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In the eyes of outsiders, he will always be indifferent and cold. Perhaps, he thinks this is the best version of himself. It is precisely because of this that it proves that he is not a ruthless person, he can move me little by little, I don't believe that when I heard that Concubine Jin was sick, Murong Chenxi would be indifferent,

There is not a moment without worrying. I lingered outside his door for a long time, finally waiting for him to come back.

When he saw me from afar, he walked up to me quickly, and said to me gently in a caring tone, "Why don't you go back to the house to rest so late?" ”

"Aren't you the same? Usually at this time, you are either in the study or resting in the room, are you worried about the affairs of Concubine Jin? ”

He frowned slightly, as if unwilling to admit what I said. "Did the seventh brother tell you?" He didn't answer me, but asked me rhetorically.

I said, "He also cares about you, I hope you are well." Now that Niangniang is sick, and no matter how much resentment you have against her in your heart, as a son, you should also go and see her. ”

He stopped talking, pondered for a while, and said slowly: "Let me think about it, it's late, it's cold outside, I'll send you back to the house to rest." I nodded slightly in acquiescence, he didn't refuse, and I was inexplicably happy and relieved in my heart, it seems that he has begun to take this step slowly. ――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――――

Jinyun Palace! Stepping here again is a different feeling, intricate, as for what it feels, I can't say specifically. "Princess, you're here." When Mei Xiang saw that it was me, she was surprised and delighted.

"Concubine Jin, how is she?" As he entered the house, he asked Mei Xiang beside him.

Mei Xiang shook her head helplessly, "The imperial doctor comes to see it every day, and the medicine has never stopped, but it just doesn't get better." Princess, what do you say you can do? The palace maid said with a sad face.

I was stunned, Concubine Jin's ice was more serious than I thought, I thought it was just a minor illness. Even the imperial doctors in the palace are helpless, what else can be done.

"Has the emperor ever been here, what did he say?" I asked.

"The emperor has come many times, and he also ordered the imperial doctor to cure the mother no matter what, but 。。。。。。" The palace maid choked up when she said this, and sighed: "If the fourth prince can come, the mother will definitely be very happy, and maybe it will also help the condition." ”

I don't know if Murong Chenxi knew about his Eniang's condition at this time, I don't know if he would come over and take a look immediately if he knew that it was so serious.

"I saw that Concubine Jin was fine on my last birthday, why did she suddenly 。。。。。。" I don't understand the sudden serious illness of Concubine Jin, and I don't understand.

When the palace maid saw me asking, she wanted me to explain: "Princess, Niangniang is a heart disease, because she misses the four princes, and it was like this before, the four princes took the door on Niangniang's birthday that day, and Niangniang is depressed these days, and I don't want this time to be more serious." And ・・・・・" said, Mei Xiang stopped talking, her eyes were red.

"And what?" I hurriedly asked.

Seeing my question, Mei Xiang had no choice but to tell the truth: "Mei Xiang didn't dare to hide it from the princess, Concubine Rong Niangniang since she heard about that birthday, called to visit Niangniang, in fact, every word hurtful, even the slave maid listened to it is not a taste, not to mention Niangniang, Niangniang is so concerned about the four princes." After speaking, he sighed helplessly.

I was shocked, although I only have a one-sided relationship with that Concubine Rong, but she can have today, she is no longer an idle person, and the title of the eldest sister and the shortest sister on the surface in the palace is actually more terrible than imagined. What makes me feel relieved is that a palace maid can worry so much about her master, which shows that Concubine Jin usually treats them well, so she will be so loyal.

Outsiders are still like this, why are relatives so strange, they can only say that the original step was wrong, and there is no turning back, if Concubine Jin can let it go, then regret will not happen, and everything will be different.

And I, am I still the carefree princess of Chu State, maybe I will not leave Chu State to meet Qi Junxuan, let alone marry Chen Xi and become his princess. Perhaps, there is an arrangement in the dark.

I walked gently to Concubine Jin's bed, her face so haggard and pale. It is completely different from the previous plain and noble appearance. She could not have been like this, she didn't have to endure the pain, she should have the emperor's love, her son's filial piety, and the courtesy of the people in the palace, who would have thought that the dignified mother, the emperor's concubine, would be like this, looking forward to being able to get the emperor's forgiveness, and always looking forward to his figure in the Jinyun Palace.

I sat in front of the bed for a while, until Concubine Jin slowly opened her eyes and looked very excited when she saw me coming to see her. From her surprised eyes, I guess I didn't expect that I would come to Jinyun Hall again to see her. "Bingxi, you're here." Her voice was low and weak. A gentle smile hangs on the corner of his mouth.

I smiled at her and said, "Well, mother, I've come to see you." ”

Concubine Jin supported the edge of the bed with her hand and wanted to sit up, but when I saw this, I hurriedly helped her sit up.

"Niangniang, what do you think?" I asked.

"Hehe, it's an old problem, don't worry, you're coming to see me, I'm already very happy, if Chen'er 。。。。。。" Speaking of this, Concubine Jin stopped and said that she was sad.

I noticed the longing in her eyes, and this longing would slowly turn into despair as time passed. Concubine Jin, she must be very eager to meet Murong Chenxi at this moment and want to get his forgiveness.

I understand how it feels to me, just like it was for my mother, but unfortunately, I can't even experience it until now. So I have always looked at others with envy, and in the same way, I envy Murong Chenxi, at least he has a father and a mother, and I have none.

"Niangniang, don't worry, I will definitely bring him to see you, if he doesn't come, I will ignore him for the rest of my life." I said, seeing Concubine Jin's loss, I really don't want her to be disappointed.

Hearing me ignore Murong Chenxi, Concubine Jin hurriedly said: "No, no, if Chen'er doesn't want to come, don't force him, I'm sorry for him, and I don't have the luxury to expect his forgiveness." I've hurt him and lost a princess, and my biggest wish now is to hope you two are well. Concubine Jin suddenly grabbed my hand and continued: "Bingxi, you promise me that no matter what happens in the future, don't leave Chen'er, then he will be very sad." ”

It is said that the knowing daughter Mo Ruo's father, it turns out that there is also a knowing son Mo Ruo's mother.

She held my hand tightly, and at this moment, she was not ordering me as a mother, but as a mother. I suddenly felt that Murong Chenxi was really, really happy. He only saw Concubine Jin's unforgiveness, but ignored her deep maternal love.

These, he didn't know.

Doesn't he care?

Being instructed by her, how do I feel as if I have to be responsible for Murong Chenxi, hey, okay, who told me that I couldn't bear to refuse her, so I had to reluctantly agree.

"Hmm."

Concubine Jin was very happy to see me agree.

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Coming out of the Jinyun Palace, outside the palace gate, I saw a familiar figure. Murong Chenxi was standing here alone. Are you waiting for me? "Since the person is coming, don't you go to see her? Concubine Jin, she would be glad to know that you came to see her. I whispered. Murong Chenxi didn't make a sound, maybe he was hesitating, maybe he was still scrupling.

Seeing that he was silent, I was anxious for a while, and blurted out: "Do you know that Concubine Jin is very sick, and the imperial doctors in the palace have not improved for several days." ”

Murong Chenxi was stunned suddenly, his deep eyes were full of worry except for doubts, the corners of his mouth moved, and after struggling, he was still silent in the end.

"Aren't you worried?" I asked again, if you are angry, since you are worried in your heart, is the problem of face so important?

"She's always been a person who doesn't need to be worried." He smiled bitterly and said lightly.

Don't need others to worry about? Who in the world doesn't want others to worry about and care about, no matter how capable a person is, there are times when he is vulnerable, and no matter how strong a person is, there are times when he falls, and he also needs the care of others.

I don't care about thirty-seven twenty-one, I take Murong Chenxi and go to Jinyun Palace.

The strange thing is that he didn't resist or refuse, and was dragged to the Jinyun Hall by me.

When Jinyun Hall saw me return, the smile on his face turned into surprise when he saw the person behind me.

"King, King, King。。。。。。" The palace maid of Jinyun Hall opened her mouth and was speechless excitedly, probably never dreaming that Murong Chenxi would come.

Murong Chenxi was a little uncomfortable, I saw this and pulled him to see Concubine Jin, I didn't allow him to refuse, I knew in my heart his hesitation at the moment, the struggle and contradiction in his heart, otherwise if he wanted to resist, how could I bring him to Concubine Jin.

At this time, Concubine Jin, who was drinking medicine, saw Murong Chenxi standing in front of her, and in a panic and surprise, she accidentally dropped the medicine on the ground, and with a snap, the medicine was all spilled on the ground, and a strong smell of medicine irritated my nose, so unpleasant. Although the medicine is bitter, I have always hated drinking medicine, and I always feel that it is torture to drink medicine that smells bad and tastes bad.

Murong Chenxi looked at the palace maid on the side, and ordered expressionlessly: "Clean up this, and then prepare a new bowl of medicine for Niangniang." ”

"Yes, lord." When the palace maid saw Murong Chenxi's order, she immediately responded.

Concubine Jin sat in front of the bed and looked at Murong Chenxi, she couldn't believe all this in front of her, tears rolled in her eyes, and she said excitedly: "Chen'er......"

Murong Chenxi looked at Concubine Jin's emaciated appearance, his heart was suddenly moved, and his brows were slightly furrowed. He can't remember how long he hasn't come to see her, in his memory his Eniang is a thoughtful, smart woman, who can observe words and feelings, it is very difficult to live in this deep palace and be favored by the emperor, but his Eniang has done a good job at this point, which cannot be said to be lucky or lucky.

In his impression, his Eniang is such a capable woman, but now, this woman in front of Murong Chenxi will actually fall, he thought that she would not fall, he thought that she would always be the high-ranking Concubine Jinniang.

Murong Chenxi thought that this was all because of himself? Look at her pale appearance, he is a mortal and not a saint, he will also have pain in his heart, no matter how cold and ruthless he is, it is impossible to be indifferent, she is his own mother, the person who gave birth to him and raised him, even if she is wrong in a thousand ways, she is also her own mother.