Chapter 182: I'm glad to have you
This is the first time Du Mijin has heard Jiang Jiaxuan talk to himself so seriously, it turns out that he has lost his cynical coat, and this man also has such a wise and gentle side. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 Info damage can not only achieve rapid growth, but also infinitely amplify the original small sparkle in comparison. Jiang Jiaxuan at this moment is a life-saving existence for Du Mijin. She raised her head slightly, looked him directly into the eyes, and her tone was no longer the previous-for-tat, but asked with a little gratitude, "Thank you for telling me this, but why are you here?" ”
"I joked with you before that I wanted to invite you to a movie, but I ended up with a gray nose. Maybe I'm not very good at chasing girls, or maybe I'm just not very good at chasing you. I approach you in a simple and ordinary way, but I don't want to blaspheme you and make you unhappy. But I'm serious, and I'm just thinking of finding a chance to explain it to you. Thinking that you should also get off work, I wanted to find you to eat and make amends in person, but I was afraid that you didn't want to see me. Just drive behind you, hesitating to get out of the car and call you. I saw the scene just now, I didn't mean to embarrass you, it was a coincidence, I hope you don't take it to heart. ”
Du Mijin listened to his heart and was not moved, he had just been completely covered by a boy he loved deeply, but he was redeemed by a boy who had always been on guard in such a cruel street corner, and the ups and downs of life sometimes made people cry and laugh. Du Mijin didn't know what to say, after all, the time when Jiang Jiaxuan appeared was when Du Mijin collapsed, and those sharp-tongued words had no confidence to speak, not to mention that Du Mijin was not the one who crossed the river and demolished the bridge, he just accepted the other party's kindness, and it was always a little difficult to say if he refused. Du Mijin could only instinctively break free from Jiang Jiaxuan's embrace, thinking about what to say.
As smart as Jiang Jiaxuan, he naturally understood what Du Mijin meant, and he hurriedly explained: "Don't get me wrong, I'm telling you this, just to explain the reason why I appeared reasonably, after all, you have been guarding against me before, and I don't want the misunderstanding between us to worsen." I definitely don't mean to take advantage of people's danger, you are upset at the moment, and it is not suitable to think about these hurtful things, why don't we just chat, what do you think? ”
Du Mijin was moved by Jiang Jiaxuan's understanding, his eyes moved slightly, and he gave him a quiet smile, which was regarded as acquiescing to his proposal. After Jiang Jiaxuan looked around, he took Du Mijin's arm and slowly walked to the practice bench on the side of the street, and the two of them sat down side by side to rest. In the late autumn evening, the sky was slightly cool, Du Mijin had just experienced an emotional breakdown, the whole person was weak, and a gust of wind blew, and she couldn't help but shiver. Jiang Jiaxuan didn't say anything when he saw it, just silently took off his coat and put a gentlemanly draped it on Du Mijin. Du Mijin didn't say much, but said in a low voice that was still a little choked: "Thank you." Jiang Jiaxuan looked at her and smiled dotingly, turned his head to look directly at the street where the lights were shining, and said, "Do you remember the list I told you last time that caused me to leave my lifelong relationship?" ”
Du Mijin couldn't tell why Jiang Jiaxuan suddenly talked about it, but seeing his expression, he became a little sad for a moment, thinking that he had something to say, so he didn't say anything, but replied frankly: "Well, remember, the seven-year itch entrusted you to talk about breaking up, right?" ”
Jiang Jiaxuan nodded, raised his neck to look at the street lamp on the high place, and was silent. It seems to be recalling something, and it seems to be a little hesitant to say it. After a long time, he withdrew his gaze, continued to stare at the vehicles passing on the road, reached out and took out a pack of cigarettes from his pants pocket, lit one, and after taking a hard breath, he said in a gloomy tone: "Actually, I didn't tell you in detail last time, and if I didn't mention many details, even I would have forgotten about it." Not everyone will do everything recklessly because of the impulse of the moment, some things happen naturally for a reason, why don't you ask me, why do you tell that woman, I was hired by her boyfriend to take the initiative to approach her? After all, I'm not stupid, a woman who just learned that she was calculated for her feelings is like a frightened bird, and telling her the truth will only make her doubt my original intentions even more. It's not good for me at all, don't you want to know why I'm doing it? ”
After Jiang Jiaxuan finished speaking, he turned his head and looked at Du Mijin with an interesting smile, hiding his true emotions very well. Du Mijin met his eyes and thought about it and said seriously: "I didn't ask at the time, because it involves your privacy, the first contact, I should always understand this politeness, after all, everyone has a past that they don't want to look back." And I don't want to ask now, because if you want to say, you will naturally say, why should I be strong, after all, everyone has a past that they don't want to look back. ”
Jiang Jiaxuan listened to Du Mijin's words, squinted his eyes and looked at her for a long time, seeing that Du Mijin had always looked calm, and after a while, he shook his head and said helplessly: "You, you, do you know that I hate you like this now?" The time you speak is precisely when you are most sensible and intelligent, and sanity is usually for people who are not careful. But then again, my favorite is actually your appearance, never make yourself embarrassed for those who are not worthy of people, good love must make you keep your most charming place. ”
Of course, Du Mijin understood the meaning of Jiang Jiaxuan's words, but now Du Mijin had just calmed down, and she just wanted to put those disturbances aside for the time being, so she turned the topic back to Jiang Jiaxuan and said, "Why did you boil chicken soup for my soul again?" Do you ask me if I remember just to test my memory? ”
Jiang Jiaxuan saw that Du Mijin didn't want to say more, so he knew that she still couldn't see it in her heart, but let her be an ostrich, no longer entangled in this topic, but said good-naturedly: "Okay, then continue to talk about me." In fact, the woman had already noticed that her boyfriend's attitude was a little indifferent, and she also suspected that the timing of my appearance was too coincidental. When I confessed to her, his first reaction was to ask me if I knew her boyfriend. Although I knew that I couldn't hide it, I also knew that I had to keep my mouth shut after signing a confidentiality agreement. It's just that she cried and said to me at the time, saying that she had given too much for their seven-year relationship; said that if she couldn't prove that her boyfriend betrayed the feelings first, even if it was bad for her, she would never consider others, because she couldn't pass the hurdle in her heart; So far, she is just begging for an understanding so that she can completely die; She also told me that if I gave her an answer, it would be a benefactor who helped her be reborn, and she would never tell anyone about it. She made a vow to vouch for her personality to make me trust her, and he cried very badly at the time, and the makeup on his face was crying, which was very distressing to watch. At that time, I really liked her, I couldn't bear to see her pull my sleeve, and Xianglin's sister-in-law said those sadness and grievances over and over again. Plus she told me repeatedly that she would rot all the secrets in her stomach, that she just wanted a relief, and that she would never ask her boyfriend for verification and would not be bad for me. At that time, I was still too young, and if I loved someone, I stupidly believed in her, and I was soft-hearted for a while, and I said everything that should be said and what should not be said. In fact, I thought at the time that the kindness I had to her later was sincere, and she must have felt it. I also confessed to her that if her boyfriend knew that I told her the truth, I would lose my job, and I thought she wouldn't hurt me, if not if she couldn't accept me. But after saying that, there was no after, I initially thought that she was too hurt and it was difficult to fall in love with other boys for a while, so I accepted my fate of being knocked out. It wasn't until finally our client, her ex-boyfriend, wanted to get her back that I learned that she had recorded everything I said. All the while, she just took advantage of my intolerance for her to trick me into telling the truth. She had been waiting for her boyfriend to come back, so that she could let him listen to what I said, and then reject him fiercely, and take a bad breath for herself. From the beginning to the end, she didn't have the slightest thought about me, I was just a fool who loved the wrong person, a cannon fodder in unrequited love. All she wants is revenge, and she doesn't care if I live or die. She loves her boyfriend deeply, so when love turns into hate, she just wants to see him regret it at the expense of everyone. ”
After Jiang Jiaxuan finished speaking, he turned his head to look at Du Mijin, and saw that her eyes were full of sympathy when she looked at him, he couldn't help but pretend to be relaxed and said with a smile: "You'd better not look at me with such pitiful eyes, I said, we are the same kind of people, and I also have my pride, please don't let me feel that I am so miserable?" ”
Du Mijin listened and knew that his performance might embarrass Jiang Jiaxuan even more, so he quickly withdrew his gaze and reluctantly complained: "Cut, what do you have!" If you don't even have a start, if you don't hurt your muscles and bones, how can you be pitiful? My sympathy is not so overflowing, you think too much about yourself, okay! ”
"You're right, you didn't even start. But if I have a choice, I'd rather have a happy time, even if it's short, as long as there is a moment of sincerity, it's better than being used before it starts. I've never said these things to anyone, and I haven't said them when I've been in love for the rest of my life, because these are the things I grudgingly hold on to my self-esteem. Telling you today is to make you understand that there are many kinds of abandonment, and you are not the worst one. Some people don't pay less than you, but they don't get as much as you do, and the price is heavier than yours. Don't dwell on how wronged you are, you have at least been loved, maybe many years later, even the wound is as beautiful as a tattoo, at least it is a love that has a beginning and an end, isn't it? ”
After Jiang Jiaxuan finished speaking, Du Mijin unconsciously lowered his head and fell into contemplation. Jiang Jiaxuan was not in a hurry to disturb, but leisurely hummed Tao Jingying's "Women's Hearts". There is no way to verify whether this story is true or false, but it doesn't matter, on such a cold night, this story is like a little candle flame, slowly warming Du Mijin's broken heart. Maybe Jiang Jiaxuan is right, you should be grateful if you have been loved, the world is so big, two people can have a moment of heart and soul, how wonderful and beautiful. There are millions of reasons for separation, whether it is helpless or tragic, it cannot change the fact of separation, so does the reason still matter? has been loved, whether it is a second or a lifetime, it is just the length of time, and I have been wholeheartedly, and this is enough.
Thinking like this, Du Mijin slowly raised her head, the night wind had dried the tears on her face. Du Mijin tried to pull the corners of her mouth, and she finally showed a heartfelt smile at the heart-rending scene she had just experienced. Jiang Jiaxuan's magnetic singing voice next to him drifted into Du Mijin's ears little by little with the breeze: "I have also cried, I have also suffered, and I have complained about giving up." In my own room, I felt that happiness had abandoned me. If there is no ugliness of separation and betrayal, how can it be considered true love? Please try to believe, love again and again, and don't bow your head. Don't be afraid of the loss of youth, don't believe in simple dreams. I watched you swim on this shore and was moved by your persistence. You will, one day, you will be happy......"
Du Mijin smiled knowingly, this smile spread little by little to every nerve and every cell in her, until she couldn't help it anymore, pushed Jiang Jiaxuan with a smile, and said jokingly: "Please, big brother, don't sing, let my ears go." It's enough for you to listen to the big brother man sing the song of the little girl's self-feeling, and you still sing so affectionately, what do you want? Shut up, or people will come and go to look at us, and I can't afford to lose this person! ”
Jiang Jiaxuan heard that Du Mijin had recovered her relaxed tone and had the strength to joke with herself, and she knew that she was finally getting better, and she felt a lot more relieved. He put away his singing, took out his mobile phone and looked at the time, stood up and patted the dust on his buttocks, and said to Du Mijin beside him: "Okay, see that you are resurrected with full blood on the spot, and I can also retire." It's not too early, stay a little longer, and it will be dark. Don't toss around outside, I'll take you home. ”
If Jiang Jiaxuan didn't say it, Du Mijin really didn't realize it, she glanced around, looked at the streets where the number of vehicles had decreased significantly, and before she knew it, the night had filled the entire city. It's time to say goodbye, Du Mijin found out for the first time that time could pass so quickly when he stayed with Jiang Jiaxuan. She stood up, and just as she wanted to nod her head in agreement, she heard a familiar call behind her: "Sister Du, why haven't you gone home yet?" ”
Du Mijin said, "It's really a chance encounter, and there are a lot of them today", this one is like a TV series, plus the one I meet now, it's enough to make up a table of mahjong. Du Mijin turned around a little speechlessly, and saw Yang Zhuonian standing not far behind him, carrying two cabbages in his left hand and a plastic bag of potatoes in his right hand, obviously passing by here after buying vegetables. Moving his gaze a little further, he bumped into Yang Zhuonian's surprised expression. However, this expression did not last long, when Yang Zhuonian looked down on Jiang Jiaxuan standing next to Du Mijin, and saw Du Mijin wearing Jiang Jiaxuan's coat, it was expected that Yang Zhuonian's expression seamlessly transitioned from surprise to vigilance, and he was ready to throw down the dishes in his hand at any time and greet Jiang Jiaxuan with fists and feet.
Du Mijin hurriedly took a step in the direction of Yang Zhuonian, stood between Yang Zhuonian and Jiang Jiaxuan, and perfectly blocked the eyes of the two people, before explaining to Yang Zhuonian: "I walked around the unit after work, thinking about what to do next for Shen Xiaozhi's list, I happened to meet Mr. Jiang, so we sat and chatted together, and now I want to go home, see you are ready to go home after buying vegetables and show off your cooking skills?" ”
Jiang Jiaxuan keenly heard two intriguing information from Du Mijin's words - Du Mijin didn't tell Yang Zhuonian the truth, maybe he didn't want to mention the unhappy fragment, or maybe it was because of his self-esteem, and he didn't want too many people to know what happened just now. But no matter what the reason is, at least Du Mijin has reservations about the man in front of him. But she called herself "Mr. Jiang", it stands to reason that through the long conversation just now, Du Mijin's attitude towards herself should be greatly improved, and such an unfamiliar title is not reasonable at this time, unless she doesn't want the other party to feel how familiar she is. Thinking of this, Jiang Jiaxuan's gaze at Yang Zhuonian unconsciously became a little sharper.
Yang Zhuonian didn't know what had happened just now, and he didn't feel anything wrong when he heard Du Mijin say this. It's just that the positioning of Jiang Jiaxuan was very complicated before, and it was not clear whether he was friend or foe, so he would naturally be vigilant against him. But seeing that Du Mijin looked like a calm person at the moment, it was obvious that he had not encountered any danger, and he did not expect to have a conflict with Jiang Jiaxuan. Yang Zhuonian is an honest man, he doesn't think a lot, so he followed Du Mijin's meaning, walked to Du Mijin and said: "Well, Spiegel said that he wanted to eat something light, he wanted to eat cabbage stewed potatoes, he was very lazy and didn't want to move, so he instructed me to go out to buy vegetables, I just came out of the vegetable market in front of me, and I wanted to go around to the warehouse on this street to buy some olive vegetables for Spiegel, and I met you." ”
Du Mijin sighed in his heart, this is really a good friend of China, as a "nanny, cook, bodyguard" and other positions, he is simply an all-round talent, Yin Mingjing is really a blessing. But it's always hard to complain like this on his face, so he said with a simple smile: "Look at my memory, if you don't say it, I forgot, you and Mingjing live near the unit." Look how nice you are, I'm almost busy and I haven't been home yet. Then you go back quickly, it's not too early, it's not too early to cook at this time, don't be delayed by me anymore. I also have to go home to find food, and I am looking for things, and I am hungry when I see you carrying vegetables, so I won't talk to you more. ”
Yang Zhuonian wanted to say yes, but after thinking about it, it was always inappropriate to let Du Mijin and Jiang Jiaxuan together. Du Mijin is smart, but his kung fu is limited, if something really happens, everyone around him will take care of it, how dangerous it is. In case Jiang Jiaxuan really has bad intentions and this time bomb explodes, he will definitely regret his death. So Yang Zhuonian hurriedly answered and said, "Come on, you can't cook later than we eat when you go home now." The place where Spiegel and I live is just a corner away, why don't you go home with me and have a bite to eat. I'll send you home after dinner, and it just so happens that Spiegel is still talking at home, and he can't figure out the statistical table you taught him to make. You take the time to teach him again, lest he look miserable, as if someone owes him money and doesn't pay it back, I've seen enough of this bitter gourd face. ”
Du Mijin had never taught Yin Mingjing to make any forms, and when he heard Yang Zhuonian say this, he knew that Yang Zhuonian was wary of Jiang Jiaxuan and wanted to take him away with an excuse. At this time, Du Mijin couldn't explain to Yang Zhuonian, instead of letting him be so frightened, it was better to follow his wishes, lest this guy have a tendon, if he refused, he would be misunderstood as being held hostage, and the joke would be big. After all, Jiang Jiaxuan had just enlightened himself, and if Yang Zhuonian really misunderstood and then used force, it would be enough to help Jiang Jiaxuan. So Du Mijin turned to Jiang Jiaxuan and said slightly apologetically: "I'm sorry, Mr. Jiang, Ming Spiegel and Zhuo Nian are both my colleagues, since they have something to look for me, I won't trouble you to send me home in person." We'll make another appointment another day when we have time, and I'll invite you to dinner. It's late, you can go back first, Zhuo Nian will send me home in a while, you can rest assured. ”
"Well, someone is a flower messenger, and I'll be happy. When you get home, remember to call me and tell me if you have a chance to see you again. Jiang Jiaxuan spread his shoulders when he heard this, and said casually. After saying that, he nodded to Yang Zhuonian in a friendly manner, then turned around and walked towards the silver Audi parked not far from the side of the road. Everything is polite and can't find anything to find fault with, but Du Mijin is still a little panicked in his heart. I don't know if it's because I'm dazzled, at a certain moment, Du Mijin seemed to see a touch of fleeting viciousness in Jiang Jiaxuan's eyes.
After dinner, Du Mijin and Yang Zhuonian walked side by side on the way home, the two of them stopped and stopped, Yang Zhuonian kept talking to Du Mijin about some interesting things that Yin Mingjing had done in ancient times, which made Du Mijin laugh from time to time. In a blink of an eye, she arrived at the gate of the community where Du Mijin lived, she raised her eyes to look at the three or two stars in the sky divided by high-rise buildings, and after a long sigh of relief, she turned her head and smiled very sincerely to Yang Zhuonian: "Thank you, Zhuonian." ”
"What is there to thank, didn't you say I was going to send you a long time ago? Besides, I didn't go far in total, so I should have finished eating. You can't let a girl walk home by herself in the dark, right? Yang Zhuonian looked at Du Mijin and said indifferently, and his tone naturally seemed to be something that should have been within his part.
"I'm not talking about sending me home. You are originally a taciturn person, but you are willing to keep saying jokes to make me happy along the way, it's hard for you. Du Mijin raised his hand to pull the long hair in his ear as he spoke, glanced at Yang Zhuonian coquettishly, and said helplessly: "I'm not stupid, you deliberately exploded the scan's fierce material, just to make me laugh, how could I not understand this friendship?" (To be continued.) )