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After being silent for a while, Lan Sheng said to me, "How are you going to see Yun Qing?" I'm worried she's going to do something stupid. ”

I didn't get up, and said unhappily: "What won't happen to her, doesn't she still have expectations in her heart?" Then he said, "She must have gone to her mother's place now." ”

"Sister Wan," Lan Sheng shook my hand and said, "Let's go and take a look, otherwise I won't worry." ”

I looked at him, speechless.

Lan Sheng said again: "Yunqing, she has taken care of me for two days, if there is anything wrong, how can I feel happy in my heart?" ”

"Sooner or later, that's going to happen." I said.

"Which one?" He asked, puzzled.

I pulled the quilt on him and said, "Sooner or later, disappointment and sadness will erupt, and it would be a good thing if she really understood." ”

"You go check it out." Lan Sheng's words had a sense of command in them, and he said, "Can you just take a look at it for me?" ”

"Why should I go see her? Didn't she bring it on herself? I said impatiently.

Lan Sheng looked at me for a while and said, "Why are you talking like this?" Yun Qing is also a member of this family, shouldn't you go and take a look? ”

I looked him in the eye and asked, "Then you say, who is she in the family?" ”

He paused, avoided my gaze, and replied, "She is my mother's daughter, do you think she is from this family?" ”

I was silent for a while, and then said, "Lan Sheng, in fact, I don't know what you think in your heart, maybe you have already accepted the fact that she entered the mansion, and you are used to her shadow often in the mansion. So what will happen in the future? ”

Lan Sheng looked at me and said in a deep voice, "Don't you know what I'm thinking in my heart?" I love you alone. ”

"I know." I replied, but I no longer had the same sense of security that I had felt before.

This question has been discussed many times, and I think it is probably because my heart is a little numb.

I stood up and walked outside.

Lan Sheng said behind him, "Why did you go?" Don't you love me anymore? ”

I was stunned for a moment, stood in place, and slowly turned around, and couldn't help but ask myself, what does it mean to love him? I can't figure it out.

After a while, I said, "I just want to go out for a walk." ”

Lan Sheng said, "You haven't answered my other question yet. ”

Why should I answer such a question when I am tired? Even if it is said, it will not be joyful. I suddenly realized that I was in a state of calm almost apathy.

I looked at him with similar scrutiny, but didn't answer.

Lan Sheng turned his face away and said, "I want to drink water, you can pour me a glass of water." "He looked a little depressed.

I turned around and went to the outhouse, poured a glass of warm water, and brought it to the bedside.

Lan Sheng opened his mouth and said, "Sister Wan, what's wrong with you?" How did you suddenly become so cold? ”

"It's all right," I said, half-crouching on the pedals, "I do that sometimes, you don't have to deal with me." ”

"How can I ignore you? We are husband and wife. Lan Sheng said, "I remember that you were not like this before. ”

"Don't talk about the past, okay?" I looked at him, and there was fatigue in my voice, "Lan Sheng, our marriage is no longer complete and beautiful, and I can't be like it used to be." ”

"You mean, your heart for me is no longer what it used to be?" Lan Sheng asked.

"No, I can't answer that question properly right now." I said calmly, bringing the cup in my hand to his lips: "Drink some water, aren't you thirsty?" ”

He didn't open his mouth, and after a few seconds of silence, he suddenly raised his hand and knocked the cup in my hand to the ground.

The water spilled on the ground, and the cup broke in half, rolling back and forth on the ground.

Without saying a word, I walked over to me and picked up the broken cup.

Lan Sheng's voice was cold, and he said, "Aren't you going out for a walk?" Get out, I don't need you to take care of me. ”

Still silent, I picked up the pieces of the cup in my hand and went outside.

When I walked to the courtyard, I saw a bamboo basket containing waste, so I threw the broken porcelain pieces into the basket, and then sat down at the stone table in the courtyard.

After sitting for a while, Yueying ran to me and asked me, "Why is Zhu Niang sitting here?" How is my uncle's body? ”

I said expressionlessly, "He hurt his leg and was lying on the couch." ”

Yueying leaned down, grabbed my arm, and said, "Zhu Niang? What happened to Zhu Niang? ”

"Not really," my voice was still warm, and I added, "I told him about you, he wasn't angry, and you don't have to worry, the old lady won't kick you out again." ”

Yue Ying was speechless for a while, and after a while, she shook my arm and said in a trembling voice: "Zhu Niang...... Did Zhu Niang quarrel with her uncle? ”

"No," I said, glancing at her, "there's nothing to be argued about. ”

Yue Ying opened her mouth and was about to say something, when Yingqiao suddenly ran in and shouted at a maid in the yard, "What are you still doing here?" Useless little hooves! Didn't I say that you should follow your aunt every step of the way? Then he waved his hand and shook the maid's ear scraper, and said, "Let you serve your aunt, how do you serve?" If there is really anything wrong with my aunt, I will not be able to spare you! ”

Seeing Yingqiao's situation, the maid was frightened and cried when she boarded, and knelt down with her face covered.

"Get up!" Ying Qiao kicked her and shouted, "What's the use of kneeling? Then another kick came and the maid fell to the ground.

I stepped forward a few steps and said, "Yingqiao, you are both maids, what qualifications do you have to teach her like this?" Even if she doesn't take good care of Yun Qing, Yun Qing has to speak herself. Why are you running to me? ”

Ying Qiao took a few steps back, her eyes surging with anger, mixed with a little timidity.

Yueying helped the maid up.

Yingqiao suddenly raised her head and howled, crying, "Young lady...... You go to save your aunt, who is about to commit suicide by hanging herself from a beam, and she has just been stopped by the old lady...... Now the white silk is still in her hand, and she won't let go of anything......"

Suicide by a cantilever beam? Suicide attempt? I pursed my lips and didn't say anything.

The whole yard was filled with the howling of warblers.

Seeing that I ignored her, Yingqiao suddenly knelt on the ground and hugged my legs.

I bent down to help her up, but she hugged her tightly, and I pushed her back a few times, but I didn't push her away.

After a pause, Yingqiao suddenly let go of me and knelt behind me.

I turned around in confusion and saw Lan Sheng, who was wearing only a coat, leaning against the door frame, looking at me.

Ying Qiao walked to the bottom of the steps and begged Lan Sheng: "Official, please go and see your aunt...... Please......" (To be continued.) )