Chapter Eighty-Six: I Feel Changed

The Emperor sat down with a gentle step, and commanded the people below to stand up. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Get up!" The emperor said with a smile.

And they all sat down in their seats.

"Your Majesty, it is rare for the prince of Qi to send an envoy to the Northern Desert, and the concubines specially prepared songs and dances to cheer up." Concubine Rong on the side said to the Emperor of the Northern Desert.

"It's rare that Concubine Rong has a heart." The emperor nodded with satisfaction to Concubine Rong.

Concubine Rong clapped her hands, and a group of women in lake green skirts appeared in the center of the hall and danced. These women have beautiful faces and can be regarded as carefully selected stunning women.

The eyes of everyone on the side stayed on this group of dancing women, I looked at Chen Xi, he didn't look at those women, sometimes looked at me, sometimes talked to the seventh master next to him. I took advantage of Chenxi's conversation with the Seventh Master to sneak a glance at Qi Junxuan, who was sitting opposite.

In addition to drinking with the minister who toasted the Northern Desert, it is to enjoy this beautiful dance. But I noticed that although his eyes were looking, they were not really appreciating.

He seemed to be thinking about something.

I don't know what he's thinking at the moment, but the dance in front of me reminds me of my former self, and I still remember that I was in the Three Kings Mansion of Qi at that time, and I also danced for Qi Junxuan, thinking that I could dance for him for a lifetime, but unfortunately, before I arrived for a lifetime, I have become a stranger to the two cities.

The world is changing, and not all the promises made at the beginning can be fulfilled, maybe they are just words that are said for a while. At that time, I was full of expectations that I could continue like this.

After the dance, my thoughts also stopped, and I didn't continue to think about it, because I understood that I was no longer the original me, and blindly continuing to recall the past would only increase sadness and troubles, and there was no other meaning at all, and the people and things that I couldn't go back to would eventually become the past, and it would never be possible to go back.

I looked at Chenxi beside me and smiled at him, the person in front of me is worthy of my cherishment.

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After that, Qi Junxuan stood up and held his wine glass to express his gratitude to the emperor and Concubine Rong.

And I just listened and watched it, as if it had nothing to do with me, but it involved me in the dark. I thought I could just go over like this and go home, but I didn't know that I was in the muddy waters that I didn't want to participate in.

"This dance is good, presumably Concubine Rong should have put a lot of thought into preparing for it." The emperor seemed to be very satisfied with the banquet that was handed over to Concubine Rong, so he praised Concubine Rong.

"Where the emperor said, it is within the concubine's responsibility to share the emperor's worries. Although this dance is good, it is always not as good as the four princesses. Concubine Rong said.

I was stunned in my heart, I didn't understand Concubine Rong's good mention of me coming, I don't know what the purpose is.

The emperor and everyone looked at me, and they didn't speak for a while, but at this moment they became the focus of everyone's eyes, which was not what I expected.

"Oh?" The emperor glanced at me and asked Concubine Rong curiously, "Are you saying that Bingxi's dance is slightly inferior to just now?" ”

Without waiting for Concubine Rong to reply, I immediately got up and said, "Back to my father, Concubine Rong has praised it falsely, Bingxi is just an axe from the class, and it is not worth mentioning." ”

I don't know how Concubine Rong knew I could dance, and I don't know where I offended her.

As soon as the words came out, even Chenxi was a little surprised, and I don't know where the courage made me stand up like this, in short, I don't want to attract attention in such a situation.

Although I didn't come here to attract attention, I just wanted to show Chen-hee that I really had let go.

Concubine Rong didn't care about my words, and said with a smile: "The concubine also heard that since she said so, Bingxi must be too humble." ”

As soon as Concubine Rong said this, I didn't know how to continue, I had to stop talking, because it was useless to say more, looking at Concubine Rong's posture and tone, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to perform a show today.

"If it's really as Concubine Rong said, then ......"

"Father!"

Suddenly, Chenxi stood up and interrupted the emperor's words, and I looked at him in surprise.

"Father, the son said to Bingxi that in this life, he only wants her to dance for his son alone, and he hopes that his father can understand the selfishness of his son."

I was even more surprised, when did he say such a thing, why I don't remember it at all. But I was touched that he was there for me when I was most helpless.

The Emperor was not angry, but somewhat understanding, and said, "In this case, I will not be reluctant to do so, but it is a pity that I have not been able to appreciate the dance skills of Bingxi." ”

When Concubine Rong saw the emperor say this, she had no choice but to say no more.

She chimed in, "yes, that's a pity. ”

I let out a long sigh of relief, and my worries were finally averted. Fortunately, there is Chenxi by his side.

After a while, the banquet finally came to an end. Before leaving, Chen Xi said that he wanted to go to the queen mother's dormitory, so I waited for him outside the palace gate.

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I thought Chenxi would come back soon, but who knew that it was someone else who was waiting for him.

Qi Junxuan, thinking that after the banquet was over, this person would not meet him, who knew that he would meet him here again.

I looked at him in a daze, and he was also stunned. After staring at each other for a moment, he suddenly walked slowly towards me, and I tried to avoid it, but in the end I didn't.

"Ice Tide." He walked up to me and called my name.

His voice was still familiar, but I knew we were a little stranger.

I stood there and looked at him.

"Why is it alone here? What about Murong Chenxi and others? Qi Junxuan asked.

"He's got something, I'm waiting for him here." I say.

"Bingxi, can you talk to me?" I thought he was gone, but he said to me all of a sudden.

After a moment of silence, I nodded in agreement.

I know that what should come will always come, and what should be faced must always be faced.

"Bingxi, how are you doing all these years?" Qi Junxuan said in a low voice, with a little sadness in his words.

Good? At that time, I thought it would never be better, marrying someone I didn't love, and the person I liked chose to give up, would I still feel good about it?

But there was God's own arrangement in the dark, and I didn't think that I would be happy because of it. Yes, Chenhee, now for me is the happiness I have been waiting for in this life.

Maybe there was a moment when there was such a person, and if you miss it, it may not be the future that will be compromised. Maybe in the days to come, I will meet the waiting of a lifetime again.

Therefore, some people, some things, once missed, irretrievable, don't blindly live in the past, it's very uncomfortable to walk back, go forward, you will meet the most beautiful scenery.

"I'm doing well." I say.

Qi Junxuan was slightly stunned, perhaps thinking that I would answer him like this.

"It seems that Murong Chenxi is very good to you." He said with a wry smile, a sour taste.

But I didn't care about that, and I didn't let myself do anything about it.

I said, "Yes, Chen-hee is very good to me and the best person for me in this life." No matter what I do to him, he will always be with me, and I am enough to meet him in this life. ”

I don't know what kind of mood Qi Junxuan was in when I said these words, but these words came from the bottom of my heart and heart.

Qi Junxuan had a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth, and said dejectedly: "Bingxi, if I had clung to you and didn't let go of you at that time, would we still be the same as before?" Maybe we wouldn't be where we are today, would we? ”

At this moment, Qi Junxuan is not as elegant and indifferent as in the past, but very injured and depressed. From his stubborn and helpless gaze, I felt that his heart was getting more and more sad, and a little sour.

"Junxuan, the past is all over, and we can't go back, I'm fine now, and I hope you can find your happiness, I believe there will be a day."

I wanted to turn around and leave, but he pulled me tightly, and it just so happened that at this time, Chenxi came.

He stared at my hand that was held by Qi Junxuan with an expressionless face, and I hurriedly opened it, but I was worried that Chenxi would have a misunderstanding because of this.

I quickly walked up to Chenxi and said to him with a smile, "Chenxi, you're here." ”

A little tenderness immediately appeared on his expressionless face, and he looked at me with soft eyes and nodded.

"Waited a long time, huh?" He asked with concern.

I shook my head and said, "No." ”

Chen Xi smiled at me, put me upstairs, and turned his color behind, indifferently looked at Qi Junxuan's gaze, and said, "Third prince, it's not too early, Bingxi and I have to go back to the house, don't say goodbye." ”

Chen Xi didn't say a word about what happened just now.

After a few words, Chen Xi and I had already gotten into the carriage, leaving Qi Junxuan standing in place, and gradually, as the carriage left, the familiar figure was blurred.

I sighed lightly, sighing that time is really a good antidote to healing, and when the feeling changes, it really disperses, scatters, and even the most familiar people will become unfamiliar faces.