Although it is not the first time to see the mentor shed tears, but the tutor is so obviously sad, You Chenchen is the first time to see it. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info she hurriedly handed over the paper: "That girl is Senior Sister Su?" ”

"Yes." Xiao Qingchen nodded, covered his eyes with paper for a while, and said, "I said to Lan Qin, I hope she will go back to City A with me, and there must be a way to think about the household registration procedures." Lan Qin asked me what to do with her daughter? I said that it must be difficult to go through the formalities with the child, so it is better to leave the child with Su Shishi first, and then pick up the child when she is in good condition. She looked at me with a very strange look for a half, and then smiled. Laughed and told me to get out, as far away as possible, saying that she never wanted to see me again. ”

"You're leaving?" You Chenchen vaguely felt that the result was not very good. Because sometimes women tell each other to get out, not in the truth.

"I first complained that she didn't reply to me and didn't wait for me. If I complain that she can't hear me, I am trying to think of a way for her and for her good. We parted on a bad day. I wanted to leave, but I stayed in the intellectual's room for another night. That night, I thought a lot about my childhood with Lan Qin, and I felt that whether Lan Qin lived with me or not was another matter, but I couldn't just let her live here. So I wanted to go to her house to talk to her husband Su Shishi, hoping that Su Shishi would persuade her. As a result, Su Shishi looked at me with red eyes, as if he hadn't slept all night, he said that Lan Qin didn't come back all night, he thought Lan Qin was with me, and he didn't dare to look for it or make a noise. ”

"What's wrong with Lan Qin?" was so nervous that You Chenchen couldn't help it and interjected again.

"When we found Lan Qin, her blood was dripping all over her body, and the sand beneath her body was stained with a large patch. She had bitten an artery in her hand herself. Xiao Qingchen howled sadly. Shen Yibo, who had been standing at the door of the kitchen for a long time, hurriedly went to the bathroom to get a towel and basin, soaked hot water, wrung the towel, and when it felt warm, it was sent to Xiao Qingchen's hand: "Wipe your face, don't get too excited, it's not good for your heart." ”

After all, he is old and has a strong ability to adjust, so he can't hold back his sorrow, Xiao Qingchen is obedient, and covers his face with a towel to wipe the tears and sweat on his face.

Lan Qin is a woman who is so cruel to herself. Why do you do that to yourself? She still has a daughter to be responsible...... It's a pity that no one was Lan Qin at that time, and I don't know how painful and desperate she was at that time.

Subconsciously holding the knife marks on his wrists, You Chenchen was stupid and watched Shen Yibo do all this.

Covering his eyes with a towel, Xiao Qingfa stopped his convulsions, and the surroundings suddenly became quiet.

Shen Yibo looked at You Chenchen, shook his hand silently, and then pointed at Xiao Qingfachen, meaning to make Xiao Qingchen excited again.

You Chenchen only nodded.

After a long time, Xiao Qingchen seemed to be asleep. You Chenchen breathed a sigh of relief, and rejoiced in his heart: Fortunately, Shen Yibo is here today, if she hadn't been asking Xiao Qingchen so much, she would definitely overload Xiao Qingchen's heart, and if she was lucky, she could be rescued by going to the hospital, but if she was unlucky, she would ......

You Chenchen also had fine sweat on his face because of fear. She said to herself in her heart, "Don't ask about Sulena's background anymore." ”

However, Xiao Qingchen was unwilling to take off the towel on his face, and after slowly taking off the towel on his face, he said: "Su Shi took Lan Qin to the depths of the desert, saying that it was the only place where Lan Qin could be at peace. Lianna didn't cry when she hugged my legs, but just watched Su Shishi hug Lan Qin and walk farther and farther. Lena is Lan Qin's child, why don't you hate me and be so close to me? My mind was all over the place, and I just thought that I couldn't let the child be too frightened, so I carried Lena back to the village. After returning to the village, Lena poured water for a day and a night, and kept talking nonsense and calling her mother. After the fever subsided, Lena was very well-behaved, didn't know people and didn't speak, as if she had forgotten everything. Three days later, Su Shishi returned to the village, and when he saw Lianna like that, he hated me even more, saying that I was the nemesis of his family. Said that if I didn't go back, their family of three would live well. Said that I was no longer welcome in that place and hoped I wouldn't show up again. At that time, I couldn't and didn't have a reason to take Liana back to City A; Nor could I promise anything, and I left. I was frugal, I saved money desperately, and I couldn't save a few cents a month, but no matter how much, I sent it to Su Shishi, indicating that it was 'Lianna's education funds'. Later, I stayed on to teach...... Seven years later, my oil painting "Red Destiny" won an international award. ”

"I remember that painting, I have not seen it very thoroughly, I only know that the picture has an indescribable sense of desolation, but I don't understand the specific meaning, but now I have it." You Chenchen couldn't help but interject again. "Red Destiny" is a four-dimensional painting, with many women wearing coarse cloth clothes and cloth shoes, doing all kinds of graceful movements...... The background is blood-red.

"At that time, there wasn't much money to win, but it was enough for Lena to learn to draw. Because Lena started writing to me in the third grade, she said that there were great teachers who came to inspect and drew flowers on the blackboard, which was very beautiful. When Xiao Qingchen said this, the expression on his face softened a lot: "Chenchen, you have a genius in painting." But Lena doesn't lose to you at all. I only bought a picture textbook and a pen and paper to send to her, and she was self-taught. ”

"I totally believe it!" You Chenchen nodded like pounding garlic: "Senior sister generally doesn't comment on my paintings, but as long as she says every sentence, she can point to my weaknesses." ”

"Uh-huh-" Xiao Qingchen sighed: "I never thought that she would go to Wuziju for money, or I hurt her." When she came to A University to register, I found out what year she was born. He was born the year I left Lanqin and returned to the city. She was so young back then, but she was actually three years old, but she looked like a two-year-old. That is to say, when I left Lan Qin, Lan Qin was already pregnant, and I didn't know it. We haven't been together, and when I wanted to give Lan Qin a wedding, Lan Qin was together when he knew that I would leave first. Lena is my daughter, and I'm almost sure she's on A. It's just that I didn't have the courage to admit it in front of Lianna, and I didn't dare to think about why Lan Qin was so desperate at that time, it was all because I was ruthless, and I wanted to abandon our daughter. ”

"That senior sister's father Su never mentioned it?" Didn't You Chenchen just say that he would never ask Su Lena again? Why did you forget it for a while? In fact, Su Lina is Xiao Qingchen's daughter, and You Chenchen is not very surprised. Because she sometimes thinks about it, Sulena is sometimes very much like Xiao Qingchen - especially the demeanor when she is unhappy and the personality that she bears when she has something to do.

Of course, hysteria wants to return to hysteria, and forgets it in a flash, most of the time You Chenchen thinks that Su Rena is also Xiao Qingchen's protégé.

"Su Shishi didn't mention this to me, maybe he thought I knew all along. Su Shishi did not remarry, and has been working hard to support Lianna. I thought it was his own daughter. I didn't expect him to just love the house and Wu. He is a real farmer, but he is a man with a very big heart. It's a pity that there was a sandstorm warning on Lan Qin's death day that year, and Su Shishi went to the depths of the desert to worship Lan Qin before the storm came, and never came back, so he disappeared into the desert. Xiao Qingchen was wiping his eyes with a towel again: "He is an infatuated man, if I didn't disturb them at the beginning, their family would be very happy." ”

"Mentor, don't blame yourself, you can't let go of Lan Qin before you go back to her. Even if you are wrong, it is also because you are deeply affectionate. Comforting Xiao Qingchen, You Chenchen understood one thing in his heart: No wonder, Senior Sister Su couldn't give up that piece of loess, and she wasn't very clear about her life experience. Even if he said a little bit of his life experience, it didn't match what the mentor said. The main reason is that she forgot what happened before after she had a high fever, and then Su Shishi would definitely not tell her daughter about the heart-piercing past.

"In life, sometimes what you think is right can backfire if you insist too much. At this time, I shouldn't have gone back to Lan Qin. But when I didn't go to her, I didn't do what I thought was the most important thing in my life. Went to do it...... The result was a big mistake. Xiao Qingchen put down the towel and wanted to sit up straight on the sofa, but his back was even more rickety.

"Mentor, you're carrying too much. Let yourself go, and think less about those heart-piercing things. It's all gone, and thinking about it won't help, it will only add to the sadness. The second pot of tea is pan again, and You Chenchen changes the tea.

In the kitchen, after picking and washing the vegetables, Shen Yibo shouted into the living room: "Chenchen, don't brew this tea first, I'll start stir-frying, it will be all right within half an hour, you might as well let the tutor see your painting this morning, or with the tutor's current mood, no matter how good my craftsmanship is, he won't be able to eat it." ”

"That's a good idea!" You Chenchen stood up, walked to his painting and slowly opened the package.

"There's a new work again, good! Good! Before I saw the picture, Xiao Qingchen applauded repeatedly, mainly because in the past, as long as You Chenchen applied for face-to-face comments, almost all of them were paintings that You Chenchen had a feeling, and they were all the best of the best.

The painting that didn't dry was opened in You Chenchen's hand, removed the corner pad, and slowly stood in front of the TV cabinet in the living room to block half of the TV.

Xiao Qingchen didn't move, just sat and looked at the scenery, the sadness in his eyes slowly disappeared, replaced by a confused and fascinated light. The back, which couldn't stand upright no matter how hard I tried, seemed to be magically straightened a lot; The hands were naturally placed on the knees, and there was a slight agitation, because the hands still trembled slightly. It's not that he can't control his limbs because he's old, it's because his body can't be too excited, and he's trying his best to suppress it.

You Chenchen has been paying attention to Xiao Qingchen's eyes, she wants to read Xiao Qingchen's feelings about this painting as she did in the past, but she has not succeeded. She thinks it's because she hasn't been by Xiao Qingchen's side for a long time. Although they used to be masters and apprentices with similar hearts, they couldn't stand the polish of time, after all, this was the first time they met Xiao Qingchen since her wedding.

Because he couldn't see through and couldn't guess, You Chenchen began to get nervous like a primary school student. (To be continued.) )