October 17, 2015, typhoon

The typhoon made landfall last night, and the stormy weather lasted for a whole day. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Mr. Angry, there should be no typhoons in that world, right?

Today, Chu Tianhe called me, and it seemed that he wanted to keep me.

But I'm too tired to continue this job.

Last night, I thought hard about why I couldn't keep going. Chu Tianhe's unbearable bad personality and bad temper are the reasons for one thing, but the more important reason is because of you, Mr. Angry!

Do you know? Since I met Chu Tianhe, I have always been able to see your shadow in him, he is really too similar to you, personality, temperament, lifestyle, work style, etc., it is just like copying.

The only thing I can tell you apart is your name and appearance, and the horror of your resemblance to him has completely lost me in it.

Mr. Angry, your departure has left me in the abyss of pain, and I would like to cheer up as soon as possible and return to life under the sun as soon as possible. I know, that's what you'd expect.

But just when I was about to regain my strength, this man named Chu Tianhe appeared with your shadow and firmly tied me to the bottom of the sea, who was about to swim out of the abyss.

I realized that if I didn't break free from his chains, I would be trapped forever in the abyss of pain, sinking there, unable to extricate myself.

So, I chose to run away, and I want to run away from here completely until the wound heals, and I will come back to see you.

Angry sir, you'll understand me, right?

October 18, 2015, typhoon

The storm still had no intention of retreating, and continued to rage wildly.

But what is even crazier than this typhoon is that Chu Tianhe.

When I saw him, standing at the door of my house with his whole body wet, I was stunned, I really didn't expect that he, a man as arrogant and rude as Mr. Angry, would brave such a terrible wind and rain and come to me in person, which was really beyond my expectations.

He told me a lot today, explained the unpleasantness that had happened before, apologized constantly, and asked me to stay and continue to be his assistant to assist him in completing this creation.

From the moment he entered the door until he left, his attitude was very humble and sincere. To be honest, I was really surprised by his behavior and attitude, this is not my impression of Chu Tianhe at all, there is a world of difference between the two.

However, it is precisely because of his actions today that I discovered the difference between him and you for the first time.

Mr. Angry, you will never whisper to others. At least in the more than a year I've been with you, I've never seen you bow your noble head and plead with someone for someone or a cause.

For the arrogant you, there is never a word of submission in your dictionary.

But this Chu Tianhe is different from you, he would do so much in order to keep me, which surprised me at the same time, but also realized the difference between him and you for the first time.

Now that I think about it, I feel ridiculous that I would be stupid enough to treat him for you, and thus compare him to my own nightmare, I am so naïve.

Maybe it was also because I realized my naivety, which made me feel a little guilty about this Chu Tianhe, and my original heart that was determined to escape was also shaken.

However, I didn't agree to his retention on the spur of the moment, I needed time, I needed time to digest all of this and then think about what I was going to do next.

Mr. Angry, what would you do if it were you? Do you run away, or do you stay?

October 19, 2015, typhoon

The typhoon has not yet passed, and although today's wind and rain have weakened a lot compared to before, its power can still trap me at home, and it is difficult to move an inch.

This made me begin to admire Chu Tianhe a little from yesterday. With such a terrible storm, what kind of will did he come to my house?

Did he get home safely yesterday? I was tempted to call to see if he was okay, but I just thought about it and didn't do it.

Because I always feel that this level of care gives people a sense of weakness. I finally gained the upper hand, how could I give up the upper hand so easily? Am I right? Angry sir.

As for his retention yesterday, after thinking about it all day, I have already made a decision, and I have decided to stay.

Mr. Angry, you must be curious about the reason, right? Do you think I chose to stay because I felt guilty about Chu Tianhe?

Actually, guilt is the reason I stayed, but it was only a small part of it.

What really played a decisive role was a dream I had last night, a dream that was a little strange, but it made me feel very warm.

In my dreams, I dreamed of a house in front of which there was a little boy who was playing with a ball alone.

Although the little boy was alone and had no other playmates, he still seemed to be having a great time.

At this time, an old woman with a basket of vegetables walked towards the house from far and near.

The little boy playing with the ball, after seeing the old grandmother, ran towards her excitedly. The little boy's running appearance, twisting and twisting, is really cute.

Maybe it's a little far away, and I can't hear the conversation between the little boy and the old grandmother.

I only saw the little boy holding the grandmother's hand and shaking it, as if he was coquettish. Then the old grandmother gently stroked the little boy's head with a kind smile on her face, what a warm picture.

Finally, the old woman took the little boy by the hand and walked into the house.

At the last second before the little boy left my sight, I could still see a happy smile on his face.

Driven by curiosity, I walked towards the house.

But what I didn't expect was that when I entered the house, I saw the old woman lying weakly on the hospital bed, and the little boy lying on the side of the hospital bed.

The old grandmother was still stroking the little boy's head with a kind smile, but the smile on the little boy's face that was originally full of happiness was gone. Instead, there was a sad face, and the young man seemed to be holding back, not letting the tears have a chance to come out of his eyes.

I still couldn't hear the conversation between the grandmother and the little boy, but I could see that the grandmother's mouth was constantly moving, as if she was giving instructions on her deathbed.

In the end, the old grandmother closed her eyes, and the little boy's tears broke at this moment.

I couldn't hear the little boy's cry, but I thought his cry must have been sad. Because just seeing him crying already broke my heart.

Just when my vision was already blurred by tears, the picture changed again.

What appeared in front of me at this moment was a very familiar image to me.

That's your study, Mr. Angry, and you're right in front of my eyes, two meters away from me, working hard.

What a familiar scene I've lived in almost every day for the past year, and this damn revisit has plunged me into endless memories.

I can only look at you quietly, reminiscing about the past, and the picture of the dream is frozen there.

When I woke up, my pillow was wet, and I knew what it was, I missed you.

I like last night's dream, especially the frozen picture at the end, I really want to relive it again, not in a dream, but in reality, just looking at you quietly.

So I had a stupid, ridiculous, and childish idea, I want to go back to work next to Chu Tianhe, and I want to use his resemblance to yours to fulfill my boring wish.

Angry sir, am I really hopeless?

It's just a dream, and it shatters my psychological defense so easily, am I too useless?

But what can I do? I'm just a girl, I'm really not as strong as I thought I was.

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