On October 20, 2015, heavy rain turned to light rain

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This also made me work hard, detour a lot, and go through a lot of hardships to reach Chu Tianhe's home.

In Chutian He's house, after consultation with him, or rather my unilateral request, an agreement was finally reached, and I agreed to continue to serve as his assistant and continue to do the work.

You must be curious to know what I ask of him, sir, don't you?

Actually, it's nothing, I mentioned two things to him in total: first, I will continue to work as an assistant for him, but only temporarily, and when he finishes writing the novel, I will resign and leave; And the second one is also very simple, that is, let him restrain his bad temper and rotten problems, I only do my job as an assistant, and I have the right to refuse unreasonable requests.

Mr. Angry, do you understand the meaning of this?

The original intention of this first article is out of my guilt for Chu Tianhe, because I always treat him as you, and I always compare him with you. Therefore, I feel sorry for him, and because of this, I want to help him this time.

However, the previous period of getting along made me realize that Chu Tianhe's fate and I were conflicting and incompatible, so I didn't plan to stay by his side for a long time, and after helping him this time, it could be regarded as making up for my debt, so that I could resign and leave with peace of mind.

As for the second one, it's even simpler, I'll go back to help him, it's just a piece of Miss Ben's kindness. But this kindness does not mean that I am willing to be angry, which is why I will make this second request to protect my rights.

Angry sir, you know what? In order to prevent Chu Tianhe from making trouble and playing a scoundrel in the future, I specially forced him to write a note, and I owed his name.

Looking at his expression when he signed the document, it was as if he was forced to sign a deed of sale, not to mention how funny it was, hehe, it amused me.

Having said all this, in fact, the most critical issues have not been addressed.

Mr. Angry, I really miss you, so naïve, I want to take advantage of this time to find your figure through the similarity with you on Chu Tianhe's body, I really want to relive the picture in that dream, the picture that I am most familiar with for more than a year.

Am I very contradictory, I said before that I compared Chu Tianhe with you, and I felt sorry for him, but I always wanted to treat him as you, and I really didn't understand myself anymore.

But I don't want to sink into it forever and let myself live in memories for the rest of my life. So I only gave myself such a short amount of time, and when the time came, I would leave immediately.

However, when it really came time to leave, I wasn't sure if I really had the courage.

Sir, you think I do this, right?

October 21, 2015, overcast

The wind and rain have finally stopped completely, and although the sun has not yet appeared, it should only be a matter of time before the sun rises as the sky thins into thin clouds.

Angry sir, what's the weather like for you?

I'm back to work with strange and complicated feelings.

Yesterday, I was obviously full of interest, thinking that I had a clear purpose, and I could ride the wind and waves and move forward bravely.

Unexpectedly, when I woke up, I became confused again, and began to doubt my previous decision.

It seems that it is time to make some changes, not just to change your appearance, as you did last time. This time, I want to change my inner self and make myself braver and stronger.

Mr. Angry, you're going to support me, right?

October 22, 2015, fine

The sun is long gone, the sun is long gone.

Today, he forced himself to be tough, put on an aggressive look, and completely suppressed Chu Tianhe.

Looking at his surprised expression at the time, I didn't want to mention how relieved I was, cool! Hey!

Mr. Angry, I'll keep doing my best, so wait and see!

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October 24, 2015, fine

Angry sir, you know what? After my two days of hard work, Chu Tianhe has been completely frightened by me.

At the beginning, although I had a written backing up, I was still very empty in my heart.

But after two days in a row, looking at this Chu Tianhe honestly and not daring to resist at all, I became more and more confident in my heart.

It seems that I have chosen the right route as a strong woman, and if I continue to develop in this direction, I think I will definitely become stronger than before, hehe.

By the way, Mr. Angry, I have deliberately followed your previous example in the past two days, and deliberately put on an ice cube face to show Chu Tianhe. It is estimated that it can calm him, and the role of this ice cube face is also indispensable.

However, while learning from you to play the face of an ice cube, it also made me understand one thing.

You've been cold ever since I met you. At first I thought it was a deliberate disguise on your part, deliberately disguising yourself as cold and not allowing anyone to approach you, lest they be burned by the scorching flame in your heart. At that time, I thought you were so kind.

But only now do I understand that you disguise yourself as cold in order to protect yourself from those who will hurt you from approaching you, and your coldness is entirely because you are full of fear of the world, refusing and rejecting everything from the outside world. Now I feel that you are really pitiful.

Mr. Angry, am I feeling right?

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October 26, 2015, cloudy

I'm going crazy, sir, I've noticed that I've been wandering lately.

You must think it's strange, it's just a distraction, why is it so serious?

I'm not just wandering, I'm an exaggerated one.

In the past few days, I often stare at Chu Tianhe in a daze.

Every time he is working hard, I stare at him, I can always see you in him, and then ......

Then I started to get into fantasies, imagining that you were sitting in front of me. It's the same as before, you're working hard in front of the computer, and I'm standing two meters away from you, staring at you quietly.

I don't know if my imagination is too graphic, causing me to be seriously distracted and completely immersed in it.

I don't know how much time I waste every time I wander in a daze, but I think it's a little short, maybe a few minutes; As for when it looks, it's outrageous, it seems like there are hours.

That's really an exaggeration, right? Angry sir.

Although I like that picture very much, but this kind of serious distraction in a daze makes me feel very scared, will I go insane and go crazy because of this?

But fortunately, Chu Tianhe didn't seem to have noticed my abnormality yet. Otherwise, I don't know how to defend myself.

Angry sir, what the hell should I do?

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