mutually beneficial, and your master must have told you that useful people must be kept, right? ”
"That sounds like a good idea, but I don't appreciate it! Maybe you promised a lot of girls to take them across the street one by one? Who knows if you're a warm man or a central air conditioner? ”
"This is wronged to me, you are not afraid of the sudden heavy snow that will shoot us directly on the road! Let me tell you, only the girl I like, I will take care of her in every way, what does it matter to me whether others are dead or alive? ”
When this dialogue echoed in Du Mijin's ears again, Du Mijin thought that he would cry, but the wind blew on his face and only stabbed dry, and there was no feeling of wetness, and it turned out that the extreme disappointment would make a person completely numb. The boy who used to say that he would only protect the girl he liked was now standing to the left of a young woman, and the woman's face was also stable and happy, and the endless traffic on the street would not threaten her safety in the slightest. I think I was full of happiness when I heard these love words, but how many love words in this world can really stand the test of time?
Beam! Yu! Shining! Du Mijin silently recited the name word by word in his heart. I thought that it would not be easy to meet in the vast sea of people, even if I couldn't go all the way to the end, at least there was room for resentment when I was separated. But when Du Mijin really witnessed all this, she realized that hate is easier than love. When your heart is really like ashes, those unwilling will breed the desire to burn jade in the ashes of your heart. Du Mijin now can't wait to rush to the other side of the road, grab Liang Youhuan's collar, and slap him twice to vent his unspeakable grievances. It turns out that there is no one who is not vicious, as long as you have tasted what jealousy is. But I want to think about it. Du Mijin also knew very well in his heart that if he really did this, he would be on his own broken dignity. Her pride will never allow her to indulge all her emotions like a clown who jumps off the beam, even if she knocks out her front teeth and swallows blood, she has to endure the pain, the Du Mijin who can be disdainful of Liang Youhuan on the surface.
Du Mijin clenched his fists fiercely to suppress his impulse that could get out of control at any time, and his nails pinched out deep marks in the palms of his hands, but no matter how painful it was, it couldn't hurt his heart. Du Mijin stood motionless, looking at Liang Youhuan's back as he walked away, and suddenly couldn't help laughing. The laughter became more and more presumptuous, and there was a faint posture that could not be contained, and passers-by couldn't help but look at her twice, thinking about how happy it must be to make people stunned to this. Only Du Mijin herself knows that she doesn't want to laugh, all the complex emotions in her heart are intertwined, but she is not relieved, how can she laugh? This smile is just a breath of angry heartfire, across the chest, nowhere to vent and can't be dissolved, Du Mijin, who can't cry or shout, holds back that he only has laughter left an emotional expression, but even this laugh is bullying her, and she can't stop.
Suddenly, a slap slapped Du Mijin in the face, and she was stunned at the moment, not crying, not laughing, not making trouble, not speaking, looking at the person in front of her like a fool. Immediately afterwards, another slap was slapped on Du Mijin's other cheek, and Du Majin was hit with Venus in front of her eyes, and she faintly tasted a sweet taste at the corner of her mouth. The person who slapped him twice vomited blood, how much force it must be, but Du Mijin didn't blame him. She knew that if her posture just now was not controlled in time and she found a trace of clarity on the Lingtai, she was afraid that she would not be far from being completely crazy. Master once said that Du Majin's greatest advantage is pride, because of pride, he will never do anything out of the ordinary to make himself unrecognizable. But her biggest shortcoming is also pride, and because of pride, she is unwilling to accept setbacks, and she is too easy to get caught in a hurry. Jiang Jiaxuan's two slaps were also timely, and the pain can always make people sober up faster, at this moment Du Mijin finally understood that Liang Youhuan had gone away, and he was still there. There are two lines of tears down Du Mijin's face a little by little, I am really glad that after the pain, Du Majin can still cry, the sky has not yet fallen.
Jiang Jiaxuan looked at Du Mijin, who was standing opposite him, his face was pale and tearful, sighed heavily, and stretched out his hand to take Du Mijin's thin shoulders into his arms. Du Mijin was so tired, so tired that she didn't want to struggle, even if this embrace was a trap, at this moment, she just wanted to indulge in it and take a break and caress her still bleeding wound. Jiang Jiaxuan looked at Du Mijin, who was quietly leaning on his shoulder, raised his hand and touched her hair, and said faintly: "If it is too rigid and easy to break, Huiji will be hurt, and the love will not be long." Why did such a smart person as you force yourself to this step, what's wrong with being a simple girl? Every decision we make is a choice, you are not a god, why ask others to choose you? If you are not chosen, you will not even let go of yourself? What about your pride? A truly proud person is one who dares to give up what is not suitable for him, and can hold his head up and spread his hands no matter how much he wants. In vain, you are full of cleverness, but you can't even understand this truth? (To be continued.) )