In the carriage, Chenxi was a little silent, and I suddenly realized something. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

"What did he tell you?" He broke the silence first and asked me.

"Chenxi, what you just saw is not what you saw." I explained to him that I didn't want him to be misunderstood.

He stroked my head, lightly nodded on my forehead, and said, "Are you worried that I have a misunderstanding because of what you and Qi Junxuan did just now?" ”

"And what do you think?" I asked, and he asked me so directly, which I didn't expect.

"Of course I believe you, you plan to dance for me alone in this life, what reason do I have to doubt you?" Chenxi said.

"Dancing for me alone in this life?"

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It's okay if he doesn't mention it, but when he mentions it, my stomach is full of question marks.

When did I say that I would dance for him alone in this life?

"Say, when did I say that?" I rebuked him.

He raised his eyebrows and said, "So many people know that you will only dance for me in the future, is it possible that you are going to play tricks?" ”

How do I feel like I've fallen into a trap?

"Anyway, I didn't say it, so why do you cheat?" I justified it unreasonably.

"I don't care, anyway, I decided that you can only dance for me alone in the future. But then again, you've been married to me for so long, I've never seen you dance, and if it weren't for Concubine Rong mentioning it today, I wouldn't have known that my princess's dancing skills were also very good. Chenxi was also unreasonable, looking at me as he spoke, with a slight smile on his lips.

I immediately felt funny, a dignified prince, who usually looks serious, but now he is playing tricks on me like a child.

"When I was a child, the imperial grandmother asked the master to teach, and she said that her daughter's family can't know anything, especially the woman in the emperor's house." I say.

Think about it, over the years, the imperial grandmother has spent a lot of thought on me, and cultivated me into a woman who knows a little about poetry and songs, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. The palace is a world of deceit, I can always be carefree, I don't have to be busy with national affairs all day long like the imperial brother, not to mention, but also to take into account the open and secret battles between the ministers, not just because I am the princess of Chu State, not because of the male body, but because of the favor and care of the imperial grandmother, so there are some things I can ignore without paying attention. These are thanks to the imperial grandmother, but it is a pity that I am now in the Northern Desert, and I can't do my filial piety by her old man's side, I am ashamed to say it, I only hope that her old man can be healthy and live a long life.

"What do you think?" Chenxi looked at me in a daze, touched me and asked.

"No, it's nothing, it's just that I remembered the imperial grandmother for a while, and I missed her a little." I said, feeling a little depressed.

When I think of the imperial grandmother, I haven't seen her for so long, I don't know how she is doing?

Chen Xi hugged me in his arms, he bit his lip lightly, only heard the sound of the carriage, and said slowly after a while: "Bingxi, if you miss your imperial grandmother, I will accompany you to Chu State to see her old man another day, okay?" There was a hint of distress in his tone.

"Okay." I whispered yes, and he always guessed me, read me, and understood my mind. Even if it's a bosom friend, I'm afraid it's nothing more than this.

In this life, I can win the hearts of one person, and I only hope that the white head will not be separated.

"Bingxi, tell me, in your heart, do you respect your imperial grandmother very much?" For some reason, Chenxi suddenly asked about the emperor's grandmother.

I nodded without thinking, looked at him with both eyes, and replied seriously: "Chenxi, the imperial grandmother, she is the person I respect the most, and the father and the queen left early, so it can be said that the imperial grandmother and I are the closest in this world." She has always been in my heart, she is an amazing woman, I don't want to be a woman like her, I just hope that this life will not make her sad and tired. Therefore, from childhood to adulthood, no matter what I do, as long as it is what she expects, I try to ask myself to do it one by one, and I don't allow myself to let her down. There was only one thing that I asked of her. ”

"Oh?" Chenxi looked at me suspiciously, puzzled.

"What's the matter?" Curious, he asked me.

"The ancients said that a woman is virtuous if she is not talented, and in the eyes of the imperial grandmother, a woman should know a few more words, so she asked the master to ask me to read and write, but I took the initiative to ask her to find a master to teach me to learn to dance, and I remember that it was the first time I took the initiative to learn by myself." I still remember the scene when I ran to the imperial grandmother and asked her to let the master teach me to practice, at that time the imperial grandmother was surprised, she has always asked me to learn, I have never taken the initiative to do something, but she is quite happy, and readily agreed to let the master in the palace teach me to practice.

"Does dancing mean anything special to you?" He seemed to be very interested in my soft spot for dancing and didn't stop the conversation, but wanted to know the answer.

"You want to know?" I asked.

He nodded, and waited quietly for me to continue, without saying a word himself.

In fact, the reason why I want to practice dance is related to my mother.

"I learned to dance because of my mother." I say.

Others learn things because they are interested, but I do it for others, my mother.

"My mother is the daughter of a big family, is the most beautiful woman in Chu State, can be described as a country and a city, her dance skills are unique in Chu State, when I was young, by chance, when I was still a prince, my father was slightly subdued to the people, and met my mother, just one glance, my father can no longer forget my mother, and my mother and my father have the same affection for each other, and then my father took my mother back to the palace. The queen mother dances for only one man in this life, that is the father, and the father only loves the mother concubine in this life, even if there are three thousand beauties in the palace, the father and the emperor also turn a blind eye, and there is only the mother concubine in his eyes. However, the queen mother has been weak since she was a child, and she passed away shortly after giving birth to me and my brother, and her father, who couldn't let go of the queen mother, died of depression because of the queen mother's departure. Sometimes I envy the queen mother, she can meet her father in her life, and get the love of her father alone, you know, in the emperor's family, especially the king, there are thousands of last resorts, the emperor's heart is the most unpredictable, but the father and the emperor put the whole heart full of the position of the queen mother, and feel that the queen mother is the happiest woman in the world. So I also hope that I can meet an infatuated person like my father on the road of life like my mother, and dance for him alone in my life. And he really treats me, and that's enough for me. ”

In this life, I don't want anything else, but it is enough to ask for someone who can treat you sincerely.

He suddenly realized and said in a low voice: "It turns out that this is your real mind." ”

I don't understand what he meant by that? Before I could calm down and think about it, I only heard him ask me: "Bingxi, have you found the person who dances for only one person in this life?" His eyes were a little expectant and a little uncertain. After asking, he began to regret it again, maybe he was afraid that what he got was not the answer he wanted!

"Found it." I say.

When I met Qi Junxuan, I thought I had found it, but later I realized that I hadn't found such a person. But when I met Chenxi again and gradually got along, I really found that person.

"Do you want to know who it is?" I asked.

He withdrew his gaze and was silent for a while, then he said in a low voice, "You say." ”

I don't know what he was thinking about in silence, but I know he must have been thinking a lot.

I also learned that he flicked him heavily on the forehead, and instead of crying out in pain like I did, he stared blankly at me and didn't speak.

"Who do you wish you want?" I asked him.

"It's me." He immediately replied.

I laughed and said, "That's you." ”

Yes, it's him, if you don't look for it, you'll identify him in this life. It's not that I'm going to settle, but I've really found someone who can accompany me all the way through.

Chenxi was a little happy but didn't show surprise, as if he already knew the answer.

"If you choose me, no matter what happens in the future, I won't allow you to regret it." He hugged me into his arms and hugged me tightly, stubborn like a child and refused to let go for a long time.

I never thought that I could be so happy and find the love of my life like my mother. If the queen mother knew about it, she would definitely be happy for me, but unfortunately, the queen mother and father could not see this day.

Mu Ruorong Chenxi, this person and his name have been deeply engraved into my heart, and it is not something that anyone else can replace.

"Well, I don't regret it." I say.

I snuggled into his arms, and suddenly felt more happy than ever, perhaps this day I had been looking forward to for a long time in the bottom of my heart, there were only two of us in the carriage, and each other was attached to each other. The people and things of the past have long been in the past, and the future is still far away from me at this moment, I just hope that our future will be good, and he will be by my side.

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Before I knew it, I had arrived at the palace, and Chenxi and I got out of the carriage.

He sent me to the house, told Qianping a few words to take good care of me, and turned to leave, I wanted to get up and stay, but finally watched him leave.

"Princess?"

I stared blankly at his departing back, so that I didn't hear Qianping call me, until Qianping couldn't help but pat me.

"Huh?" I looked back at her.

"Princess, the fourth master has gone away." Qianping pointed to the direction of Chenxi's departure outside the house.

I retracted my gaze and said, "I know." He took a sip of Qianping's soaked red robe, but his mind was thinking about elsewhere.

Qianping smiled at me, just laughing, not speaking.

"Looking at what I'm doing this way, isn't it possible that I have dirty things on my face?" I asked inexplicably.

Thinking that there was really something on his face, he couldn't help but touch his face, but there was nothing.

"Well, yes, there is something on the princess's face, and I see it on your face, princess, that I haven't seen before." Qianping pretended to be mysterious.

"Didn't see it? What is that? Say it. I immediately asked, this girl is speaking more and more profoundly, and even I can't understand it.

"Princess, Qianping, I see happiness on your face." Qianping replied with a smile.

Happiness?

I was slightly stunned, and then I understood what Qianping meant by happiness.

But what this girl said was also true, and at this moment, I feel very happy. I pulled Qianping to sit down and said to Qianping.

"Qianping, do you know who I saw at this banquet?"

Qianping was stunned for a moment, and then quickly reacted.

She said, "Princess, it's the third prince of Qi Kingdom, right?" ”

I nodded, Qianping has been by my side for many years, and what I say is always quick to guess.

"You know what? Qianping" I paused and said, "Since marrying in the Northern Desert, I have never expected to see him again, I thought it would be embarrassing to meet again or I would not be able to let go, but when he really appeared in front of me again, there was no longer the feeling he once had." Maybe he has long since left my heart, and the person who really occupies my heart is no longer him. ”

Some people say that time is a good antidote to healing, once even the unforgettable feelings will one day change because of another person or with the change of time, and when the wound in the heart gradually heals, the past has become weaker and weaker, it can only be said that there was no love at the beginning, so you can forget a person.

"Princess, just let it go, I can only say that the third prince is not the right person in the princess's life, maybe the fourth master is the one who can really bring happiness to the princess." Qianping said.

I didn't make a sound, in other words, but acquiesced to what Qianping said.

A person will meet many people in life, not that person is bad, but not the right person.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Qianping continued: "Since you have made a choice in your heart, princess, and identified the fourth master, then cherish the present, it has been a long time since you came to the Northern Desert, Qianping can see that the fourth master is a person who treats the princess sincerely, at least the fourth master will not make the princess sad and sad, even the maids in the house privately talk about envying the princess, Qianping has followed the princess since she was a child, and has never seen anyone who can treat the princess like the fourth master is more important than her own life." Qianping doesn't ask for anything else, she just hopes that you can be happy in your life, princess. ”

Yes, there is still a long way to go in life, and my happiness has just begun. I always thought that my stubbornness and stubbornness made it difficult to meet the right person. No one can predict what the future will bring, cherish the present, put me in the present, is the most important. What exactly is the definition of happiness? No one can tell, the way is unclear, and it can't be explained, only the parties who really feel happy can give the answer.

"Hehe, you girl." I said, rubbing my moist eyes. Then he thought about it, half-jokingly, and said, "How about finding you a mother-in-law in the morning?" ”

I looked at Qianping and asked her opinion, but this girl became serious and hurriedly said to me: "Qianping don't want to find any in-laws, I just want to stay by the princess's side and serve you forever." ”

"Silly girl, I think you can stay by my side all the time, but then again, how can there be a reason for a daughter's family not to marry for the rest of her life."

At the beginning, I also told my grandmother that I wanted to accompany her old man and serve her for the rest of my life, but in the end, I didn't obediently get on the sedan chair and marry in the Northern Desert. Who can say what happened later, sometimes I am grateful for the decision made by the imperial grandmother, otherwise I would not have found the answer I have been looking for all this time.

"No, no, Qianping doesn't want to get married." Qianping muttered.

I couldn't help laughing and said, "When you meet someone you like, I'm afraid you won't need me to mention it then, and you will take the initiative to tell me." ”

Seeing Qianping looking at me suspiciously, as if she saw her original self, I thought, maybe, she hasn't met the man who is worthy of her affection!