Chapter 2: Hate Will Be Forgotten for a Time (5)
Over there, An Su and Fei Qingya had a good conversation. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info Here, Xiang Hui still can't digest the fact of reuniting with An Su.
In the first few years, Xiang Hui often had nightmares. In the dream, sometimes she sat on the judgment bench while he stood in the defendant's seat; Sometimes she sat in the auditorium and watched coldly as he was escorted away by bailiffs in handcuffs...... I dreamed of everything, and the only thing that remained unchanged was that the location was in the courtroom and she didn't say a word from beginning to end, just stared at him coldly. Nightmares always begin with standing in the courtroom and ending with the sound of gunshots. He lost count of how many times he had woken up from a nightmare and sat up sweating, even in the cold of winter. In the past two years, he has fewer and fewer nightmares, and she has not appeared in his dreams again. Gradually, the face that stared coldly at him was blurred. From the trembling heart when he first walked into the courtroom, to the fact that he can now stand in the courtroom and speak impassionedly, he has walked out of those dark days. No one knows how he has survived the past fifteen years. It doesn't matter, because he's already here.
Xiang Hui sat in the rest area, his eyes unconsciously following the radiant figure. He was not interested in these goods, and told Fei Qingya at the beginning that he was waiting for them in the rest area. He wasn't interested in these costumes, but more of a sudden, he was afraid to get close to Ansu. Even if her gaze swept inadvertently, it would make him want to turn around and run away.
He looked at her from afar, still the same as back then, with long black hair, the difference was that the bangs were gone, revealing a smooth forehead. He thought she had a scar on her forehead, and that was his fault.
He looked at it distractedly.
She was the Ansu he remembered, yes, but it didn't seem to be. Why did he feel this way? Because he always thought that if Ansu saw him again, the first thing he would do should be to slap him hard. If not, you should stare at him coldly like in your dreams, but the truth is completely different. After twelve years, almost half of his previous life, the two reunited, she smiled, and the first thing she said was "hello". How ironic it is! But it also made him understand that she didn't recognize him. Otherwise, how could she shake his hand and greet him with a smile? It turned out that she had forgotten him. This realization made it even more difficult for him to accept it in his heart.
Forget, the representative doesn't care.
If that was the case, he hoped she hated him. Although he intellectually thinks that the two will never meet again for the rest of their lives, and it is the best arrangement to completely seal the past and forget about each other, but the true thoughts in his heart are contrary to reason. Although she was masochistic when she thought about it like this, at least she remembered him when she hated him so much.
At noon, the radio at the order fair sounded, informing customers to go to the restaurant for dinner. During the order fair, in addition to the welcome dinner on the first night, the next three meals a day are buffets. Rosewood Life staff must go to the staff cafeteria on the B1 floor, except for employees at the manager level and above, who can go to the cafeteria. The logistics team had already arranged for staff to take turns to eat. After arranging for the last batch of staff of the order team to eat, Xia Bizhu asked the logistics team for two meal coupons for the cafeteria, and went to the backstage lounge to find Ansu.
Sure enough, as soon as I entered the door, I saw An Su half-leaning on the sofa. All the colleagues in the data group had gone to dinner, and she was the only one in the break room. Xia Bizhu thought that An Suhui was resting with her eyes closed, but she didn't expect her to lean on the sofa, her eyes staring straight at the ceiling, and the empty mineral water bottle in her hand had been pinched and deformed.
Xia Bizhu knocked on the door, but An Su did not respond. She walked over, bent down, and reached out to shake it in front of Ansu. Ansu blinked and ignored it.
"What's wrong with you? The face is so bad. ”
"It's okay, I'm just a little tired." As he spoke, the mineral water bottle in his hand was pinched to "click, click".
"I'm tired and energetic to ravage mineral water bottles here. Do you have a grudge against mineral water bottles? Look at it, what have they all been pinched into? ”
Ansu squeezed the bottle in his hand again and threw it heavily into the garbage basket opposite.
Xia Bizhu watched the deflated mineral water bottle form an unbeautiful parabola in the air, and then fell into the garbage basket in response. Although she intuitively felt that something must be in her heart, now was not the time to ask, and she understood that what her friend needed most at the moment was rest. She got up and pulled An Su up: "Come with me to eat, go up and rest for a while after eating." ”
"Go ahead, I don't have an appetite." Ansu said and closed her eyes.
"No, don't forget that the ANN conference in half a month is the most important thing for you. Come with me right now! Xia Bizhu pulled her up without saying anything, not giving her any chance to say no.
Although the peak dining season has passed, there are still many people in the restaurant, and An Su prays not to see Xiang Hui again.
In the elevator, Xia Bizhu habitually sorted out her clothes in front of the elevator door that could be used as a mirror. When she was done, she looked back at Ansu. I saw An Su's face expressionless, staring at his own shadow on the elevator door. Xia Bizhu looked at the shadow on the elevator door. In addition to the surprising hatred in the eyes on the shadow, there is also loneliness slowly overflowing.
What happened to Ansule?
Xia Bizhu was puzzled.
After getting out of the elevator, the two still walked to the restaurant without saying a word. There were still about ten meters away from the restaurant, and a few people around the door attracted their attention. One of the young women, dressed in plain clothes, was gesturing, but no one around her knew what she was talking about. It is not difficult to guess that it should be a deaf and mute person.
That's right, the deaf lady was using sign language to ask the staff for help. The restaurant manager walked over and motioned for the staff to pick up pen and paper.
Ansu stepped forward quickly, smiled and said sign language to the lady: "Hello! How can I help you? ”
When the lady saw that someone could speak sign language, as if she had grasped a life-saving straw, her frowning brows immediately relaxed, and she gestured to Ansu: "I was dining inside just now, and I left my wallet on the dining table, and there were my documents and bank cards inside." I just went back to look for it, but I didn't find it. I was on the plane at night, and I couldn't get on the plane without my ID card. ”
An Su immediately reassured her: "Don't worry! Please tell me what kind of wallet it is. ”
"A brown rectangle, with about 2,000 yuan in cash, ID cards, and two bank cards."
Ansu nodded, and translated to the hotel staff.
After hearing this, the hotel manager thanked Ansu with a smile and took the owner to deal with the problem.
Xia Bizhu watched An Su's white and slender hands dance softly in the air, smart and emotional, as if snow-white petals were dancing in the wind, making her heart tremble for a while. The ever-changing hands in the air, every movement was a word she wanted to hear, and she closed her eyes slightly.
An Su looked at the back of the deaf and dumb lady, turned around and was about to enter the restaurant with Xia Bizhu, but found that she was staring at her hands after opening her eyes. An Su stretched out his hand and looked at it, only to remember that he hadn't forgotten it for many years without using sign language. Perhaps, she will never forget. There are some things that have penetrated into the bones and will never be forgotten.
Xia Bizhu came back to her senses: "I didn't expect you to know how to sign language." ”
Ansu: "I've learned it before. ”
Xia Bizhu: "How did you think of learning sign language?" ”
Ansu understated: "Because it is the most beautiful language in the world." ”
Xia Bizhu smiled, and there was a glimmer of light in the eyes that stared at An Su, which seemed to be full of emotion, but it was fleeting.
In the corner of the restaurant, Xiang Hui was dining with Fei Qingya and Yunshang Huarong's two managers, and their positions were just right to see the entrance of the restaurant. An Su's every move just now fell into his eyes. He watched Ansu skilfully sign language, a scene that was all too familiar to him. On campus that year, Ansu also talked to another person like this, which used to make him extremely envious and even jealous. Looking at Ansu's dancing hand, the string of Buddhist beads on his left wrist swayed in the air. She still wears the beads, just like back then. He suddenly remembered that when he entered the elevator yesterday, the person who passed him was Ansu. It turned out that the string of Buddhist beads he saw was the one back then, and there was himself in the dusty story inside, but he was never the protagonist. Even if she forgets all the people and things back then, she will not forget the original owner of the string of Buddhist beads. This realization made his heart pantothenic acid for a while.
What's so good about him? Why can Ansu be so obsessed?
Fei Qingya talked softly with the two subordinates, and after a long time, she found that Xiang Hui was staring at the entrance of the restaurant in a daze, and his face changed for a while. She followed Xiang Hui's line of sight and happened to see An Su and Xia Bizhu walking into the restaurant. looked at Xiang Hui again and asked softly, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Xiang Hui returned to his senses: "It's nothing! ”
Fei Qingya motioned for him to look at his plate, only to see that the cod steak on his plate had been cut to pieces by him.
Xiang Hui smiled awkwardly: "I just feel a little bored." ”
Fei Qingya thought that she was talking to her subordinates about work just now, and left her boyfriend aside. It's her fault, and she really shouldn't talk about work at the dinner table. She looked at her boyfriend slightly apologetically.
Xiang Hui originally said that she would accompany Fei Qingya, but when she finalized the official agency of the C brand, she left early. When Xiang Hui told her to leave, she was disappointed. But it is understandable that ordering can be quite boring, especially in the ordering process. In fact, the only interesting thing about the whole order fair was the catwalk. A person who doesn't have any sense of clothing fashion, let him accompany them to look at hundreds of models one by one, over and over again, which is very abrasive. So she didn't have any resentment, and she didn't have the energy to think about the unusual look he had when he left.