Who hasn't been stupid enough to love someone without hesitation? Shen Xiaozhi's miss for Chen Zimu, although Du Mijin can't personally experience it, he understands it more or less. When www.biquge.info first established a relationship with Liang Youhuan, Du Mijin couldn't wait to be by his side every minute and every second, and went back to Puritanism, but it was only a day, and all he was thinking about was what Liang Youhuan was doing at this time. Even today, after experiencing so many cruel moments, Du Mijin sometimes can't help but think of this person. Humble, right? But this is love. is low to the dust and blooms undead flowers, it is love that can grind people to the point that they have no temper. He is a paper tiger who is forcibly pretended, Shen Xiaozhi is at this age, he only knows how to be stupid and good to a person, what else can he ask for?

Du Mijin looked at Shen Xiaozhi's pitiful appearance, sighed, and asked gently, "Didn't you send a message in the morning?" It's already noon, how did you get there? I thought you had changed your mind, I've been waiting for you for a long time. ”

"I thought that I hadn't seen Chen Zimu for a long time, and I hoped that I would be in better shape and look more beautiful, so I took a shower, put on a mask, then ironed my clothes, and blew my hair, but I went out late." Shen Xiaozhi lowered his head a little embarrassed and said.

In order to see Chen Zimu's side, he was so busy with work, if he didn't care about it very much, how could it be? Du Mijin was a little speechless, Shen Xiaozhi's seriousness and affection for Chen Zimu made her blame, which she had already thought of on the way here, hold it in her stomach for a moment, and she couldn't say half a sentence. Du Mijin looked at Shen Xiaozhi, and after several times of the most brewing for most of the day, it only became a simple sentence: "You can't watch this game, hurry up and go home, while Chen Zimu hasn't found you yet, everything is still in time." ”

Shen Xiaozhi listened, her face showed a deep disappointment, and she said unrelentingly: "Mijin, can you be accommodating?" You see that I'm all here, just let me take a look, can't you just sneak a look and not speak? ”

Whenever there is a choice, Du Mijin thinks about Shen Xiaozhi, she can't see Shen Xiaozhi's appearance, as if the world is the end of the world if she can't see this glance. She also knew that all of Shen Xiaozhi's performances were out of her heart, and there was no element of deduction, she really wanted Chen Zimu to go into her bones, and missing it was the hardest pain to bear. Because he understands, he is compassionate, and because he understands, Du Mijin is now extremely difficult. But every time he wanted to nod his head, reason would remind Du Mijin over and over again, and if he couldn't bear it, he would make a big plan. Shen Xiaozhi is not a fan of Chen Zimu, not just worshipping and looking up is enough to be satisfied, the reason why she will find herself is because what she wants in the end is to live and live in two places. Then Shen Xiaozhi must survive the bitter longing, she must win this tug-of-war, she can't leave Chen Zimu with any retreat that he can hesitate indefinitely, and she can't just seize the day. This is the helplessness in love, sometimes we want more, we have to hold back the desire in our eyes, so Du Mijin can only bite the bullet and cruelly refuse Shen Xiaozhi said: "No! It's not negotiable, you have to go home right away, as if you've never been there. ”

"Why? I just want to take a look from afar, is that demanding? I said I would never take the initiative to say anything to Chen Zimu, so what impact does this have on your plans? I just want to be closer to the person I like, so why can't that? I'm looking for you just to get you to help me, so that I can be closer to him, if such a small wish can't be fulfilled, then what's the use of me looking for you?! Shen Xiaozhi saw that he and Du Mijin discussed the difference no matter what they said, and suddenly became a little anxious, and shouted regardless of it, and there were many sharp complaints in their words.

Du Mijin didn't say anything, she just looked at Shen Xiaozhi with such compassion, not really caring about the accusations in her words, but not knowing how to comfort this frizzy child. After Shen Xiaozhi shouted, her heart calmed down a lot, she was also very sad to see that Du Mijin hadn't spoken for a long time, but she didn't want to compromise easily. So she walked to Du Mijin's side, raised her hand and gently grabbed Du Mijin's cuffs and shook them left and right, and continued to beg in a low voice: "I'm sorry, Mijin, I didn't mean that, don't forget your heart." Just once, I promise that I will be willful this time, and you will indulge me this time, okay? ”

Seeing Shen Xiaozhi's well-behaved and distressing appearance, Du Mijin couldn't help but reach out and touch her hair, and said in a gentle and helpless tone: "Since you like Chen Zimu so much, have you ever tried to think about it, how does Chen Zimu think about things?" ”

"I've thought about it, but I just can't think it through, and I always feel that it's wrong. I initially thought that Chen Zimu would definitely like that kind of quiet and beautiful girl, but Tian Tian said that there are too many such beauties in the Chinese department, and he has never been moved. Later, when I learned about Chen Zimu's past, I thought, he must not forget the original woman, he must be regretting every day and night, not eating well and sleeping well, maybe this emotion will follow Chen Zimu for a lifetime, and I may never have a play. But Chen Zimu eats, sleeps, goes to class, plays ball, and spends every day step by step, no one knows that he has been so sad. Later, Chen Zimu took the initiative to chat with me, and wondered if I was unhappy, and I wondered if he would like me a little too. But suddenly he stopped contacting me, strange as if he never knew me. I really don't know what he's thinking, and every time I guess what he's doing and thinking about something, I feel very frustrated. The more I guessed, the more I felt that Chen Zimu was far away from me, and the more I guessed, the more I wanted to give up, and then I didn't dare to guess. Shen Xiaozhi thought about it and said truthfully.

"Silly boy, how can he be as complicated as you say? You, it's because you like him, you will see his most subtle reactions, and the wind and grass can make you think crankily for a long time, but the more you think about it, the more you can't see the most essential things, maybe this is the authorities' fans. Du Mijin shook his head involuntarily as he spoke, looking like he had nothing to do with Shen Xiaozhi. She stretched out her hand and pulled Shen Xiaozhi, sat down on a chair on the campus, put her hand on Shen Xiaozhi's lap, and patted it gently, which could be regarded as soothing Shen Xiaozhi's somewhat sad little emotions. Then he explained: "If I were Chen Zimu, I would tell you what I would think." At my youngest and most ignorant age, I made a wrong decision, which caused the girl I really liked to leave me completely, and there must be remorse, but more of self-blame. Just like your deep love for Chen Zimu now, he once loved a girl so seriously, no different. Do you think about it, if you could have been good with Chen Zimu, you have made countless beautiful plans for the future, but because of your timidity, Chen Zimu will no longer pay attention to you, and you will never find this person anymore, it is not betrayal, it is not unlove, just because of your thoughts, think about how much you will blame yourself, will you easily forgive yourself? ”

After Du Mijin finished speaking, seeing Shen Xiaozhi nodding thoughtfully, she knew that after comparing her heart to her heart, Shen Xiaozhi more or less understood Chen Zimu's heart knot, and continued to explain: "Since you are unwilling to let go of yourself, it is inevitable that you will draw the ground as a prison, even if you have more choices, once you have the idea, you will want to give yourself a slap and strangle them all in the cradle." On the one hand, you are afraid, you are afraid that the new relationship will repeat the mistakes of the past, and you are afraid that you will not have the ability to protect a relationship. And on the more important side, you don't know if the person in your heart has forgiven you for your cowardice, if not, your beginning is equivalent to betrayal, you will feel that you can't help but hurt others, and you are even more sorry for the once serious and pure love, Chen Zimu is actually the same, this is why he has been single so much. Imagine again, at this time, there is a cute boy who is good to you next to you, and your feelings for him are just like you are for Chen Zimu now, you are eager to chat with him, eager to see him, eager to share all the bits and pieces of your life with him. That's when you suddenly realize that you might be in love with him. But in the dead of night, memories are overturned, and all the wrong things you have done are like movie clips, replaying in front of your eyes one by one. Whenever you want to be nice to this new boy, Chen Zimu's appearance will appear in your mind, and he complains to you hoarsely, why don't you dare to fight for a future with me, but dare to easily give others new promises, how can those who say good love say that they don't love and don't love, do you have a heart?! You tell me what you are going to do at this time, will you accept this new boy? ”

"I don't know, Maze, I really don't. I don't want to start a new relationship with guilt, then I will be out of breath and it will not be fair to this guy. But I think I would have been afraid that he would leave me completely, if I really liked him as much as I liked Chen Zimu. It's best if he can give me a little time, and when I can be with him without any guilt, I'll double down on his kindness and compensate him. If he pushes me, I think I'll go crazy, it's very tiring to not be blessed, not to mention not to be blessed by myself, so I should be very cautious and won't start easily. Maze, am I being selfish? Shen Xiaozhi thought seriously for a long time according to what Du Mijin said, and then replied honestly.

Du Mijin likes Shen Xiaozhi's sincerity, and what touches him the most about this child is that he is clean at a glance. After seeing too much people's unpredictability, it is natural to cherish the pure beauty of human nature. Du Mijin stretched out his hand to wrap his hand around Shen Xiaozhi's body, lent her a shoulder to lean on, and said softly: "Actually, there is nothing selfish, everyone is the same, have you ever thought that Chen Zimu actually thinks the same way?" ”

"Mijin, do you mean that Chen Zimu is the girl he likes, and the new boy is me? Are you saying that Chen Zimu might like me now? After listening to Du Mijin's words, Shen Xiaozhi sat up straight in shock, opened a pair of big eyes, and asked excitedly.

Du Mijin looked at Shen Xiaozhi's ecstatic appearance, and couldn't help teasing her: "What's the matter, I just heard that Chen Zimu likes you and you are happy to be like this, if you really let you and Chen Zimu be together, you still can't go to heaven?" ”

"Maze, you've learned badly, all the jokes on me are bad people!" Shen Xiaozhi said embarrassedly. Seeing that Du Mijin was still looking at herself and laughing, she simply stiffened her neck and said, "What's the matter with happiness?" Shouldn't we be happy? You don't know, Chen Zimu suddenly ignored me during this time, I always thought that I had done something wrong to make him unhappy, and I didn't dare to think that he would like me at all! Now when I hear you say it, I understand that it was because of love! It's beautiful to think about, I'm not only happy, I can't wait to send a statement to tell the world! After Shen Xiaozhi finished speaking, she suddenly fell silent again, she lowered her head and thought solemnly for a long time before she raised her head and said, "If Chen Zimu stays away from me because he likes me, then it's easy to do, I'll just wait for him." I don't force him, I'll wait for him to completely forget that he once accepted me? No matter how big the pain is, there will be a day when it will completely precipitate, anyway, I'm still young, and I like him so much, as long as he completely understands it and then be together, I can afford to wait. ”

"It's not that I don't believe you, with your feelings for Chen Zimu, you may really be able to afford to wait. But have you ever thought about how long you have to wait? A week? One month? A year? Or ten or eight years? Twig, love is not what you think, it's not so indestructible, it's actually very fragile, as long as it's disheartened for a moment, it's completely gone, you know? I believe that you are sincere when you say that you can afford to wait now, because you have not participated in Chen Zimu's past, and frankly speaking, you have paid far less for Chen Zimu than the girl before, and you have no reason and position to ask him to completely put aside everything in the past for you, you also understand this, so you can afford to wait, you can only use waiting to prove that your love for Chen Zimu is no less than anyone else. But all the way down, people will change as you walk, and your heart will also change. How can you guarantee that after a year and a half, you will not shout at Chen Zimu with grievances, I have been waiting for you for so long, watching you reminisce about the past every day, why don't you accept me? How long are you going to keep me waiting? It's cruel and realistic, isn't it? But this is the human heart. The more you give, the more you want to get, think about the beginning, Chen Zimu said hello to you, and you feel that the world is full of flowers. Why can't I wait for a few days of forbearance now? It's because now you're paying more than you did at the beginning. It turns out that in a relationship, no one is so great that he doesn't expect anything in return. So Shen Xiaozhi, I'm sorry, let me say objectively, if you want to fulfill your love for Chen Zimu by waiting, then your love is bound to die without a place to be buried! Du Mijin paused for a long time when he said this, giving Shen Xiaozhi a time to accept reality. Seeing that Shen Xiaozhi had not spoken, he couldn't refute his words when he thought about it, so he said softly: "And you said that you didn't force Chen Zimu, but have you ever thought that your appearance in front of Chen Zimu now is an act of persecution against him?" You forced Chen Zimu to face up to the fact that you have appeared more in his life, so that he has to consider your feelings in a dilemma, how can he make decisions according to his own heart? Even if you are far away and don't let Chen Zimu find out, we are not sure whether Tiantian will tell her brother, and whether her brother will mention it to Chen Zimu! When Chen Zimu knew that you had appeared on the court, combined with the fact that most of the dynamics you posted in the space during this time were to cater to Chen Zimu's preferences, do you guess he would be so stupid that he didn't know that you liked him?! And once Chen Zimu knows that you like him, there are only two results. A result is called the favored one has no fear, he knows that you are at a distance from him, you can hesitate and consider unscrupulously, what I said before is definitely not to scare you, that is the foreseeable future of you and Chen Zimu. Another result is that he can't bear to wronged you, so he can only accept you in advance and give you the status of a girlfriend, but he can't completely give you the wholehearted love that your girlfriend should enjoy, because he still has the shadow of someone else in his heart. Even he himself is not sure who he loves more in his heart, so what is the difference between such affection and charity? Xiaozhi, if you like someone enough, you will never allow yourself to be morally kidnapped, because when he can't just love you, he will also live a very painful life. Chen Zimu has wasted a lot of his youth because he failed a woman, do you want him to continue to live with the guilt he has for you? You watch him make painful choices, how happy can you be? Xiaozhi, never narrowly think that in a relationship, only the party who is let down is heartbroken, as long as there is a conscience, it is even more uncomfortable to let others down. Chen Zimu is the person you love, what is his character, you can think for yourself. ”

"Mijin, don't say it, I feel cold panic in my heart. Why is it that if I fall in love with someone, I have to be so much harder than others? After listening to what Du Mijin said, Shen Xiaozhi was already in tears. While admitting the silent ravages of tears, she slowly leaned on Du Mijin's shoulder, and said in a confused and sad tone.

Shen Xiaozhi is still a child after all, and she should be innocent, romantic, and ignorant of the world, but it is indeed a little early for her to accept this. But what can be done, who told her to find and meet from thousands of people, it happens to be Chen Zimu who has a story? Du Mijin was a little unbearable, she raised her hand and gently patted Shen Xiaozhi's shoulder, and the master and apprentice made her understand that he would help her and protect her relationship with Chen Zimu. Du Mijin sighed and said faintly: "So, this is the reason why I didn't let you see Chen Zimu, let's be patient, give Chen Zimu a little time, don't disturb him, let him have enough calm space to understand how important you are." Don't let him see your good because of his blurred vision, when he understands it, he will naturally come to you. Believe me, this time must be shorter than the time you waited for Chen Zimu, you have to have confidence in yourself. As long as you are obedient, you and me, I will definitely help you achieve your wish. ”

Shen Xiaozhi listened, sniffed, and said in a suppressed voice: "I know, Mijin, you let me cry for a while, and I will go back with you in a while." I'm not hypocritical, I just can't figure it out, isn't love supposed to be easy and enjoyable? Why do I like Chen Zimu, and Chen Zimu likes me, but this good love has become so sad and helpless? ”

Shen Xiaozhi asked, why wasn't Du Mijin confused? The literary masters in this world are singing about the sacredness and beauty of love, which is above all feelings, can make people promise life and death, can make people forget their worries, as if with it, life will shine. But what about reality? The reality is how many people are bitter about it, how many people are deceived by it to tears, how much it is longing, how heartbreaking it is. But if love is so sad, is it just a joke that we are chasing and asking for all our lives? Du Mijin didn't know, she could only comfort Shen Xiaozhi according to her own heart: "Sometimes it's not that love itself is wrong, it's just that the person we love is too complicated." Twig, the most beautiful thing about you is your bravery, so never doubt love itself. You have to learn to grow in tears, and in tears you can see clearly whether the love you are seeking is worth it. No matter what the outcome is, I hope you understand that if a man is really in love, he will not bear to make you sad and sad, and he will do his best to give you what you want. And if he can't do that, it only means that you don't matter that much. Then be proud, let the dust return to the dust, as if he never came, you didn't love, how serious our love is, how unblasphemous, understand? Now, maybe it's time to test Chen Zimu, after passing this level, you will definitely be happy, come on. Shen Xiaozhi listened to Du Mijin's flowers, wiped away his tears, and nodded solemnly.

After tossing and sending Shen Xiaozhi home, it was already more than two o'clock in the afternoon, Du Mijin sat alone in the taxi back to the company, looking at the scenery passing by quickly outside the window, and his thoughts were complicated. It may be difficult to completely erase the name "Liang Youhuan" in her heart, after all, she has given herself so many thrilling moments. In the training classroom, he risked his life to protect himself unharmed; In the H playground, he took great pains just to give himself a smile; In the company after work, he gave himself such a confused but simple and beautiful moment...... These pictures hit Du Mijin's tear ducts one by one, making her cry so sweetly. But no matter how happy you are, it's only once, and no matter how reluctant you are, you can't keep it. His words to persuade Shen Xiaozhi are still in his ears, and no matter how serious love is, it cannot be blasphemed. Just because he is Liang Youhuan and the person he loves deeply, he can't tolerate it, otherwise how can he maintain his dignity in this relationship with him! Du Mijin slowly rolled down the window, letting the oncoming wind dry the tears on her face, at this moment, she finally made a difficult decision, took out her mobile phone and sent a text message to Liang You. (To be continued.) )