I know the bitterness in his heart, the more he doesn't say anything, it means that his heart hurts, I said softly: "Don't be like this, no one can stop it from happening, don't blame yourself for all the faults, Concubine Jin, she has never blamed you, nor has she blamed anyone." The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info "I think that Concubine Jin left like this, which is not a relief for her. Murong Chenxi stared at me and muttered, "Really? ”

I looked at his haggard face, nodded, and replied, "Well, you know what? Concubine Jin once told me that you are the pride of her life, she has been strict with you since she was a child, she hopes that you can be able to better protect yourself, that day you went to Jinyun Hall to see her, she was very happy. Even if she leaves, there will be no regrets. "All along, I thought that he was a hard-hearted, unbeatable person, after this I gradually understood, everyone's heart is fragile only because of the people who care, no matter how strong and iron-like people will have tears. ――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――

On the day of the funeral, there was no excessive grandeur, perhaps considering the low-key and unassuming nature of the mother, but the details that should be included in it one by one. I was by Murong Chenxi's side, at this time he was no longer locked in the house and sad alone, nor was he haggard, nor was he blaming himself in front of Concubine Jin's bed, he regained his former calmness, with a faint expression on his face, facing everyone. I understood that he was not upset, but that he had hidden all his sorrows.

The second prince Murong Chennian, the third prince Murong Chenyi, the fifth prince Murong Chenhao, the sixth prince Murong Chenqian, the seventh prince Murong Chenfeng, the eighth prince Murong Chenfan, everyone came to him and said comforting and reassuring words, he either nodded and listened or remained silent, the calmness he showed was not something ordinary people could do. Although the brotherhood in the royal family is not as good as ordinary people, siblings are siblings after all, and no one wants to see who is sad and indifferent. At the end of the day, he looked calm, how much of a blow his heart could withstand, I can only sigh, he is Murong Chenxi, the fourth prince of the Northern Desert who knows everything well. People who can't easily be understood by others.

At night, I saw him standing alone in the courtyard with his back to his hands and distracted from the night sky, and I couldn't help but walk over.

Perhaps it was the sound of my footsteps that disturbed him, and he slowly turned around and looked at me. "It's been a busy day, why don't you go to rest?" He asked lightly, but there was a hint of concern.

I said gently, "Haven't you rested yet?" ”

He didn't reply to me, he looked at the night sky again in a daze, he had always been shrewd, he was stunned at the night sky, I think he must be thinking about the person who has gone!

I shrugged my shoulders and said to myself, "I heard that when a person dies, he becomes a star in the sky, and whenever a loved one misses him, the star will try very hard to shine and make himself the brightest star in the night sky, so that the living relatives will see it." Tell you, it's my secret, I've never told anyone about it, and you're lucky today. ”

When I was a child, I often snuggled in the arms of the imperial grandmother and asked about my father and queen mother, the imperial grandmother would always point to the stars in the sky and say this to me, so whenever I miss my father and queen mother, as long as I see the brightest stars in the sky, I will be very happy, I think they must have heard my thoughts about them.

He looked at me, and the corners of his mouth inadvertently showed a warm smile, this was the first time I saw him smile since Concubine Jin's accident, and it turned out that his smile was so good-looking. I was a little relieved, and just smiled, he should have passed that hurdle.

"Thank you, thank you for being with me all this time." He spoke. His words were just the usual thank you, and somehow, I felt a warm feeling in my heart.

"It's fine if you're okay." I smiled and said indifferently.

Before I could react, Murong Chenxi took me in his arms, my body froze, if I had been before, I should have pushed him away immediately, but at this moment I was at a loss.

"Murong Chenxi, you ・・・・・・," I said in a low voice.

He hugged me tightly, like a sense of protection and security. He said slowly: "Thank you for everything you have done to Huang Eniang these days, I haven't been able to let go of my grudge and stay by her side to do my filial piety for her, fortunately, with you, at least she won't feel too lonely when she leaves." I don't care if others say that I am cold and ruthless, and if the people I care about are hurt because of my ruthlessness and unrighteousness, it must be the last thing I want to see and the least to endure. The queen mother is gone, and there are only you and the seventh brother left by my side in this life, no matter what happens in the future, I will do my best to hope that you are all well. ”

He looked at me with a firm gaze, how could a person say such a thing if he was ruthless and unrighteous, it could only be said that what he valued was very heavy in his heart. I used to understand him, but he was indifferent and unreasonable, and he was a shrewd and calculating man. Now I slowly understand why Murong Chenfeng never abandons him and is loyal, he is also a person with affection and righteousness, but he takes the word affection and righteousness too seriously and too cautiously.

"During these days in the mansion, although I have not seen everything, I have also seen it clearly, you have been like a nobody in the eyes of outsiders all these years, in fact, otherwise, I and the Seventh Lord will be by your side in the future, I just hope that you don't push yourself too hard, just don't bear everything by yourself." To really see a person, you have to go deeper, not just see it at face value.

His expression was moved, his face gradually gentle, and his cold state was completely gone, and he said slightly: "I am lucky to meet you in this life, I just hope that you will be by my side in this life, and this life will be enough!" He couldn't help but think of the scene when he first saw the woman in his arms, and remembered that he was surprised and delighted, and he thought that maybe it wasn't just because of that face that he made up his mind to marry her, but now, he was even more sure. Death and life are broad, and the son is happy; Holding the hand of the son, growing old with the son, this is what every woman wants in her life, and it is also the yearning for the ultimate foothold and destination of love, asking what is the love in the world, I once thought that the first time I met was the person who could accompany me through this life in the end it was not, just because it was already doomed in the dark, but I was still stupidly waiting and did not find that the person was by my side, it turned out to be the person I have always resisted and rejected, and he was against him everywhere, ignoring his good, turning a blind eye to his good or even deliberately avoiding it.