What Lan Sheng said was wrong? When did I trust him completely?

For the first time, I cut my heart so thoroughly, so thoroughly that I felt terrible. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info If I lose the premise of loving him, I don't know what the point of doing all this is.

As I said to Liang Gongzi before: I am very selfish.

I didn't give my all to love Lan Sheng. So I can't even trust him.

Trust is risky. What if I gave my heart over and ended up empty?

I looked at Lan Sheng, he had a beautiful face, and his expression was calm and calm.

I couldn't help but ask myself, why was I scared before I started? Why don't I try to trust Lan Sheng?

You know, it's useless to resist, it will only make yourself more miserable. If I truly trust him, look at the matter of Yunqing's entry into the Blue Mansion calmly, and tolerate my mother-in-law's actions, will everything be better because of this?

All I care about is Lan Sheng, and my purpose is just to get out of reincarnation and accompany my beloved to old age.

Maybe I should approach it differently. It has happened, and while I am sad and disappointed, I know that it is just the beginning. What if I don't resist? Will the situation change?

I should give it a try, for myself and Lan Sheng. At least, I can't fight Lan Sheng like this anymore. No amount of deep emotion can withstand such long-term consumption.

Thinking of this, I softened him and said, "Lan Sheng, it's me who is wrong, I'm too sensitive and nervous, I should believe you." ”

When he heard this, he turned his head to look at me.

I moved closer to him, put my hand around his waist, rested my head on his shoulder, and continued: "Actually, I don't want to quarrel with you, I care too much, are you angry with me?" ”

Lan Sheng breathed a sigh of relief, and I could feel his body no longer stiff as it was when I first met him.

After a while, he moved, raised his hand to take me into his arms, and said softly: "I'm not angry with you, it's that there have been too many things too much and messy recently." It's also my fault, if I had expressed my heart to my mother earlier and helped Yunqing find a good home earlier, then it would not have caused today's situation. In fact, I understand that you are very sad and aggrieved in your heart. ”

The corners of my eyes were a little moist, and I thought to myself, the situation has developed to this point, and I blame myself for not taking precautions first, if I had taken care of Yunqing's affairs earlier, there would not be so many rights and wrongs now.

But words are always easier said than done. When I first married into the Lan family, didn't I swear that I must have a good relationship with my mother-in-law and make my mother-in-law happy? But in the end? Isn't it all in vain?

Lan Sheng said again: "Sister Wan, I have always felt very sorry for you. Since I got married, I haven't been with you well, always entangled in official business, if I can often be at home, talk more between you and your mother, you and your mother will not have so many suspicions. He then sighed and said, "It's all bad for me." ”

"Don't say that," I whispered, "it can't be helped." I've never complained about you. ”

He took my hand in his palm and said, "Look how good we are now!" Talking like this, I felt like I had gone back in time. ”

I smiled and didn't speak.

He lowered his head and said to me, "Shall we go back to the house?" After eating, just rest, okay? ”

His voice was incredibly gentle, and I lifted my eyelids to meet his warm eyes.

I couldn't help but blush, and whispered, "Okay." ”

He laughed happily, laughed heartily, and took me by the hand and walked forward.

As he said, it's like we've gone back in time.

Is it really the same as before?

No, none of us can pretend that none of that happened. We had a quarrel, and we had a big argument. The current peace and harmony are only because we have chosen to compromise. I took a step back, and so did Lan Sheng.

I heard others say that if you want to be a long-term couple, you must learn to tolerate each other and compromise with each other at the right time.

I'm curious, is that really the case?

I can compromise with Lan Sheng and still treat him like before. But I can't compromise with my mother-in-law, and I can't treat Yunqing like before. I should explain this to Lan Sheng now.

Thinking of this, I tugged his hand and said, "Lan Sheng, there are some things I have to make clear to you first." ”

"What's the matter?" He asked, a little uneasy in his eyes.

I pursed my lips and said, "Don't expect me to be enthusiastic about Yunqing, I can't do it; Don't expect me to smile in front of my mother, of course, I will treat her respectfully, but when something happens, I really can't smile in front of her. After a pause, he added, "She doesn't like me." ”

Lan Sheng put one hand on my shoulder, was silent for a while, and sighed: "It seems that the knot between you and your mother is not so easy to untie." Then he said, "It's okay, don't force yourself, I understand all this." ”

I looked at him and said seriously, "Do you really understand?" Really won't mind? ”

He nodded and said, "I understand." ”

I smiled, took his hand and walked on.

Dinner was brought to the room to eat, and when the meal was finished, I put the cage that Lan Sheng brought back into the west wing room first, and then went back to the house to accompany Lan Sheng.

Yueying made a pot of tea and put it in the room after we washed up, and then went out.

I sat at the dressing table and applied balm, and in the mirror I saw Lan Sheng sitting on the Raden bed looking at me. The candle flame is dim, and the bronze mirror is also dim, adding a bit of warmth to the night.

In the mirror, he beckoned, and then listened to him, "Come here, I'll show you something." ”

I smiled and stood up and sat next to him.

He smiled and said, "It smells so good! His face moved closer to me and sniffed hard.

I laughed and looked away.

He stepped back, pulled an envelope out of his sleeve, and said softly, "I've always carried it with me." ”

I glanced at the words on the letterhead and realized that it was the same word I had written to him.

He took another page out of the envelope and said with a smile, "And what! ”

When I looked at it, it turned out that I had drawn two circles for him. When I sent him this letter, he didn't understand what I meant, so he wrote back to me and asked me, and then I wrote a poem/circle/and sent it to him.

I looked at him carefully holding the letterhead, and I felt both sweet and funny, so I couldn't help but laugh away.

He suddenly grabbed my chin with his hand, turned my face away, and said angrily, "Not only do you play tricks on your husband, but you also dare to laugh." The little lady is so bold, what crime should she be guilty of? (To be continued.) )