Chapter 53 Sad Alone

I walked up to Murong Chenxi and persuaded, "Chenxi, Concubine Jin has already left, you let her be buried in peace." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info "People can't be resurrected after death, Chenxi, why are you suffering?"

"Manager Lu, please take Concubine Jin's body away." I couldn't bear to see Murong Chenxi sad and sad, so if it went on like this, I ordered them to take away Concubine Jin's body.

Seeing that I spoke, Chief Manager Lu led the palace maid and eunuch to step forward and prepare to take away Concubine Jin's body. Murong Chenxi held his Eniang tightly, anyway, he didn't let them touch Concubine Jinniang.

I squatted down and hugged Murong Chenxi, "Chenxi, I beg you not to be like this, Concubine Jin has already left us, no matter what, she can't come back to life, you let them take her away." ”

Chenhee, you tell me what I can do to make you not feel sad.

Maybe I was pushing too hard, maybe my words made sense, and he stopped stopping them, looking at me in a daze, silent. Under our watchful eyes, we watched as Chief Steward Lu and the palace maid and eunuch left with the body of Concubine Jin, and after they left, the room became quiet again.

Murong Chenfeng walked over, also full of sadness, and Mu Ran said, "Fourth brother, can we go back to the house?" You will make us very worried, Bingxi didn't close his eyes and didn't eat all night, Concubine Jin is gone, don't you care about Bingxi? ”

Murong Chenxi looked at me fiercely, stroked my cheek, and suddenly felt distressed.

"Okay, let's go home." He said in a low voice. Inexplicably, I was a little moved, he had me in his heart. I glanced at Murong Chenfeng, and I have to say that he knows Murong Chenxi very well and knows what he thinks. ――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――

In the palace, Murong Chenxi seemed to be a different person, and he even ignored the requests of the housekeeper and the subordinates in the palace, and entered the room alone.

"Fourth brother, he ・・・・・" Murong Chenfeng wanted to catch up and persuade him, but I hurriedly stopped him.

"If something so big happens, let him be alone."

"Alas! ・・・・・・・," he sighed helplessly.

"I'm here, you haven't slept all night, go back and rest." I said.

"Okay, Fourth Brother Lao, you bother, if there is anything, ask the people in the house to come over and inform me." Murong Chenfeng knew that he couldn't help much here, so he had to listen to my persuasion to go back.

After Murong Chenfeng left, I went back to the house, maybe I didn't close my eyes all night, I was a little tired, but I forced myself to wake up, I always couldn't let go of my heart, in case there was something wrong with Murong Chenxi, I would also know.

"Princess, you didn't rest or eat last night, don't tire yourself." Qianping knew that I hadn't eaten all day, so when I came back, she went to the kitchen to cook some of my favorite meals for me, but I couldn't eat anywhere.

I waved my hand and said absentmindedly, "Put it here, I can't eat it now." ”

Qianping seemed to see what I was upset about, and persuaded: "Qianping knows that the princess is worried about the prince, if even you are tired, then who will take care of the prince." ”

I didn't make a sound but looked at Qianping, her words are certainly not unreasonable, Murong Chenxi is already like this, if even I don't ・・・・・・ and don't say take care of him, not to mention that the house also needs someone to speak, otherwise the people will be in a mess, and I can't resist this girl, so I have to compromise and listen to her persuasion.

Because I was worried, I came to the door of Murong Chenxi's room, and at this time, Xiaoni, the maid in the house, was about to leave with a meal, I walked up and said, "Lord Wang, he didn't eat again?" ”

Xiaoni nodded helplessly with a sullen face, and replied: "Princess, the prince has not eaten or drunk for several days, and his body will not be able to support it if he continues like this, but what should I do?" "I didn't dare to disobey Murong Chenxi's order, she looked at me as if she was asking for help, and she didn't pay attention at all.

As soon as Murong Chenxi returned home, he locked himself in the house and did not allow anyone to disturb him, this was punishing himself! I sighed, he locked himself in the house, didn't eat, drink or speak, the people in the house were worried and didn't say anything, if Concubine Jin knew, she wouldn't be at ease.

I said, "Give it to me!" Xiaoni hurriedly handed me the food in her hand respectfully, and said, "I am tired of the princess to persuade the prince, and the slave and maid will retire." ”

looked at the food in his hand blankly, and then glanced at Xiaoni's back as he walked away, with mixed feelings in his heart, and said slightly, what can I do, or what can I do.

When I came to the door of his room, I pushed it lightly, and found that the door was not locked, so I simply pushed it open and walked in.

"I told don't bother me." Suddenly, as soon as he took a step, he heard Murong Chenxi's voice, revealing impatience in every word.

I didn't care, just walked in.

"Get out!" I was shocked, and Murong Chenxi said again.

Maybe he wanted to see which subordinate was disobedient and didn't even care about his orders, Murong Chenxi glanced back, but that look, I froze. He was a lot haggard, his eyes including his face were full of sadness, and the empty eyes made me feel strange, and suddenly, my heart seemed to be pierced hard, it hurt, I asked myself if this feeling was the so-called distress?

I approached him gently, and suddenly I felt that each step was so heavy and yet so eager to get closer, and I wanted to finish it immediately.

He stopped looking at me, his eyes staring ahead without intersection, looking at something and not seeming to be, thinking something but not to be.

I put the food in front of him and whispered, "Chenxi, you haven't eaten for a few days, it's not okay to go on like this, you can eat a little more, okay?" I lowered my voice and spoke to him in an almost begging tone.

He was unmoved, silent.

"When are you going to torture yourself, tomorrow is the day when Concubine Jin is buried, you don't eat or drink like this, if you are tired, who will wear linen and filial piety for her, and who will send her on her last journey?" I didn't give up and left, and continued.

"If you look like this, will Concubine Jin come back to life? You shut yourself in the house and punished yourself for not eating or drinking, if Concubine Jin knew about it, do you think she would be at ease when she left? ”

It was probably what I said that touched him, and he slowly looked at me, the sadness on his face was clear, and he hugged me tightly, and lay on my shoulder and cried bitterly. "I ・・・・・・ I still have a lot to say to her・・・・・ how can she leave me like this, Wanli was like this at the beginning, and now Eniang is like this." His voice was choked and muffled. Sad and bitter crying. "Icetide, you know what? In fact, I have already let go of my heart, and I have been reluctant to say it, because I don't know how to face her in the past few years, and it is not easy to let me go and treat it as if it didn't happen, after all, I hated her so much and resented her at the beginning. ”

Knowing this, why should I be so persistent and refuse to let go in the first place, otherwise regrets will not happen, and there may be fewer regrets in the world.

The reason for the expansion of the wound is not the moment of the fierce stabbing, but the depth of the wound will increase with each unbearable touch, and gradually, it will become a pain that cannot be healed in the depths of the heart. Even if you try to force yourself to forget, once you accidentally touch it at a certain time or point, it will still hurt and crack. I think this matter will also become a wound that Murong Chenxi's heart can't heal in the future, and I don't know when it will heal.