Murong Chenxi walked lightly to Concubine Jin's bed, his deep eyes were full of endless sorrow, he looked down at her, and said in a low voice: "Do you think that I don't hate you anymore if I torture myself like this, do you think that I will forgive you when I see you lying in bed sick at the moment?" The sadness in his voice could not be concealed. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

"Chen'er, I'm sorry for you behind the scenes, I'm sorry Wanli, I shouldn't have objected to you being together, if it weren't for my repeated persistence and stubbornness, Wanli wouldn't have ......" Concubine Jin's mother looked painful and regretted not at the beginning, "I have always been very demanding of you, even your marriage I interfered, I haven't done a good job as a mother for more than 20 years, and you always try to achieve what I expect in order to make me happy, until Wanli's matter, I don't understand what a failed mother I am." I thought I knew you well, but I never asked you what you really wanted. I know I am not qualified to ask for your forgiveness, and I am satisfied that you can come and see me. ”

I heard Concubine Jin's heartfelt words on the side, and suddenly realized that Murong Chenxi was not what he imagined, he was just trying to make himself stronger for the people he cared about, maybe he was not happy, when everything became disappointing, he would also be in pain, but he deliberately hid these pains, under the cold appearance, no one would understand his helplessness, and he would not understand that he was also emotional.

Maybe if it happens, you can't turn back, only regret remains in the bottom of your heart, and you stay in the footsteps of memory with remorse.

"If you had known that, things wouldn't have turned out the way they are today." Murong Chenxi suppressed the anger in his heart and said in a reproachful tone, but his face was full of sadness.

I was standing behind Murong Chenxi, and I couldn't see his expression at the moment, but I thought he should be sad, and he should not want me to see his sadness when he turned his back to me. So, I chose to be a bystander and silently listen to the conversation between their mother and son, I can't control other people's decisions, just like I can't control my own destiny, I can only do my best. The rest depends on whether Concubine Jin and him can resolve the knot in their hearts.

Tears hit Concubine Jin's palm, she must be very sad. I stepped forward and held her,

"Mother." I couldn't help but call her softly, and suddenly I felt very small, watching others sad and sad, but I was powerless.

I stole a glance at him, and he was deliberately expressionless at the moment.

I smiled wryly, my heart was sour, the more he didn't care about being with him for so long, the more he cared, it proved how much he cared in his heart.

"Chen'er, the proudest thing in the queen mother's life is that she is such an outstanding emperor, Eniang doesn't ask you to forgive, I just hope you can live happily." Then she looked at me and continued: "I am very grateful to God for bringing you to the emperor's side, no matter what the emperor did wrong, it was also my fault as a mother, I just ask you not to abandon him." ”

"That's enough, don't say it." He said bitterly, "Since I'm here, I've seen and seen it, you take good care of your body, don't let your father and Bingxi worry about them, I should also go." He didn't say anything about himself, he was very worried in his heart, but he didn't mention it, so why bother. After speaking, Murong Chenxi brushed his sleeves and left. I looked at Concubine Jin's attention to the direction in which Murong Chenxi had left, and burst into tears.

With Murong Chenxi's departure, my heart, which had sunk to the trough, had a trace of comfort, although he did not completely let go, at least he still came today.

At this time, Concubine Jin pulled me to her side, and it seemed that she had something to say to me, so I had to sit next to her.

I comforted her and said, "Niangniang, give him some time, he will let go completely." “

Concubine Jin shook her head, not as sad as before, and said, "No, Chen'er can come to see me, even if I leave like this, I will have no regrets in this life." ”

"Niangniang, don't say that, you are a thousand years old, and you will definitely get better and enjoy your life." I was busy persuading, and I always felt inexplicably uncomfortable when I heard her say that she was leaving, and I probably couldn't see anyone else leave.

Concubine Jin patted the back of my hand lightly and said faintly, "Chitose? They all shouted like this, but it is not easy to live to be 100 years old in this world, let alone a thousand years old. The most unbearable thing in this palace is Chen'er, what he has on his mind since he was a child has always been hidden in his heart and not shown on his face, fortunately, there is Lao Qi with him, and he can also share a little for him, and he doesn't have to be always alone. But Lao Qi can only share it for him in official affairs, he rarely finds a woman he likes, but because of the loss of his favorite in this palace, he blames this palace, and this palace can understand. In exchange for Chen'er's happiness.,This palace can't remember how many times I have prayed to God to come again.,It's a pity that the past is the past.,I can't look forward to looking back.。。 Concubine Jin sighed, looked at me, seemed to see the source of hope on her face, and continued: "Fortunately, you appeared, there are gossips in the palace, right and wrong, and there are different opinions. It is said that the fourth prince married you because you look like the former princess, although this is not true, it is not all true. Bengong is his mother, Zhi'er Mo Ruomu, from the way he looks at you, he doesn't say anything about your nervousness, but Bengong naturally understands that it is not an ordinary concern when he sees it in his eyes. If he treats you as another woman, think about how Chen'er will treat you after marrying you into the mansion? ”

Concubine Jin's words made me really stunned and speechless. Since marrying into the Four Princes' Mansion, Murong Chenxi has not been a good word to describe me. Since ancient times, women have served their husbands, how can there be a prince who is obedient to me, I suddenly realized, if this is just guilty, how can I be as careful as dust and take care of me? Even the lotus heart cake that I love only in the Chu State will appear in the Northern Desert, but I have been stupid and can't tell this sincerity, so I will ignore it.

Concubine Jin saw that I was silent, and said: "In the emperor's family, there are many bodies that are helpless and helpless, for decades I have looked down on the sinister deep palace, and since I was a child, I have been harsh on him and hope that he can have the ability to protect himself." The future is not something you and I can predict, whether you blame Chen'er or complain about Chen'er, for the sake of his heart for you, no matter what happens to him in the future, this palace only asks you to never abandon him, okay? Her eyes were full of pleading.

Looking at Concubine Jin's full of anticipation, she hesitated.

Seeing that I hesitated, Concubine Jin said slightly apologetically: "This palace knows that this request is a bit difficult for strong people, but this palace really hopes that you can stay by Chen'er's side and take care of him, so that this palace will feel at ease." ”

"Niangniang, you are talking nonsense again, there are countless doctors in the palace, and they will definitely come up with a way to solve Niangniang's illness, don't give up hope." I said.

Concubine Jin smiled and said gently: "Your child is intimate, and it is his blessing that Chen'er can marry you." "The smile is warm, and there is a taste of satisfaction.