I shouldn't have anything to do with him. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info shouldn't be in the first place, and even less so after knowing his mind.

Before, I told Lan Sheng to keep a distance from Yun Qing and not to accept Yun Qing's goodness. But when it comes to myself, how do I do it?

I should not accept his kindness, nor should I let him expect anything from me. That's the way to end the entanglement, isn't it?

But why can't I do that? Why can't I be ruthless?

I never see Liang Gongzi again, don't talk to him, forget all memories related to him, just like when I was reborn, the man in front of me is just a stranger to me.

I felt like my heart was being torn apart by something, and the pain sank to the deepest depths, and a rebellion was brewing.

"No......," I said in pain, raising my hand to cover my face, feeling like my head was going to burst.

A pair of hands grabbed my shoulders tightly, and the hand covering my face slowly slid down, looking through the gap between my fingertips, his face was close at hand, familiar eyebrows, and an unfamiliar expression.

His gaze suffocated me, but I couldn't take my eyes off and sink into the depths, as if there were only two of us in the world.

I don't know where I am or who I am.

The two lip flaps pressed over me, crushing my consciousness and I involuntarily closed my eyes......

After a long time, the warmth on the lips left, and the moist lip flaps were blown by the night breeze, and it was a burst of coolness.

A flash of clarity flashed through my mind, and I opened my eyes suddenly, and everything was the same.

A thin crescent moon, candlelight in the dark night, Liang Gongzi's face.

Nothing seems to have happened.

But it did happen. Liang Gongzi looked at me and said in a deep voice: "Xiaowan, I love you......"

I pushed him as hard as I was frightened, his hands were pulled away, and my feet stumbled back uncontrollably.

He hurriedly reached out and hooked my waist. I stood firm and opened his arm with my hand.

I bowed my head, and an unspeakable sense of shame welled up in my heart. I'm not blaming him, I'm blaming myself.

I could have avoided it just now, and all this would not have happened, why, why, I didn't avoid it, I didn't react?

I bit my lip and said with difficulty, "I'm sorry, Liang Gongzi, let's forget about it." With that, he walked around him with his head down.

There was a jerk on my left hand, causing me to turn uncontrollably, and then my body hit a chest.

As soon as I tried to break free, he folded one of my hands backwards and locked them around my back, and his body was tightly bound by him. The back was pressed against the bones of the hand, and because of the cane, the flesh on the back was still scarred, and the stinging pain came.

He looked at me and said, "Xiao Wan, I don't want to hear you say such things. ”

Anger and shame welled up in my heart, and I said, "Let go! ”

He said again: "I don't believe that you only have Lan Gongzi in your heart, you must have me in your heart, I can feel it, if not, how could you be like that?" ”

I was so annoyed that I didn't hesitate to say, "Bastard! You let go! ”

Unmoved, he said, "I won't let you go easily." ”

I struggled a few times but couldn't break free, but my back hurt even more, and I couldn't help but have big tears in my eyes.

He panicked, "Why are you crying?" After a pause, he added, "Are you hating me?" ”

I didn't reply, just turned my face to the side.

After a while, he slowly let go of his hand and looked at me with a dejected expression.

I took a step back and said calmly, "I didn't hate you, I hated myself. ”

"Then I'd rather you hate me." He said. After a while, he said: "I'm just, I can't help myself, because I had too many regrets in my previous life." ”

"So I didn't hate you," I said, "Liang Gongzi, I should have stopped it, but I ...... No, I, I don't know what's wrong, that's why I'm annoyed with myself. ”

He looked at me and didn't speak.

I lowered my head and said, "I'm someone else's wife, but I did something like this, I shouldn't have done this." I feel guilty now...... Shame on yourself. Then he looked up and said softly, "Can you help me?" ”

He looked at me, still silent.

I said, "Let's forget about it, it's not an act of reason." ”

He spoke, "Then what do you think Fang Cai's behavior came from?" ”

I don't know how to answer.

He added, "Do you regret doing that?" ”

I nodded and said, "It shouldn't have happened." ”

He was silent for a while and said, "Xiao Wan, you said that you didn't know why you didn't block it at that time, think about it again, is it really not clear, or, don't you want to figure it out?" ”

I turned to the side, stopped looking at him, and said, "Whatever the reason, I just hope it doesn't happen again." ”

"Why don't you dare look at me talking?" "Are you afraid to admit ......?"

"That's right," I interrupted, turning my head to look at him, "I'm just scared." So I don't want to do that. ”

After a pause, I sighed and said, "Liang Gongzi, the matter has come to this, and I don't know what to say." What do you want me to do? Is it a double stay and a double flight with you? But I can't do it, I'm Lan Sheng's wife, and I can't be sorry for him. What happened just now already made me feel guilty about him. Lan Sheng has compromised me a lot, although I know what may happen in the future, but now I should cherish my relationship with him. ”

After a moment, he said abruptly, "Is this your truth?" ”

"Yes." I nodded, looked at him earnestly, and added, "I shouldn't have said 'forget this', I was fooling myself, I won't forget, I'm comfortable accepting that now, but I'll promise it won't happen again." ”

"This, is also your true words?" He asked again.

"Yes," I said, turning to look at him, "I guess I'm calm enough now, and that's the best way to deal with this, isn't it?" ”

He shook his head and asked me, "Is what you say when you're calm down the truth?" That's just the result of your trade-offs, and maybe not what you really think in your heart. ”

That's really the answer I've weighed up, but it's also what I'm thinking at this moment.

I was silent and said to him: "Knowing how to weigh and choose is not necessarily bad, and blindly doing willful actions will hurt you, right?" ”

He smiled sadly and said, "I won't tell you, you used to be like this, and what you say at this time will only hurt people, and your heart may not be happy later." After a pause, he added, "I just want to ask for the truth." (To be continued.) )