Chapter 124: The heart is too ruthless
Ying Qiao told Lan Sheng what had happened with tears in her eyes, and Lan Sheng's brows tightened more and more. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
I suddenly understood in my heart that in fact, Yingqiao's howl just now was not directed at me, but at Lan Sheng.
After Yingqiao finished crying, Lan Sheng instructed her: "You go and call a few family members to come over, prepare a deck chair, I want to see Yunqing." ”
"Yes, yes, I'll go right away." Ying Qiao quickly wiped her tears with her sleeve, then stood up and ran out of the yard. The maid who was kneeling on the ground also walked out crying.
Lan Sheng's gaze turned to me, revealing coldness and disappointment, and then looked at Yue Ying again, and said, "Yue Ying, you come over to serve me and dress." ”
Yueying looked at me and lowered her head again. She had never been close to Lan Sheng, so naturally I wouldn't let her go.
Lan Sheng's words were actually said to me. It's just that he didn't want to talk to me, so he called Yueying.
I walked into the house, and when I reached the door, I reached out and grabbed Lan Sheng's arm, and helped him to walk inside.
After a few steps inside, Lan Sheng suddenly grabbed me and pushed me away.
I knew he was angry with me, so I didn't bother with him, walked up to him and reached out to help him.
Lan Sheng opened my hand and said, "Your heart is too ruthless. ”
I smiled sadly, but didn't argue with him.
After all, there is a leg that is not in the way, and Lan Sheng has been supporting it for so long, so he can't stabilize his body, and he falls to the side diagonally.
Seeing this, I hurriedly ran over and supported him.
He stopped talking and let me help him to sit down in a chair. I found his clothes and helped him change them, but he didn't say a word.
After a while, the family came over and brought a deck chair. As soon as I helped Lan Sheng to the recliner, he pulled his hand out and told the housekeeper, "Let's go." ”
The housekeeper lifted the chaise longue up, and I chased a few steps forward, opening my mouth but not knowing what I was going to say.
Lan Sheng never looked at me and left.
I sat down at the stone table in a dejected manner, and Yueying whispered to me, "Zhu Niang......"
"I don't want to go over, and if I do, what will they say? I don't want to hear those words. I knelt on the stone table and shook my head.
Yueying's hand gently rested on my shoulder and said slowly, "No, let's not go...... The lady of the Ge family deserves it. ”
Although I don't think that Yunqing Hanging Beam deserves it, I really don't want to go there. At this time, my mother-in-law must be there, Lan Sheng is angry with me, if my mother-in-law says anything to me, Lan Sheng will not help me speak.
This feeling of isolation made me panic, and I began to be afraid, and this emotion strongly made me want to flee again.
"Let's go." I looked up and said to the moon.
She looked at me in confusion and asked, "Where is Zhu Niang going?" ”
Right. Where am I going? Where can I go?
"Let's go back to Qiantang." I said, my voice a little numb, but my body didn't move.
"Zhu Niang." Yueying crouched down and held my hand, as if trying to comfort me.
"Yueying," I said, standing up suddenly, "I'm going to go back to the house and think about it for a while, my mind is too messy now." With that, he turned and walked into the house.
Moon Ying caught up.
I stopped her and said, "You don't have to follow me, I'm going to be alone." ”
Yueying looked like she wanted to speak and stopped, and finally stopped.
I went back to my room, closed the door, and sat down in front of the mirror, without moving a single step from the sunset to the nightfall. I only feel that my brain can no longer think about anything, but the whole person is awake.
In the silence, there was a knock on the door.
Yue Ying whispered: "Zhu Niang? Zhu Niang? ”
"Huh?" I spoke up, but my throat was dry, and I said, "What's wrong?" ”
Yueying pushed open the door, put a wooden plate on the table, and said, "Zhu Niang, let's eat something." Then he went to the candlestick and lit the candles in turn.
The room grew bright, and I felt dazzling, and my somewhat withered brows were reflected in the bronze mirror. I am indeed no longer the pretty, vivid and clever woman I used to be.
Yue Ying walked to the side and said, "Zhu Niang, go eat something." ”
I got up, found that my body was very stiff, and I felt dizzy in front of me, and I froze before I took a step.
"Have you eaten?" I walked over to the table and asked.
"I've already eaten it, and I ate it in the kitchen."
I picked up the porcelain bowl, swallowed a few bites of rice, and didn't want to eat any more. Yueying persuaded me for a while, but I really didn't have any appetite at all. I think of the days when I was confined by my mother-in-law, when I couldn't stand being hungry for half a meal, and today, when the food is in front of me, I can't eat it.
Yueying had no choice but to withdraw the meal.
After she left, I went to the small study alone.
When I arrived at the end of the day, there was a sound of messy footsteps in the yard, and I came out of the small study and saw the family returning with a chaise longe. Lan Sheng sat on it, his expression faint, a little less indifferent and alienated this afternoon.
Jia Ding put down the chaise longue, and Lan Sheng moved on the chair, as if trying to stand up. I hurried a few steps over and picked him up. Lan Sheng waved his other hand, and several of the family members went down.
I helped him sit down on the pestle, and Lan Sheng said, "You ask someone to clean up the room on the east side, and I'll go and sleep there." ”
I was silent for a while, thinking to myself, if he really planned to sleep there, he would definitely let people clean up the east wing directly, how could he tell me to clean it up?
In fact, seeing that Lan Sheng is back tonight, I feel that there is a possibility of reconciliation.
I bowed down and said, "Your legs are inconvenient, I want to take care of you, what should I do if I go there alone?" ”
Lan Sheng didn't look at me, and the hands on his lap moved a little crampedly.
I stood up and said, "I'll go and bring water in, and I'll wash you up." ”
He looked at me and opened his mouth slightly, but he didn't say anything.
I remembered his leg injury and asked, "Have you drunk any medicine?" ”
"Drunk." He replied.
I crouched down again, looked at his injured right leg, and said, "Do you need to change the ointment on your leg?" How to change? You'll have to talk to me. ”
"I don't need to change it now, I already changed it once when Dr. Yao came this morning." Lan Sheng said, his eyes mild.
"That's good." I answered, got up and prepared to go out.
"Sister Wan, wait a minute." Lan Sheng suddenly called out to me.
I turned around.
Lan Sheng's gaze was a little hesitant, and after a while, he said, "I have something to tell you." ”
"What's the matter?" I came closer.
He looked at me, then looked away again, and said, "About Yunqing." (To be continued.) )