Just after nightfall, I asked the shopkeeper to bring some food and eat it with Yueying. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info finished eating, cleaned up in the room, and then went out of the inn.

He hadn't walked a few steps when he heard Si'an's voice. He shouted, "Lady? Please wait. ”

I turned around and saw that under the dim candlelight, Liang Gongzi's carriage was parked next to the inn, and there was a lantern with red paper hanging on the carriage, which looked very warm and festive.

I thought it was funny, so I said to him, "The lantern on your carriage is so beautiful." ”

Xi An took a few steps forward, smiled, and said, "Lady, please get into the carriage." My son-in-law said it would be easier to have a carriage come back. ”

I smiled softly and said, "Thank you so much." With that, he walked towards the carriage, walked a few steps, and suddenly felt that something was wrong, so he asked, "I used the carriage, so what should you do?" ”

Xi An made a "please" gesture and said, "This lady doesn't have to worry. ”

I hesitated for a moment, but finally got into the carriage with Yueying.

Xi An sat in front of him, and I asked him again, "Did your son-in-law go out with his junior sister?" ”

"Nope." Xi An replied, "Zhuo Niangzi, she was not feeling well, so she didn't go out. ”

"Oh," I replied, and then asked, "but what's the matter?" Does it matter? ”

Xi An turned his head and said, "I don't know, but seeing Zhuo Niangzi's complexion, it's okay, it shouldn't matter." ”

We talked to him all the way and forgot to ask him where he was taking us. It wasn't until the carriage stopped that the stubble was saved.

I lifted the curtain and looked outside. Xi An opened his mouth and said: "Lady, this is Bibo Bridge, I will stop here first, the lady can walk slowly along the river, there is a lantern festival not far away, there are many people there, it is inconvenient for the carriage to pass, I will wait for the lady here." ”

After I said "yes", I got out of the carriage with Yueying, and Xi'an took the horse again and moved the carriage to the side.

The night breeze is cool and quiet, and it feels very ironing on the skin through the thin shirt. A few lanterns hung sparsely on both sides of the riverbank, and their vague shadows were reflected on the calm water. On both sides of the river, pedestrians walked by.

I stood under a weeping willow for a while, then got on the bridge and stood on the bridge looking at the night view on both sides of the shore.

When I turned around and walked to the other end of the bridge, I saw a person standing at the head of the bridge. The night was hazy, and I couldn't make out the man's face, but I felt very familiar when I looked at it.

I felt inexplicably happy in my heart, so I smiled and stepped forward to greet him: "Liang Gongzi, have you been waiting here for a long time?" ”

He turned his head, but it was an unfamiliar face.

I was embarrassed, took a step back, and apologized, "I'm sorry, I recognized the wrong person." ”

The man in front of me looked at me and walked away.

I suddenly felt a little disappointed, and then I blamed myself for not having such an emotion.

Yue Ying said: "That person really looks a little like Liang Gongzi, and I almost admitted that I was wrong." After a pause, he said, "I should have asked Xi An about it, and asked him if he knew where Liang Gongzi had gone." ”

As soon as the words fell, a voice suddenly sounded behind him, saying, "Are you looking for me?" ”

I quickly turned around and saw Liang Gongzi standing on the bridge, smiling slightly, with one hand behind his back.

I was a little embarrassed and explained: "I'm not looking for it, but I just saw a person standing here at the head of the bridge, who looks very similar to you, and I stepped forward to say hello, but I didn't expect it to be your ......."

After finishing the story, he regretted it, feeling that this explanation was really redundant, and he was suspected of trying to cover it up.

Liang Gongzi didn't care about this, he took a few steps forward, stretched out his hand from behind and handed over a bouquet, and said, "I'm looking for you." After a pause, he said, "I saw someone selling hibiscus on the side of the road, so I bought some." ”

I paused, took the bouquet, and said "thank you" softly.

He said, "Let's go from here." ”

I didn't move, I felt a little embarrassed, and sighed that my mind was really wonderful. When I didn't see him, I had some anticipation. When he was really standing in front of me, I was a little uncomfortable, and I always felt that I was doing something bad.

This feeling is directly proportional to Liang Gongzi's kindness to me. I suddenly realized that I couldn't face him calmly now, not only because of his kindness to me, but also because I always thought of something unconsciously when I was with him.

Liang Gongzi looked back at me a few steps ahead and asked, "Why don't you leave?" ”

I was silent, the hand holding the bouquet tightened, and said, "Liang Gongzi, let's go separately." ”

He was stunned for a moment, walked back to him, and said, "Why? Then he added, "I asked Si'an to bring you here, and I have been waiting here until I went to buy a bouquet." ”

I looked up at him, a little panicked.

How could it be such a reaction? When did I become like this?

Was it since he came to Haining, or from the moment he called me "Xiao Wan"? Or since the last time we had a long conversation by the Spirit Lake?

These changes happened quietly, and my heart began to feel involuntarily.

I lowered my head and suddenly felt very uncomfortable.

In the oblique stab, he stretched out his hand and said, "Xiao Wan? ”

I struggled with my eyes closed, retracted my hand as if it had been struck by electricity, threw the bouquet to the ground, and then turned and walked in the other direction, walking with a swift pace.

The river bank was not noisy, and I heard footsteps behind me, and I thought it was the moon, so I turned my head.

Where is the shadow of the moon? The dim candle flame shone on Liang Gongzi's face, and everything in front of him seemed to become less real.

I stopped, and he stopped, looking at me from a short distance.

I didn't know how to speak, and suddenly I felt that I was to blame for all this. Since I came back from Qiantang last time, I know what Liang Gongzi's feelings are for me, but I still have frequent contact with him.

It's Tanabata, why did I come here in his carriage? How can I still accept his kindness as calmly as I once did? I can't give him what he wants in return, so how can I maintain such an ambiguous relationship with him?

I suddenly felt ashamed of myself like this. I can't even see my own mind, what the hell am I thinking?

"Liang Gongzi," I spoke, feeling that my voice had no strength, paused, and added, "I'm distressed. I want to ......"

I paused, feeling a deep sense of helplessness in my heart. I owe it to him, how can I say such heartless words? (To be continued.) )