"Good!" Xiao Qingchen spit out a word affirmatively. The pen is interesting and the pavilion www.biquge.info first agreed to Shen Yibo's request, and then believed You Chenchen's words.

For a while, the corners of the three of them were smiling, and the spring breeze on their faces was caressed.

After another cup of tea, Shen Yibo stood up and went to wash the vegetables and prepare lunch.

The chat mode between the master and apprentice continues.

"Last time, Kuwei didn't dare to come to see me after holding an exhibition for 'Dust', saying that he was in a hurry, so he went back to the Americas." Xiao Qingchen motioned to You Chenchen to change another pot of tea: "He may care too much about my words, afraid that I will ask him to bring 'dust' to see me." Although he didn't know that Shen Yibo often came to me, he was afraid of lying to me face to face. As soon as he lied, his blue eyes became lighter. I've never said it, but he just doesn't seem to be at ease. ”

"You are our teacher, no one's small movements and careful eyes can escape your eyes." You Chenchen changed the pot of tea, served it to Xiao Qingchen, and then said: "Ku Wei is afraid of lying to you on the one hand, and it is also true that he has something at home. ”

After selling a pass and drinking a cup of tea, You Chenchen, who was panting, smiled and said, "However, it's a happy event!" His wife gave birth to him a second child. He always wanted a daughter, but he didn't get his way, and he had a son. Speaking of the back, You Chenchen was a little gloating in his words.

"Good! Good! Kuvi has been married for four years and has two children. remembered how nervous he was with Du Yanxi back then. Alas, he ended up marrying an American girl. "Xiao Qingchen really knows everything. He ate another piece of dessert: "Du Yanxi was admitted to the hospital for mental disorder that year. When I went to see her, she found an opportunity to talk to me alone. Please, I care more about Kuwei. That's a very smart girl with aura, I noticed her painting when I first entered A University, but she chose Chinese painting when she chose a major. I wanted to receive my disciple when she was in graduate school, but she chose to give up her graduate school and went to Wuziju. She also got into trouble because of the people she knew in Wuziju, and it was my fault. When she knelt down at me with unkempt hair and tears in her eyes, just to let me take care of Kuwei's emotions. I understand that she escaped from City A by going crazy, and I understand that I have done a great sin. ”

finally understood why the mentor Xiao Qingchen aged so quickly; Because he has been living in deep self-remorse. For a while, You Chenchen only knew how to mechanically add tea to his mentor, and he didn't know how to comfort him. Back then, Du Yanxi was crazy in the hospital and didn't know anyone, and no one could accept it. But Xiao Qingchen knew the truth that Du Yanxi was not crazy, and he didn't expose it so that Du Yanxi could get out of Lu Hui's control smoothly. He did his best, and he didn't need to atone for his sins with self-torture.

Fortunately, You Chenchen, who was in turmoil after his thoughts, quickly regained his reason and told his mentor Du Yanxi whether the quiet life after leaving City A would alleviate his self-blame. So, she said: "I lived in Dujiaping for a few months, Yan Xi is doing well, and I have an older brother who loves her very much...... The villagers there are very simple and protective of her. At that time, there was a time when she couldn't get out of the mountains on a snowy day, and the young people in the whole village went out to help her find me. I haven't been in touch with her in the past few years as 'dust'. But it is said that she should also get married and have children, and I will go to see her after a while, so that you can be completely at ease with her. ”

"She's doing well. Good! I never asked Du Yanxi about the situation in front of Ku Wei, and Ku Wei never said it. I've always wanted to know what happened to Mura Yanxi after he left City A. Xiao Qingchen lowered his head to emphasize his sin: "After all, she is in trouble without words." ”

The reason why the guru's back is like this has too much to do with the fact that he is always blaming himself for his sins. Those self-reproaches were like a huge burden, weighing him down.

If it weren't for the fact that people with a conscience must not do anything wrong, or they would be able to punish themselves in the end.

"The tea is cold, I'll change it for you." You Chenchen wanted to save Xiao Qingchen from self-punishment. After changing the tea, she said: "Everyone's path is their own choice, and they are all responsible for their own choices." I, Du Yanxi, and Senior Sister Su, without exception, have nothing to do with the family situation, no matter which path you choose, you have to bear the consequences and go on hard. Ku Wei said that Senior Sister Su's eyes are better abroad faster, and now she has children, and her life is stable. ”

You Chenchen's words still played a certain role, and when Xiao Qingchen raised his head, he deliberately straightened his back, which couldn't be straightened no matter how hard he tried: "Su Rena is also a mother of two children." Although your life has not been smooth, you have finally come through. You're right, you're all strong kids who have survived life's ups and downs. ”

"Regarding the 'dust' is You Chenchen's matter, I told Kuwei on the phone, don't tell Sulena first, so that she can't hold her breath and hurry back to City A. If she is single, she is not afraid to toss her, but she has to take two children when she leaves, which is very inconvenient. So when the mentor talked to Senior Sister Su on the phone, he didn't tell her first. You Chenchen suddenly had this advice, and he really thought about Su Lena. Of course, she also told Shen Yibo that she should try not to publicize that his wife had returned to City A. As for going in and out of being seen by people with intentions and posted on the Internet, there is no way to see it.

"I'm the most guilty about Lena. I won't make waves again in her peaceful life because I can't keep my mouth. Xiao Qingchen's voice sank a lot.

"I know the guilt of my mentor. Senior Sister Su said to me. You Chenchen originally wanted to say that she could understand Xiao Qingchen's guilt.

"You know? What did Lena say to you? Xiao Qingchen asked very tightly.

You Chenchen finished for a while. She seems to have said something wrong, and she shouldn't have said she knew. Could it be that she told Su Liana and Xiao Qingchen about their relationship? Is it a year-old love? Or is it teacher-student love? In short, Xiao Qingchen, who is in love for the year or between teachers and students, should not appear again; He could not have been condemned any more; Whether that condemnation comes from his own conscience or from society.

After weighing it for a long time in his heart, You Chenchen said: "Senior Sister Su said that without you, she would not have come to City A." You're her patron, and she didn't say much about the rest. ”

"She doesn't know much about our generation. Alas, I don't want to say much more to her. Xiao Qingchen was eating sweets again.

"Yes, we are new to the experiences of your generation." You Chenchen knows very little about her parents, and she only has her mother You Ran growing up; Even now, my father never talks about the past.

"Almost all of our generation has a past that is unbearable to look back on and poignant." Xiao Qingchen leaned back on the sofa, looked at the ceiling with solid wood beams, and said slowly: "If I had taken Lianna to City A when I was a child, she might not have such a strong personality, stubbornness, and extremeism, and she would not have come together with Shen Yaoting......"

"When you were a child, you took her back to City A?" You Chenchen was a little confused, Su Lina didn't say when she met Xiao Qingchen.

"Well, since it's the beginning, I'll tell you everything about Lena's background. Or later when she wants to know, I'm gone, at least you can tell her. ”

"Oh." You Chenchen mechanically agreed.

Xiao Qingchen was limited to his memories many years ago, and slowly said to the ceiling: "Lan Qin and I grew up in the same quadrangle, we are in the same class, we have the same hobby - painting, and we are real childhood sweethearts. Our parents are both Kochi, and both of them work at A University. If it weren't for that side trend, Lan Qin and I might have gotten married as a matter of course. Things are done as desired, and people cannot fight with fate. Our parents have become stinky old men. Although we didn't receive any criticism, I hope we can leave City A and stay away from the unpredictable struggle. That year, I was eighteen and seventeen. We took the train for a few days and nights and arrived at our destination. At that time, he was young and had spiritual support, and although life was extremely hard, he could bear it; Sometimes I would make a few sketches and make a few drawings out of sand. Fortunately, we were the last to go to the countryside, and we didn't stay for a few years before we encountered the tide of returning to the city. My parents wrote a letter asking me to go back to the city to take the college entrance examination. Returning to the city was to ask the commune at that time to approve the slip. Places are limited, and only I can go back to the city. Lan Qin stayed. Before leaving, she told me that she would try hard again in the coming year. When I returned to City A, I learned that Lan Qin's family had suffered a great change, and was accused of writing reactionary papers, and when the couple were relaxing on the beach, they were said to be smuggling and treason. As a result, they were speechless and died of despair for the world. has no direct relatives in City A, and Lan Qin can't go back to City A. I wrote to her to ask her to wait for me with peace of mind, and I went to her after graduating from college. She didn't reply. I thought she was a little angry, so I wrote again, and wrote dozens of letters, but there was no response. I finally graduated from college, I said that I was going to find Lan Qin, and my parents gave me all their savings, so that I must find Lan Qin, and take her back to City A first, work, household registration or something, and give her parents a bad evaluation to solve it. At that time, it was necessary to apply for a long introduction document when you went out. In the autumn, four years after I left Lanqin, I came to the place where we left the team together. ”

"You've found her, haven't you?" You Chenchen's heart rose to his throat, and he couldn't help but interject.

"Yes, I found Lan Qin. But she's married. I also know the person I married, I don't know if there is a specific name, but the people in the village call him 'stone'. In order to convince me that she was married, Lan Qin showed me the marriage certificate. The name registered in the marriage certificate is Su Shishi. Su Shishi is an honest and hard-working poor peasant, although he is a good farmer, but he is not worthy of Lan Qin. But at that time, there was already a little girl like a bean tooth vegetable beside Lan Qin, dragging her first cloth clothes. Xiao Qingchen touched a handful of old tears. I don't know if it's because the lover married the groom and it wasn't him, or because fate played tricks on him even more cruelly. (To be continued.) )