At this time, Liang Youhuan was sitting on the side of Bai Xiaoran's bed, smiling and comforting her softly: "The doctor said that you can be discharged from the hospital after resting, and when you are discharged, I will take you to eat your favorite hot and sour noodles, there is a newly opened small shop in the community, the taste is very good, you will definitely like it." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info You don't have to worry, although there are no signs of this recurrence, but I asked the doctor, this is not a sign of aggravation, the doctor said that it is probably just that you have been stressed in your life recently, or you have been thinking too much, you have been thinking about the sun recently, right? ”

Bai Xiaoran was lying on the hospital bed with a pale face and looked at Liang Youhuan, his originally docile expression suddenly turned his head a little angry after hearing Liang Youhuan's words, and said, "He doesn't want me, what do I want him to do?" It's been so long, and there's no news about life or death, who knows where he is? I didn't dare to think about it a long time ago, and you don't want to mention it again. Wouldn't the two of us be fine without him? ”

Liang Youhuan saw that Bai Xiaoran was getting more and more serious about him, and he wanted to open his mouth to explain a few words, but at that time, considering Bai Xiaoran's current condition, he could only give up for the time being, and said to her: "Okay, you have the final say, if you don't mention it, don't mention it." After a while, I'm done with this period, so I'll take a long vacation and take you out for a walk, don't you like to travel the most? As long as you get better quickly, be happy every day, be obedient and don't think about anything, and wait until winter, how about I take you to Mohe to see the aurora? ”

As soon as Liang Youhuan finished speaking, he heard the sound of a text message prompt from his mobile phone, he looked down and saw that it was a text message from Du Mijin, and he wondered a little in his heart, Du Mijin has been a little awkward with himself these days, why did he suddenly send a text message? clicked on the details to see the details, Liang Youhuan was stunned, and saw a text message written - although it seems a little redundant to say this now, I think it's better to say it. You once gave our relationship a definite beginning, and now I come to give it a complete end. Liang Youhuan, let's break up. Thank you for loving me for once, and I believe that every word you said at that time was true. I don't regret these days with you either, although it was short, but I was really happy. It's just that there are too many things I don't want to say, and when the relationship comes to this point, you don't have to make a difficult choice. From now on, you have your peach blossoms, I have my breeze, may one part, two wide, each life rejoice.

After a short period of stunned, Liang Youhuan's head "buzzed", looking at the content of the text message, it was clear that he had split his legs! Du Mijin must have misunderstood, no wonder he has been indifferent these days, no, he must find her clearly!

Liang Youhuan thought so, quickly stood up, and wanted to go out of the ward, but was unexpectedly pulled by Bai Xiaoran's sleeve. Liang Youhuan lowered his head, and when he saw Bai Xiaoran, he said to himself happily: "You said that you would take me to see the aurora, is it true?" This time, you can't regret it, but you can't do it like two years ago, you said okay to help me, who knows that it's just a day later, and you won't come out in the mountains. I went to the Puritan Church to get someone, and your master still shut me out, and he didn't tell me what happened to you, and you didn't tell me why I came all these years, so I was always inexplicably worried, and I was always afraid that you would be like Wu Zixi, and if you didn't, it would be gone. ”

When the words "two years ago" drifted to Liang Youhuan's ears, he couldn't take a step anymore. What happened two years ago, Liang Youhuan has thought back many times, but it is a blank. But he really understands that if it weren't for himself, Bai Xiaoran would not be what he is today. Two years ago, if she was by Bai Xiaoran's side, Zixi would definitely be able to give her a happy life now, why did she miss it and get such a disease? Now Bai Xiaoran is still lying on the hospital bed, and he may relapse at any time, if he leaves, if there is really any accident, he can't go and say another thing in his heart, how to explain to Zixi in the future!

Bai Xiaoran saw that Liang Youhuan was silent for a long time, thinking that he had made him feel guilty by losing his words, and hurriedly said gently: "Don't be like this, although you didn't explain it to me, but I know that you must have suffered at the time, and I didn't blame you." What's wrong with you, aren't you unhappy? Or did I say something wrong and you're leaving me? You're all going to leave me, you don't want me anymore, I'm the only one, or am I the only one......"

Liang Youhuan saw Bai Xiaoran talking and talking, his eyes began to drift, obviously he was about to get sick again, he hurriedly pressed Bai Xiaoran's shoulder, and shouted repeatedly: "Xiao Ran!" Little dyeing! Look at me, I'm not gone, I'm still here! Little dyeing! I'm not leaving, I've always been there, don't be afraid! Seeing that Bai Xiaoran's eyes gradually regained clarity, Liang Youhuan slowly sat back in the chair, hung his head a little decadently, and reluctantly said: "Xiaoran, nothing happens, don't be afraid." I'm not leaving, I'll be by your side, don't worry. ”

In the evening, Liang Youhuan finally coaxed Bai Xiaoran to sleep, he slowly stood up and quietly walked out of the ward. Walking alone on the path behind the inpatient building, looking at the patients who occasionally walked around, most of them were supported and accompanied by relatives, but they were still haggard, and then thinking about Bai Xiaoran who was lying alone on the hospital bed at the moment, Liang Youhuan felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

He walked a few more steps, found an empty rest chair, sat down quietly, took out his mobile phone, clicked on the text message that Du Majin had just sent, and fell into deep thought again. Speaking from the heart, Liang Youhuan loves Du Mijin, he will always feel inexplicably relieved with this girl by his side, looking at her heartfelt smile, he will feel like a spring breeze. Spoil her like a child, and he will also have a special sense of accomplishment. Liang Youhuan doesn't want to break up, especially when the relationship hasn't gone far. He knew that Du Mijin had misunderstood him, and of course he guessed that it should be because of Bai Xiaoran's existence, but these were not problems, he believed that with Du Mijin's reasoning and explanation, their relationship would go on smoothly. But what should I do with Bai Xiaoran? has known Bai Xiaoran for so many years, and he can't know this girl better, weak, affectionate, and paranoid. Now Bai Xiaoran has regarded herself as the whole of life, Wu Zixi has no news, Bai Xiaoran is confused, and always thinks in a trance that she and herself are still the same as before, and she is infected with a stubborn disease, and she can't stand the slightest stimulation, even if she can persuade Du Mijin back, how can she make Bai Xiaoran accept this reality? What's more, Wu Zixi's departure, in the final analysis, also has its own reasons, and Liang Youhuan is to blame for Bai Xiaoran's situation today. He didn't dare to imagine if Bai Xiaoran knew that he and Du Mijin were together, if he would be able to hold on. She came all the way to herself, and she has no other relatives, how ruthless do she have to be to push her to a ruthless fate with peace of mind?

Du Majin may be sad for a while without herself, but she is Du Majin after all, and she has survived many winds and waves, and she will not collapse. But if Bai Xiaoran didn't have herself, what reason would she have to live in this desperate world with optimism and strength? In the past, when Liang Youhuan watched TV, he always felt that all the embarrassments of those hesitant men were selfish excuses. What "I love you, but she needs me more" is all a lie, who can't live without whom? But when things really happened to him, Liang Youhuan realized that life is sometimes so helpless. When you have to weigh the trade-offs, love is not the only consideration, the only thing you can think about is how to decide how to minimize the damage. So I gave you love, gave her responsibility, and finally gave my grievances to myself, and I had to end up infamy. Liang Youhuan couldn't help but smile bitterly, he laughed at himself and thought, it turns out that bastards are trained like this.

He silently typed a text message on his phone — I knew I wasn't in a position to say anything. I'm sorry to disappoint your expectations. There is a saying that I don't want to hold back, because I can no longer say confidently in front of you, I love you, really. But now I can't afford you, it's true. If you're in danger later, don't forget about me. If you have better people in the future, don't remember me.

Before clicking send, Liang Youhuan held the phone and looked at it for a long time, but he sighed and deleted it silently word by word. Since it has become a stranger, why bother with a lot of involvement, perhaps the best mercy for Du Mijin is to be ruthless enough. It's just that there is suddenly an empty space in my heart......

Just when Liang Youhuan was holding his mobile phone, Bai Xiaoran's name appeared on the screen with the ringtone of the mobile phone. Liang Youhuan hurriedly adjusted his state and picked up the phone in a gentle tone. Before he could ask what was wrong, he heard Bai Xiaoran crying and shouting, "Where did you go?" Don't you want me anymore? You put me to sleep just to sneak away, didn't you? ”

"No, no, how can it be? Xiao Ran, don't cry yet, calm down, and listen to me slowly. I saw that you slept soundly, and I was afraid that if I did anything in the ward, I would make a noise until you rested, so I went out for a walk alone, I didn't leave, I was in the hospital, don't worry, don't be too excited, be obedient. ”

"You're lying, I've been awake for a while, and I haven't seen you come back, where are you? I'm going out to find you. ”

"Xiao Ran, you are obedient, you are not allowed to run around alone, you know? I didn't lie to you, I'm really in the hospital, isn't it already past six o'clock in the evening, I want to come out and buy you some dinner, and wait for you to get up and eat it. Why don't you tell me what you want to eat, and I'll show up in front of you with the food in a moment, okay? Na, twenty minutes, just wait for me for twenty minutes, if I don't go back, admit the punishment and admit the punishment as you like, okay? You have to be good, or I'll be angry. ”

"What you say is true? Then I'll wait for you for twenty minutes, don't be unhappy. It's good to buy anything to eat, but I must come back soon, I am in the ward by myself, all around is white, looking gloomy and calm, I am afraid. ”

"Well, don't worry, when did Brother Yuhuan lie to you, right? Xiao Ran, you obediently close your eyes, sleep again, and when you wake up, I and the delicious food will be in front of you, I don't believe what you said to me, just do it. Now, I'll not talk about it yet, I'm going to buy you dinner, and I'll see you later. After coaxing for a long time, Bai Xiaoran's emotions were finally calmed, and Liang Youhuan felt tired. He put the mobile phone in his pocket, his fingers just touched the cigarette case in his pocket, and he took out a cigarette and just wanted to light it, but suddenly noticed the trademark on the cigarette box - Nanjing Xuanhemen, Du Mijin smoked this brand. Unconsciously, many of your habits have quietly penetrated into Liang Youhuan's life, and even those who have quit smoking for more than two years don't know when they picked it up again. Thinking of Du Mijin again, Liang Youhuan couldn't help but smile bitterly, Bai Xiaoran's current situation, if he can't find himself for a while, he will instantly blow up, how can he have the energy to think about anything else. What's the use of thinking about it, thinking about it, but the reality is still unbearable, and mediocrity disturbs itself to increase sadness. Liang Youhuan shook his head and resigned himself to the snack bar outside the hospital.

Just a few steps out of the hospital, Liang Youhuan intuitively came from the direction of the back of his head a gust of unusual wind, he instinctively grabbed his backhand, and when he saw it, he was holding an unopened lollipop in the palm of his hand. No one will use a lollipop as a hidden weapon, and the wind is not in a hurry, so it can be seen that someone just said hello to themselves naughtily, not with the intention of hurting others. Liang Youhuan thought of this, a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, and he said without looking back: "It's all here, don't you plan to come out and say hello to my senior brother?" ”

As soon as the words fell, the chess ink hidden not far behind Liang Youhuan jumped in front of Liang Youhuan. He stuck out his tongue and said childishly: "Senior brother guessed that it was me so quickly, it's really boring, I was going to scare you, couldn't it be a thief who planned to hurt people with a secret arrow?" ”

"You're the only 'thief' who can use lollipops to hurt people with secret arrows, right?" Liang Youhuan couldn't help but laugh and joke when he heard Qimo's words.

"Don't you know the hearts of good people! I'm not afraid to hit you with a real secret weapon, what if you don't get it and hurt you? Qimo pouted unconvinced and shouted.

"Yo Yo Yo, you've got a long job, are you still afraid of hurting me? Forgot who taught you your secret weapon? Just look down on your senior brother like this, I can't even accept this little trick? Say, little ghost, why did you think of coming to me? Liang Youhuan was a little unhappy when he saw that Qimo was complained about by himself, thinking that he was a child, and it was normal to be playful. So he stopped the topic and turned to ask him directly about his intentions.

"As soon as we meet, talk about people, who wants to come to you? It's the master who is looking for something to do with you, and I'm just going down the mountain to have fun. As soon as Qimo finished speaking, Liang Youhuan felt that someone was patting him on the shoulder, and he turned around to see that it was Ke Huaigu standing in front of him. When did the master come, how long he stood behind him, Liang Youhuan didn't know at all, it seems that he hadn't seen him for three months, and the master's skills have deepened a lot. Liang Youhuan thought about it, bowed down, and called respectfully: "Master." ”

Ke Huaigu looked at Liang Youhuan and bowed his head slightly, which can be regarded as accepting this gift. Without too much politeness, he said bluntly: "Go to a place where no one is next to you with the teacher, and the teacher has something to say to you." ”

"This ...... Master, don't you know, an old friend of the disciple is currently suffering from a serious illness and lives in this hospital, and he can't do without people around him. The disciple begged the master, can you allow the disciple to go back to the ward, explain to her, and then come out to find the master? Liang Youhuan listened to Ke Huaigu's words and said with some embarrassment.

"It's Bai Xiaoran, right? When you answered the phone in the hospital just now, Weishi and Qimo were there, and they already understood. Don't worry, Qimo has already been to the ward, and Bai Xiaoran is now asleep and can't wake up for a while. Liang Youhuan was completely shocked when he heard this, not that he was worried about what Ke Huaigu would do to Bai Xiaoran, his master's character, Liang Youhuan had always believed in it. It's just that if Ke Huaigu has deep internal strength and stands by his side, as long as he doesn't want to show up, he will never find out, which is reasonable. But Qimo is also there, but he can control his internal breath to the extent that he doesn't know it at all. And after picking up Bai Xiaoran's arc, he almost immediately went outside the hospital, but Qimo was about to walk to Xiaoran's ward and turned out, and he was able to arrive at the same place almost at the same time as himself, which is a bit unspeakable, when did Qimo's light skills be so good? Thinking of this, Liang Youhuan couldn't help but look up at Qimo twice, Ke Huaigu said clearly when he saw this: "Come with me, if you are in doubt, I will tell you what I will tell you for a while." Liang Youhuan thought about it and followed Ke Huaigu, who turned around.

After turning two corners, the three of them came to a small square on the side of the street. What is rare is that the aunts in the nearby community should have gone home to prepare dinner after dancing, and there was no one in the square at this time, which seemed particularly quiet. Ke Huaigu walked up the steps of the square, found a place near the wind and stood still, turned around to look at Liang Youhuan who was following him, and asked gently, "How is Bai Xiaoran's situation now?" ”

"Not so good. Xiao Ran's psychology was hit hard by Wu Zixi's sudden disappearance, coupled with the changes in her family, which caused her to be extremely depressed, and she was often in a trance and couldn't distinguish between reality and imagination. Recently, when she found her disciple, it had been too much time, and the doctor said that it was no longer a simple psychological counseling that could help her, and she already had obvious symptoms of mental disorder, and the slightest stimulation would cause her to become ill. If you can't find Wu Zixi and untie Xiao Ran's heart knot, I'm afraid Xiao Ran will be crazy and different from ordinary people in this life. Liang Youhuan said matter-of-factly, his tone was full of worry and helplessness.

Seeing this, Ke Huaigu patted Liang Youhuan on the shoulder and comforted: "You don't need to blame yourself too much, there were many things back then, and you couldn't help yourself, and it should be Bai Xiaoran's life that you can't dodge." But don't worry, for the teacher to make a fortune for Bai Xiaoran, although this child has a bad fate, but there is no big difficulty. According to the hexagram, this calamity will not last long, and it should pass soon. There are countless divinations in the life of the teacher, and almost all of them have been fulfilled, and you are waiting patiently, and you will definitely be bright. ”

In Puritanism, if it is said that divination is the most accurate, it is Ke Huaigu. Liang Youhuan heard what the master said, and his heart suddenly felt a lot more relieved. He said with a little gratitude: "The disciple understands, Master Lao is concerned." I don't know if the master is going down the mountain this time, but what new tasks do you want the disciple to do? ”

I don't know why, Liang Youhuan always felt that the master's eyes suddenly felt a little sympathetic when he looked at him, and he heard Ke Huaigu say: "I just want to tell you everything when I go down the mountain for the master, you have been deceived for so long, and it is time to know the truth." ”

"All the things?" Liang Youhuan listened to Ke Huaigu's words and subconsciously asked repeatedly.

"Yes, everything. Haven't you always felt that a lot of memories and future events can't be connected? You have a serious heart, and you have never taken the initiative to ask me, but in private, you have tried to use martial arts to forcibly run the bloodline, forcing yourself to recall it over and over again, but every time there is no result, these teachers know. In fact, the fundamental reason is that the teacher has artificially erased a memory of yours, what is this memory, the relationship between you and Du Mijin is involved, and the teacher will tell you today, are you ready? After Ke Huaigu finished speaking, he stared at Liang Youhuan in front of him with burning eyes, and saw that Liang Youhuan was completely stunned.

The amount of information in this passage is too much, and Liang Youhuan can't come back to his senses. No wonder I have always felt that there is a blind spot in my brain, those dialogues that always appear suddenly, those ambiguous pictures that are not real anyway, I can't remember how to think about it, it turns out that the master used internal force to interfere with his cranial nerves and clear part of his memory, but why did the master do this? What exactly is that memory, and why did the master take the initiative to tell himself today? There is also Du Mijin, I haven't had time to tell the master about being with Du Mijin, why does the master say that he has a relationship with Du Mijin? Could it be that he knew Du Majin as early as when he was in Puritanism? But why don't you remember it at all? Is the erased memory originally related to Du Majin? But she never seems to remember herself, what the hell is going on?!

When these questions poured into Liang Youhuan's mind, he raised his head in shock and stared at Ke Huaigu opposite, there was anger and sadness in his eyes, he never thought that the crux of everything was his most trusted and beloved master. But seeing Ke Huaigu looking at himself compassionately and sadly, his eyes showed distress and unbearability, but he didn't feel guilty and extraordinarily frank, this openness can never be pretended, Liang Youhuan instantly realized that no matter what the master did, it must be for the purpose of protecting himself, thinking that this lost memory must have brought him a catastrophe, and the master would do it. Liang Youhuan, who had figured it out, took a deep breath and said with determination: "The disciple is ready, master, please speak." ”

Ke Huaigu looked at Liang Youhuan's ever-changing expression, and finally returned to the calm of trust in himself, feeling both relieved and sad. It is gratifying that the master and apprentice are finally not suspicious of each other; The sad thing is that once he says everything, it is equivalent to forcing Liang Youhuan to experience harm again. (To be continued.) )