Five hours ago, Shangguan Yao asked the palace people to carry her to the imperial garden to enjoy the flowers, and the white brocade clothes happened to cover her slightly bulging lower abdomen. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info She stroked it gently, and then over and over again. Her attitude towards Song Yan also changed slightly, Song Yan asked her what she wanted to eat, and she would answer. Song Yan asked her what she wanted, and she answered.

For a while, everyone in the palace said that the queen and the emperor loved each other like guests, and they were really envious of others.

"Ah Yan, what do you think would have happened if I hadn't seen you in the first place?" Shangguan Yao's head was buried in Song Yan's hair, trying to hide her cry, but she still couldn't hide the desolation and grief in it: "Ah Yan, do you remember the lanterns of the Lantern Festival that day?" ”

"A-Yao, from now on, I will let you see the lanterns of that day every day."

"But it's not the same after all. Ayan, do you still want to go back to that day? She looked up at the distant sky, tears falling gently down in the wind and shattering. Then, slowly but resolutely, she said, "It was the best dream of my life, and I have never forgotten that scene, and I will never forget it." Even if ......"

Even if she disappears into this world...... It's the same!

After speaking, she smiled and stretched out her hand, and with a slight wave, the imperial garden in front of her suddenly turned into a winter look. Snowflakes were flying in the sky, and the entire imperial city around was covered with snow, and it was beautiful silver and white as far as the eye could see.

At this moment, they were sitting on the high walls of the palace, looking down from the city walls, and below was a crowded bazaar, with lanterns weaving and a faint fragrance floating in the air. A full moon hangs impartially on the branches, like the moonlight of water coating the river with a layer of sparkling waves, and the lanterns in the river swaying along the water flow into the distance.

"Ah Yan, look...... That's us! ”

Her body was tightly hugged by Song Yan in the cold wind, as if she would disappear in the next moment.

His heart was sour, and he said softly: "A-Yao, I saw it, I saw it!" We really miss that time! ”

There was a sudden warmth behind her, and Song Yan had wrapped her tightly around her chest, and her voice was full of self-control and grief: "A-Yao, I promise you, in the future, I will be so good to you as before, never give up, life and death depend on each other, A-Yao, don't cry anymore, okay?" I'm really scared......"

"Ah Yan," she propped up her blurred consciousness and body, gently stroked her lower abdomen, and her voice was extremely soft: "I was under such a lantern that day with you, and I don't think it has been several years." Time is really fast, it feels like it was still yesterday, but why are we like this? ”

Her chest rose and fell violently like a stormy wave, but her tears could not stop dripping, one drop, two drops......

That's nostalgia, that's pain, tangled in her chest, life and age.

Song Yan's brows couldn't help frowning, and his lips trembled a little. He hugged her in his arms, like a treasure, "Ah Yao......"

But she didn't look up, and continued: "When I saw you for the first time, I knew that there was a young man like you in this world. So, I can forget my mother, forget the little emperor, and forget Liguo for you, but they are my life, no matter what the reason, I always think, as long as you accompany me, whatever I do, it is worth it, even if it is my life! ”

Her voice trembled again with excitement, "I never wanted to be separated from you, even when I gave you a life, I still thought that I must find you, even after sleeping for so many years, I was waiting in my dreams." But I woke up and found out that my Ayan was dead, died five years ago, and we can't go back, we can't go back......"

The voice was so desperate, so heartbreaking.

She can obviously protect the little emperor, and she can obviously protect the people of Liguo......

Her consciousness was already blurry, and her eyes were a little gloomy, and she couldn't help coughing up a mouthful of blood and staining her white dress red.

Song Yan touched her face, but the tears couldn't be stopped, with the silent tears and blood of the person in his arms, fear welled up in his eyes little by little: "Ah Yao, it's me who is not good, you see, I am Ah Yan, Ah Yan has always been by your side." ”

But Shangguan Yao was still immersed in her world, she pointed to a lantern tree in the distance and said, "Look, it's me over there, and next to it is Ah Yan, they are still there, they haven't left." ”

She remembered the past, the lantern festival, the boy in the silver moonlight, and the white camellia that seemed to bloom around her, even through the cold snowflakes, she could feel the tenderness in it.

But they can't go back to where they started, and her teenager is no longer there.

"Ah Yan," she murmured to him, "do you love me in your heart?" ”

"Of course I ......"

Song Yan's words were interrupted by her, and she said, "How do you know love? Love is to give her everything she wants, but if you destroy my kingdom and kill my relatives, how can you know love? So, this kind of love is too fragile, too selfish, and I-I'd rather not. ”

Her eyes were slowly empty and godless, only a continuous sadness, like snowflakes scattered outside, destroying the world.

"I hate you...... I've never hated anyone...... But you...... Even if it kills my heart...... I still hate you......"

"Huh", she took out the dagger hidden in her sleeve and stabbed at Song Yan fiercely, but a large patch of blood spread along her body. It was a phantom technique, although it stabbed Song Yan on the surface, but the dagger was stuck in her body.

"A-Yao-" Song Yan hugged the woman in his arms like crazy.

"Our destiny begins with prophecy and should end with prophecy. Ayan ...... I'm going to find my Ayan, he must be waiting for me, I can't keep him waiting. After she finished speaking, a large pool of blood flowed from the corner of her mouth, and Song Yan quickly stopped it with a handkerchief, but the blood became more and more until it stained her whole body red.

Song Yan looked at her in a daze, her beautiful face, as if she would never wake up again, dead and quiet......

She showed a smile, kept laughing, couldn't stop, and when she took the last breath, she couldn't see Song Yan's expression clearly, she said: "I took poison, killed myself, and killed the child, Ah Yan, we don't owe each other anymore." ”

Then, she closed her eyes.

She had been proud of her prophecy, but she found that she could not kill him, and her prophecy in this life was never wrong, but she was defeated by him alone.

This is her calamity, and she admits it.

The last thing she could do, she thought, was to cut the grass and root it out, and then stop feeling guilty and forget about her again.

In the next life, she will never meet him again, her love, her heart are buried in this life, it is too painful. Next time, they don't owe each other, don't complain about each other, don't meet each other, and don't know each other.

I looked at the red light dancing in the soul-attracting lamp, and sighed inwardly.

This is probably the final ending of Song Yan and Shangguan Yao.