Chapter Seventy-Five: On Love
Mother-in-law, Yunqing, Meixiang and Yingqiao all looked at each other, and the hall was very quiet for a while. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
After an untimely silence, the mother-in-law spoke: "It's all to blame for the girl's clumsiness, I originally wanted her to bring her a cup of tea, but she dropped the cup." Then he said awe-inspiring to Mei Xiang: "Why don't you clean up quickly." ā
Mei Xiang walked over to clean up in a panic.
Lan Sheng looked at me, but I didn't respond, just looked away and lowered my head.
After a while, I heard Lan Sheng say in surprise: "What's going on with Yunqing's face?" ā
Yun Qing half-covered her face and said, "I...... Yun Qing ......"
I was silent, thinking, how could Yun Qing be embarrassed to say such a thing?
Yun Qing was embarrassed to speak, but Yingqiao next to her didn't think so much, and hurriedly said, "It's for people to catch." ā
I frowned quietly.
Immediately afterwards, he heard Yun Qing say: "Don't talk nonsense! ā
Yingqiao looked at me, made a timid and aggrieved expression, and said, "It's just for people to arrest, and my aunt doesn't want to open her mouth......"
Before she finished speaking, Yun Qing turned her face abruptly to look at her, revealing a fierce look that she rarely showed on weekdays.
Yingqiao was silent.
Lan Sheng turned around and looked at me inquiringly.
I said, "Yingqiao, who caught it?" You say it. ā
Yingqiao bit her lip and refused to speak.
The mother-in-law set her eyes on Yun Qing, and she didn't know what Yun Qing was planning.
Yun Qing sat on the pear wood chair, dignified and quiet, trying to squeeze out a smile at the corner of her mouth, and said softly: "It was Yun Qing who accidentally scratched it, and when I got my manicure today, my nails were not repaired, so I touched my face with my hand, and I scratched my face." It really makes you laugh when you say it. ā
I said lightly: "You are thin-skinned and delicate, so you should pay more attention to yourself in the future." Otherwise, if you let others see it, you will think that you have been bullied by something, and it will not be good to cause a misunderstanding. ā
Her face was pale, her lips pursed, and she didn't respond for the first time.
Lan Sheng was silent for a long time and said, "In this case, I won't ask more." Then he hurriedly said: "If the mother has nothing to do, San Lang and Shuzhen will go back first." ā
The mother-in-law said "um" and didn't say anything else.
After leaving the courtyard, Lan Sheng hurriedly walked forward, and I followed without saying anything.
When he reached the secluded place, he suddenly stopped and turned around.
I was stunned and looked at him suspiciously.
He looked at Yueying, who stepped back in amusement.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
He looked at me for a while and said, "Did my mother explain to you about me and Yunqing?" ā
I tilted my head and said, "That's not an explanation." That's what happened, it was already in front of me. Explanations are only useful to you, I don't need to explain. ā
He was speechless for a while, and after a while, he said disappointedly: "Sister Wan, why are you so unreasonable now?" ā
Again, I looked at him and said, "Yes, I'm so unreasonable in this matter. ā
His eyes were cold and guilty.
I continued, "I'm unreasonable, Lan Sheng, so tell me, what should I do to be reasonable?" ā
He was silent.
I sighed and said, "Let's not talk about this topic, I don't want to quarrel with you anymore." ā
He spoke, "I know you don't want Yunqing to live in the house, but you can't do that either. Yun Qing is also a weak woman like you, how can you do that kind of behavior? Fang Cai didn't want to embarrass you in front of my mother, so I didn't pursue it. But I really don't want to have a next time. If you don't like Yun Qing, ignore her, there is no need to bully her. ā
I looked at him in disbelief at first, and then suddenly understood that Lan Sheng thought that the wound on Yun Qing's face was scratched by me. Although the thing was done by Yueying, it is not an exaggeration to say that I did it.
But my point is not here, I am surprised by the accusation in Lan Sheng's words. How much does he know? Understand how much? Why do you think that what he sees and what he thinks is right?
"Humiliation?" I laughed softly and replied unceremoniously, "Lan Sheng, you're wrong, Yunqing and I are each other. If you say I'm wrong, then she's not necessarily right. We've been together for so long, don't you know me? Do I like to bully people? Will bully others for no reason? Don't look at others and think that others are being bullied, who is the loss, don't you understand? ā
He looked away and said, "You're right, I don't understand. We've been together for so long, and we still don't understand you. Do you know? Now you make me feel strange, the one in the past, gentle and sensible, well-behaved, and laughing will make people feel sweet and warm, as if the whole world only pretended to me. But now, you feel like you're covered in thorns, and you feel uncomfortable talking and doing. ā
Is that what disgusted me mean? I felt a chill in my heart and a sour nose.
A lilac sunset in the corner of the wall had closed its petals, and the flower hugged it tightly, desperately shrinking itself inside.
I took a deep breath and said to him, "Lan Sheng, I admit that I am not as good as before, but have you ever wondered what you were like in the past? What was it like in the past? A lot of things have changed, and you can't just ask me to be the same as I used to be. I have something I want to hold onto, but someone else wants to destroy it, so I'm covered in thorns. ā
He said in a deep voice, "I have always treated you like this. It's just you who care, what do you care about? There's nothing between me and Yun Qing, so why do you care about that, make yourself unhappy? Didn't you say that we should trust each other, but now you really trust me? ā
I smiled bitterly and said, "I'm a mere nuisance." ā
All the unhappiness in my previous life was a burden to me, and I was worried that it would happen again, so I cared.
I looked at Lan Sheng, who was standing in the twilight, dressed in white and with black hair, and looked like a handsome boy.
I suddenly realized a problem: when I first fell in love with Lan Sheng, I was not innocent.
I was thinking about how I could get out of this samsara, so I approached him. Even though I did fall in love with him, I never dispelled my worries, nor did I forget my original purpose.
Is there no shame on me like this? If you really love someone, do you care about that? No matter whether Yunqing will enter the mansion or not, and no matter how my mother-in-law will treat me, I will only concentrate on loving Lan Sheng alone, I will be happy when he is happy, I will be sad when he is sad, and everything will be considered from his point of view.
That's what love is all about. But why can't I do that?
Yun Qing had just entered the mansion, and I had such a hysterical seizure, and I felt bad for Lan Sheng. How much of this is for him, and how much of it is for himself? (To be continued.) )